"Lin Tian, what do you see I brought you?" Jiang Youxi came back from a business trip and held a string of red things.

"What is this? Chili peppers? Lin Tian felt that his vision was very blurry, and what he hadn't dared to tell Jiang Youxi during this period of time was his own eyes, which were getting more and more blurry.

Now she could only faintly make out the red patch.

"Huh?" Jiang Youxi looked at the necklace in his hand and looked at the young lady, what's the matter?

"Are you kidding me? I'm almost in front of you, and you think I'm coming back with a bunch of peppers? Little sister, your joke is getting colder and colder. ”

Lin Tian smiled, her face was a little unnatural: "Where did this come from?" Is it hard to travel for so long? ”

"This is a piece of red jade that I opened in M Zhou, and then asked the old craftsman to make a string of gemstone necklaces, as well as a pair of earrings and a crown, the crown is not ready yet, and it will be made on your birthday." It's just a pity that which piece of jade is too small to make a bracelet, and only one bracelet is made. Jiang Youxi and Lin Tian sat on the bed, Lin Tian touched the necklace in front of him, and slowly figured out its style.

"It's so beautiful, there's another set, I can't put these things at home." Lin Tian leaned on Jiang Youxi's body and looked up, she couldn't even see Jiang Youxi's appearance clearly.

"My luck is still so good, young lady, I miss you so much." Jiang Youxi took the jewel necklace from Lin Tian's hand, lowered his head and kissed Lin Tian's lips.

The spring night tent is warm, and the string of red gems lies in the corner of the table and glows.

That night, Jiang Youxi dreamed of the little girl in white again, the two of them were swinging under the vines, Jiang Youxi pushed the swing, the girl let out a giggle and flew into the sky one by one.

Suddenly, the girl turned around, Jiang Youxi smiled at the girl, and the girl turned into a terrifying appearance.

"Ahh Jiang Youxi sat up suddenly, his body was covered with sweat, Lin Tian snapped open the bedside lamp, and saw Jiang Youxi panting heavily.

"What's the matter, darling? Are you having nightmares? Lin Tian gently patted Jiang Youxi's back, and Jiang Youxi pulled Lin Tian.

"It's okay, a terrible nightmare." Jiang Youxi's voice was low, with a little uneasiness, and he had been dreaming a lot of this recently. When I was abroad, I often had this dream, but it was the first time I saw such a terrifying scene.

He hugged Lin Tian again and lay down, looking at the faint light of the red necklace in the dark, he closed his eyes: "Little sister, you put that necklace away." ”

Lin Tian got out of bed when he heard the sound and put the necklace into the box: "You don't think it's affected by this, I think you're just too tired outside, and you'll be fine tomorrow." ”

"It is rumored that red gemstones are all bloodstained stones, formed by years of infiltration, and the redder they are, the more blood they have sucked." Jiang Youxi remembered what the old master said when he opened this stone.

Lin Tian touched Jiang Youxi's head, and he was not hot: "If you feel that there is a problem in your heart, I can help you make an appointment." ”

"You don't believe it?"

"It is rumored that Chang'e is running to the moon and praising her father day by day, and there are gods in the sky, I don't believe it, if you are afraid that I will put two peaches in your arms."

"Peaches? What do you mean? Jiang Youxi frowned, is there any legend of peaches?

Lin Tian began to talk nonsense: "Peach wood drives away evil spirits, peaches are the fruit of the peach tree, condensing the essence of peach wood, it is definitely more useful than peach wood." ”

"Little sister, don't make a fuss, I've never heard of peaches useful. I don't believe either, it's good to hold you, you are more than everything else to exorcise evil spirits. Jiang Youxi was laughed to death by Lin Tian's brain, hugged the soft young lady, kissed the top of her hair, and fell asleep peacefully.

-

Today, Jiang Youxi had to pester Lin Tian to go to the company, and the staff saw the long-lost boss, her face was fair and translucent, just like when she first saw Lin Tian, she seemed to be a fairy, and she had never changed.

Lin Tian sat on the sofa in the office with the cat in her arms idly, she looked out the window in the vast expanse, a little foggy.

"Meow~" screamed softly, Lin Tian touched the soft and warm fur of the little flower cat, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, Jiang Youxi heard the cat meow and looked up, and saw what a wonderful painting, his heart was extremely moved, and even a little sour.

