Chapter 50: It's all involuntary
After washing up quickly, Mo Ziyuan went to the kitchen to eat, because he came back late, and his mother and Zhuang Xiaomin must have already eaten.
Because of his good mood, he unconsciously ate two bowls of rice, and after eating, he deliberately washed all the dishes and chopsticks before going back to the room.
At this time, Zhuang Xiaomin did not sleep, but sat on the side and looked at the documents, sometimes frowning and sometimes standing, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Was today's meal delicious?"
Just when Mo Ziyuan was about to go to bed to rest and not bother to pretend to be millet, Zhuang Xiaomin suddenly raised his head and asked.
"It's delicious."
Unexpectedly, Mo Ziyuan didn't answer, but after answering, she regretted it a little, and she was always a little uneasy in her heart, how could she think that Zhuang Xiaomin asked him so for a reason, and she didn't think that Zhuang Xiaomin meant to ask if the food he cooked was delicious.
Suddenly, there was a bad premonition that spread in Mo Ziyuan's heart.
"Really? It's really delicious, this is your mother's daughter-in-law, can Liu Ziyan's cooking be delicious? It seems like you're a family, and I'm just an outsider. ”
Zhuang Xiaomin's eyes became sharp, and when he got up and looked at Mo Ziyuan, he seemed to want to eat it.
Mo Ziyuan was also stunned, he didn't expect that when he was away, Liu Ziyan also came to the house, and he didn't know if his mother and Zhou Ziyan had joined forces to bully Zhuang Xiaomin.
When he was there, he could occasionally help Zhuang Xiaomin block it, but when he was away, he didn't know if Zhou Xiaoming was bullied, at this time his mind was all on Zhuang Xiaomin, whether he was bullied, and he didn't notice that Zhuang Xiaomin was angry because he said that the food was delicious.
"You think too much, I am a family with you, how can I be a family with him? Did they bully you today. ”
Mo Ziyuan came, Zhuang Xiaomin's side inquired and looked left and right at the pretending millet, afraid that he would be injured.
Looking at Mo Ziyuan like this, Zhuang Xiaomin laughed, he didn't know why, he always felt that Mo Ziyuan's action was very ridiculous, I don't know whether it was ridicule or ridicule.
"Why do you make such a look again? Why do you have to pretend to care about me, if you really care about me, how can you get to this point? ”
Zhuang Xiaomin's concern for Mo Ziyuan at this moment is not at all in his heart, if Mo Ziyuan really cares about him, if he really cares about him, why bother to make the relationship between the two of them become like this.
"Xiao Min, can you act like this all the time, in fact, do I care about you, can't you feel it? Although it is true that I am a family dog in the eyes of others now, and I can't give you a good life, I have been working hard. ”
Mo Ziyuan suddenly went crazy, no matter what others said about him or hated him in the company, it didn't matter to him, he just wanted a formal job, he wanted to support his family, and he wanted to give Zhuang Xiaomin a stable life.
Just like the relationship between the two of them is not what he is happy with now, it is his helpless move, he also wants to be with Zhuang Xiaomin and the two of them, cultivate their feelings well, and be a real couple, but he can't do it at all with his mother and in the middle of them.
In the past, he thought that Zhang Xiaomin understood him very well and could tolerate him, but after so many things happened recently, he found that Zhuang Xiaomin had a lot of poop, he was no longer thinking about himself as before, and he was no longer as tolerable as before, and he would no longer understand himself as before.
Although he saw all this, he didn't dare to have any complaints, because he knew that he had signed Zhuang Xiaomin, she just hoped that Zhang Xiaomin could take his good taste in his heart, he just wanted to be with Makeup Ming.
But for him now, this small goal is also very difficult, and he needs to overcome a lot of difficulties before he can be with Zhuang Xiaomin.
"Is it that even you are starting to look down on me now?"
I don't know why, this sentence blurted out, the last thing Mo Ziyuan wants is Zhuang Xiaomin to look down on him, anyone can look down on him, but he just doesn't want Zhuang Xiaomin to look down on him.
"You think too much, I don't look down on you, I just think that when facing marriage problems, you are not firm enough at all, maybe you and Liu Ziyan are childhood sweethearts, so there is affection between the two of you, and this feeling is heavy rain, a stranger like me."
Zhuang Xiaomin thought about it self-deprecatingly, whether he was overestimating himself too much, and he was also a little too underestimating Mo Ziyuan, he was thinking about whether there was any need to continue to insist on this relationship.
It's been such a long time, and although it was said that Mo Ziyuan's temper was very bad at the beginning, and his mother-in-law's temper was not much better, he was still able to accept it, and he could bear it and believe that sooner or later he would change the attitude of the two of them.
But since the emergence of a Liu Ziyan, everything has crossed his imagination and is developing in a direction he never understood.
"Zhuang Xiaomin, listen to me, you are not a stranger, although Liu Ziyan and I grew up together, I have no feelings for him, even if it is a sister, my sister does not live up to such feelings.
It's because my mother likes him, and his current mental condition is not good, and the doctor specially told him not to be too excited and not to stimulate him, so I can reflect his direction, but Zhuang Xiaomin, do you know? I'm already in love with you. ”
If it was said before, he wouldn't be able to say such a thing when he killed Mo Ziyuan, he couldn't be so humble in front of a woman, but now facing Zhuang Xiaomin, he couldn't be arrogant.
On the one hand, he was very angry that Zhuang Xiaomin couldn't understand him, and couldn't stand behind him silently like before, and on the other hand, he was angry with himself, because he was too incapable and couldn't give Zhuang Xiaomin a stable home without ability.
Even he felt that he couldn't even compare to Zhuang Xiaomin, at least Zhuang Xiaomin was enthusiastic about life, self-motivated in his career, and full of hope for him, but he didn't give him any hope, but disappointed him again and again.
Zhuang Xiaomin was stunned, he didn't expect Mo Ziyuan to say these words to him, which was completely unexpected to him.
"Are you listening to me? I'm telling you, I'm doing all of this without saying it, and I hope you can understand that I'm standing silently behind me. ”
Mo Ziyuan thought that Zhuang Xiaomin didn't hear him, so he stepped forward and lifted Zhuang Xiaomin directly from the chair, making him look at him.