Chapter 278: Dream or Illusion
Su Qingtong found that Mo Zhitang hadn't looked for her for more than a month.
I didn't feel how much I missed seeing him once a year before, but now I haven't seen her for a month, but it seems like a lifetime has been separated for so long, and she knows that she is used to living with him.
At this time, she realized a danger, between men and women, who is inseparable from whom, it proves that the inseparable side has lost all the games.
Su Qingtong hoped at this time that Mo Zhitang would miss her a little like her, so that she would have a chance to get back to her roots, otherwise, she would be doomed to be bumpy on the road of love.
However, Su Qingtong is more open-minded, after all, he has already failed once.
My mother often said that people move to life, trees move to death, and the next one is better?
Although Mo Zhitang is indeed perfect, she may not find a man who is more capable than him, but no one is perfect, and his shortcomings are naturally silver spear wax head, so she has nothing to be disappointed about. Maybe she'll be happier without him?
Su Qingtong quickly comforted herself.
On the heartless road, she went all the way to the dark and resolutely did not look back.
Mo Zhitang has been working abroad for a while now, because the negotiation is very important, he can't be distracted at all, so he doesn't take care of Su Qingtong's side.
When he was free, he missed Su Qingtong very much.
I couldn't help but think of what a male classmate said, he said that women are drugs, as long as they are contaminated, they can't quit, he didn't believe it at the time, but now he believes it.
He couldn't help but want to hug her, kiss her, smell the fragrance on her body, and feel the warmth of her body, and his heart was like a cat scratching, itchy, digging his heart and lungs.
He raised his head and said to Ellie, who was beside him, "You can call a few elders and ask them to prepare for the marriage." ”
Ellie looked at him in surprise and didn't speak.
"What? Do you think it's wrong? ”
"No, head of the family, do you really want to marry Miss Ling?"
Mo Zhitang glanced at her and said, "Do what Mo Crow has planned." ”
"But this is unfair to Miss Su and Miss Ling."
Mo Zhitang said, "The girl will understand, and Miss Ling's purpose will also satisfy her." ”
Ai Li was speechless, she knew that the things decided by the head of the family generally had no room for change, and he was originally a wise person, but as long as it involved the relationship with Miss Su, he would become impatient and even impulsive.
On Wednesday afternoon, Su Qingtong was in class in the junior year again, everyone was used to her existence, even the teacher knew her, who is Su Qingtong, a good student with excellent character and learning, and Ji Mingxuan's girlfriend.
Ji Mingxuan didn't know when he sat next to her, he held his face with his left hand and quietly looked at Su Qingtong who was listening carefully, he didn't look at the blackboard, naturally he didn't take notes, but he didn't speak, as if looking at Su Qingtong was the only thing he was interested in in his life.
The early summer sunlight shone in through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the lecture hall and fell on his back, shimmering with a golden halo.
When class ended, Ji Mingxuan's best friend was coaxing beside him.
"Big brother and sister-in-law are rarely in the same frame today, do you want to send candy?"
"Fat!" Ji Mingxuan smiled and took out a stack of banknotes from his wallet, and lost them without looking at them.
"Are you suffering from a cranial nerve problem?" The tip of the pen in Su Qingtong's hand pointed at the tip of his nose and said, "How many times have I told you?" I have a boyfriend. ”
"I know."
"You know and still talk nonsense?"
Ji Mingxuan said quietly, "As long as the hoe is swung well, there is no corner of the wall that cannot be dug down." ”
Su Qingtong almost burst into laughter, but she didn't speak.
Suddenly, she felt a panic in her heart, her head hurt inexplicably, and she threw herself towards the desk.
There is no more noise from the students, and the surrounding area is as quiet as a winter night in the mountains, and even the sound of birds is extinct.
"Where is this?"
Su Qingtong looked at the first quarter moon above his head in a daze, the silver hook was picturesque, pasted on a pitch-black curtain, as if he was in a two-dimensional animation world.
"Where are you?" A familiar voice suddenly rang in her ears.
She listened carefully, as if it were her voice.
In the dark surroundings, she could see everything in front of her dimly, she was actually walking on a country road, but the scene in front of her was what it was ten years ago, low bungalows, few lights, narrow country lanes.
She searched for the voice, "Who are you?" Where are you? ”
Before the words fell, she almost fell off the ridge, and a memory was stuffed into her mind like a tide, and the whole person was stunned.
This is the path in front of Qingjiatang, and she has just come out of Yu Xiumei's house to play mahjong, and is now on her way home.
In front of her is the Qingjiatang, where she has lived for more than 20 years, or the memory of her previous life, her old and demolished several old houses stand in the middle of the house, and on both sides are the renovated adobe bungalows of Zhou and Huang.
She pushed open the door of her house with the reflection in the depths of her memory, and habitually looked at the old lacquer-colored Ningbo bed where her mother slept.
The dim light bulb suddenly 'snapped' and was torn off.
The mother asked in the dark mosquito net, "Is the young girl back?" ”
Su Qingtong was startled by the situation in front of him, the dilapidated old house, the chair with missing arms and legs, and the mother who was lying in bed and was seriously ill.
At this time, it was the second year of her college graduation, the unit was restructured, and she went home to wait for the notice of the unit to work, in fact, she never waited.
And just now, she went to play mahjong in the doorhouse hall and lost nine yuan, and she was a little annoyed, maybe it was her mood that affected her, or maybe she didn't speak in the first place, she just said "um".
The mother asked, "Did you win?" ”
Su Qingtong replied, "No, I lost nine yuan." ”
"It's not much, you should go and rest early."
Su Qingtong looked at the bed in the dim light, and his mother's face was not clear, hidden in the black mosquito net.
She knew that her mother would die in a few months, and at this time, what she wanted to do most and what she wanted to do most urgently was to save her mother.
She shouted in her heart, "Qinglian! ”
No one agreed.
Su Qingtong had a bad premonition in his heart, and sure enough, the space couldn't enter.
At this time, it was a critical juncture for her to urgently need the fruits and vegetables in the space and Lingquan to save her mother, but she had no space, let alone Lingquan, she was just an ordinary girl living in the countryside.
"What should I do?"
Su Qingtong walked through the kitchen at a loss, through a small open space, and pushed open the bedroom between her and her sister.
She fumbled into the darkness and turned on the light.
There is a simple wooden bed, then a two-door cabinet, and the desk by the door and window, which is also made of furniture with the two-door cabinet, is also some years old.
She always remembers the days when she wrote and drew at this desk.
It was all so familiar, as if carved into the depths of her soul, and she couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams.
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