Chapter 18: Blue and Blue
Speaking of which, her life experience is quite tragic.
Most of the abandoned babies are due to the child's own disability or serious illness. However, she did not, she was a healthy, healthy baby, and all indicators were well developed. She didn't know why her parents abandoned her and didn't want her.
She didn't understand that even the flowers and trees on the side of the road were willing to shield her from the wind and snow, how could her parents who brought her to this world be so ruthless that they abandoned her?
She sometimes wondered if the moment they put her in the flower pond and turned to leave, did they stop and look back at each other with tears in their eyes, and did they ever have a trace of reluctance and forbearance in their hearts?
Probably so.
Perhaps, they have a last resort. She always comforts herself like this. She always fantasized that one day, her parents would suddenly appear, hold her, and say to her: My poor child, Mom and Dad have come to pick you up......
Naturally, such a fairytale beauty will not happen, she is always an orphan, a child that no one wants. But she still longed, fantasizing like an obsession.
Whenever she saw other children coquettish in the arms of her parents, she always looked at them with envy. She thought that her mother's arms should be warmer than Su's mother's arms, and the taste on her body should be sweeter and more fragrant than Su's mother.
Even when she saw a child scolded by her parents on the side of the road, she felt that the child was full of happiness - she didn't even have the opportunity to be beaten and scolded by her parents. She thought that if she was that child, she would definitely not cry or make trouble, she would definitely be obedient, work hard and desperately to be a good baby. Even, she secretly thought that one day she was suddenly picked up by a kind person and gave her a home, which would also be good.
Gradually, she grew up, stopped fantasizing about these unwarranted and impossible things, and bravely accepted the fact that she was an orphan.
She studied hard, lived hard, and greeted the sunshine every day with a smile. She believes that as long as she laughs at life, life will always show a smile on herself. The hard life has given her a broad and optimistic attitude.
In this way, day by day, she is now nineteen years old.
As for Mu Zhengyao, it was just his unintentional actions that touched the most secret desire in her heart, and it didn't mean anything, life always had to go on.
It's kind of funny when you think about it.
A few days ago, I thought he was an abnormal human being, and I was afraid that he would die, and I was terrified when I saw him. But at that moment, her impression of him suddenly changed. No wonder her good friend Du Ziteng used to say that she was a fickle and emotional little woman who couldn't make it to the big climate.
She asked Du Ziteng what the general climate was, Du Ziteng patted his chest and said very boldly: "Of course, like an old lady, you can go to the hall, go down to the kitchen, kill the Trojan horse, climb the wall, fight the junior, and beat the hooligan!" ”
Su Wu: "......"
After a while, Du Ziteng said, "Well, the old lady doesn't seem to be able to get out of the kitchen, and so far, the knife in the old lady's hand has only dealt with corpses." ”
Su Wu: "......"
If that's the case, then she really can't make the big climate.
Wisteria can disemboweled the cold corpse without changing her face, but she is a little woman who is afraid of even the dark.
"Hey!" In the darkness, Su Wu sighed, lifted the quilt and sat up. But I didn't want to, because the range of movement was too large, and I accidentally pulled the injury on my ankle.
Only then did she remember that she was now half disabled.
With a slight tingling, she remembered the scene when Mu Zhengyao helped her take off her shoes and socks and put her feet on his thighs.
The thighs of a strange man who had only met a few times......
Thinking about it like this, Su Wu couldn't help but cover his face with his hands, a little accepting incompetence.
Oh! Oh, my God! That person couldn't be her!
I don't know if it's an illusion, but the more she thinks about it, the more she feels that the ankle is still faint, and it seems that the temperature of his fingers is still there.
How could he do such an intimate thing so naturally? Naturally, as if he did to her like that, it was a matter of duty, and it should have been?
Oh! I almost forgot that he was a man with a special job, and he didn't care about it at all. However, she is different, she is a girl! From knowing him to the present, pinching his fingers, he has been hugged three times.
Oh, my God! She was actually taken by a ...... One hugged three times, if Du Ziteng and Zhong Ke k, these two guys knew, they would definitely roll on the ground and watch her jokes.
Su Wu collapsed on the bed in a dejected manner, covered himself into the quilt again, and beat his chest: "Ahhh I don't have a face to see people! ”
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The next morning, Su Wu woke up with two dark circles under her eyes without accident.
Her skin is already white, so the dark circles under her eyes are more obvious, and she looks like a national treasure panda.
She didn't know when she fell asleep last night, but it was late anyway.
As usual, she sat on the bed and woke up for five minutes, then got up and drew the curtains.
As soon as she got out of bed, she was pleasantly surprised to find that her ankle was not as painful as last night, and if she looked closely, the redness and swelling had disappeared a lot.
Su Wu was overjoyed at this time.
Originally, she was worried that she would not be able to start work for several days, but now it seems that she can return to the store after a two-day break at most. Only by earning enough money can she realize her dream of becoming a designer!
Perhaps, there will be a chance to meet Qinglan.
Blue Blue Blue ...... Such a gentle and elegant name.
Blue ...... It must be a handsome, elegant and talented gentle man, right? As for the rumors that he is a woman, he must not have seriously looked at the clothes designed by Qinglan.
Thinking of Qinglan, Su Wu's entanglement and depression last night immediately disappeared and ran to Java.
She was lame on one foot and was about to go to the kitchen to make breakfast, when she walked to the kitchen door when she suddenly heard a knock on the door.
Who is it so early?
Confused, she leaned in front of the cat's eyes with one eye open. Who knows, it doesn't matter what she looks at, she was stunned on the spot.
The person who knocked on the door was actually Mu Zhengyao!
Su Wu felt that she must have been dazzled, she had only met him a few times, and she was not familiar with him, what did he come to knock on early in the morning?
She rubbed her eyes and leaned in to look at them again.
Then I rubbed it vigorously and looked at it again.
In the end, it was finally determined that she was not dazzled, and there was no doubt that the person outside the door was indeed Mu Zhengyao.
At this time, the first thought that poured into Su Wu's mind was: pretend not to wake up! Pretend you didn't hear!
Because when she saw him, she couldn't help but think of the scene that happened last night, oh! It's a shame! What did you say when you met? If you have nothing to say, how embarrassing is that? Moreover, she doesn't want to have too much contact with a man with a special profession for the time being.
Thinking of this, she bent her waist, dragged one leg, and tiptoed towards the bedroom.
Su Wu sat on the bed and pricked up his ears to listen carefully to the movement at the door. After a long time, there was no further knocking on the door. She secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking to herself, he should be gone, right?
As she was thinking this, her phone suddenly rang, startling her.
When I picked it up, the caller ID was an unfamiliar number.
She didn't go to the store to work today, could it be that there are customers buying clothes? Otherwise, she couldn't think of anyone other than Zhong Ke and Du Ziteng who would call her.
Su Wu coughed lightly, cleared his throat, and pressed the answer button.
"Hey, hello!" She said.
There was silence on the other end of the line.
Su Wu waited for a while, couldn't wait for an answer, and asked again: "Hey, do you want to buy clothes?" I'm really sorry, I have something to do in the past two days, I can't go to the store, if you don't rush to wear it, can you do it the day after tomorrow? I'll ...... the day after tomorrow."
"I'm Mu Zhengyao." A deep male voice suddenly rang on the phone.