Chapter 118: Stars in the Sky
Life is like a playground.
Some people are having fun in it, while others are crying and running out, and what we have to do is to have fun in the playground.
Huang Cen is a very attractive person, and it is said that as long as he has a crush on the girl, he will never be able to catch up.
He has a lot of fun in the playground, and he will take a brave step in everything, instead of squirming and pinching everything like others.
"It's been a week, and there's still a girl you can't chase!" His roommate was complaining casually.
It's much easier to see him get along with girls on weekdays, and it seems very normal to cut into any topic.
"So, she's a little different," Huang Cen could only respond in this way.
For some reason, she was always able to recognize her routine, so a week passed, and there was still no progress, and the first thing she said when she met must be: "Why are you here again?" Each time, you have to add another word.
"Then we'll have to meet this different girl," the roommate said with a smile.
"Don't worry, I'll let you see it~" he said.
These days, Xinrou is always absent-minded.
It wasn't until this noon that I received a phone call, and it was from home.
"Hey, Daddy," Xinrou said.
"I haven't called home for so long, and I don't know how you're doing over there, are you tired from studying? Have you finished the test and how was it? ”。
Every time Xinrou called, she would hear such questions from her family, but before some questions could be answered, the next question had already appeared.
"Well, it's all right" is her response often.
"Recently, my relatives have come to my family to know the news that you are going to school in a big city, and they are all happy for you, and they say that they must come here to see you in the future."
As everyone knows, this sentence is adding a burden to her, even if it is in a big city, but what is there to visit?
But she still smiled and said, "Well, you can arrange it", in front of her parents, she always didn't know how to refuse, and she didn't know how to express herself and the burden in her heart.
I'm really afraid that as the days go by, this habit will gradually develop, and once it is formed, it will be difficult to change again, and everything will have to be borne by yourself.....
So because of this, she hopes to find someone who can stay in the big city with her as soon as possible, that is, someone who gives her hope.
"How about living there for a few months, what's the big difference with our family, we haven't gone out, just you went alone, so far away in a big city, it really broadened the horizons of our family."
"Everything is fine here".
Xinrou sometimes doesn't know how to respond, is everything really as good as it seems? The most unbearable thing is that everyone is good on the surface, but in fact, they are alone here, that feeling of loneliness is really unimaginable, and they will not experience this feeling when they are far away in the countryside.
"I haven't told you a lot about what happened at home lately, your mother is sick, and I heard that there are many opportunities in big cities, so if you find a suitable opportunity, you should send a little more money to the family," said my father in a hesitant tone.
Xinrou frowned nervously, "What? What happened to my mother? What the hell is going on? ”。
"Actually, it's not a serious illness, it's just that when I was doing farm work at home, I flashed to my waist, and now I'm lying on the bed, you also know that if no one does the farm work at home, it will be a big loss, I hope your mother can get better soon, but you know if the family's money is so sufficient, and now you are alone in the big city, maybe your mother's affairs can only make you worry more."
The more her father said in such an unhurried tone, the more Xinrou felt uneasy....
The classmates around me are all sending money to them at home, and when will it be their turn to send money to their families, every time I think of this, I always feel sad, how good it would be if life could be like them.
"Do you hear that?" The voice came from my father's side again.
"Hmm.... I know, I'll find it as soon as possible," Xinrou said.
After the phone hung up, the whole person was empty inside, and he didn't know what to do.
I thought I could find a decent part-time job in the company to make some money, but in the end I didn't find anything....
It just so happened that the malt came back, and it was really a bit desperate.
"Malt, can I ask you to help me with something?" Xinrou said with nervous but sincere eyes.
Malt always felt weird when she heard this, "What's the matter?" ”。
"I heard that day that your family is doing a big business, I believe there must be a way to help me find a part-time job, will you help me?".
"Why are you suddenly looking for a part-time job?" Malt is somewhat incomprehensible.
However, Malt can't understand Xinrou, and naturally understands, how can a child who has lived in a family full of happiness since he was a child understand these words.
"Actually, something happened to my family, and if I couldn't find a part-time job here to earn some money, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to stay in the city and continue to go to college..... Xinrou knows very well.
With a sick mother at home, life has become more difficult than before, and it seems that the living expenses cannot come as promised, and on the premise of setting aside living expenses, it is necessary to remit money to the family, which is really a very difficult thing for a girl who has just entered the first year of college.
