(Cat flutter Chinese) His enthronement ceremony, his post-sealing ceremony, the tied silk strip on the wrist was torn off, originally there was an ugly scar on the wrist, and this time the wrist struggled to be red and swollen!

The tears in the corners of his eyes never stopped, and the murmur of despair in the air...

"Ginger!"

Entangled with me, the cold and trembling lips fell on the corners of my lips......

Fingertips are pale and clenched... The despair in the depths of his eyes spread with bitterness, "Jiang, I love you, I only love you in this life!" ”

I tilted my head, and his lips moved to the corner of my eye, trying to stop me from crying...... Countless ...... As if to prove that I am his, to prove that he loves me......

As far as the eye can see, it falls on the bright red phoenix robe wedding dress, today it should be him and others' cave room flower candles, his queen's phoenix robe wedding dress is in front of my eyes, Fengwu Hall is the queen's palace, and I ...... What the hell is it?

He roared in despair more than once, and he blended in with me without leaving any room for it.

The curtains of my eyes trembled slightly, the corners of my lips were dry, my voice was hoarse, my eyes moved up, fell into his phoenix eyes, and I opened my mouth, "Yisheng, I am in pain!" "The ups and downs of the crumbling shouts made my voice hoarse, and it didn't feel like my own original voice.

Jiang Yisheng's eyes flashed with the same pain as me, all the movements stopped, and he held me tightly in his arms, but I slowly let go of the hand in the happy quilt, and then slowly drooped down, and in the despair in his eyes, the whole person fell into a coma......

"Ginger!" Jiang Yisheng hugged me tightly in his arms, roaring heartbreakingly like a beast that had lost its predatory skills.

I seemed to have had a long, long dream, and when I went back to the time, my mother, although blind, always listened to my voice gently, and tilted her head in my direction, as if she was staring down at me.

Feng Guifei was wearing a red dress, hugging her chest, leaning against the door panel, willing to be mean: "Lin Zerou, your daughter is much more promising than you, looking at your weak personality, it really makes this palace feel shameful and annoying!" ”

Hearing this, the mother concubine looked her head in the direction of Feng Guifei, and a gentle smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, "The temper is still so irritable, it seems that this cold palace is not cold enough, so your temper can't be restrained!" ”

Feng Guifei was like a fried cat, and immediately jumped to her feet, pointed at me and scolded: "Wolf cub, girl liar, go and pinch your legs in the palace, follow you, the blind concubine, what can you do?" ”

When the concubine heard this, her smile became more and more calm, and she stretched out her hand and pushed me: "Go quickly, after you have fun, come back!" ”

I was reluctant, but when my mother spoke, I had to comply, and Concubine Feng took me by the ear and took me to her room, where every bowl of water could freeze.

She taught me to read and write, and although she always called me back and forth unceremoniously, she was really kind to me......

My mother reminded me more than once in my ear, asking me to write to her, telling me that in this world, besides my mother, my most trusted person is Feng Guifei......

In fact, it turns out that Concubine Feng feels that what she owes my mother has really become my most credible person, but she also taught me all her ruthlessness, she herself has become ruthless, she always reminds me that to live in the palace, I must be ruthless, and my heart must be like a rock.

But she herself couldn't be ruthless, she was wiped out of the clan, because she loved Jiang Zhiyuan, so she didn't even take revenge on the family, so she didn't even care about her own son......

She knew that if she didn't be ruthless, she would be killed by the queen mother and the emperor, and her dream in this life was to be the queen mother and never be bullied again......

But she only talked about her dream, and never practiced it with her heart, she thought that she exchanged her life for Jiang Yi's chance to live, but she never thought that Jiang Yi's life was more difficult than death......

I thought I regarded Jiang Yisheng as my only relative, but now he makes me hate him to the core, in my dreams...... The mother concubine is far away from me, Feng Guifei is far away from me, and even the person I care about the most now, the person I only want to be by his side, has also left me......

In my dream, I thought I had seen the light, but the light disappeared all at once, and I could only walk alone, groping alone......

A chest cramp woke me up from my dream, the pain was menacing, the pain made me break out in a cold sweat, lying on the bed, looking at the top of the bed, after a long time, the pain slowly disappeared.

The colic in my chest disappeared, and my whole body was crushed by the pain, and I raised my arm, and my palm flipped under my eyes, I didn't know that I was ...... by him

Gritted his teeth to prop up his elbows, although his whole body was painful, it was dry, frowned, under the thin quilt, without an inch, he reached out and touched the side of the bed, it was cold......

