00197 Departure: Can you touch him

Chinese I was born in Dongyue, my mother didn't want me to be born, in the cold palace, Dongyue's mother was swept out of the palace by a broken mat, buried in a mass grave, and can no longer be found...... But in the end, I realized that she was not dead...... She just doesn't want me anymore......

The whole body is in severe pain, the imperial doctor of Northern Qi is right, the child in the belly and me, neither of us can have a little thing, every day, we are walking with our hearts, for fear that bumping and touching the child in the belly will become a regret in our hearts......

The flying snowflakes turned pale, and I couldn't see the surprise on Jiang Yisheng's face, nor could I see Qi Jingmu's head smashed by me, and his face was full of blood.

A man who made a mark on me when I was a teenager, a child I cared about for more than ten years, but unfortunately he doesn't need me anymore, and I won't need him anymore......

The blood is warm......

The whining sound that came from my heart like a sleepy beast should have been distressing, but I really didn't feel anything now......

Slowly raise your hand and stroke it on your stomach...... As if to say to himself: "He moved...... The moment he moved, the moment he moved...... I feel so happy......"

It seems that many years ago, on the streets of Sidi in the capital of southern Xinjiang, Nan Jiyun and I were in front of the dumpling stall, holding a big white bowl and eating dumplings......

I felt very happy at that time......

Want to stay longer...... I want to put this happiness ...... A little longer...... I want to be happy...... But happiness never belonged to me......

Nan Jiyun died, and that feeling of happiness disappeared, and now ...... The child in my belly is almost gone, and I finally found a sense of happiness, and it will slowly disappear with his loss little by little.

If it hurts, it doesn't hurt......

Jiang Yisheng knelt beside me and roared......

I opened my mouth, but I didn't know who to call, I was really alone...... Until now...... I don't know who else I can call......

Snowy ...... Floating in my eyes, the moment I closed my eyes, I seemed to hear the sound of gurgling water, with a touch of distress: "Your Highness, I'm back, I'll be fine!" ”

After the gurgling voice, another indifferent and cold voice sounded: "Jiang, Lone will pick you up, wait for Lone!" ”

Who's back?

Who's coming to pick me up?

I was in a coma, I didn't know who was going to come back to me, my heart aching, my body aching, my headache was splitting, my whole body felt like someone had torn me...... The pain doesn't stop ......

It seemed that something was about to leave my body, and I couldn't open my eyes, but I heard many people crying out to me, begging me......

But I didn't know whose hand I was grabbing, and as if I was struggling in a dream, the pain swept over my limbs......

"Kid...... I want ...... child."

The man shook his backhand, and his flowing voice was like a whisper: "It's okay...... Your Highness, I'm back...... Your brother Qiang is back......"

Qiang Qing, Chu Qiang Qing......

The pain made my limbs circle, and Qiang Qing's voice panicked: "Dong Aoi seed, hurry up and press her legs and feet, don't let her move again......

The whole body hurts, like a needle prick, like a knife cut...... Like a person dancing in my heart, stepping on my heart one by one......

I kept stepping on it, and I kept stepping on it, and I felt numb in my heart, and I couldn't feel any pain anymore......

Plunged back into the endless darkness, in the endless darkness again, walking alone and not seeing the light...... No one was holding my hand...... I'm the only one fumbling in the dark......

The snowflakes on it, drifting non-stop, heavy places, over the knees...... When I woke up, I saw Hollyhock grinning at me and saying, "Your Highness, you made it easy for me to find ...... Even if Gu Benxiong is on the battlefield, he wants to ask me to find you......"

I stretched out my hand and touched my stomach, and the hollyhock saw this: "Your Highness, it's okay, I'm the chief disciple of the dignified Divine Doctor Sect, with me, I won't let you have anything to do, and the child in your belly is fine......"

