"You have brought the grudges of the previous life to the next generation, and you are only doing this for what you have not done, and you want your son to help you complete it, but do you know that you are ruining your son's happiness by doing this?"

Mei Shu looked at him quietly, without a trace of waves in her eyes. Song Ziyu was stunned.

"Is it all over? When you're done, let's get out. Whether I ruined my son's happiness or not, you don't care, you are not qualified to point fingers. ”

Mei Shu's tone was light, just to drive people away. It seems that he has lost patience and continues to communicate with Song Ziyu.

"Do you know that you ruined Song Jun's life like this?"

"I don't think so, it's just that you think so, and I repeat, you're not qualified to point fingers at this."

Mei Shu's tone was a little impatient, looking at Song Ziyu as if she was looking at meat on a cutting board.

Song Ziyu sneered, stood up, and squinted slightly. "He told me, do you think he really wants to spend his life like this?"

"You made him a more miserable person than you."

With that, he turned and opened the office door and left.

Mei Shu sat down in her seat after Song Ziyu left, and took two deep breaths. He took out a box of pills from the drawer under the table, opened it with a little trembling hands, and swallowed a few pills.

"Dean, are you alright?" An exclamation rang out from the doorway. It was Teacher Lin who hurriedly ran in and shouted in surprise after seeing Mei Shu's embarrassed appearance.

Mei Shu secretly put away the medicine and shook her head.

"As soon as Mr. Song left, you were like this, did he say something that made you angry?"

"That's not true, it's an old problem." Mei Shu's face softened again, and she looked at Teacher Lin who was anxious in front of her, and lowered her eyes.

"Xiaolin, you have seen my son, what do you think of others?"

Teacher Lin's face suddenly turned red, and when he thought of Dean Mei's son, his eyes were starry. "The dean's son, that must be the best, talented and handsome." And a lot of gold. Teacher Lin silently said a word in his heart, looked at Dean Mei, and held back stiffly.

"Dean Mei, what's wrong? Why do you suddenly ask about this? ”

Mei Shu looked at the shy posture of Mr. Lin's youngest daughter in front of her, and understood that her son was still very good, if she really wanted to find a girlfriend, there were many people who wanted to post it upside down.

"But why doesn't that woman look down on him?" Mei Shu muttered silently, love is indeed a thing that annoys people.

His son can't stand his control, and he can understand it. After all, his mother is not necessarily the person he loves the most, he has the person he loves the most, and he can live without himself.

Mei Shu thought about it and suddenly smiled heartily. Even if I leave at this time, nothing will happen.

"What's wrong, Dean Mei?" Teacher Lin looked at Mei Shu's suddenly vivid expression, and was a little shocked for a while, she thought that the dean was going to introduce his son to her.

Mei Shu shook her head and smiled, "Xiaolin, you are not young, you have to fight for what you like, if you can't control it yourself, you can also let me check it for you, after all, you still live a few decades longer than you, and you still have the eye to see people." ”

Teacher Lin nodded, looking at Mei Shu, who was a little abnormal today, and could only echo and say yes.

"Xiaolin, you say, did the villain in the TV series fail to fail?"

Teacher Lin was stunned and shook his head slightly.

Mei Shu sighed, "People are old. It's really old. ”

"Dean Mei, what nonsense are you talking about? You're not even 60 yet. ”

Mei Shu looked out the window at sunset and smiled, "Isn't it this year, Xiaolin, you have to prepare a gift for me, I can't run away, 60th birthday." ”

Teacher Lin nodded hurriedly, "Of course." Every year, we have a good preparation for you. ”

"Well, what a good boy. It's late today, and I should have gone home a long time ago. ”

"Don't worry, Dean Mei, the orphanage will be handed over to me."

Mei Shu nodded, dragged her tired body out of the office, and when Teacher Lin thought she was gone, she suddenly turned around and walked to the door of the office.

"Xiaolin, I suddenly remembered that there was still some wood in the kitchen that day, and there was still some piled up gasoline in the parking lot on the first floor, and the weather was still a little hot, so put them in a cool place to avoid accidents."

"I'm also old, and I won't be relieved when I think of a little danger, and I'm cautious about everything. You won't be annoyed, will you? ”

Teacher Lin hurriedly said, "How can it be, Dean Mei, you are thoughtful. What you said is true, and your years of experience are what I should learn from. ”

"Go home with peace of mind, I'll arrange it."