Wrapped in a thin quilt to get out of bed, just stood up, his legs and feet trembled, he fell forward, fell heavily to the ground, and the pain in his lower body seemed to be tearing......

I turned my head to look at the bed, as if someone had already changed......

gasped for air, and then slowly got up from the ground, the phoenix robe wedding dress was still on the hanger, standing proudly......

My robe was now gone, my legs trembled, and I slowly moved to the closet, and when I opened it, it was empty......

I looked at the phoenix robe again, and Jiang Yisheng told me again that I had no choice, if I wanted to go out of this door, I had to wear this phoenix robe wedding dress, and if I put on this phoenix robe wedding dress, I promised to marry him.

I walked to the window, stretched out my hand, and looked at the color outside, it was gloomy and gloomy, and the majestic autumn rain had no tendency to weaken, and it was still falling, about about the time and so, and I entered the palace at three o'clock, and now it has been almost five hours......

Staggered, dragged the thin quilt to the phoenix robe wedding dress, I want to leave here, I must also put on this wedding dress, stretch out my hand and gently caress it...... The delicate eye of the needle, the vivid phoenix totem, the luxurious abnormal, the dazzling abnormal......

Under the phoenix robe wedding dress is a close-fitting garment, and the material of the intimate clothes is exactly the same as the material of the phoenix robe wedding dress, and the red one is the same as the warm blood.

I gritted my teeth, removed the thin quilt from my body, and looked down at my body, he really didn't show mercy to my men, and he was bruised all over the ...... It seems that he is overly fond of planting marks all over his body.

Expressionless face one by one, intimate clothes, wedding dresses, wedding shoes, phoenix hairpins......

I pulled my hair in a bun casually, took the tassel on the wedding dress and tied it, and the box containing the phoenix hairpin was knocked to the ground by me......

The loud noise did not alarm the people outside......

There was no one in the Fengwu Palace, and to my surprise, the hem of the wedding dress was cut and torn off by me with a broken piece of porcelain......

Now it was like an ordinary red phoenix robe, without the complicated skirt that mopped the floor, and slowly walked out of the inner hall with the discomfort between the legs......

There was incense burning in the outer hall of the smokehouse, the aroma was indifferent, as if it had some soothing sweetness, and when I opened the door of the temple, there were people I was not familiar with.

When they saw me, they were stunned for a moment, and then knelt down and asked Andao: "Niangniang is healthy!" ”

I reached out and stroked my face, was my face changed? Or is the shezihua on my face gone, making them recognize the wrong person......

My face is naturally not very good-looking, and it can even be called internally powerful: "Can I leave the palace in this palace?" ”

Empress? Jiang Yisheng wants to imprison me in the harem and exchange a tanuki for the prince?

Empress? What kind of am I?

The eunuch who stopped at the door hurriedly said in fear: "Niangniang, how can I leave the wedding room with the emperor today?" ”

If it weren't for my physical discomfort, I really wanted everyone to slap them hard, and my eyes were slightly raised: "Isn't this palace even a little free?" You are so disobedient to this palace, do you still want to live in this palace? ”

"! You must not leave the Fengwu Palace! "The eunuch next to me joined in the persuasion, knelt before me, and blocked the road in front of me.

I had just made such a loud noise in the house, but no one broke down the door, and they were all waiting for me at the door.

"After the emperor marries today, the palace wants to take a look!" I clenched my fists, "Do you want to be glorious and rich, or do you want to move your head, think about it, make sure that this palace will never let you see the bright sun!" ”

The eunuchs looked at each other, I walked forward, the eunuchs knelt down to block my way, and with every step I took, they took a step back, as if they were complimenting, as if they were gambling with their lives!

When I went down the steps, the autumn rain fell on my face, and it was cold and cold, which made my heart even colder......

"You're going to stop Hongu, aren't you?" I looked at the Praetorian Guards in the distance, as if there were soldiers from Fenglingdu among them, and I had a plan, gritted my teeth and bent, my legs and feet were a little faster, and I ran out of the courtyard......

The red lanterns and red ribbons in the Fengwu Hall left me, and when I went out of the courtyard, I said to the Praetorian Guards: "The dog slaves inside are guilty, go to the palace and take them down, escort them, and wait until the emperor comes back to deal with them..."

The people from Fenglingdu knew me and hurriedly bowed to me: "Yes, Your Highness!" ”

Waving the Praetorian Guards into the Fengwu Palace, I turned to see the eunuchs being held in by the Praetorian Guards and unable to resist......