I said indifferently: "In a coma, I heard Chu Qiangqing's voice, where is he?" ”

Tomallow scratched her head, "What are you looking for him?" His medical skills are not as good as mine, from now on I will follow you inch by inch, and I will never let you and the child in your belly find the slightest accident, if you don't believe it, I will press the plaque of the Divine Doctor Door on you, how about it? ”

I raised my eyes and looked at her quietly...... Looking at her silently, after half a sound, the winter sunflower was embarrassed by my look, extremely embarrassed, and the movement of scratching her head became more and more urgent......

"Alright, alright...... Can you not stare at me......" Dong Kuizi said with his teeth and claws: "I'll go find you the second junior brother, I don't understand what you want him to do, his medical skills are really not as good as mine!" ”

I still didn't say anything, I just looked at her calmly, and didn't say anything......

"Good...... Good...... In order to end the war as soon as possible, and in order to let Gu Qingmad come back sooner, I will go find you the second junior brother! Hollyhock said reluctantly.

I don't know how long I've been in a coma, leaning on the bed, the voice of Dong Kui Zi's madness came through the crack in the door: "My second junior brother, even if your medical skills are a little higher than mine, and you have a specialization in the art industry, your Chu family is ruthless enough, now let me wipe your buttocks, you have such a high profile, hurt people!" ”

Qiang Qing's unhurried voice replied to Dong Kui Zi: "You don't specialize in incurable diseases, now she is the best incurable disease, you can't attack it, don't be so loud, she just woke up and needs to recuperate, if she has another accident, she can dismantle the signboard of the Divine Doctor's Gate, and then the old things of the Divine Doctor's Gate can dismantle you!" ”

"I'm going to boil the medicine!" Dong Aozi gritted her teeth resentfully and said: "Hurry up and persuade her, you don't know how scary her eyes are, she has no desire to survive at all, looking at me is like looking at a dead person." ”

"Let's go and decoction!" Qiang Qing urged.

"Humph!"

The door creaked open, and the cold wind poured in from the outside, and I still lived in Dr. Li's house, and there was a lot of charcoal burning in the house...... Like spring......

Qiang Qing's white robe was as white as a snowflake......

This farewell has been going on for more than a year, and there is an undercurrent of unknown emotions in his eyes, as if he is like an immortal-like character, degraded into the mortal world, and there are human emotions in his eyes......

"Your Highness, don't come unharmed!" There was a faint smile on the corner of Qiang Qing's mouth, warm as jade, unparalleled in the world.

I returned him with a smile and said in a deep voice: "The rebellion of the Seven Kingdoms, Gongzi Changxun is unparalleled in the world, with his own strength, he used the eldest princess to marry the eldest princess of Yu Yan to marry Jiarong in the Central Plains to stir up the turmoil, resulting in the chaos of the Seven Kingdoms, and then Rouran reaped the benefits of the fisherman, and the division of the Seven Kingdoms and the four countries were full of power...... The eldest princess from Yu Yan finally married the prince of Rouran and became the second queen of Rouran Kingdom, and there was an unprecedented prosperity in Rouran Kingdom! And it became Shikoku at that time... It is a big country with the strongest national strength. ”

"Rebellion of the Seven Kingdoms. It has been a thousand years since now, the vicissitudes of life, the world has changed, and the royal family, which was once a country, has basically been drowned in the long river of history, only Rouran...... Only Rouran reincarnated Xiliang still stands tall in this history. Gongzi Changxun is the prince of Rouran, and he is also the national teacher of Rouran, who knows 500 years and knows 500 years below, and can repair people's lives and change their fortunes...... According to many historical records, the fate of the eldest princess was modified...... The mastermind of all this is Gongzi Changxun, the ancestor of Brother Qiang, Gongzi Changxun, Chu Changxun! ”

Qiang Qing sat on the edge of my bed, took my hand to check the pulse, looked at my eyes, and did not dodge or dodge: "The current Xiliang does not want to dominate the country, and the end is chaotic, you have also seen it, he doesn't want to be the emperor of Xiliang at all, even if the Chu family, none of them want to be the emperor, and the current Xiliang is the end of the family...... They have their own system of electing emperors, they just want to take care of their own couples, and they will not invade other countries! ”

"Won't invade other countries?" I pulled my hand away, pulled Qiang Qing's hand away, and said self-deprecatingly: "What is it that makes Xiliang Da Situ stay in my life for so long?" Qiang Qing, what do I have besides this life? ”

Qiang Qing's eyes were pale and his tone was indifferent: "Your Highness, don't be presumptuous, Your Highness is good, you need to discover slowly, you shouldn't be emotional now, the child is finally saving ......"

