There are not many places to fill in the ordinary case list, but Chen Ge's case list is an exception, there are several pages, and the content on each page seems to be different.

Dr. Gao was taking notes every day, and he seemed to notice Chen Ge's puzzled gaze, and put down the case list without a trace: "Chen Ge, I remember that you told me a few days ago that you are very disgusted with fear, and as long as you are in fear, you will feel very uneasy?" ”

"That's right."

"From what I've observed, your second personality is supposed to be there to help you share your fears. You've been living for a long time in a horror story you've imagined, where everyone but yourself is fictional. You actually know in your own heart that in order to alleviate the anxiety and pain, another self was born in your mind, that is, Xu Yin. Dr. Gao sat on the edge of Chen Ge's bed, unable to analyze what he really thought in his heart from his facial expressions: "When you are sleeping in a nightmare and living in delusion, Xu Yin protects you and saves you from harm; But when you return to reality and your condition begins to improve, your second personality Xu Yin has become the biggest obstacle to your recovery. ”

"Is he an obstacle to my recovery?"

"Under our treatment, you can simply distinguish the boundary between reality and illusion, but Xu Yin does not have this concept, he exists because of your delusion, and your delusion is his whole world." Every sentence of Dr. Gao guides Chen Ge: "When he wants to escape from the delusional world, he will desperately grab you so that you can't break free." Maybe it seems to him that this is a kind of protection, but in reality it is only hurting you. ”

"So what should I do?"

"Break free from his grasp of you, leave the imaginary world to him, and you come to embrace the sunshine of reality." Doctor Gao's eyes stared at Chen Ge, there was a trace of tiredness in his eyes, but in the depths of his eyes, Chen Ge saw a very complicated emotion.

That kind of emotion made Chen Ge feel unfamiliar, and it seemed that the Doctor Gao in his memory would never reveal such emotions.

"He always showed up when I was unconscious, and I couldn't communicate with him."

"It's okay, we can create a special scenario that will excite you from your head while staying awake, and it's very dangerous to do so, so we need your full cooperation." There seems to be a lot of things going on in the hospital in the past few days, which makes Dr. Gao feel a sense of urgency, he wants to stabilize Chen Ge's condition as soon as possible, at least to deal with Chen Ge's second personality.

"I can cooperate with you, and frankly, I would love to meet my second personality as well." As soon as Chen Ge finished speaking, Dr. Gao immediately shook his head.

"Don't have any curiosity about him, and don't believe what he says, you have finally walked out of the delusion, and you must not sink into it again." Dr. Gao's tone was very serious: "After nearly a year of treatment, the results are about to come out, and now is the most critical time, if you waver, then everything will be wasted." ”

"I see, but how can I cooperate with you?"

"You only need to do one thing at that time, and that is to reject him from the heart. Remember, you must tell him from the bottom of your heart that you no longer need his help and that you don't want to be dragged into that black sea of despair. Dr. Gao put away the case list and stood up: "If he exists only to protect you, then he should understand that his mission has been completed and you no longer need him." ”

Chen Ge nodded silently.

"The treatment will take place after the early hours of tonight, and I will come to the ward to pick you up." Doctor Gao took out the medicine bottle and fed Chen Ge three pills: "Have a good rest, tonight should be the most important night for you." ”

Pushing the door and leaving, Chen Ge lay on the bed, Dr. Gao's words echoing in his mind.

"There must have been some kind of accident when they suddenly adopted such an aggressive treatment."

"The hospital wants me to take the initiative to cooperate with them to destroy the second personality, which shows that with their ability alone, it seems that the second personality cannot be eliminated in a short period of time, what kind of existence is Xu Yin?"

"The last time I was unconscious, I saw a man standing with his back to me, and he had suffered most of the curse and pain, how could such a person harm me?"

Chen Ge already knew what he had to do: "Tonight is indeed the most critical night for me. ”

Sitting up from the edge of the bed, Chen Ge glanced out the window, and after greeting Dr. Fang, he slowly came to the cafeteria on crutches.

After eating a comfortable meal, Chen Ge came to the garden outside the hospital ward.

After making sure that no one was watching, Chen Ge began to wander around the garden, and when he came to the bench where he often sits, he found Zuo Han sitting there, seemingly waiting for him.

"Did you read the note?"