Yes, Jiang Yisheng treats me as a mother, but not to the Praetorian Guards outside, I am his concubine, and my current identity is still the Queen Mother of Southern Xinjiang......

The physical discomfort became more and more serious, and he basically bent down to support the palace wall before he could slowly move out......

"Bang!" A salute sounded, the horn sounded, I looked into the sky, opened my eyes and let the autumn rain hit my face...... This is the time to seal the ceremony...... The time is wrong, but in the end, it is the real post-sealing ceremony......

The blood-red wedding dress, soaked in rain, is even more vivid, I came out of the palace from the main palace gate, my face, the Shezihua on the right cheek is my identity, the gatekeeper hurriedly ran to the palace, probably to report Jiang Yisheng......

I didn't go the way usual, I was afraid that Jiang Yisheng would abandon his queen and chase after me, if I did, I would be a heinous person......

Pedestrians on the streets, sparsely lazy, most of them holding umbrellas, or hiding under the eaves, people like me who are dressed in red, soaked like ghosts wandering the streets, let them avoid me when they see me, and keep speculating whether I have a bad head, wearing such a body to walk on the street, without even an umbrella......

Some people also speculate that I was abandoned from marriage and was unconscious, so I walked on the streets of the capital with a dead face......

Finally, an old woman, seeing that I was pitiful, handed me an umbrella, and patted my hand and said, "Girl, go back as soon as possible, there is nothing that you can't get over, don't let your family worry!" ”

I was stunned with the handle of the umbrella in my hand, and said to the old woman: "I have no family, in this case, all I have is power, glory and wealth, money, wealth and silver, my hands are full of blood, and I have nothing else...... "What family, I don't have a family, I only have myself......

The old woman was stunned and sighed, "There are always too many things in this world that can't help themselves, the girl already has more things than others, and naturally she will lose a lot, everything in this world should be balanced with each other." Just like me, the family is harmonious, but I have to work hard and desperately to buy a courtyard of my own in order to make money! ”

I tilted the corners of my mouth and tried to pull out a smile, but I found that the simplest smile was also in vain.

Holding the umbrella, when he turned around, he raised the edge of the umbrella slightly, and the steps under his feet couldn't help but take two steps forward......

The eyes that had dried up, and the tears that could not be stopped flowed down......

The red and swollen lips were bitten hard by me again, and the medical book of Imperial Doctor Jiang was intertwined in front of me, and it was written in the medical book of Imperial Doctor Jiang, fake death medicine, the tenth day of the first month of winter......... Fake Death Pills...... The 10th ...... of the first month of winter

I don't believe it......

I don't believe she's not dead......

I don't believe that she escaped the palace by faking her death, and has ignored me for so many years......

I don't believe it...... I don't believe she's not dead...... I obviously watched her stiffen all over, and a broken grass swept out, and I also asked Feng Guifei: "Feng Guifei, where are you buried when you die?" Will I still be able to find my mother in the future? ”

Feng Guifei touched my head and said: "I can't find it, I don't need to look for it, remember, remember that you are a wolf cub of a wolf, from now on you have to learn how to be hard-hearted, your mother is dead, you are still alive in the palace, as long as you live, you must learn to be ruthless, you know?" ”

As long as I live, as long as I live in the palace, I must learn to be ruthless......

I'm going to take my time and I really don't believe she's not dead...... The person she cares about in the world is me...... She treats me gently, not femme fatale.........

She and Feng Guifei are two extremes, one taught me how to be ruthless and kill people without leaving traces, and the other taught me how to be gentle like water and influence others with kindness......

And now?

I didn't believe it was her in front of me...... Are her eyes all right? As soon as she got out of the carriage, a gentle middle-aged man helped her down.

She smiled gently and sweetly at the middle-aged man...... With a ruddy complexion, she seems to be living a happy and carefree life now!

She looked at me, I was like a thief, the edge of the umbrella was slightly low, blocking her view, her eyes didn't seem to be very good, as if she was groping to help the middle-aged man's arm.

The middle-aged man helped her slowly walk into the inn, my whole body was trembling, Jiang Yisheng I hate him......

Now I actually saw my mother, Lin Ze, a middle-aged man, like a servant of the wind and dust, coming from afar.........

Tears blurred my eyes again, and I unconsciously followed them into the inn, and I had a handkerchief to cover my face, and followed them into the inn......