"When am I going to die?" I stared at Qiang Qing tightly, "Chu Longguo's light brown eyes, she should be the saintess of Xiliang, the only person in the Chu family!" ”

My mother, my father, because of her close connection with the Chu family, the person who should have died is still alive in this world, how many people did the Chu family play with in applause? Do they think they are gods on high?

Qiang Qing gently stroked my stomach through the quilt: "You won't die, even if it's fate, there will be accidents, even if the trajectory of life has been calculated, and the branches and branches move, it will change accordingly...... You're not going to die now......"

"So the baby in my womb will die?" My heart was very calm, as if I was telling an inconsequential matter: "Winter Milk, I can't live the winter moon, Chu Longguo is different, Jiang Yisheng's fate and I have formed a confrontational posture, he lives and I die, I live and he dies!" ”

"Because of this, Chu Longguo sent someone to expedite thousands of miles to call you back from the wilderness, Qiang Qing, I don't want to guess anymore, I don't want me to live unclearly, and I don't want you to choose for me, so what the hell, you might as well tell me generously, no matter what, I can accept it!"

"He's moving!" There was a hint of a smile on the corner of Qiang Qing's mouth, and he changed the topic like jade: "He's moving...... He is a boy, he is the emperor's order, you will not die, he will not die, raise him with peace of mind, give birth to him...... You'll be fine! ”

"You're going to stay with me all the time, aren't you?" My eyes froze, and so did my voice.

Qiang Qing nodded: "No matter who you choose, even if the emperor of Jiang Country is not a good person now, as long as you choose, you think it is happiness, I can not blame him for hurting you in the past!" ”

Even through the quilt, Qiang Qing's hands were very warm, as if there was a hot breath from his palm to my stomach, in this cold and ice-like cold, directly invading my body, but it was warm and comfortable.

I really can't see through him, I have reminded me countless times that Jiang Yisheng is not a good person, and now with me, he can not blame Jiang Yisheng for hurting me in the past, what does he think of me? Responsibility in his mouth......

"Smack!" I stretched out my hand and opened his hand, "No need, from this moment on, it doesn't matter to you whether I live or die, Qiang Qing, your Chu family is high, I can't afford to climb high, go back and tell Jiang Zhizhen and Lin Zerou and Chu Linglong, I ...... in this life." If I don't have a chance, if I have the chance, I will give them back how they treated my own daughter...... If I die...... Then none of this will exist... If I'm lucky enough not to die, what about the grace of fertility? Life or death is the best ending for me and them......"

Qiang Qing was stunned...... His eyes tightened, and his murmuring voice had a hint of hesitation: "Have you seen them?" ”

I slowly hooked the corners of my mouth: "I'm fortunate to have seen it, but in their hearts, I am a shameless woman who seduces others, they haven't died for so many years, and they haven't thought of coming to see me once, even if they go to Jiang Guojing, even if they are a few steps away from me, they are so righteous and righteous, pointing at me and scolding!" ”

"Jiang Zhizhen was originally the fate of the dead end, your Chu family is high, you are on top of it, you are cultivating your life and changing your luck, and the people who are favored by your Chu family are really good fate, even if you die...... I can also try my best to resurrect him! ”

Qiang Qing was silent all of a sudden, looking at me silently, after a long time, I thought he didn't speak, he sighed: "Don't worry about them, you just have a happy life, the king of Southern Xinjiang, the emperor of Jiang Guo, the emperor of Northern Qi, no matter who you choose, it doesn't matter!" ”

