Chapter 272: Mourning is greater than dying

Ranran, it's all because of you, because of you, she has to die! ”

"Wake up! Ranran? ”

Lin Ran opened his eyes suddenly, stared at the ceiling for a long time, and then slowly came back to his senses, only then did he realize that he was in a cold sweat.

In a small patch of dim light cast by the bedside lamp, the man was staring at her worriedly, and the voice he had just woken her up from her nightmare was also the same one he had made.

Seeing her wake up, Mo Zhi seemed to be relieved, and asked softly, "What's the matter, you have a nightmare?" ”

It took Lin Ran a while to find her voice: "Hmm." ”

"What did you dream about, being scared like this?"

"I don't remember." Lin Ran's voice was very soft, even on such a quiet night, it was a little difficult for Mo Zhi to hear what she said, "It's just terrifying." ”

Mo Zhi wanted to help her straighten her long hair as usual, but as soon as his hand was stretched out, he was dodged by Lin Ran, and his eyes sank: "What did Wu Ziping do to you?" ”

"Him?" Lin Ran snorted disdainfully, "If he can do anything to me, he doesn't need to go to Yancheng at this time." ”

People have seven emotions and six desires, they will be sad or angry when they encounter bad things, and those with small hearts can even remember them for a long time, and then wait until time slowly passes, and there will always be long enough days to bury them and tell us that these are nothing.

For those things that have happened, no matter what kind of vision we have subjectively, it has happened, and it is useless to keep staring at it.

Ten years doesn't work, a lifetime doesn't work. But some people don't understand this.

This sentence is very applicable to Wu Ziping, but in a sense, it also applies to Lin Ran.

Mo Zhi was very keenly aware of Lin Ran's attitude, even in the face of Mo Changhai, a person she hated so much, she had never shown such a look, revealing this kind of strong hatred that was not under her control.

"What do you ...... with Wu Ziping" Mo Zhi said thoughtfully, Lin Ran hated that his private affairs were snooped on by others, if he put it in the past, he might ask directly.

But now, his interest in Lin Ran is getting stronger and stronger, and his emotional development is a little uncontrolled, he doesn't want Lin Ran to feel the slightest discomfort.

"What the hell is going on with Wu Ziping?" Lin Ran closed her eyes tiredly, "Second Uncle, if you want to hear it, I'll tell you." ”

Everyone has secrets, Lin Ran thought quietly, there are always a few things that can no longer be vented except for being buried deep in the heart, slowly growing vines in every corner of this world.

I just don't know if these vines will be cut off by my own hands one day, or if the whole heart will be entangled with a single ray of sunshine.

For her, Wu Ziping was part of these vines, and she chose to tell Mo Zhi not to say that this man had any special meaning to her, but that she suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to.

The first time I saw Wu Ziping, Lin Ran was only eight years old, and his impression of him was just a person who knew his mother, according to his mother's request, she wanted to call him a little uncle, but she didn't like this person at that time, because this little uncle surnamed Wu never wanted to take the initiative to talk to her, and his eyes always showed such an uncomfortable and guarded assessment.

Later, I forgot when it began, this little uncle who didn't like to talk or laugh became kind to her. Although he still can't erase the cynicism, paranoia and neuroticism in his bones, Lin Ran just knows that this is a person who is very good to himself.

It was a kind of ubiquitous gentleness, but it was silent, as if it was the pot of warm water boiling frogs, Lin Ran didn't expect that such gentleness would eventually turn into such a perverted thing, for young people, feelings are always the easiest thing to ignore.

And by the time she knew, it was when everything had gone off the rails.

"You probably know the rest of the story." Lin Ran moistened her somewhat chapped lips and throat, and her eyes fell on an unknown place, the volume was not loud, but word by word, and she said very clearly, "Qiao Jingyi has been working in the company, and finally ...... I always thought it was Qiao Jingyi's hand that was done by his relatives. ”

"And after that?" Mo Zhi asked, the following content is what he is most interested in knowing.

"After that?" Lin Ran smiled softly, I don't know if it was because of exhaustion or what, there was no blood on her face, and there was a strange haggardness, "But one day, I found that things are not as simple as I thought." ”

"Is it Wu Ziping?" Mo Zhi asked.

"Yes, this person is like a ghost with bad intentions, hiding in the closest place to people, I really didn't expect it, ......I didn't expect it" Lin Ran's voice lowered, she knew very well in the past who helped her arrange all the details that she hadn't noticed, her fingers pinched the edge of the water cup that Mo Zhi handed her, due to the force, her fingertips turned white, and she trembled slightly.

"Wu Ziping, why is he?" After a while, Mo Zhi asked this sentence, and from Lin Ran's narration, he already knew who this person was.

Lin Ran remembered the investment class she had taken before, and the teacher said that in this world, nothing is impossible to happen, and a small probability event is something that kills people.

There is no truer and more frustrating word.

"I dreamed of wondering why, but the question wasn't why it happened, it was what I was going to do." Lin Ran cleared his throat, as if something was stuck in his throat, he choked and couldn't get out, so he could only sigh without going up or down, "I was like a demon before, and I was thinking about how to take revenge on him all day long, second uncle, you mistakenly think that I was trying to attack Qiao Jingyi, didn't you." Thinking about it now, it's also quite ridiculous, what's the use of thinking, it's better to do your own thing, after all, it's not that you don't report it, the time hasn't come, right? You also advise me to let go of this, and don't let myself be immersed in hatred all the time, even if it is better to leave this place......"

"If you listen, it won't be Lin Ran." Mo Zhi's fists tightened and loosened, and he almost had the urge to hug this person, even if it was only a little comfort for her.

"I couldn't swallow that." Lin Ran laughed self-deprecatingly, "I even thought about how to go to the newspaper office to expose this matter." How the hell did I come up with such a stupid idea...... It took a long time for me to slowly come out, but if there was no thing to come......"

"You said that you had the idea to let Qiao Jingyi negotiate with you with the shares." Mo Zhi paused, "If it weren't for Wu Ziping......

"If it weren't for Wu Ziping coming up with an idea." Lin Ran coldly made up for him.

Lin Ran looked at the water cup in his hand, and a little ripple rippled on the remaining half of the water, shattering her vague shadow, but he didn't react much, just said in a surprisingly bland statement: "He didn't know how to buy off the board of directors, and without anyone knowing, he took most of the free shares on the market into his hands, and became Qiao Jingyi's secret convincing." When I found out about it, I really wanted to...... Kill him. ”

It was the first time she had spoken her heart since that incident.

And Mo Zhi knew that she was not joking, when she said the last three words, the light in Lin Ran's eyes was not unfamiliar to him.

It was the look of an outlaw he'd seen countless times.

Lin Ran's expression didn't fluctuate at all, as if she was talking about someone else's business: "In the final analysis, it's me who is too weak to change everything." ”

In the dim light, Mo Zhi clearly saw that the corners of Lin Ran's mouth were slowly hooked, frozen into a bitter but mocking smile.

It is said that they cry with joy, so if they are very sad, what should they be?

Mo Zhi looked at Lin Ran's smile, and felt as if all the light had abandoned her, and in an instant, this person was crushed.

Unwillingness, sadness, hatred, these are nothing, not enough to do anything to people, but there is a saying that mourning is greater than heart death, they think that people who are too rational will not use too deep affection.