I pointed to the carriage outside, and the innkeeper thought I was with them, and when he saw that I was soaking wet, he brought me a dry cotton cloth......

I wiped the water from my forehead with a cotton cloth, and walked with them, following behind them, and there were countless voices in my heart shouting, no...... Absolutely not...... She won't be your mother, your mother is so gentle and kind, how could she abandon you if she didn't die?

You are the child she desperately wants to give birth to, she treats you as her life, and it is impossible for you to live a life full of calculations......

But there are other voices shouting, denying, wake up, you Jiang, your name is coming and dying, you are not a child who expects to be born, she doesn't want you in the first place, she doesn't want you to live in this world, you deny her meaning, so she naturally doesn't want you!

The two voices crossed in my head, stabbing each other bloody like swords and halberds, and they were trying to prove that they were right...... And the pain in my body has become numb, and the pain in my heart can't be suppressed......

In the courtyard of the inn, on the corridor, I hid in the deep darkness, if it was someone who looked exactly like her, it wasn't her, I could see Feng Guifei today, so did I also dazzle my mother Lin Zerou now?

I looked out greedily, and she pointed in the direction of the palace to the middle-aged man: "Husband, is it right or wrong for us to come back?" ”

They look exactly the same, even the voice is exactly the same, and I want to lie to myself...... But I found that the words I thought of were all plain and pale......

The middle-aged man's smile was very gentle, his eyes were also very gentle, and the movements of his hands were even more gentle, and he gently hugged her: "After so many years, I always have to come back, come back and see the child from a distance, and we will leave!" ”

My heart ached, my heart hurt more than a thousand insects and ants, come back and look at the child, and look at it from afar......

My hand was on the pillar in the dark, and my fingertips were full of blood, flowing down my fingers, and no matter how painful it was, it could not withstand the pain in my heart......

I still tried my best to deny that she wasn't her, but her words sent all my denials into eighteen layers of hell, so that I could no longer deny that she was not my mother.

"Husband, don't you want to take a look at Jiang? You don't want to say a word to her? Shall we take her away? ”

The middle-aged man shook his head, his eyes drooped: "It's your wish to come back this time, the news we have gotten over the years, she has become ruthless and ruthless, she is no longer the Jiang who softly called your mother in your mouth, such a woman, even if she is my daughter, bring it back, she is very calculating, and the battle is endless!" You know that on the Chu family's side, no one is allowed to fight, this time to pick up the old lady, you take a look at it from a distance, and we will leave! ”

Ruthless, his daughter......

Jiang Zhizhen, my biological father is Jiang Zhizhen, my mother calls him husband, he and I have become ruthless, he has been there news of me for so many years, the Chu family is ......

His gentle voice and gentle tone directly turned my biological daughter into a femme fatale, and directly sent my biological daughter directly into the eighteenth layer of hell!

Ignoring me, he hasn't spoken a word to me for so many years, and he is so judgmental of me, what right does he have to judge me? It was his fault that he was born and not raised......

The Chu family ...... Repair your life and change your fortune......

Hehe, you can do to repair your life and change your luck, my mother's eyes can see the light again, and she can turn back into a beautiful and gentle her, how can she not do it?

The concubine still wanted to be sad and want to argue, but finally calmed down, and said in a voice: "The concubine still wants her husband to take a look at her, even if she becomes the most noble woman here, she is also the daughter of her husband!" ”

Jiang Zhizhen's gentle words were filled with a touch of disdain: "She is my daughter, she should be compassionate, not in love with her younger brother, even if this younger brother has no blood relationship with herself, she is also a child raised by herself, so why should she be my daughter?" ”

The tears of the mother concubine rolled down, among the rumors, the first prince Jiang Zhizhen attached great importance to Confucian culture, and was compassionate to the world, and was compassionate and compassionate......

If it weren't for the rebellion, the succession to the throne would be the lord of the Ming Dynasty......

Compassion for others, compassion for the ......

Abandon his daughter, let his beloved woman suffer for him for eight years in the palace, he was repaired by others, enjoy glory and wealth, be his kind-hearted person, throw his daughter in the land of tigers and wolves, her life is gone, and you still want me to keep my heart kind, why?

Why is he Jiang Zhizhen?

"Your wish, for the husband has been fulfilled for you, she is now the queen mother of Southern Xinjiang, Jiang Yisheng is now the emperor of Jiang country, she is the eldest princess of Jiang country, no one is more noble than her identity in this situation, she doesn't need you at all, and she doesn't need me, what she needs is power, only power can make her live unscrupulously! I, the father, have given her the most noble power, and I am happy for her to come! ”

Jiang Zhizhen's words seem to be like a person who knows me well, self-righteously thinking that I need something.