My voice only added a hint of coldness: "Brother Qiang, you are like an immortal, gentle as jade, unparalleled in the world, in fact, your heart ...... Just like the lotus flower that is not stained by the mud, it has already been dyed black in the roots, because the nutrient supply in the roots is black, and the flowers that bloom are extremely white, so no one cares what kind of silt its roots grow in! ”

Qiang Qing chuckled: "This metaphor is really good, I like this metaphor, there is no real white and real black in the world, all people are colorful and colorful." There is no god on high, and there is no one who can strategize! It's all ordinary people! ”

They are all ordinary people, but when my life is in danger, they appear by my side, like a man of God, pointing fingers at my life... And then I can't ask why?

My mother and biological father are happy because of the Chu family, I am struggling in the red dust, and then I don't know why......

Qiang Qing stretched out his hand, swept my cheek, and turned my head: "There's a snowman out there, I've been watching you all night!" ”

The window was not closed tightly, revealing a small crack, and in the gap, Jiang Yisheng could be seen covered in snowflakes, standing outside, his phoenix eyes were slightly red, looking at the room stupidly, looking at me stupidly......

Suddenly, the cramping pain in my chest tore my heart hard, my brows tightened in pain, Qiang Qing was startled, took my hand, and hurriedly pulled out the silver needle to help me suppress the pain......

My chest heaved and I gasped for air, why did my heart hurt so much when I saw him?

"Bang!" Jiang Yisheng broke in directly through the window, bringing a full body of wind and snow, a burst of coolness, I poured a cool breeze into my mouth, coughed again and again, Qiang Qing's eyes flashed a look of blame and looked at Jiang Yisheng, and then stroked my back and gave me relief......

The breath evened out, and the coughing gradually stopped......

Jiang Yisheng's whole body was wet, the snowflakes had already penetrated his robe, his lips were white, his face was purple, and he didn't dare to move forward......

Qiang Qing looked at my expression, then looked at his expression, and admonished: "Emperor Jiang, remember that she must not be angry, remember that she must not have any mood swings, if she is like last time, Da Luo Immortal will not be able to save her!" ”

Jiang Yisheng's eyes were full of guilt and self-blame and pain, Qiang Qing got up and wanted to leave, I glanced at Jiang Yisheng indifferently, "Brother Qiang, I want to rest, this kind of irrelevant person bothers Brother Qiang to help me take it out......"

Qiang Qing patted my hand, "Problems always have to be solved, now that the war is raging, the emperor is not in charge, if one party is ruthless, the consequences are unimaginable!" ”

I fell silent, I thought, what does it have to do with me when men fight? I've always been reactive, never active......

Time seemed to freeze, Jiang Yisheng walked towards me slowly, my face was blank, and there was no trace of smile......

"Ginger ......"

His voice was low and hoarse, and he called me out and there was no other sound.

I raised my eyebrows and said, "The child in my belly is not yours, if you don't save me, I don't blame you, I don't have anything good with you, from now on, everything I owe to Concubine Feng will be repaid!" ”

A tear slipped down the good-looking phoenix eyes, I looked at him, he had never cried, and now in front of me, tears crossed his cheeks, his eyes were full of guilt and pain: "Jiang, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm just afraid that you don't want me, I'm crazy, really crazy, to do such a thing to hurt you?" Jiang Yisheng stretched out his hands, trembling, his lips trembling, "Jiang is ...... I almost killed my child with my own hands...... I almost killed you with my own hands! ”

"He's not your child!" I have never been indifferent and indifferent, and said to Jiang Yisheng: "Qi is right, this child is his, not yours!" ”

Jiang Yisheng seemed to have a dull pain all over his body all of a sudden, he couldn't stand steadily, plopped, knelt on one knee, and grabbed his chest fiercely: "Jiang, no, I know you're lying to me...... I know you hate me, and I would do such a thing to you, and I know you hate me...... I can do nothing, as long as you and the children, we have children, we have a home! ”

I closed my eyes slightly, not wanting to see him look so painful, and resolutely and ruthlessly: "You already have a home, your home is in the harem of Jiang Kingdom, you have a queen, you have concubines, you are a generation of kings, and the entire Jiang Kingdom is your home!" ”

"Ginger!" Jiang Yisheng seemed to be in great pain, and slowly moved towards me, landing on his knees, and moved over step by step.

