Chapter 350: It's Not Your Fault
Jiang Yunqing paused, she had looked at Dayan Shizheng before, and vaguely saw the things recorded on it.
As written, more than ten years ago, Dayan had a natural disaster, the country was weak, Nanliang, Chihan, Zongshu and other countries suddenly attacked, Lao Wang and Wang's eldest son were ordered to lead the army to Pizhou to meet the enemy, but accidentally trapped in Yangjing Valley, after seven days of battle, died in Yangjing Valley......
"I was also in Yangjing Valley back then."
Jun Mo said lightly:
"That year, I was only thirteen years old, because my eldest brother and father were there, so I was also playful, that expedition, I made a bet with others, so I secretly mixed into the army, and followed my father and eldest brother to Pizhou."
"I saw them fight bloodily, I saw those soldiers die on the battlefield, and I saw my father crying and screaming with tears."
"Yangjing Valley was trapped for seven days, everyone was starved and couldn't afford to pick up a knife, and the reinforcements were delayed, almost cutting off all the ways to survive."
"The besiegers set fire to the entire valley in order to kill their father and eldest brother."
"My eldest brother died in front of me in order to protect me, and in order to keep me alive, my father cut open my heart in front of me and gave me the heart Gu......"
Jiang Yunqing's hands trembled slightly, and when he looked at Jun Mo, he muttered with a pale face:
"My father hid me under the cave and blocked the entrance with his body, while his soldiers pressed him under him, blocking all the gaps."
"I hid in the mountains of corpses, smelling the scorching flesh and ears, listening to countless howls and my father's words."
"He said that he wanted me to guard this great Yan River and Mountain for him, and he said that he wanted me to keep the peace of the world for him......"
"That's enough, don't talk about it!"
Jiang Yunqing's face turned slightly pale, and he interrupted in a trembling voice.
Jun Mo looked at her sideways, with a smile in his eyes: "What are you sad about, I am not sad." ”
"At that time, the fire burned all night, and when the fire was extinguished, everyone died, only I survived because of the heart Gu, and this worm has been left here."
He pointed to his chest: "On the fifteenth day of the month, I have one seizure, so that I may remember that my father and brother died for me." ”
Jun Mo's eyelashes drooped, obviously smiling, and even his tone was light, but his eyes were uncomfortable and made people want to cry.
Jiang Yunqing only felt that something was clenching her heart, making her hurt for a moment, she suddenly stretched out her hand, bypassed Jun Mo's neck, and bullied him into her arms.
Jun Mo's body stiffened, and his jaw was tight.
"No, they didn't die for you......"
Jiang Yunqing stretched out his hand and stroked his back, patted him again and again, and whispered:
"They didn't die for you, and even without you, they wouldn't let those soldiers leave alone."
"Dying on the battlefield and returning the corpse of the horse leather is the fate of all soldiers."
"Your father wants you to live, just like those soldiers who will protect your father until he dies, your father is their backbone, and you are your father's hope......"
"Junmo, they didn't blame you...... It's not your fault back then......"
Jun Mo felt the caress on his back, and listened to her whisper, "It's not his fault", the nightmare that has been haunted for more than ten years, the guilt buried deep in his heart instantly surged out, and the next moment he cried directly.
He took her into his arms with his backhand, buried his head tightly in her shoulder, and his body trembled.
A little wetness soaked the clothes on his shoulders, and he saw the man whimpering like a small beast.
Jiang Yunqing's heart softened a little, and the next moment he let him hold him, so he reached out and stroked his back......