My mother's wish, he has fulfilled it, what has he done to me?

What did he do to me with compassion?

I don't want to think about it, I don't want to think about it......

I don't think about what he meant...... I don't understand, I don't understand, I don't understand anything......

The mother's expression was gloomy: "I should have taken her with me, I should have taken her with me, I didn't want any power, I didn't want to go together, she wouldn't fall in love with Jiang Yisheng...... There wouldn't be so many things as there are now. Or if she doesn't come back in southern Xinjiang, it will be a glorious life! ”

"Zerou!" Jiang Zhizhen interrupted her: "Imperial Physician Jiang asked her if she could leave, Qiang Qing also asked her if she could leave, she herself was greedy for power, refused to leave, and helped the enemy's child to ascend to the throne, all of this was caused by herself, I can let her have today, add fuel to all calculations, and have done her benevolence and righteousness!" ”

"Don't do it again, pick up the old lady, and we'll go back!" Don't go to see her, I'm afraid you'll be soft-hearted when you see it! Jiang Zhizhen quickly decided.

Pick up the old lady, my mother's mother-in-law, the old lady, and the old lady who was taken out of the palace by my aunt......

Could it be that the Queen Mother also knew that my mother was not dead, and Aunt Yi deliberately brought her out, just to let my mother take her away......

The mother bit her lip lightly, the corners of her mouth were so gentle, it seemed to me that it had become ridicule and indifference, she thought about it for a long time, she thought about it for a long time, and finally gave up on me, like a fake death eight years ago, she abandoned me, and now she has abandoned me again.

She: "The concubine is all obedient to the husband, we will leave after we take the mother, she is already the most noble woman, no one can hurt her!" Just let her die when we're all dead! ”

I slowly squatted down along the pillar, tears were not raised, crying and sobbing, the most noble woman, it was ridiculous......

No one can hurt me, and it is even more ridiculous, they not only hurt me, but they also rubbed salt on my wounds, whipped them with leather whips, cut flesh with knives, and used endless humiliating words to tell me that I was a superfluous ......

I can't live like they want to live, I should be abandoned, they think they have done a lot to me, I should treat them as if they are dead, since they are all dead, what are they going to do when they come back?

"Girl, what's wrong with you? How to sit here? A gentle hollow voice sounded, and I slowly raised my head to see a woman in a light dress with worried eyes asking me.

I blinked my teary eyes, and when the woman saw my eyes, she was stunned, and she must have bent down and reached out to touch my eyes, "Girl, your eyes ......"

The eyes were cold for a moment, so that her hands stopped in mid-air, and I stood up holding on to the pillar, "How are my eyes, what do they have to do with you?" ”

Cold temperament, soft words, stunned when I saw the color of my eyes, and the only people who saw the color of my eyes stunned here were the Chu family and the Xiliang royal family.

The woman withdrew her hand and smiled gently: "The girl is soaking wet, I happen to be staying in this inn, I wonder if I have the honor to invite the girl to change her clothes?" ”

The pain in my body and the tearing in my heart, every part of my body is not screaming, I have almost endured to the limit, the pain has reached the limit.

Stretched out his hand and pushed her away: "Don't bother you!" ”

Walking straight out, walking slowly, Jiang Zhizhen's gentle voice came: "Linglong, is your whole body wet?" Why are you so big of water damage? ”

The woman smiled: "Husband, I'm too worried, just now that girl was drenched, as if she was seriously injured, and she just rested here!" ”

My mother followed with a hint of flattery: "My sister came early, and my sister is grateful!" ”

The woman comforted my mother: "Sister, what stupid words, we are all a family, you have suffered so much for your husband, it is natural for my sister to do something for you!" ”

"Thank you, sister......"

My mother's voice became less familiar in my mind, and my mother's gentle appearance was swept away in my memory along with the broken mat in the winter moon sixteen years ago......

I didn't have any relatives from the beginning, I wasn't the child I was expected to give birth to in the first place, and even my name was a constant reminder that I shouldn't live in this world......

The wind was blowing, the rain was pouring down, and I ran through the streets...... Tears, rain, and copying can't be distinguished, only knowing that the water that falls into the mouth is sour, bitter, and painful......

Until I was exhausted, and in the heavy rain, I fell to the ground, dressed in a blood-red wedding dress, staining the water on the ground red.

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