The pathos in the phoenix's eyes made the whole room, the breath of sadness surged, his eyes stared at me, his eyes did not blink, came to my bed, as if the cold air of the ice and snow outside hit, his whole body exuded a cold breath.

"Jiang, I don't want the throne, I don't want the country, I don't want anything, I just want you and the child, our family of three, we can live very happily...... There is no deceit, no elaborate calculations, only me and you and him! ”

His cold hands were on the edge of the bed, his eyes longing to touch my belly, but he was afraid to touch my belly?

"I gave you a chance!" I said coldly. "Jiang Yisheng, I gave you a chance, you don't want me, you don't want him...... Now there is no need to feel guilty, and there is no need to blame yourself, because he has nothing to do with you! I don't have anything to do with you! ”

Jiang Yisheng shook his head, the charcoal fire in the house was burning, the snow melted and turned into water, falling down his green silk, falling on the ground to form water stains, his fingertips wished they could dig out a hole in the edge of the bed, "Jiang is ......"

"Don't call me!" I interrupted him: "Go back to Jiang Guo and be your emperor well, I won't have anything to do with you anymore, and I will definitely not ......"

Jiang Yisheng's hand slowly let go, and he sat down under the edge of the bed, leaning his back against the edge of the bed, his back to me, and his hoarse and low voice seemed to be pulled out, "What do I want Jiangshan to do without you?" Ginger ...... You've got my wedding gown, and you know my world was dark when that body was fished up in the moat, and I don't believe it's you...... I beg that I'd rather die than be hurt in the slightest! ”

My words sneered: "You are the most important person in my life, you don't want me to be hurt in the slightest, but the person who hurt me the most is you, Jiang Yisheng...... Don't love me anymore, I won't forgive you, this child is not yours and I won't give it to you. ”

"Ginger ......"

"Don't deliberately lose, use the country to seek me, don't hurt yourself, let me feel distressed, I won't feel sorry for you now, just like you stand there without moving, I reach out to pull you, and you are indifferent!"

At the moment when I fell, I wished that he could hold my hand, even if he was cold and ruthless, he was still the person I cared about, but my hand was stretched out to his hand, and he was unwilling to reach out to pull me...... In that moment, I was relieved......

The person I care about, he doesn't care about me in order to punish me after all, what he sees and hears, he only believes in himself......

Dead...... The deathly silence, only the sound of the winter wind whistling outside could be heard, Jiang Yisheng slowly got up from the ground, turned around, his eyes stayed on my stomach, his voice trembled and begged, and stretched out his hand: "Can I touch him?" ”

I shook my head slowly: "He doesn't belong to you, you don't have the qualifications to have him, you have given up the qualifications to have him!" ”

His hands were bloody, his nails were stuck in the flesh, and his palms were bloody and blurry, I ruthlessly refused, so he slowly shook his palms again, "He is my child, I will never give up on him in this life, you are also mine, I will not give up on the two of you!" ”

"And do you want the two of us to die?" My cold voice made Jiang Yisheng staggered back and almost fell, "Don't you already want the two of us to die?" What's here now? Jiang Yisheng, you have a unique mind, you can calculate everything, including my heart. Because I care about you, I can forgive everything you have done, and now I don't care about you, I will not forgive everything you have done! I used to do anything for you, but now I won't! Whatever you do now, it doesn't matter to me! ”

"Poof!" With a sound, Jiang Yisheng covered his chest and spit out a mouthful of blood, his pale lips were stained with blood, and the red was enchanting......

Feng's eyes were full of cold pain, and he looked at me for a long time: "You are so resting, you and the child should not have any accidents!" ”

In my opinion, his words are extremely ironic, if there is no Qiang Qing, I and the child in my belly died, and he killed it with his own hands, and then he, I hope that I and the child will not have any accidents, but it is very ironic.

