Chapter 147: Erya's psychological problems
Tian Dani's whole heart is now on Erya's body, and after eating, she asked Sanya to clean up by herself, and she walked out with Erya.
Tian Sanya looked at the two sisters who left, and suddenly felt very lonely.
She can feel that the people around her like the second sister a lot more than her, even if they like Siya and Xiaowu more than her, she seems to be transparent in this home.
Tian Sanya lowered her head, tears rolled in her eyes, and she couldn't bear to go back and continue to work.
Tian Dani didn't know Tian Sanya's thoughts, at this time, she took Erya out of the house and came to the yard, she saw that Erya was cold, and took her to the shed.
"Eldest sister, didn't this dish just finish the fire? What else are we going to do? Tian Erya asked puzzled.
"Erya, the eldest sister asked you to come out, I want to talk to you about something." Tian Dani stroked, touched the broken hair on her forehead, and said with a smile.
"Eldest sister, what do you have to talk about with me?" Tian Erya still said indifferently.
"Erya, you tell the truth to the eldest sister, do you hate your grandparents very much, just the kind that you can't forgive?" Tian Dani said.
Tian Erya's face changed, and then she said: "Eldest sister, I, eldest sister is still because of what I said today."
Words? If that's the case, I'm wrong, and I won't talk about it in the future. ”
Tian Dani saw that she looked indifferent after speaking, sighed, and said, "Erya, you are my sister, I know you!" Haven't you let go of that thing? ”
The smile on Erya's face disappeared, and she turned around and lowered her head without speaking.
"Erya, I'm the eldest sister, don't you want to tell me? Or do you not even believe me? Tian Dani said in a deep voice.
"I didn't!" Tian Erya turned to look at her, wiped her eyes, wiped the wet and moist feeling, and then said: "Eldest sister, I don't distrust you, and I don't want to talk to you, but I know very well that after I tell you, what do you want to say?" You will say, Erya, you are still young, and it is not good to have such a knot in your heart, you have to let go.
Ha! I just can't put it down. Big sister, you haven't experienced those things, you don't know, you don't understand! On that day, I, Tian Erya, was not a person, I was a commodity, I could be bought and sold by them, and I could be bullied and humiliated by them. I, my day, I was the pig on the board, and I waited for someone to slaughter it.
I know you all care about me. However, I experienced those things myself, you can't imagine, all you know is those fists that hit me, you just know that I was beaten and bruised, but, but..."
Tian Erya closed her eyes and shed tears in pain: "Eldest sister, you didn't imagine why I was beaten, I was pressed by that woman, she forced me to do those ashamed and ashamed actions, at that moment, I was like a hair."
, the mother of love, the cat! I'm ashamed of myself!
Her fool can't do it, once she doesn't succeed, she hits me once, and the second time she doesn't succeed, she hits me twice, and later, she goes out, and his stupid son starts beating me...
Anyone who has experienced something like me can forgive, who can forgive, I just hate those people in the Tian family, I can't wait to drink their blood, I can't wait to eat their flesh, I wake up from a nightmare every night, I have an impulse, I want to rush into the Tian family, I take a knife, I cut them one by one. ”
After Tian Erya finished roaring, the whole person seemed to sit on the ground without strength, and tears kept flowing.
"Eldest sister, I can't forget this hatred for the rest of my life, I can't forget it..."
Tian Dani covered her mouth, her feet went limp, and she took several steps back until she was on her feet.
She always thought that she took good care of her sisters, but she neglected such a big thing.
Erya is only thirteen years old, and after experiencing such shameless and dark things, how can she not have a problem with her psychology.
Tian Dani looked at Tian Erya, who was unable to sit on the ground, should she be glad that this stupid girl could still control herself, otherwise, would this stupid girl have become a murderer without her knowing.
Tian Dani walked over and hugged Erya, reached out and stroked her hair gently, touching her hair: "Erya, it's all the eldest sister's fault, it's the eldest sister who didn't protect you well, so you went through these things." ”
Tian Erya shook her head: "Eldest sister, I know it's not your fault, it's their fault that they're too bad!" ”
"Yes, it's their fault! Erya, the eldest sister never asked you to forgive them, I just want you to let yourself go! Those things are in the past, no one will hurt you now, and no matter how ashamed those things are, it is not your fault. You're still a kid, and it's amazing that you can protect your life in the face of violence. It's true. Tian Dani said softly.
Tian Erya cried: "Woo, eldest sister, but they won't let me go, nightmares are coming one after another, I'm really scared, really scared!" ”
Tian Dani hugged her tightly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, the eldest sister will find a way to help you, I swear." ”
Tian Erya didn't speak, but hugged Tian Dani tighter.
