Chapter 127: Love and Expectation

"Huang Cen:

I want you to stay with me

It's willing to stay with me

And not out of sympathy or anything else

If that's the case

That's not advisable."

After eating that piece of chilled watermelon, everyone's hot mood was calmed down.

Xinrou remembered the previous events, although there were many of them who didn't want to recall them anymore, but about watermelons, she could always think of her father....

My father used to love watermelon, especially in this season, there was always watermelon in the family.

If I hadn't experienced that incident, I might not have been able to open up to my family until now.

Some things are easy to say, but they are difficult to do, especially when they fantasize that nothing has happened before, and try to change it, but in the end, they repeat the dream again.....

But the pain she will never forget, if she could, I really wish I wouldn't go back then, but once she made a choice, it would be difficult to change it.

If I had made a firm choice to my father at that time, perhaps many of my thoughts and attitudes and methods of doing things would have been different from now, which is also a fact that there is no way to change, although I have made up for it a lot, there is no way to forget the shadow of the past.....

"Xinrou, isn't that piece of watermelon you ate sweet?" Malt seemed to see that something was not right, so he asked with concern.

Xinrou shook her head, "No, the watermelon is very sweet, it's just that I remembered some of your unhappy past, and it was difficult to calm down for a while......."

Malt didn't continue to ask, there are some things that others don't want to say, so there is no need to chase and ask, after all, this involves people's privacy, and if some questions are not done well, it will hurt self-esteem.

Xinrou was also glad that Malt didn't continue to ask, otherwise she really didn't know what to say.

If you can forget the unhappy things easily, then life is really a very happy thing~

But often many people are difficult to do, so it leads to a lot of suffering, we can not accept the unfairness brought to us by life, nor can we accept the psychological trauma caused by childhood, all kinds of life will eventually change a person's attitude towards the future.

Due to the hot and dry weather, it is not only the girls' dormitories that are deeply troubled, but also the boys.

Bai Ji was lying on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't close his eyes, always feeling that his body would be hot here for a while, and hot for a while, in short, he was very irritable.

"I've never experienced such hot naivety, and I don't know when it will end."

"Oh, you just bear with me, it's just the beginning, I read the weather forecast, tomorrow is hotter than today."

"Huh?" When Bai Ji heard this, he immediately sat up from the bed, "Really? Today is already unacceptably hot, so won't tomorrow send us to the west in minutes? ”。

This is really unacceptable news, who would have thought that the gradually cool weather would suddenly become so hot.....

Mang Ni has been sitting in front of the computer all morning, he hasn't said anything, and he hasn't sorted out the computer program as usual, and he seems to have some unspeakable emotions in his heart, but he doesn't know how to express it, maybe he has not been good at expressing his emotions.

How boring Bai Ji was lying on the bed, you could see how bored he was when he sat downstairs.

Finally, I couldn't help but ask: "Mangni, you have been sitting in front of the computer all morning, and you have not prepared for computer programming, what are you thinking in your heart?" This is not what he can usually do, maybe something must have happened, just like the last time, a loved one died suddenly, but he didn't say anything, just took a leave of absence and came back, and he didn't know how he was doing.

Mangni is a person who keeps everything on his mind, even if he is a roommate who lives together, it is difficult to perceive his emotions at that time.

Mangni didn't answer anything, and his heart was confused.

Bai Ji saw that there was no response, so he climbed out of bed, picked up the fan on the side, and fanned it vigorously, trying to get as much wind as possible to relieve his anxious mood at the moment.

"I've always felt that something is not right in your mood these days, do you want to go to the school infirmary with you?" Bai Ji asked casually.

But Mangni vetoed, "It's really not enough to go to the school's infirmary, maybe the rest hasn't been good recently, and it will be fine in a few days."

There is often no way to refuse such reasons, well, let it be.

"It's been a long time since I've seen that elementary school girl appear next to you, and suddenly I'm not used to it," Bai Ji said.

Mang Ni knew that the elementary school girl in the mouth of his roommate was the malt of the art department.

"Isn't it going to let you get someone back again? You always do this, you really don't know how hungry you are! "From the freshman year to the present, there have been countless girls who have been rejected by Mangni, I remember that at the beginning, the number of people was remembered every day in military training, and then I really couldn't remember, so I simply lost this hobby.

But how good it would be to be as lucky as mango to fall in love, otherwise it wouldn't be like now, and there was no serious relationship, and the person you liked didn't catch up.

Although Mangni didn't say anything, she was also thinking about this question in her heart, was it really because of her expulsion that she didn't appear in front of her?