He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, carefully closed the window and left a slit, walked out with difficulty, and when he turned around and opened the door, his eyes were full of reluctance...... There was a creak, and the door panel blocked his view......

The tears rolled down uncontrollably, I turned my head to look at the top of the bed, trying to keep the tears from falling, but unfortunately it was all in vain, the tears rained down, and I bit the corners of my lip to prevent myself from crying......

I hate winter, I hate the desolation of heavy snow, I hate this season when I am bound and fall if I am not careful......

Qi Jingmu and Jiang Yisheng nested in Fucheng, and they had already returned to southern Xinjiang from Northern Qi to be a town......

Dong Kuizi told me, "Your Highness, the king of Southern Xinjiang is looking for you, because he can't find you in Northern Qi, and he returned to Southern Xinjiang in anger amid rumors, and he wants to invade Northern Qi and Jiang with the power of a country, and force them to hand you over!" ”

Dong Lyhock stared at me with a dreamy face and said: "This is really a rage and a red face, this king of southern Xinjiang is such a majestic overlord, it really makes many women's hearts ripple, and they want to marry him as a wife!" ”

By the time Tomlyhock told me this, I was able to get out of bed and walk around, but I was confined to the house, and I didn't know what it was like outside!

"Don't listen to her!" Qiang Qing came in with the medicine and hit the hollyhock on the head with one hand: "There is nothing to do with you here, you should think about Gu Qingyan leaving with His Highness for no reason, Emperor Jiang already knows, if he comes down from the battlefield, you should think about what will happen to him!" ”

Dong Aozi immediately looked at Qiang Qing like a grandson, with a flattering face: "Second junior brother, you won't see death without help, I have made a private agreement with him for life, if he dies, I will accompany him, as the second disciple of the Divine Doctor, you will inherit the Divine Doctor!" ”

Qiang Qing's eyes lifted, and his gaze swept away: "Aren't there still the third and fourth children?" You are dead, the third and fourth are just on the throne, otherwise they will save the poison they ponder, and they will poison you to death and monopolize the magic doctor! ”

Winter Milkhock was angry, "Chu Qiangqing, what will happen if you don't lift people's old bottoms?" Anyway, I'll tell you, Gu Qingyan has to have a little bit of something, and I'm not done with you......"

Qiang Qing hooked her fingers, Dong Niang Zi approached, Qiang Qing whispered a few times in her ear, Dong Kui Zi's face was surprised and happy, one white, one black and one green, and finally asked with uncertainty: "Can this really be done then?" So really, without any problems? Are you sure that Emperor Jiang will not turn his face and let people wipe his frivolous neck when the time comes? ”

"It's not climbing high on him, this is called joining forces, and when the time comes, it will be beneficial to him and harmless, not to mention ......" Qiang Qing stepped forward and moved away from the hollyhock, and wanted to stop talking: "Believe it or not, it's not me who died anyway!" ”

Dong Lyhock raised his fist: "Second junior brother, I believe you once, if you dare to lie to me, I will kill you at all corners!" ”

Qiang Qing raised his eyebrows: "Waiting for you at any time!" ”

Dong Aozi hurriedly ran to me, and said from the medicine bottle she took out of her bag: "Your Highness, the meeting is fate, you were captured by the Northern Qi people, half of it is because of me, I have already listened to Chen Yiyi, if it weren't for her redemption, you wouldn't have been caught." Chen Yiyi and Song Weimo have already married, and the two of them are particularly guilty, and ask me to find you and let me tell you that they accept your affection......"

"I don't have any good things on me, these are life-saving pills, you take them with you, even if you run away, just with these pills, you can exchange a lot of silver, and this token, the Divine Doctor's Gate, will be given to you, if you are lucky enough to meet other people in the Divine Doctor's Door, with this token, they will definitely not charge you money for medical treatment!"