"Little sister, shall we send this cat back?"

"What's wrong?" Lin Tian retracted his gaze and looked at Jiang Youxi, didn't he snatch it from Wang Xu's little girl to warm his hands in the morning? Why did you regret it again?

"It attracted all the attention of the young lady, and it was still lying in the arms of the young lady......" Jiang Youxi felt that she shouldn't be jealous of a kitten, and the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and finally said angrily, "Anyway, I'll let Wang Xu hold it later." ”

"Do you know what I like about you?" Lin Tian asked.

"What" Jiang Youxi asked, but he thought that I was so good, how could you not like it?

"I like you for so many years, and you're still so jealous." Lin Tian put the kitten on the sofa, then got up and walked to Jiang Youxi's side and kissed him lightly on the face. "A kiss can make you red-faced, this kind of love is the love I want."

Jiang Youxi's face was red, he bit his lip, how could this sentence sound like the words of an eighty or ninety-year-old couple? There is a kind of uneasiness in my heart, and I always feel that the young lady is leaving me.

Lin Tian hugged Jiang Youxi from behind, pulled Jiang Youxi to stand in front of the bay window, and through the bay window with blue sunscreen film, the two of them looked at the busy traffic and crowd downstairs.

"I used to think about what my future would look like, and I can't see it clearly until now, my future is every quarter of an hour by your side, I like you to be jealous of me, I like you to make trouble, Jiang Youxi, love is not unreasonable, I love you." Lin Tian spoke softly into Jiang Youxi's ears, and not a word slipped into Jiang Youxi's ears like a gurgling stream.

Jiang Youxi held Lin Tian's hand, his tone trembling: "I'm a little scared." ”

"Afraid of what?"

"I'm afraid you'll leave me."

"Does it have something to do with your nightmare the other day? Do you remember what that nightmare was about? Lin Tian walked around to the front of Jiang Youxi and stared at his eyes.

What made him dodge like that, so panicked? Jiang Youxi has a secret!

Jiang Youxi swallowed his saliva and said hesitantly: "I dreamed that my girl in white had become a devil. ”

"But haven't you already met the girl in white in reality? If you were really worried about checking it out, I thought I had become a devil. Lin Tian shrugged, and Jiang Youxi's eyebrows soothed.

"Why didn't I think of that?"

"Silly." Lin Tian turned his head and continued to look down, this time Jiang Youxi hugged her waist, and at this time, an uncle who was riding a tricycle to sell roasted sweet potatoes passed below, and everyone was surrounded by everyone and lined up to sell sweet potatoes.

"Would you like to eat roasted sweet potatoes? I'll go down and buy it. Lin Tian patted Jiang Youxi's hand.

"I'll go, it's cold outside." Jiang Youxi squeezed the young lady's hand, and the young lady's hand was still so cold.

"Don't be, you are a big president, maybe there is something else, I'll go, just send Wang Xu's cat down." Jiang Youxi had no choice but to agree, and only when Lin Tian went to his own did he reflect, this Bai family is not his own company, this is Lin Tian's company!

Is the young lady afraid that she will squeeze her to work? He couldn't laugh or cry, sat back at the table, hurried to work, and took his wife home early.

Lin Tian met Li Wenyan in leather clothes when he was buying roasted sweet potatoes on the side of the road, and Lin Tian was waiting in line for the roasted sweet potatoes.

He got out of the car, Lin Tian vaguely saw the woman in the co-pilot, she couldn't see clearly, it should be Wang Muyun, she thought so.

"Long time no see?" Li Wenyan said hello, patted Lin Tian in the back and waited to buy roasted sweet potatoes.

"You're back home? I thought you were still abroad. Lin Tian said with a greeting.

"Abroad is not as beautiful as I imagined, if I say that I can't get along and come back, do you believe it?" Li Wenyan smiled, his tone cold.

"Huh? What's so bad about not believing this, or returning home, what are you doing now? ”

"Working as a doctor in a central hospital, Wang Muyun is a teacher at a university."

