Chapter 1 The soul is gone, and I don't know how much time will pass
I floated in mid-air, wandering in the void, I didn't know who I was, I didn't know where I was, I just floated and floated for no reason...... I saw a little girl, alone at home reading a comic book, looking up from time to time to listen to the movement outside the door. I saw her growing up, still lonely at home, reading, studying, and looking out the window from time to time. Then she packed her bags and ran to a foreign country to study, work, and look at the starry sky in the extremely empty night. She has a bright face, but a pair of lonely eyes, she has a strong back, but she leaves me with hurried steps.
Suddenly, a force grabbed me by the ankle, and I was scared and afraid, but a voice said to me, "Come back, child, come back...... and I was grabbed by this force and slowly descended until I heard a man say to me, "Son, wake up." ”
I slowly opened my eyes, and it took me a while to adjust to the light, and when my eyes were finally able to refocus, I saw the person sitting in front of me and exclaimed, "Master Tubhutan? ”
The old lama sitting in front of me shook his head and said, "Miss Luo, this is the first time we have met. ”
I looked at it again and asked hesitantly, "Master of Idiot?" At this moment, I suddenly noticed that my voice was unusually hoarse, and I looked at the master with some confusion. The master nodded and said with a smile: "The girl is really smart. ”
The master handed me a glass of water, and after I took a few sips to moisten my throat, I asked, "Master, now...... What was the idea? ”
"What does the girl think?"
I frowned, my mind was partially blank, I thought about it, and asked, "Could it be that Kangxi has been forty-nine years old?" ”
"The poor monk knows that the girl is a child with Huigen."
I shook my head self-deprecatingly and said, "Where do I have any wisdom......
The master sighed and said, "Girl, the poor monk will guide your affairs to Xuan Ye's child, because that is the fate you have to take, no matter who wants to stop it, it will not be stopped." The poor monk knows your feelings, after all, you were not raised by the emperor, and you have done a good job in this open and secret battle. ”
"Master, when you grow up with the education of the emperor, can you not care about these flesh and blood affection? If it is true that you can not care about people's feelings because of this, then why did Fu Lin leave, Master? Is it really because of the woman? ”
Still smiling kindly, the master said to me, "He left because his fate was not there." And you have to go back, because your destiny is there. Child, you have to be stronger to protect yourself and complete your destiny. In this world, there are too many tenderness with bloody cruelty behind it, and too much cruelty with the tenderness that has been hurt. You've found someone you can trust, you just need to learn how to control the situation, how not to let your mind get caught up in the chaos. ”
I sighed, and after a long time, I said, "Disciple understands. Do you have any other commands? ”
"You came from the cracks of time and space, and this time you have been hit hard, and your three souls and seven spirits are no longer complete. Although the poor monk has helped you recover this soul now, but in the past year, your mind has been scattered and your memory has been lost. If necessary, the poor monk will come back to you. Remember, child, that you are always you, even though time and space change. "Master Zhengsedao.
The master then said, "Go, child, there are people waiting for you outside the door for a long, long time. ”
I nodded, then asked, "Master, what have I forgotten?" ”
The idiot master smiled: "Child, follow fate." When the fate comes, you will naturally know. ”
I looked at the kind eyes of the master, as if I was greatly encouraged, I knelt down and kowtowed, slowly stood up, leaned against the wall to the door, pushed open the door, there was a person standing with his back to the door, heard the "squeak" of the door, he turned back suddenly, and saw that I was speechless for a long time in astonishment, so I stood stupidly, and said for a long time: "You are finally awake!" ”
I watched him walk up to me, at the face I was familiar with, with tears glistening in his eyes under the long eyelashes of his eyelids. His hand trembled and stroked my hair, my cheeks, choked up and smiled and said to me, "It's been more than a year, and you're finally awake!" Did you know that it's been more than a year! If you don't recover, we're going to go crazy! Your thirteenth sister-in-law cries at every turn for you, the fourth brother has a gloomy face all day long, Mr. Wu always sighs, and Dai Duo always plays with the jade fox you bought for him. You bastard kid! As he spoke, he took me into his arms, and I reached out to put my arm around his waist, leaned on him with peace of mind, and whispered to him in his arms: "Brother Thirteen, I'm back!" "I was in his arms, and I couldn't cry......
Brother Thirteen patted me lightly on the back and said softly, "Cry, cry...... My poor sister ...... "I cried and felt a warm liquid seep through my clothes. After a while, the thirteenth brother waited for me to stop his tears, held my face with both hands, and said with a smile: "Look, I have become a flower-faced kitten!" ”
Embarrassed and annoyed, I slapped his hand away and grabbed his sleeve to wipe my tears. Just as I was about to provoke again, a discordant voice, "Grunt", came from my stomach, and Brother Thirteen smiled: "Hahaha!" Stinky girl! Let's go, I've boiled porridge for you, it's fragrant! ”
I smiled and nodded, "Hmm! ”
After I was full, I sat in the meditation room prepared in advance, drinking water slowly, and Brother Thirteen always looked at me with a smile, and did not speak, just kept looking at me.
I glared at him and said, "Nothing to tell me?" ”
He smiled: "It seems that you are a little used to this year, but when you see you like this, you are a little unaccustomed to it." ”
I frowned and asked, "What was my year like?" ”
"You don't remember?"
I shook my head: "I don't know...... I can't even remember some of the things I had before...... I don't remember anything since I was a child...... Tell me about it? ”
The thirteenth brother asked me, "You don't need to rest?" ”
I shook my head and said, "I don't feel tired. ”
The thirteenth brother smiled and said, "After the eighteenth left, you were assassinated and injured, and it was found out that it was the prince's people who did it. In a fit of rage, Huang Ama deposed the crown prince. After that, the starling secretly plotted to seize the storage position and was fined. The eldest brother was imprisoned on charges of the prince of Nightmare Town. The prince was released again. On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, I took you to the mansion that my fourth brother and I were ordered to prepare for you. After that you move in. ”
I listened to him, and I actually remembered all these things...... He deliberately skipped the quarrel between me and the fourth master, thinking about it, hoping that we would reconcile.
But can it be that simple? I ...... with the fourth master