Wedge: It's hard to leave when it's dark
The night, like a curtain, covered the earth, covering the eyes of the sky, so that the sky could not see the sorrow and sorrow of the world, and the raindrops also floated under the June sky, falling into the soil, and the air was filled with so many sentimentals that could not be placed!
In the Jiang family's compound on the outskirts of Daze City, there were bursts of suppressed cries.
"Don't cry anymore, let your mother hear how sad she is, shut up for me!" The old lady of the Jiang family had a calm face, looking at the grandchildren who were crying in the east wing, although she was distressed, but there was no way, there was no one who wanted to be like this, the eldest daughter-in-law knew that there would be this day from the beginning, but she didn't expect it to be so fast, from the onset of the disease to the present for a whole year, it was the age of the eldest daughter-in-law who was wronged! He was only forty-two years old, and there were five children who were not yet adults, the eldest of whom was only nineteen years old, and the youngest who was only nine years old.
"Grandma, I'm scared, Mommy's face looks sad." The youngest granddaughter, Jiang Xiaoxiao, rubbed in front of the old lady and whispered, she was very scared, her mother had never been like this, her face was pale like a blank piece of paper, her mouth was open, like a fish stranded on the shore, the infusion needle on her wrist had been removed, and the doctor said that there was no way to continue the infusion.
"What are you afraid of, that's your mother, Yan'er, you are the boss, take care of your younger brothers and sisters, and do whatever you want to do for a while, you can't resist, you can't not do it, you know Mom?" Although the old lady was in pain, she could not fall down now, and now the family was counting on her.
"Grandma, is Mom going to ······ now?" Jiang Yan'er's voice was choked, she didn't dare to say that word, she was afraid that she would collapse, now her hands and feet were cold, her heart was trembling, she couldn't imagine how hopeless her life would be without her mother.
"Your mother's doctor has no choice, you have also seen it, there is no way to give injections, we all want your mother to live for a few more years, but we have tried our best, and now the five of you are walking to your mother's bed, so that she can go with peace of mind!" After all, the old lady's tears could not be recognized
"Grandma, we know Mommy is sick and dangerous, isn't it?" Jiang Tianhao, the only son of the old family, is thirteen years old, his immature face is full of worry, but he doesn't dare to cry loudly, he is small and timid, he has three sisters and a younger sister, he has always grown up in the group of girls, he is delicate, but he is also very sensitive, he saw those things in the west wing, and he already knew in his heart that his mother's body would not get better anymore, and the dark paper outside the gate made him even more frightened.
"It's good to know, child, no one's parents will follow them for the rest of their lives, it's just that your mother has left a while early, okay, wipe away your tears and go say goodbye to your mother!" Grandma took her youngest granddaughter's hand and walked with heavy steps to the main hall of the hall, because of the rules of Osawa City, the deceased should be carried to the main hall of the hall to say goodbye to their families.
Jiang Yan'er looked at the eldest sister Jiang Dudu, the second sister Jiang Miao'er, and the younger brother Jiang Tianhao, the eyes of the four of them were red and swollen, and they followed behind their grandmother with sobs, and slowly walked to the main hall of the hall. At this time last year, she always felt a little uncomfortable in her body, so she went to the hospital, this time, she never got off the hospital bed, never left the pill, a year, the disease tortured her to the point that she was not human, originally one hundred and twenty pounds, she is now less than eighty pounds, looking at the five children around the bed, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, she was unwilling to leave like this! The eldest weir is only nineteen years old, just graduated from college, could have stayed in Qingcheng to work, this child has a high spirit, good writing ability, has published a lot of articles in the early morning evening newspaper, this daughter has always been Li Xiuzhen's pride.
"Weir!" Li Xiuzhen tried all her strength to shout out her daughter's name, and in the eyes of outsiders, she only opened her mouth, and she couldn't hear Li Xiuzhen's cry from the depths of her heart.
"Mom!" Jiang Yan'er looked at her mother's face, saw her mother's eyes looking at her all the time, and knew that her mother had something to say to herself, so she quickly lay on the side of the bed and put her ear close to her mother's mouth.
"Take care of your younger siblings!" After Li Xiuzhen finished the last sentence, her eyes turned around the bed, and then slowly closed her eyes, Li Xiuzhen understood very well in her heart, how much indifference and disdain she had endured in this family, but for the sake of these five children, she swallowed her anger no matter what, thinking that the children would grow up and live their own lives, but the sky was not beautiful, let her leave so early, is it a pity for her to soak in the bitter water for all these years? But even if she is soaking in the bitter water, she doesn't want to leave, she still wants to watch the children's days bloom into beautiful flowers, so that no matter how bitter her heart will bloom, why is God so unfair.
"Mom! I know, I know! Jiang Yan'er understood her mother's heart, and could know what her mother meant by saying this, her tears fell crackling, falling on the back of her mother's thin hand, the warm tears made Li Xiuzhen's eyes have some light, but she really didn't have the strength to hold her daughter's hand anymore, it was not terrible to leave this world, but she couldn't rest assured that her five children, her husband was still young, and he couldn't live alone.
"Good!" Li Xiuzhen felt that her soul had begun to float, and the child in front of her was in a trance, and she couldn't see the sadness on her little face clearly.
"Mom!" The five children watched their mother's eyes slowly close, and finally couldn't help crying loudly, and the relatives and neighbors around them couldn't help but shed tears when they saw this scene.
"Yan'er, Dudu, hurry up and lead your younger brothers and sisters out, you can't cry in front of your mother, otherwise you will be at ease to leave, do you want your mother to be a lonely ghost?" The old lady hurriedly came over and took the hand of her granddaughter and grandson, she was also heartbroken, who can understand the pain of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person!