Seeing Li Wenyan again, Lin Tian suddenly didn't know what to say, she smiled wryly: "It's good to be happy." ”

"When I was in school, I was very envious of you, you always easily got the first place in the exam, and you can support yourself, in fact, I can play basketball, you don't know why I suddenly changed and started to study hard in that year. I kind of regret that I didn't play at that age when I could play. You said before about choice, I chose not to relax a quarter of an hour of studying. ”

Li Wenyan took a breath and exhaled a white mist in this cold winter.

"When I was in junior high school, my mother was sick, she was gone, and what she said at the end of her life was not to let me grow up healthy and safe, but to let me study hard to get ahead, so many years have passed, whether it is in school or into the graduate school to go to society, I have tried my best to do my best, including my wife."

"My wife is Wang Muyun, I'm a little sorry for you, she was having an affair with me when she was Wang Xu's girlfriend, I didn't feel ashamed at that time, I thought about it for a while, this life is like this, it just so happens that she likes me, and she is the best girl I can find at that time. , we are together, because we are in the same school as Wang Xu, we fought for the place to study abroad and took Wang Muyun to study abroad. ”

"Later, we got married, and the reason for marriage was not love, but suitability, I had nothing to ask for in my life, selfish, and so boring." Li Wenyan took out a cigarette and lit it, "I'm obsessed with something like a cigarette that can lose myself, do you want one?" ”

"No, I haven't smoked it in years." Lin Tian refused, cigarettes are such a thing, if you can't use it, you can't use it.

"Before, you were so young, why did you smoke? Coincidentally, I happened to see you sitting on the side of the road smoking a cigarette when I was passing by from school, and that's when I tried this kind of thing for the first time. Li Wenyan remembered that at that time, Lin Tian was surrounded by smoke, very sad, just like his current self.

"Smoke numbs my nerves, it comforts me when I'm unhappy with a tough problem, or when I'm hurt and hurt, I'm more irritable, and when I want to fight, I can't help but not fall by looking at this decadent thing. In fact, it has the same effect as drinking carbonated drinks and eating ice cream, but it is more effective and can calm me down instantly. Lin Tian touched her pocket, and there was a small bag of dried mangoes inside, she took it out and ate it.

"I understood that my life was under a mask, and I pretended to be happy every day, when in reality I wasn't happy. The day you left, I asked you what you liked, not to you, but also to myself, we are all suffering people, ups and downs in life. Li Wenyan said lightly.

"I'm not, I have a life I love, I have people I love, and I'm happy. If you feel unhappy, try to seek help from a doctor, as the negativity hidden in the depths may take you away. Lin Tian said slowly.

"Girl, your sweet potatoes are ready." The uncle who sold sweet potatoes suddenly shouted, and it turned out that unconsciously, the two of them had reached the end of the line, and there were still many people queuing up behind.

Lin Tian took out the banknote to pay, Li Wenyan held the mobile phone, electronic payment has been popular for a long time, he hasn't seen the appearance of banknotes for a long time, Lin Tian's voice came from his ears, "Do you want me to invite you to eat?" ”

"I ......"

"Paper money is disappearing, but he is irreplaceable, just like everyone's different life, there are happy and unhappy, death is not the end, escape can not avoid fate, what are you for, what do you like, live in the world for a while, always do something happy for yourself, before closing your eyes, everything is not too late." Lin Tian handed him two hundred-dollar bills.

"I'll lend it to you."

Li Wenyan took the two hundred yuan, isn't it too late?

He watched Lin Tian enter the door with two sweet potatoes, two, it must be one for Jiang Youxi, in such a cold weather, what kind of happiness is it to have a beloved person bring him delicious and warm sweet potatoes.

He also got into the car with two sweet potatoes, and listened to his wife's chatter, and his wife asked, "Who was that just now?" ”

"An old man who has nothing to do with us, let's go, let's go home."

"Okay." Wang Muyun didn't ask, since he was a person who had no relationship, no matter how much he was like Lin Tian, he wouldn't lie to himself.

What are people after? It turned out to be looking for temporary happiness in a life of suffering. - Li Wenyan

-

"Grandpa, Lin Tian has been sleeping for a long time recently, have you noticed anything wrong?" Jiang Youxi looked upstairs worriedly, he had been a little busy at work recently, Lin Tian went to work before he got up, and when he got off work, Lin Tian fell asleep.

