Chapter 149: Peace of Mind
"Malt:
The people I love are gentle and kind
I can't be angry.
"I don't think I'm going to go," Malt said.
It's like an unclear relationship, treating him as a friend, but he can always make the atmosphere very ambiguous.
It's time to pour a basin of cold water on your face to sober up, and then continue like this, in case one day you suddenly become addicted to it, which is a very wrong thing.
"Malt, we have to go to the stage play in the whole dormitory, if you don't come, it must be boring, besides, your senior is still on stage, you ..... Really not going to come? Wang Er asked.
Indeed, Senior Mangni is on the stage, why don't you want to go, but if you really go, he will definitely follow, and he can't say what he should say, and he will say a lot of things that shouldn't be said......
If you think about it, it's better to be quiet in the dormitory alone.
"But wouldn't it be awkward to meet there?"
Many people in the school know the fact that they like Senior Mangni, but now they are suddenly entangled with other boys, what is this? They can't understand what their relationship with that guy is, and they will speculate that it is a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship.
But what about the facts? It's not what they see, but who wants to hear an explanation? All they want to know is one gossip after another that adds fun to their boring lives.
If these words reach the ears of Senior Mangni, will there be a chance to be like before in the future? As the saying goes, three people become tigers, and God knows which sentence will ruin others' impression of themselves.
Rather than take such a risk, it is better to pass up this opportunity.
"In any case, I must make it clear to him that this relationship cannot continue any longer," Malt decided.
I usually explained to him many times, and made it clear that he already has a favorite person in his heart, which is the senior of the Department of Computer Science, and he always laughs and makes a few jokes as if nothing happened, which is not good.
Unclear relationship, after a long time, even the parties concerned may feel that something is wrong.
"Well, since you have decided, we will not embarrass you," Wang Er had no choice but to say.
But there are many things that I can't decide by myself, and even if I have decided not to go to the stage play, my heart seems to drift out......
This is the first time Senior Mangni has appeared in a stage play, and it is also a rivalry with the senior sister, did you really miss it like this?
When did you become a tangled monster? Alas~
If youth is about entanglement and travel again and again, then I am afraid that I am only left with entanglements at this moment.
After a day, tonight is the day when the club holds a stage play, everyone is ready to go in the dormitory, only Malt is still sitting in a daze....
"Malt, are you really not going?" Wang Er asked again.
Malt shook her head, "I still don't want to go".
"Then since you don't go, we'll go," said Wang'er.
Malt turned her head to look at them, "Let's go, have fun."
But in fact, I really want to go, I want to see Senior Mangni acting in a stage play.
Before I knew it, I was stunned again, until the phone rang on my phone.....
"Hey," Malt said.
"Hello beauty, what are you doing?" It's him calling again, and the most recent call log is always him.
"Sitting".
"Your club's stage play is about to start, and it won't be too late if it doesn't come out."
"I'm not going".
"No kidding, why wouldn't you come to such a lively event? The last time I told you to invite me to eat popcorn or something, I'll be exempt, for the sake of you being a wounded, I also brought you two buckets, how about it? I'm funny! He laughs.
The malt didn't say anything, maybe it didn't know what to say.
"Hey, you're not really coming, are you? Could it be that I was unhappy last time I asked you to invite me to dinner? No, then this time it's all about me apologizing to you, I bought a lot of food, come on! I'll be waiting for you downstairs" Although he hasn't seen anyone yet, he can be heard from his voice, and he is full of anticipation at the moment.
But the higher the expectations for a person, the greater the disappointment in the end, why does he refuse to give up? What exactly attracted him.....
"Actually, I have something I should have said to you," Malt said
"What do you mean? You're saying that the snacks I bought aren't enough for you, right? Look how well I know you, and I know what you're going to say before you even open your mouth," he said.
"That's not what I'm talking about."
"Oh, by the way, you mentioned to me last time that you want to lose weight, in fact, you can't eat so much, right, the main thing is that I don't think you are fat, it's good to eat more, maybe you can grow again."
It's impossible to grow up, but it's possible to grow fat all the time.
But that's not the point, and lo and behold, he pulled the conversation away again.
"Actually, what I want to talk to you about is the relationship between me and you."
"What's the relationship between us? Could it be that you really want to give me a title? Don't be so polite, what's the matter with me."
"No, I mean we've been in contact too often, you know I've always liked Senior Mangni in my heart, and you put so much effort into me, and in the end it was in vain."