But she is obviously like a Xiaoqiang who can't be defeated, how could she give in so easily?

However, this question does not seem to be what I should be concerned about, it implies that I don't want to think about anything, but how can the mind follow the instructions of the brain, and the brain says that it likes whoever it likes, how is this possible.....

"I said you, if you really want to find someone you like, you should try it together, you can't always be alone" Bai Ji Every time he talked about this issue with Mangni, there was always a serious old uncle.

Mangni was always silent.

Lao Ding also couldn't stand it anymore, in fact, many of the girls who pursued mangnitrate were very good, but they were all rejected.

"Yes, our miscanthus is the first place on the campus list, and now the second place Su Mu has changed several batches of girlfriends, I'm afraid that some people always say these boring things on the forum," Lao Ding said.

When Bai Ji heard what Lao Ding said, he immediately disagreed, "What you say sounds weird, what I don't like the most is Su Mu, the second place on the campus list, but it's very strange, the teacher likes such people, when I think of this, I am really angry."

I almost thought that girl had something to do with Su Mu, if she really ruined a good marriage, it would be really a sin!

"I said you, you can't always get along with him, after all, he can still do some welfare for us in our class" Lao Ding is not as tough as him, although he can't see Su Mu's approach, but he is still very polite and polite when he talks on weekdays, and he lives very tactfully, and he can't be offended on both sides.

Bai Ji can't listen to this, if some things can really be reconciled, he won't wait until now, his approach is clearly deliberately targeting some people, to be friends with such people, to be honest, he really can't do it.

"Forget it, don't talk to me about this kind of thing in the future, I won't easily contact him anyway, I'm really not interested in this kind of person, I advise you to have less contact with him, maybe one day I'll pit you hard" Bai Ji said earnestly.

Mangni didn't say anything on the side, staring blankly at a live wallpaper on the computer screen, and didn't know where to go.

"It's not enough to pit me, at least I still have my own judgment before doing things, no matter how bad he is, he has also won sponsorship for our class, and the water he usually drinks is also his credit," Lao Ding said very objectively.

But it is Bai Ji who can't look at the problem objectively, he has been cheated once, and it is absolutely impossible to be cheated a second time, not to mention that he is really not interested in talking to this kind of person.

"Just be careful, anyway."

For the first time, she felt that her brain had no way to control her mind, especially when it came to malt.

rejected her again and again, but he never intended to give up, but why didn't he show up this time? Is it because he has been busy with exams recently, or because he can't withstand Huang Cen's pursuit offensive?

For some reason, there are some things in my heart that are not very calm, but I don't know who to tell this emotion.......

The people around him will only let themselves choose one of the suitors at random, it is true that some girls are very beautiful, some are very good and talented, but they never thought that one day they would encounter this situation....

Maybe no one can understand this kind of heart, they just feel that saying it is a kind of show-off, so some words are put in the stomach, and there is no need to say it.

"By the way, how was your girl talking?" Lao Ding said.

Bai Ji shook his head helplessly, "Alas, sometimes I don't even know how to answer her next sentence, I have to hesitate for a long time when I sent a message yesterday, I really don't know if it can be successful", but that girl didn't even think Su Mu had anything to do with it, so everything was worth looking forward to.

"If it really doesn't work, you have to think of a way, you can't continue this state forever, when the two of you get used to this relationship, I'm afraid it will be difficult to make changes," Lao Ding said.

Maybe he is right, once the two people are adapted, the current relationship will be difficult to change in the future.

"Is there anything you can do to help me?".

"I heard that the basketball game is about to start recently, and she is expected to participate, so you might as well ask her about the time and place of the basketball game, and you can send your care and condolences when the time comes!" Lao Ding imparts experience.

"I go to care and condole? Doesn't that sound like a good word, but to put it bluntly, is it just to cheer her on? Bai Ji asked.

"Hmm.... You can understand it this way, after all, you also know that you are sweating profusely after playing basketball, and on such a hot day recently, you can send an ice cream or something, I guess he will be very moved, and then you can use this to change the relationship between the two of you."

Bai Ji listened carefully to every word her roommate said, but she didn't know if this would make her feel very sudden and abrupt.

"What are you waiting for? Ask now, or when she falls asleep at night, if you ask again, I'm afraid she won't reply to you, so you will disturb her rest," Lao Ding said.

Bai Ji is always suspicious for some reason, maybe it's because of what happened in the bar last time, he didn't find anything, and now there is a psychological shadow.....

"Okay, then I'll ask," Bai Ji said.

I just don't know if the girl will agree to go to a basketball game by herself....