Old Man Jiang fell to his waist and temporarily lived in Lin Tian's house, taking care of each other with Old Man Bai.

"No, we still eat together and walk together during the day, Lin Tian is completely the same as the pace of an old man like me? Something is wrong? Old Man Jiang frowned, where was there something wrong, Lin Tian just slept a little earlier than himself.

"Ah, I think about it, this little girl's chess skills have improved a lot lately, and she has beaten all the old men in the small park, and even I am ashamed of myself, so you are really stupid to death." The old man stroked his beard.

"Oh, that's not what I'm asking, my little sister must be amazing, forget it, I'll take her to the hospital tomorrow to have a look, I've been too busy lately." Jiang Youxi pinched the bridge of his nose and went upstairs with a tired face.

Old Man Jiang looked at his grandson's tired back, and he didn't know what the little couple was thinking day by day, not raising a child in such a quiet day? Who will inherit the property of the Bai family and the Lin family.

"Little sister? Little sister? Have you been in bed for another day? Jiang Youxi patted Lin Tian's face, his complexion was a little pale after not seeing the sun for too long.

"No, I went to the park to play chess with my grandfathers in the afternoon, why did you come back now?" Lin Tian sat up from the quilt in a daze, wearing light blue pajamas.

"I've been expanding my business recently, and I'm the boss, and I can't slack off for a moment, you didn't listen carefully to the last summary meeting, right, young lady, you're about to become an ultimate salted fish. Is your new game already on the market? And your entertainment company? How many small flowers and little students have come out? Don't you even look at the documents? Completely decentralized? Jiang Youxi spoke like a small machine cannon.

Lin Tian shook his head, I couldn't read the words on the document clearly, those didn't look like chess, and I could figure out what they were when I touched them.

"I have my successors, and I have to go with them, except that the company goes bankrupt and I have to worry about it."

"Do I have to train a few successors? Do you want us to make a successor? Jiang Youxi's eyes hinted at Lin Tian.

"Well, okay, then let's have a successor, train him to grow up, and contribute to the company." Lin Tian agreed, after so many years, it seems that the family has indeed been a little deserted, and he needs fresh life, and the most critical thing is to ......

"Then let's work hard now!" Jiang Youxi blinked, then pulled on the light.

-

"Things are not good, you have to be mentally prepared, haven't you told him yet?" Zhou Ye had already cheered up in the company of the Qin brigade, and he was now a qualified clinician, and at this time he was holding the examination report.

"Nope."

"I really can't guarantee how long you can live, the heart problem is getting worse and worse, maybe it won't take a year, you will be completely invisible, just like at the beginning, the best treatment is to replace the heart, but you also know that money is easy to make, but it is hard to find a heart." Zhou was also a little worried, the heart problem that could not be found was already affecting Lin Tian's life, and when he met that liar, he said that it was just a heart problem caused by psychological reasons, but now, ......

"Zhou Ye, I'm going to have a child." Lin Tian said such words.

"No, your heart can't handle two people, and I can't watch you die. After so many years of perseverance, why are you ......" Zhou was also anxious and angry, he had long regarded Lin Tian as his salvation benefactor, so it was absolutely impossible.

"It's late."

"You already have? Beat him down, no wonder your heart has become so powerful now! He'll wipe out what little life you have left, and a heart transplant is even more risky when you're pregnant! I don't want you to be stupid. Zhou is also very serious, when he told Lin Tian not to have children, Lin Tian let himself hide from Jiang Youxi, I'm afraid it's also for now.

If Jiang Youxi knew that it was best not to have children due to her illness, she might not be where she is today, and then the people who love Lin Tian would not let Lin Tian put himself in danger.

"It's okay, I still have to continue to find the right heart, I can't give up yet!"

"It's a pity that your immediate family is gone, and there is only one old man Bai left, I will keep an eye on it for you, you should pay attention to it yourself." Zhou has nothing to say, the world is impermanent, there are always so many accidents in the world, and no one thought that after many years, Lin Tian would have new problems.

-

"Jiang Youxi, look at this." Lin Tian came back from the hospital with a piece of paper, Jiang Youxi took it, and he was very excited.

"I'm going to be a dad? I think I'm still a kid, and I'm going to be a father? He touched Lin Tianbian's belly, "Is there really a new life here?" ”

"Well, in eight months, he'll be born, and you'll be a dad." Lin Tian pursed his lips.