The phone paused for a few seconds, and there was no sound, and then he was heard laughing, "Of course I know, I knew it from the beginning, I have a good memory, do you really think I'm forgetful?" You have to repeat it to me."
Huang Cen is pretending to be calm when he says this, in fact, he understands everything in his heart, and he just hopes that one day he can prove to her that his love is real through his actual actions, instead of just talking about it.
But why does she refuse to give a chance, always keep refusing, and always keep pushing herself outward?
"I'm not kidding you, if we were just friends, there wouldn't be such a frequent contact, can you understand what I'm saying?"
"Of course, this is a reading comprehension problem for elementary school students, and you are praising me again, do you really think that I am a person who has not even attended elementary school? So what do you mean by frequent, we just talk occasionally, and we don't go out to do anything unseemly."
Something unsightly? Why did he say this so easily? It's like a joke.
Well, after talking to him so much, he still doesn't understand the communication, he always pulls the topic away for some reason, does he just not want to talk about this seriously?
"I'm a little tired and want to take a break, so I'm not going to see a stage show today, so if you like it, you can go," Mai said.
"Okay, for the sake of you being a wounded, I won't force you."
After the call, both of them had some bad feelings in their hearts, but they were not the same taste......
Huang Cen thinks that as long as she likes someone, she has to pay her own practical actions, so that she can perceive the love that she really exists, although there is a person in the heart of Malt, but everyone knows that it is an unattainable existence, and there is nothing that cannot be solved by hard work.
Malt because as long as you like a person, you have to give all your sincerity to only like him alone, and the handsome guys passing by around are all passing by, and you can't eat the bowl or look at the pot.
The stage play began, and the audience was full of people.....
And Mai, who is still sitting in the dormitory at the moment, is nervous, wondering if Huang Cen, who is downstairs in the dormitory, has left, and whether he will still stay downstairs?
I had planned for a long time to go to see the stage play performed by Senior Mangni, but now I haven't finished anything, and my heart is empty.
Just now, in order to prove my determination not to participate in the stage play, I didn't even put on makeup, and now I regret it.
Picked up the fisherman's hat on the side, hurriedly put it on his head, and stood next to the full-length mirror, never having the courage to open the door.
If you don't want to make the relationship worse, you shouldn't go.
But if you just take a look, you will come back in a hurry. Shouldn't it be too much, right?
Nothing happens if no one discovers their existence, it's just a glance.....
It's been 20 minutes since I looked at the clock in the dormitory, and the stage play was only 40 minutes, and now I see that half of the time has passed, and if I don't go again, I won't see it anymore....
She finally wrapped herself tightly and walked out, and when she walked downstairs to the dormitory, she really didn't see him, he should have left.
Fortunately, I left a ticket in my hand, entered through the door, and sat in the last row to prevent everyone from finding out.
Nothing is clear about the previous plot, but it doesn't matter, as long as you can see him, everything will be better.
It seems that the image of this actor is very much in line with him, in other words, it should be played in his true colors.
is still so cold, the little girl sitting in the audience, screaming wildly from time to time, standing on the stage, he is not moved, and he doesn't even look at it.
It doesn't take a few minutes to sit there and leave in a hurry to avoid being seen.
But Huang Cen was sitting not far from her, he didn't want to come if she didn't come, but he just wanted to see what the charm of this senior Mangni who had fascinated her was.
Malt returned to the dormitory and lay down on the bed, using the quilt to hide the fact that she had already attended.
At the end of the show, Mangni glanced at the audience, only to see the elated appearance of Malt's roommates, but not to see her, she.... Probably didn't come.
After several roommates returned to the dormitory, they couldn't settle down for a long time because of the plot.
"Malt, you didn't go, it's a pity, I always thought that Senior Mangni was just a book that liked to read, but the nerd didn't expect that he was a good actor even when he acted in a stage play, and the last scene was really exciting."
"Yes, a lot of girls are cheering and screaming for this, and the scene is like a celebrity concert."
"Although your club has never starred in an idol drama, this time it really made everyone feel better, especially the actor is a senior Mangni, which completely supports the appearance of this stage play."
Several roommates had a heated discussion, but Malt never said a word from beginning to end.
They are right, Senior Mangni is indeed very good, not only in terms of learning, but also in the stage plays that he has never been exposed to.
"Malt, why don't you say a word, don't you see that Senior Mangni is very disappointed?"
How do they know?
"No, maybe it's just that your shoulder is still a little sore, just take a break" This is a good excuse and a good reason.
"Oh, then you need to get some rest."