Tian Dani felt that at this moment, her second sister regarded her as the only straw.
Evening.
After she watched Erya fall asleep, she covered her with a quilt and left the Westinghouse.
After Sanya left, she opened her eyes, tears flashed in her eyes, the eldest sister covered the quilt for the second sister and the fourth sister, and there was no her in her eyes!
Sanya turned over and lay down against the wall, her eyes slowly turning red.
Tian Dani returned to her room, lay on the kang and sighed slightly.
"What's wrong? Are you still worried about Erya? Zhao Gang asked.
"Yes, it's all my negligence, and I didn't find out that Erya's mental illness is so important." Tian Dani said.
"Mental illness? Is this serious? Zhao Gang became interested, turned over and looked at Tian Dani and said seriously.
Tian Dani also looked at him and said, "Well, it's serious. For a long time, this disease was not a physical disease, and no one paid attention to it, but this disease was more serious than the physical disease, and it was more difficult to cure. ”
"In what way do you manifest it?" Zhao Gang asked.
"Grumpy, irritable, hateful, self-harmful, withdrawn..."
Zhao Gang frowned, and then said, "Erya doesn't seem to have these circumstances." ”
"No, she does! It's just that she's around us, trying to suppress her feelings, and she's starting to hide her thoughts, not wanting anyone to know, which is a sign of loneliness, and besides, haven't you noticed? Only when something happens to the Tian family or someone comes there, she will become very irritable afterwards, she is not working hard, or pulling the cow dung out, I asked the cow dung, and the cow dung also said that she didn't know what to do that few times, just walked around the mountains. And just now she said that she often has nightmares, and every time she wakes up from a nightmare, she wants to kill someone.
These are all manifestations of mental illness, hey! I really don't worry about her going to the accommodation now, thinking that she doesn't know how to deal with interpersonal relationships yet, and if I encounter bullying again, I'm afraid that she will automatically put the two things together and do something irreparably wrong. ”
Zhao Gang also frowned after listening to Tian Dani's words.
"Dani, since you said that this is a disease, it should be curable. You have to trust your own doctors! ”
Tian Dani looked at him, and then nodded: "Well, it's not early, let's rest." ”
In the middle of the night, Tian Dani woke up from a nightmare, she dreamed that Erya was holding a knife and rushed into Tian's house, her whole body covered in blood. Then, before the police came, she committed suicide. The life of the teenagers withered like this.
Tian Dani wiped the sweat from her forehead, she couldn't let Erya embark on such a path.
"Space, broken space, are you there?" Tian Dani called out to the space in her consciousness.
"Broken master, you don't sleep at night, what do you call me to do." The voice of the machine came.
"Don't make a fuss, I have something to ask you!" Tian Dani said.
"Well, ask!"
"Break the space, where do you have a cure for mental illness?" Tian Dani asked.
"Poof, mental illness? Is that psychosis? Broken master, who in your family is mentally ill. The mechanical poof.
", your family is mentally ill, and my second sister is just mentally ill!" Tian Dani was furious.
"Cut, isn't it psychotic... Okay, I'm not going to talk about it. The space felt Tian Dani's anger and closed her mouth very knowingly.
"Is there anything you can do about it?" Tian Dani said.
"Master, I'm a space system, not a doctor, you want something to find me, and you treat me wrongly."
! Breaking Space said helplessly.
"I..." Tian Dani held her forehead, she was really sick, since she would think that there was a way in this space, this guy was the fault of the pit owner.
"However, I really have a record here, master." Breaking Space spoke at this time.
"Ahh What a record! Tian Dani came back to her senses and asked.
"Master, the record says that mental illness requires the use of medication and psychological counseling, both at the same time. Master,The space records that your second sister's situation is in the early stage of mental illness.,There is a space for the treatment of her.,There's a set of treatment methods.,But... If the master wants it, he has to take on the side quest! "There seems to be charm in that mechanical voice!
"It's a side quest again, what kind of quest?" Tian Dani asked helplessly.
"Master, spring is coming soon, you are going to divide the land, this side quest is to let you: flowers and rotten wood are magical!" The voice of the space machine said.
"Huh? What kind of broken mission is this? Isn't it, land division? Decayed wood? Could it be that someone is making a mobile phone on the land between me and Zhao Gang, and there is trouble in dividing the land? Tian Dani reacted quickly.
"Uh... Master, do you accept side quests? Space asked.
Tian Dani narrowed her eyes and said, "Breaking the space, let's talk about it first, and then talk about accepting things that we don't accept." ”