"I can't imagine that, I'm so nervous! I'm going to quit my job and take care of you at home! Jiang Youxi's heart was trembling, and he couldn't hold this thin piece of paper.

"It's me who gave birth to the child and it's not you, work hard, don't use this reason to enjoy happiness at home!" The Bai family is still inseparable from Jiang Youxi, and there is no one who can put his mind at ease to entrust him.

"I know, I've heard that pregnant women are in a bad mood when they're pregnant, what if you're in a bad mood and I don't stay with you?" Jiang Youxi said nervously.

"No, I'll go to a psychiatrist if there's a problem, don't worry too much, and it's not like you don't come back, you come back every night, plus there is a nanny at home, who will take good care of me." Lin Tian touched Jiang Youxi's head, and he didn't know if his decision was right.

"Oh." Jiang Youxi couldn't think of any other words that could convince Lin Tian for a while, he was lying on Lin Tian's stomach, he couldn't hear anything, he was looking forward to it.

Lin Tian's baby is very well-behaved, the early pregnancy reaction is not obvious, and she should eat and drink every day, paint in the garden or walk the beauty of life.

It was February, Lin Tian was five months pregnant, Jiang Youxi had just talked about a big list, squinted in the office for a while, and after a while, he dreamed of the girl in white who had become a devil.

But last time I checked it myself, that girl is now in a foreign country, her family is happy and her career is successful, and there is no problem He shook his head, could it be that Lin Tian's pregnancy brought too much pressure to him?

He frowned and asked Wang Xu, who had been a father, Wang Xu also always had nightmares during Han Xian's pregnancy, and Jiang Youxi summed it up, it seemed that it was the cause of the pressure, so he didn't take it seriously.

-

As Lin Tian's belly got bigger and bigger, the frequency of his nightmares became higher and higher, and Lin Tian's vision became more and more blurry.

"Dr. Yan, I may be suffering from prenatal depression." Jiang Youxi listened to Lin Tian's advice and made an appointment with Yan Yu, who was stunned when he heard this.

"You're going to have a baby?"

"It's not me, it's Lin Tian, I'm so nervous, I always have nightmares, or the same nightmare, I can't stand it." Jiang Youxi told Yan Yu everything that had happened recently in one breath, Yan Yu frowned, and decided to try hypnosis.

Jiang Youxi fell into a dream, and he saw himself playing with the little girl in white, piling sand on the beach and swinging in the garden, but the little girl was swept away by the sea.

"You have a problem with your memory, are you not able to see the little girl's face clearly? Someone put a lock on your memory, he sealed your memory, only find the key, I can't do anything, you need to find it yourself, oh yes, I remember Lin Tian's memory is also missing, you two are really fateful. Yan Yu laughed, as if helpless and funny.

When Jiang Youxi returned home, he thought for a long time, where to find the key? So he called Jiang Xiangbei, who was on vacation.

Jiang Xiangbei was silent for a long time before he said slowly: "That's Lin Tian, I didn't rely on myself to make a fortune in S City, it was Old Man Bai who gave me resources, and his request was for me to take care of Lin Tian's family." I took you two to S City, I lived by the sea at the beginning, when I was a child, Lin Tian often came to our house to play, and you were swinging under the vines, but it was a pity that ...... that year"

That year, a group of gun-wielding criminals hid on the beach, and the two children happened to meet, although they hid, but saw a bloody and cruel scene, Jiang Youxi was frightened and made a sound, and the two were caught by the gangsters.

The gangsters took two children hostage and confronted the police. Although the gangsters were finally brought to justice, but in that accident, Lin Tian was unfortunately stabbed with a knife, his life was in danger, and after a miraculous healing, his temper became irritable and capricious, Jiang Youxi had nightmares all day and night, and Old Man Bai found a hypnosis master and sealed the memories of the two children.

"That's why I don't want you to be together, I'm afraid you'll remember those scenes again, and I'm afraid you'll do something uncontrollable." Jiang Xiangbei held a glass of red wine, and the sound passed through the Pacific Ocean and reached Jiang Youxi's ears.

