The 119th Episode Death
The blind accusation made Xiao He more and more sad, and he didn't want to think about how lonely she was, "You don't let me go to another courtyard, only the third lady in this house is good to me, I don't get along with them, what should I do?"
So is it all his fault? So who should Fu Qian's grief be accused of?
"You don't have a choice, do I have a choice? On the day I was poisoned, E-Niang sent you over, and in a state of confusion, I took your body, and I couldn't help but be responsible for you, so I had to take you as a concubine.
But at the beginning, I made it clear to you that my heart is not in you, I can only give you wealth and nobility, but not feelings, why can't you live honestly, but you want to keep causing trouble for me?
You may be a concubine, maybe you can't help yourself, but you are jealous of Yu Zhen, and you are completely out of nothing! I have nothing to do with her for a long time, so why should you be hostile to her?"
She always wanted to listen to him, obey him, and hope that her well-behaved would be recognized by him, but it always backfired.
"If the child is still there, the eighth master will ignore me, I will only guard the child, and waiting for him to be born is the greatest comfort. But if the child is gone, I will have nothing! This kind of life and widowhood is really worse than death!"
This is considered suffering, can't he live anymore? Compared to the days when he was seriously injured, tortured, almost killed, and lacking affection, what is it? Yu Zhen and him, gradually drifting apart, no matter how sad he is, no matter how heartache he is, he has never thought of committing suicide, why should Xiao He despise himself so much?
Her behavior disappointed him so much that he couldn't persuade him, so he simply said cruelly, "Since this is the case, then I will fulfill you and give you a cup of poisonous wine, a hundred!"
What does it mean? Xiao He, who was puzzled, raised his eyes, wanting to find something in his eyes, but seeing that his face was as cold as frost, as if he had made up his mind, Xiao He's heart was uneasy for a while, and asked in a trembling voice:
"The eighth master said this...... What's the explanation?"
Following her words, she explained, "Aren't you better off living than dead? Then why do you have to live stealingly and tiring others and yourself? It's better to go clean and not have to be tortured again." ”
How heinous was her husband, who could say that she was going to die? As for him to take her life?
All the past efforts are vivid, and only himself is moved, he closed his eyes in despair, Xiao He felt that it was time for him to accept his fate,
"The concubine is a woman of the eighth master, life and death are subject to you, if you want my life, I don't dare to live. ”
Fu Qian has always been indifferent and calm, as if her sorrows and joys can't infect his emotions, he has been withdrawing,
"No one wants your life, the words are your own, without me, you are better off than dead, then I can tell you clearly, I will not be able to show you affection in my life, if you feel tortured, it is better to go earlier. ”
Speaking coldly, it is like flying snow and chilling people's hearts, she is a peasant girl, a hard-working person, and all this she suddenly has makes her feel unreal, and it is really a mirror flower! Then it is better to pay it back! Cut off everything, no longer hopeless, and will not be disappointed.
Xiao He knelt on the ground and smiled sadly, "But I ask the eighth master to be fulfilled." ”
Fu Qian immediately called Han Zhao, and after Han Zhao came in, he glanced at his master, and took out a small medicine bottle from his arms and handed it to her.
So here's ...... It turns out that he is willing to come to Fuchafu today, not to save her, but to take the opportunity to give her a break!
It's a pity that she still naively thinks that the eighth master has a trace of affection for her, which is really wishful thinking!
It seems to be a kind of happiness to be able to die at his hands.
opened the medicine bottle, Xiao He, who had already said a lot, had no face to regret it, raised his head and drank it, regretting his wishful thinking, regretting that his heart was not insatiable and insatiable, if he was destined to not get his heart, why should he give her hope, meet him, and become his woman?
If she could choose, she would certainly not save him again, and she would not let herself have the opportunity to be delusional! It would be just a foolish life! In the next life, she should be more clever, take care of her heart, and never give it away easily.
Seeing that she gradually lost consciousness and fell to the ground in a daze, Fu Qian shook his head and sighed, but finally didn't say anything, and turned to leave.
If the past life is a mess, then say goodbye, then break up, and destroy to have the possibility of rebirth.
Let's say that Fu Heng was holding her hand on the way back with Yu Zhen, and he was so excited that he had to pretend that nothing happened and his heart did not fluctuate!
However, after turning the corner, she quietly let go of her hand, so what does this mean?
Fu Heng quickly took her hand and shook her hand again, smiling at her,
"What reason a woman says, she only talks about her mood, so everything you say is right, if you say she is bad, I won't think she is good, and I will always stand on your side!"
The first two sentences were what she had said when she returned to the door, but he didn't expect him to remember that Huo Dayu was really said by him, and he couldn't help laughing,
"I am used to coaxing people, and I don't believe it. ”
"Then we'll see. ”
On the way, he didn't ask much, but after she went back, she drank some tea and calmed down, and then she told him about the afternoon, and the more she talked, the more excited she became.