Saying that, Teacher Lin smiled and stepped forward, as if he was going to see off Mei Shu.

Mei Shu stopped her from sending her off and asked Mr. Lin to arrange these things, and she walked slowly to the gate and got into the car that came to pick her up.

"Why is it you, Yan Yan's kid today?" Mei Shu was stunned when she saw Song Jun in the driver's seat and asked.

"Some people take care of her, and I am not lacking." Song Jun said in a deep voice.

"It's you, why did you come out so late today, did something happen?"

Mei Shu smiled and fastened her seat belt, "Didn't you do it?" ”

"Didn't you lift up all your mother's old background and tell Song Ziyu?" Mei Shu turned her head and looked at Song Jun with interest.

Song Jun touched his nose, turned his head a little uncomfortably, kept staring at the road, and drove seriously.

There was an eerie silence in the car.

After a while, Song Jun still couldn't hold on, so he said helplessly, "I fought with him today and lost." If you lose, keep your promises. ”

"How do I see that you don't want to keep your promises, but rather give him this information as a gift?"

Mei Shu looked at Song Jun who was driving without a flash, as if she wanted him to give herself an answer and not give up.

Song Jun looked at the road ahead and sighed, "Mom, since you know, then you should also understand what I'm thinking." You can guess why I told him. ”

"I won't live long, and you won't live long."

Song Jun smiled after speaking, "In the end, it's because of my terrible desire to control, I want to hold Su Yunuo's hands tightly in the last moments, I think he is sad for my departure, and tears of sadness." ”

"Even if it's not sadness, disgust is fine. I just want him to remember me, it seems like I've existed in this world. ”

"You know that I have done so many brilliant things, so many things that look terrible, so many things that have become powerful, but they are all just to attract a lot of people's attention and make a lot of people remember me."

"What's the difference between you and me? We're the same. What you did was just to make Dad pay attention to you all the time. ”

Mei Shu listened to what he said in silence, looked at his almost crazy appearance, and gently patted him on the shoulder.

"I understand, I understand." Then her face changed with a smile.

With a calm face, he said, "But you can live a long longer." I can stop living, I can stop doing that, but you have to live. ”

"Like you said, the things you try to do are to leave a mark on the world, and your existence is the mark I have left in the world."

"You have to live." Mei Shu looked at Song Jun and said seriously. "If you don't want me to do that, you have to keep me alive. As long as you live, I won't do those things. ”

"I promise."

Song Jun had some helplessness in his eyes. "Mom, do you think it's possible? Can I let you die, and I live alone? ”

Mei Shu smiled, "I originally thought it was impossible, but now, I think it's okay for you to survive alone." ”

"Because you have your beloved girl, it's just that you've been hiding it well, I don't know, if you hadn't exposed yourself this time, I might not know that my son has such a loved person until I die."

Seeing that Song Jun wanted to interject, Mei Shu shook her head, "You are still not stable enough, and your mind is not heavy enough." But it's okay, I don't want you to do anything now, you just need to live in this world. ”

Song Jun shook his head, "No." I understand what love is, maybe I love her, but she doesn't love me, even without me, her life is still the same, she doesn't need me. ”

Saying that, he smiled bitterly, "Even, she doesn't want me to get involved in her life." After all, I have forgotten how to pursue a normal person and how to live a normal life. ”

"Let's go to heaven together." Song Jun turned his head, looked at Mei Shu and smiled.

"Hell, perhaps."

"Then let's go too." Song Jun smiled heartily, and a sunny smile flashed on his demonic face.

A complicated look appeared on Mei Shu's face, "Some things are not what we want to do. ”

Song Jun looked at the familiar cabin that had arrived in front of him. His face sank. The fence they had set up in front of the door had been torn open, and the delicate flowers and grass had been trampled on.

Mei Shu opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, but was pulled by Song Jun.

"Don't get out of the car."

Mei Shu shook her head, "Xiaojun, I did a lot of things I shouldn't have done in order to continue my life. But you are different, your hands are not stained with any blood, you can rest assured, you will live well outside. ”

Song Jun's eyes widened and he grabbed Mei Shu's wrist tightly. "No, you can't turn yourself in, it's just the two of us together, what do you mean by yourself. You don't want to think about being alone to take responsibility. ”

Mei Shu pulled his wrist away and got out of the car. said softly, "Xiaojun, I brought you to the point of no return, please let me do something for you at the last moment." ”