He remembered that Lin Tian was injured to save himself, and that knife was aimed at him, and the robbers felt that a little girl was better controlled, so he was ready to kill himself, if Lin Tian hadn't blocked himself and rolled to the side with him......

It turned out that the young lady had already blocked the knife for me, no wonder she had a shallow scar on her body.

Hung up the phone, he didn't speak for a long time, he matched the girl in the white dress with Lin Tian, he got on the plane, flew to the house in District A of S City, climbed up to the attic, walked to the studio, pushed away the dusty ones, and lifted the dust cloth.

Dust was flying in the air, it turned out that Lin Tian's paintings were all painted when they were children, she never said about dreams, but the paintings coincided with her own memories one by one.

So that's the case, we have common memories, young lady, you saved me three times, once in my childhood, once in my youth, once in adulthood, I will be by your side all my life, see the beauty of the world.

-

"Miss, do you often have the same dream? Over and over again, wonderful or terrifying? ”

"Yes, I used to hear a voice that lured me into the abyss. However, I haven't had nightmares for a long time, probably because I have had psychological problems since I was a child, and I have more dreams, so in order to cooperate with the treatment, I have written them down in my diary, and then the psychological problems gradually resolved, and I stopped dreaming. ”

Lin Tian's belly was already very big, she was holding the diary, and she couldn't even tell what was written in her diary.

"If it were possible, would you like to know what happened in those years?" Jiang Youxi asked.

"No, I don't think it's a good memory." Lin Tian smiled, he didn't know how long the days ahead would be, let them go over the days ahead.

Jiang Youxi flipped through Lin Tian's diary, which was different from her own dream, Lin Tian's dream was more abstract, probably because she experienced more pain. He didn't tell Lin Tian about his memory recovery, the memory was already painful enough for him, so he couldn't tell her.

So from beginning to end, I was the luckiest one.

"Huh? What is it? Next to Lin Tian's diary, there was also a thin diary.

"That's my mother, I haven't seen her, I haven't seen her." Lin Tian took it and opened it, her eyes were confused, she couldn't see, she handed the diary back, "You can summarize it for me at the end after reading it, I feel uncomfortable when I see the relics." ”

Jiang Youxi trembled a little after reading it, and finally summed up for Lin Tian: "The general idea is that I am pregnant with hope, and the result is the beginning of misfortune, I hope you can put down your hatred and don't get involved, don't look at it, it's not interesting, it's over." ”

Jiang Youxi didn't say that An Meiren's diary went from hope to despair, if Lin Tian read it, he would be very sad.

"Okay, I don't watch, let's sleep, I'm so tired." Lin Tian was lying on the bed, and he had to persevere.

Jiang Youxi touched Lin Tian's big belly: "Be obedient, otherwise Dad will beat you." ”

Lin Tian patted Jiang Youxi's hand away: "You know how to bully children!" Jiang Youxi smiled, rolled onto the bed and hugged Lin Tian carefully.

-

"Lin Tian, I've already found the source of my heart, it's just ......"

"I'm not going to stop getting pregnant, I'm going to do it right away." Lin Tian's face was very pale, as white as a piece of paper.

"You can be born prematurely, and your current situation, if you don't have surgery soon, I don't know if you can survive until then."

"That'...... Yes, you can arrange it. ”

-

In July, Lin Tian gave birth to a little boy, chubby, Jiang Youxi waited outside the operating room, and Lin Tian did not come out for a long time.

He panicked, what's going on? Old Man Bai said lightly, Lin Tian was doing another operation.

He didn't have the strength to slide down against the wall, young lady, why didn't you tell me.

-

Three years later, the slim little girl held the hand of a cold, delicate-looking little boy: "Can my sister buy you sugar gourds to eat?" ”

"I don't want it, it's too naïve." The little boy said.

"Why are you different from Uncle Jiang and Sister Lin? Cold, not cute. The little girl tilted her head and frowned, puzzled.

"Jiang Youxi, how did your son ......" Wang Xu set up the barbecue grill and put the grilled meat on the plate.

"It's the same as the young lady who came when we first met, right?" Jiang Youxi smiled, just like Lin Tian.

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Those memories sealed in time will eventually be retrieved, reading aloud the joys and sorrows of a lifetime, and we will eventually find our love in the generation and disappearance of memory......

(End of Extra)