Seeing that she was in a hurry, Fu Heng hurriedly comforted her to extinguish the fire, and said slowly, "Anger is easy to hurt the child, try to be calm, I have the patience to listen, don't worry." ”
In fact, she has already said a rough idea of the ins and outs, "I'm just not convinced!" I just knelt down for a while, why let her get up, Fu Qian has become indistinguishable from right and wrong?"
That woman, who seems to be weak, is actually ruthless, can say such mean words, and she will do vicious things if she can't keep it!" Thinking of those nightmares, Yu Zhen was even more worried, stroking her lower abdomen, panicking,
"Xiao He has decided that I am the one who caused her to slip the fetus, and I am really afraid that she will assassinate our child. ”
Fu Heng also had a dream, and he was just as worried, "Why don't I tell Lao Ba and let him take Xiao He away." If she's not in the house, you'll be less in danger. ”
"Out of sight is pure, she can't get used to me, and I can't look at her!"
Since Yu Zhen acquiesced, Fu Heng immediately went to do it, found Fu Qian, and expressed his intention, Fu Qian felt helpless,
"It's not that I won't take her away, it's that E-niang won't allow ......"
After explaining the reason, Fu Heng had an epiphany, "What does Eniang mean is that you want to wait for you to get married, and then let her go over to serve you?"
"Exactly. ”
"When are the starlings going to get married?"
He plans to get married for the rest of his life, but it is impossible, everything has to be arranged by Mrs. Tai,
"E-Niang is planning to wait for February, after Tongyun gets married, she will start to discuss my marriage. ”
So, there is still a month? It seems that it can only be a while, Fu Heng had to go back, explain the situation to Yuzhen, and let her endure it for another month.
"During this time, I will ask my subordinates to be vigilant, never let Aunt He approach Zhaohua Courtyard, and when the old eight get married and marry the county lord, Aunt He can follow her, and you will be pure. ”
There were too many people eyeing her, and she couldn't guard against it!
The north wind is howling at night, and the snow is coming again,
The eaves were covered with wind and snow overnight, and people's hearts were cold before they knew warm.
The moment she opened her eyes, Xiao He thought that she had gone to hell, but when she looked around, it was still her house, and the maid was busy on the side, and she realized that she didn't seem to be dead, didn't the eighth master give her poison? What was that? At that time, she did lose consciousness very quickly!
There was still some pain in his head, and there was a loud sound, Xiao He supported his arms and reluctantly sat up, "What the hell is this...... What's going on?"
"The slave didn't know, the eighth master left a letter, saying that he would give it to you when you woke up. As she spoke, the maid handed over the letter.
He actually wrote to her? This time, she was not surprised, only because her self-knowledge made her extremely sober! The eighth master has always been ruthless to her, and eighty percent of them are farewell letters or something.
Dare to die, what else is she afraid of? I opened the letter and looked at it, but saw that it was written:
escaped death, and the grace of saving Gu was unrepaid.
Reluctantly, there is no escaping the mercy of the appointment.
The heart is unwilling, jealous and bones become demons,
Self-binding cocoon, I only hope to break this prison again.
Originally...... He just let her experience the taste of death, hoping that she can see through it, everything in the past is a dream,
From the moment she drank the medicine, she was already dead, Fu Qian's cold eyes shattered all her expectations, she couldn't love, if she let go, let him go, let go of herself, die once, she didn't have the courage to die a second time,
When she sees too hard, she can't get it, and she feels that the sky has fallen, and once she sees through it, she feels that it doesn't matter, and she should be content if she can live, at least, she has an older brother! She still has to see what kind of sister-in-law her brother will marry her!
Thinking like this, she felt that it was good to be alive, but it was too tiring to care......
In a blink of an eye, it was the twenty-sixth day of the first month, Yuzhen's birthday, Mrs. Tai should celebrate her, and ordered to go down early in the morning, set up a banquet and invite the troupe, and make it lively.
How could Salashan miss such a great opportunity, only by preparing a gift for the Ninth Lady could he take the opportunity to sneak in to see Tongyun!
As soon as Tong Yun saw him, she couldn't help but rub her temples, "Have you been here a little often lately?"
"I have a valid reason to come back!" each time he deliberately came up with an excuse, and Sarashan came over, so that she could not refute it!
"Hey, we're going to get married next month!
Can Tongyun say that she doesn't feel it? Pursed her lips slightly: "I already knew, what is there to be surprised?"
"I'm looking forward to it!" he didn't say the next sentence, but thought silently, after all, the cave room has a candle night!
However, Tongyun didn't think much about it, just said "oh" and responded perfunctorily.
Sarashanton was frustrated, "I can't answer what you say, can you have a good talk?"
"I don't know what to say. This is a fact, and Tong Yun didn't bother to rack her brains to think about how to reply to his words.
"Is it so boring to be with me?" Salashan, who was deeply shocked, wanted to ask, what did you say when you saw Li Shiyao?