I've finally figured out the biggest reason for my capriciousness today. Eat one's heart out......

The jealousy in my heart that I don't want to admit......

This is jealousy that almost burns me to ashes......

This was deliberately ignored by me. Burning and shouting jealousy......

I jerked to my feet. Look at your own reflection in the water swaying in the tub. The undisguised jealousy in my eyes made my whole person look unrecognizable.

No...... I can't do that......

I must not let the fourth master know what I look like. He wouldn't love me like this. No, it won't. No......

He's going to hate me. Will be disgusted with me. will hate me. will despise me. Will leave me......

No.

No.

No.

You must not let the fourth master know. Absolutely not.

You must not lose the fourth master......

I gasped for air. Let the water droplets on your body gradually lose their temperature. It was so cold that my hairs stood on end......

I ignored Lan Yue wrapping my body with a clean cloth towel. Desperately shouted at me: "Gege. Chattered. What's wrong with you. You're going to catch a cold like that."

I just looked at myself in the water. The mind is a mess. Buzzing. Countless thoughts are colliding back and forth. It knocked me out of my sanity......

However. All of a sudden, my head was clear. All the sounds suddenly stopped for a moment. No more shouting. It's all quiet... I saw. Left below the clavicle. The kiss marks left by the fourth master yesterday......

The ...... left by the fourth master

Kiss marks......

The gentle voice of the fourth master when he hugged me replayed in my head: "You're back. Come back to me...... Yu Bing...... My Jade Ice ...... My Yu'er...... It's true. ...... by my side"

"I love you......"

"I'm laughing. You're still going to be jealous. That's how I know. It's not like you don't care. You care about me. Will be jealous for me. I'm happy."

The fourth master said. I'm jealous for him. He was delighted......

"Because my heart has been given to you. No matter who I seem to be spoiling. It's just a superficial spoil. I only have you in my heart. I only love you. I'm going to give you all of my most real spoiling. What are you fighting for?"

He said his heart was given to me......

My fourth master. He said his heart was given to me......

"Gege." Lan Yue called me timidly.

My voice trembled: "Lan Yue. The fourth master said. His heart has given me ......"

"Gege. That's for sure. Have you seen the fourth master laugh with anyone? Even if the fourth master spoiled Yu Yao in the mansion that year. But I never smiled at her."

He. Never smiled at her......

"Gege. Get into the water. You do it again. I'm going to get sick."

I obediently let Lan Yue take my hand. Press me in the tub and do it. She gently wiped the cold water from my face. Uneasily, he told me, "Gege. You can sit back. The slave maid went and carried some hot water to warm you up. Okay."

I nodded. watched Lan Yue walk out of the door. I couldn't help but softly called Butterfly Seventeen out: "Butterfly."

"Master. What's wrong with you." Butterfly Seventeen asked me with some concern.

I shook my head. Don't know how to explain it. I don't want to explain. He just ordered: "Send someone to retrieve all the jewelry that the thirteenth sister-in-law pawned out. It's okay to steal. Grab it. If you can redeem it, it's okay. Let Butterfly Shadow do it with my money. And also. Inform Liu Ying and the quack. That thing. Let's ...... as soon as possible."

I closed my eyes. Thinking that he was going to make Nian Yuyao suffer. A hint of revenge rose in my heart. And the next moment. I think about her losing her child. The lower half of his body was stained a terrifying red with sticky blood. I can't bear to explain it inexplicably......

"Master. Don't be unbearable. The woman couldn't have children. Otherwise, it will not be good for Brother Hongshi, Hongli and Hongday."

Butterfly Seventeen comforted me. I nodded. She disappeared.

Lan Yue brought a large bucket of hot water. I also took some of the water out of the tub. Then I poured in the freshly boiled hot water.

I gradually regained the temperature that my body should have been in this slightly hot water. It's not just the body. And the heart......

My mind is much clearer. The kiss marks on his body that are already faint. It has become my salvation......

My fourth master loves me. And only love me. He said his heart was given to me......

Then I'm still jealous of something. What am I going to do when I'm so crazy?

Sooner or later, the child will have it. Me and the fourth master's child. It will definitely grow up healthy. It won't be like Nian Yuyao. Repeatedly endure the pain of losing a child.

Lan Yue also said. The fourth master loves me. The fourth master never smiled at her. But the fourth master always smiled very gently at me. Very gentle, very gentle. It's like a pool of ice melting into a hot spring. Scratching my heart. Drunk my god......

That's enough. That's enough......

I don't need to worry about any more. It's true.

At this moment. I just need to have the love of the fourth master. That's enough. Don't ask for more. Don't ask for it anymore......

I've got to be more determined. to survive all this. Nian Yuyao's pregnancy won't be just this time. There you have it this time. There will be a next time. Before she died. She will also get pregnant several times.

Is it only this time. I'm about to be crushed.

No. Never......

How could I be so vulnerable.

I said it. I won't be a burden to the fourth master. I wouldn't be a burden to him.

So. I need to be a little stronger. Be a little more determined. I'll wait until the end. Stand by his side. Accompany him to see the glitz and glitz of the world. Cirrus clouds ......

Figured it all out. I was finally able to close my eyes. He let out a long sigh of relief......

"Gege. You're all right." Lan Yue asked me tentatively.

I nodded: "Lan Yue. Help me warm up a bowl of milk."

I need to have something to drink. Suppress the tangled pain in this stomach brought up by tangled emotions.

Lan Yue took the small pot from the small stove on the table next to her. Pour the hot milk into a silver bowl and hand it to me: "Gege. Keep it warm on the stove all the time. You drink slowly. Don't burn."

I blew it. Then take a gentle sip.

The milky aroma spreads from the mouth to the stomach. That kind of warm ironing spreads from the tip of the tongue to the fingertips.

I drank slowly. Until this bowl of milk was sacrificed to my five internal organs temple. I feel like every pore is finally more comfortable.

"Lan Yue. Let's change your clothes."

I took Lan Yue's hand and walked out of the tub. Wrap in a clean cloth towel. After drying your body. Lan Yue helped me carefully apply the stasis cream. Massaged for a short while.

Then I put on clean clothes. Sit in front of the dressing table. Let Lan Yue help me wipe my hair.

The weather is good today. Wipe hair until semi-dry. I moved from the inside of the house to the wicker chair outside the house and lay down. Let the sun help me dry my hair from excess moisture.

The begonia tree bears some half-red and half-green begonia fruits. I watched the sunlight creep through the foliage. Sighing and exclaiming: "How nice it would be if everything could really be so quiet......"