"Yes."

"What are you going to do next?"

"Look for Zhang Wenyu outside the hospital, they may have uncensored memories."

"Need my help?"

"Dr. Gao will treat me after the early hours of tonight, if I have an accident, you can escape outside the hospital first." Chen Ge had a smile on his face, and from his tone alone, he couldn't tell what kind of danger he was going to face tonight.

"I'm running away alone?"

"Well, you protect yourself first, and then you will have a chance."

"How's your new roommate? Can you be friends with him? Zuo Han asked cautiously.

Chen Ge shook his head: "He fantasized that he had something in his body, such as a syringe and a snail, I looked at his throat, and it turned out that he found a human face in his mouth, his own face. ”

"Have a face in your mouth?" Zuo Han took a cool breath.

Chen Ge and Zuo Han spoke very quickly, and in less than a minute, they had finished talking, and Zuo Han didn't stay too long, and left directly.

After sitting on the bench for nearly an hour, Chen Ge noticed that there was something unusual in the flowers.

He walked over on crutches and saw the cute white cat's head among the flowers: "You seem to have eaten fat?" How do I feel like you're getting a little bigger? ”

I didn't see Chen Ge for two days, the white cat meowed and meowed, and her heterochromatic eyes were full of worry.

It rubbed Chen Ge's leg and led Chen Ge to the garden fence.

A few meters away, Chen Ge saw Zhang Ya standing outside the fence, and Zhang Ya, dressed in red, brought Chen Ge an inexplicable sense of intimacy.

"Didn't you say you would come every morning?" Zhang Ya didn't blame in her tone, she was more worried, but even she didn't know why she was worried about a stranger.

"I thought you wouldn't come." Chen Ge walked to the fence and grabbed the rusty iron railing with both hands: "Zhang Ya, I need you to do me a favor." ”

"What's the busy?"

"Help me find someone named Zhang Wenyu in this city." Chen Ge's voice was very low: "They are being hunted down, and the hospital treats them as mental patients who have escaped, but in fact, they are not sick." ”

Looking at Chen Ge in a hospital gown, Zhang Ya was a little hesitant, it was difficult for any normal person to accept such a request.

After all, in the eyes of normal people, they must believe in the hospital, not in a mentally ill person.

"You just said they were being chased? Zhang Wenyu is not alone? It's a pronoun for many people? ”

"Well, those patients have different appearances, ages, and occupations, but they all have one thing in common, that is, they are all called Zhang Wenyu." Chen Ge looked at Zhang Ya very seriously: "You should especially pay attention to the tourists who come to visit the haunted house, if they still retain their previous memories, then someone should know the connection between me and the haunted house, and they are very likely to take the initiative to find you." ”

"I don't quite understand what you mean."

"You don't have to understand, you just need to ask them if they remember the real past, ask for information about me, and then find a way to pass that information on to me." To be on the safe side, Chen Ge asked again: "If I have an accident and I haven't been here for many days in a row, then you can go and find a person named Zuo Han, who is very smart and should know how to maximize Zhang Wenyu's memory." ”

"How do I feel like you're giving an account of what's going on?" Zhang Ya felt that the mentally ill person in front of him was really strange, he said all kinds of strange words in his mouth, but he didn't have any impatience, as if the other party was telling the truth.

"I'm going to do something very dangerous tonight, and I don't know if I'll ever see you again." After Chen Ge finished speaking, he was ready to leave: "Remember my words, Zhang Ya." ”

"Wait a minute." Zhang Ya suddenly spoke, she walked to the side of the fence, and it was the first time she was so close to Chen Ge: "I've been waiting for you for the past few days, in fact, I want to ask you something." ”

"Want to ask me?"

"After we met that day, I had a dream that night that my parents who lived with me were not actually my parents, my real parents had been in a car accident, it was my birthday, and their car was full of birthday gifts and cakes they had just bought."

"Zhang Ya's birthday gift......" A very inconspicuous memory fragment in the corner of his mind was flipped, and Chen Ge blurted out a few words: "Is it a tutu?" ”

After finishing speaking, Chen Ge and Zhang Ya were stunned, and they looked at each other.