"I see, when did it happen?" Malt asked with concern.
"It's just a few days ago, I really can't help it, that's why I came to you, can you help me?".
"Of course I'll help you, you're my best friend, I'll help you ask and tell you as soon as I find a good job."
Xinrou took Malt's hand, "Thank you for being willing to help me."
It is impossible for people to completely dissociate themselves from their families, let alone at such times, although they want to leave that place, but some things are still a kind of bond, no matter what, they can't be separated....
Xinrou's heart is complex and contradictory, and she is in two completely different worlds, how to make a choice?
"Malt, you came back so early today, didn't you go out for supper with that boy?" Xinrou asked casually.
Malt sat at the table next to him, picked up the glass with his left hand and shook the water he had just poured, and shrugged helplessly, "Don't mention it, I have exhausted all means in order to get rid of him, and I don't want to have any more supper with him."
Malt has never seen such a difficult person, especially when he has just met and not known each other for a long time, so he took the initiative to warmly invite people to eat with him.
He's really self-acquainted, and it seems that he must be popular with many girls.
"Really? But I've heard from the people in our dorm that he's a very nice guy, and he's so desperate for you, don't you really want to think about him? ”。
Malt really has more and more headaches about this question, and it will take a few times for them to stop asking this question.....
"I also don't understand, he doesn't choose so many beautiful girls, but chooses me, do you think he makes people feel weird?" Malt has thought about this problem in her mind more than once, but she can't count her shortcomings on herself anyway, after all, she still has a shining point in herself (self-comfort).
"Malt, don't say that, I think you're a very special girl, very understanding."
Malt turned her head to look at her and smiled, "Am I really as good as you say?" ”。
In the end, all the tricks of rejection have been used, but he is still stubborn, I really envy his patience, if I have such patience, I will devote myself to learning, and I am probably a top student!!
"It's just that I don't know what Senior Mangni has been busy with lately, since he appeared by my side, I have seen Senior Mangni less and less, and I seriously suspect that he has destroyed the red thread between the two of us!!" Malt gets angry when she thinks of this.
This person is always around all the time, doesn't he know what to do? Oh, maybe he really doesn't know.....
"Tomorrow the club will meet, I guess you will see you," Xinrou said on the side.
"Is there a meeting of the club?" Malt immediately turned her head vigilantly, "Really? ”。
"Of course it's true, the message just sent on the phone, I guess you haven't looked at the phone yet!" Xinrou held her phone and waved it in the air.
Malt also took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and unlocked the screen to see the message of all the members of Aite on it.
"Really, it seems that I can finally see Senior Mangni tomorrow, I really don't know what Senior Mangni has been doing recently, I haven't seen him for so long, my heart is always empty, especially the one surnamed Huang, who has been entangled around me, always disrupting my footsteps when I see Senior Mangni."
I really don't know when he will be able to leave, so I can't introduce him to a girlfriend, so I'll introduce Xinrou to him.
"Xinrou, do you want a boyfriend?" Malt asked sincerely.
Boyfriend? Xinrou hesitated for a few seconds.
"Why do you ask?".
"Why don't I introduce this handsome guy surnamed Huang to you, I really don't want him to pester me like this, you don't know what it's like to be pestered, it's too uncomfortable, especially being pestered by someone you don't like, you don't know what kind of eyes those little girls outside look at me when they see me, although I don't care about their eyes, but I always feel weird...."Malt is fed up with grievances outside, and I have to talk about it when I come back."
Xinrou realized that Malt was just a few words of emotion, "Don't say that, that handsome guy surnamed Huang is not bad to you, don't do this, otherwise people will be really sad."
"Ahhh But he was around me, and I was very sad, alas....".
Sometimes I really don't know how to face a relationship that shouldn't exist in itself, but his eyes are so sincere that it's hard to refuse, even if he refuses thousands of times, he treats it as if he hasn't heard anything, it's really hateful.
"I hope he doesn't follow me tomorrow," Malt self-hypnotized with this sentence.
If you meet again next time, I really want to ask him why he is so persistent and persistent, where does it come from, and teach himself how to use this persistent perseverance in learning, so the next top student list, maybe there is a place for himself....
But.... It is estimated that he will not be involved in this topic, he is always so powerful, and he will be involved in feelings.