"How do you know? I didn't tell anyone about this dream! Zhang Ya's hand also grabbed the fence: "That dream is too real, when I woke up, my face was still full of tears, it was obviously not my life, but I couldn't control my tears." ”

"I had a similar dream, except that my parents were haunted house owners, and they suddenly disappeared one day, leaving me alone." Chen Ge held Zhang Ya's hand holding the fence: "The life you are experiencing now is my dream, and the reality I want to escape from now is actually your past." ”

"No way, I've been living with my parents for more than twenty years......"

"Don't worry, you do what I say first, among those people named Zhang Wenyu, there should be someone who knows the truth." Chen Ge let go of his hand, it was easy to attract the attention of others if he stayed here for too long, and he turned around and left with his armpits.

……

The sun was setting, the night was enveloping the ward, and it was pitch black outside the window.

Chen Ge didn't know what the treatment Dr. Gao was talking about, so he could only silently adjust his breathing and try to keep himself in a good state.

"Dr. Gao had something to do the first few nights, what was he busy with every night?"

"It's the first time I've heard that treatment should be done after the wee hours of the morning, so is it not the same as Dr. Gao during the day and Dr. Gao at night?"

Looking out the window, Chen Ge was thinking, and a bolt of lightning crossed the night sky.

At that moment, the electric light shredded the sky, and then a rumbling thunder sounded, and the damp wind blew into the hospital room, scraping the curtain onto Chen Ge's face.

"It's changed?"

Since Chen Ge woke up, the sky outside has always been clear, and he is happiest to bask in the warm sunlight every morning.

"There could be heavy rain tonight."

Thick dark clouds piled up in the night sky, and a feeling of oppression and uneasiness appeared in the hearts of each patient.

Dr. Fang leaned his back against the wall, biting his fingers, the corners of his mouth were covered with blood, but he kept muttering something as if he hadn't noticed.

At midnight, the door to the ward was pushed open, and Dr. Gao walked in alone.

Usually Dr. Gao would come to Chen Ge with the nurses, but tonight he came alone, and Chen Ge felt even more uneasy.

"The treatment room is on the fifth floor." There was a hint of tenderness in Dr. Gao's words, and there was no emotion in his voice, as if all emotions had been withdrawn.

"Fifth floor?" Chen Ge had been to the fifth floor, where there were only wards where the critically ill were imprisoned, and there were no treatment rooms at all.

Dr. Gao tied Chen Ge's hands with restraint straps, did not let Chen Ge use armpit crutches, and personally helped Chen Ge to walk towards the outside of the ward.

When he was about to walk out of the ward, Dr. Gao turned back to Dr. Fang and said, "Come along, your illness has been delayed long enough." ”

Tonight's hospital seems to be different from usual, the lights in all the wards have been turned off, the duty room and the nurse's station are empty, Chen Ge walked all the way, and he didn't even see a figure.

"Here we are." Dr. Gao took out a large set of keys from his pocket, each with a number written on it, which should correspond to the house number of the ward.

Opening the door of the ward, Dr. Gao casually hung the large set of keys on the hook next to the door, as if on purpose.

"You two can just find a place to sit down."

There was no light in the room, Chen Ge frowned and glanced at it, there were seven chairs in the small ward, and three of them were occupied by people.

They were all wearing hospital gowns, and they were supposed to be hospital patients.

Dr. Fang's shoulders trembled slightly, and he fumbled in the darkness and sat down on chair No. 1.

Chen Ge looked around, and finally chose the No. 7 chair closest to the door to sit down, and among the seven chairs, there were no people in the No. 3 and No. 6 chairs.

"Two patients who were going to be treated were missing, so their vacant positions were replaced by me and another night doctor." Dr. Gao sat down on chair three: "When the doctor comes, we will start the treatment immediately." ”

Ten minutes later, footsteps sounded in the hallway, followed by a knock on the ward door.

"Knock knock knock!"

There were six knocks on the door.

"The door is unlocked, you can just come in."

The door of the ward was pushed open, and a doctor in a white coat entered the room, and after he saw the empty seat next to Chen Ge, he sat down directly.

"This new night doctor is surnamed Sun, you can call him Dr. Sun." After a brief introduction, Dr. Gao took out a bottle of medicine from his pocket: "Don't leave this room no matter what happens during the treatment, if a patient suddenly falls ill, I hope everyone can work together to control him and then feed him medicine." ”