Qiang Qing saw that she had almost taken out the things, picked up the back collar of the winter sunflower, and dragged it out of the door: "Hello to find your Gu Qing, there is nothing for you here, get out!" ”

Qiang Qing shook his hand, threw the winter sunflower out of the door, slammed, the door closed, the winter sunflower shouted outside the door, and scolded Qiang Qing twice for being ungrateful, crossing the river and demolishing the bridge......

The medicine with a moderate temperature, in front of me, emitting white smoke, Qiang Qing took out the medicine bottle of winter sunflower, put it all away, and said with a smile: "The old thing of the god doctor is really eccentric, because the winter sunflower is a big apprentice, what good things are handed over to her, and the medical skills are even more unparalleled, but unfortunately there are some people who are not doing their jobs, and they specialize in what incurable diseases, the more difficult the patient to treat, the more excited she is!" ”

I picked up the medicine bowl, the medicine that should have been bitter to my heart, and there was a hint of sweetness in the fried Qiang Qing, "You tell her that the Queen Mother of Southern Xinjiang has **** in her body, why did the emperors and queens of the Southern Xinjiang dynasties who ate love Gu die as soon as they die, and the current Queen Mother of Southern Xinjiang is not dead, you should take a good look at her, right?" Brother Qiang! ”

Qiang Qing nodded, and his voice like flowing water was very good, "I should have returned to you after the autumn hunting in Baili Mountain, but the incident happened suddenly, I couldn't get out, the Chu family order has been issued, your life is on the line, and I can't rush back to you immediately, so I have to frame the hollyhock...... Xu this is fate, the relationship of hollyhock seeds for so many years has not been resolved, and when I meet you, her feelings will be solved, maybe this is fate, willing to weigh the benefits and disadvantages, sometimes no matter how good the calculation is, it can't stand the intention and coincidence......"

Chu Jialing?

Chu Longguo's Chu family order, it seems that this Chu family order can order him, the Xiliang Great Situ, so that he has to obey the ......

Is it really as simple as the Chu family is just my fortunate father marrying Chu Linglong? Being so concerned about my affairs is beyond the kindness of a stranger......

I said with a faint expression: "But there is really Brother Lao Qiang's strategy, which is interlocking!" ”

A touch of pampering flashed in Qiang Qing's eyes: "Did I ever tell you?" You are also my responsibility, I want to see you happy, in order to really leave you, in order to really let go of your hand, this is my promise, this is my promise! ”

I looked at this man who was as gentle as jade and unparalleled in style, and said faintly: "It's a pity that you never told me what it was for!" How can a person born in an imperial family easily trust others? I live in a world full of darkness and filth, and suddenly a light shines down, and with the light comes down a person, stretch out his hand to follow me, and take me to the brightest and most unfilthy place, there is no plan, do you think I will believe it? ”

"It's okay if you don't believe it, time will always prove that I won't harm you!" Qiang Qing's voice became more and more gentle, for fear that a heavy voice would be noisy with me, "When you are better, I will take you away, you don't choose, I will choose for you!" ”

Choose for me? I didn't have a choice before, and now I have someone else to choose for me? When will I be able to choose for myself?

"Have you found the Arc that suppressed the Wolf Star?" My words changed, "The omen of the invasion of the Lord of the Wolf Star, the evil star, is now attacking the two countries in the south, and he alone has really fulfilled your star destiny?" ”

Qiang Qing paused, landed in front of me, and his voice sank slightly: "I have re-studied the astrology, many things are useless to suppress, many things... It's all fate, it should be, even if it doesn't happen now, the same thing will happen in the future, and blindly stopping it will only make things worse! ”

I owe the corners of my mouth: "You mean, my astrology is dead, and because of this child, it has changed." My hand gently touched my stomach: "If everything you count is true, your child is the emperor's order, so I must give birth to this child to his father, right?" ”

Qiang Qing's expression also became heavier: "Jiang, you only have two choices, but according to how resolute you are now, in fact, you only have one choice, this child in your belly has a shallow fate with you, he is the emperor's destiny...... If you don't forgive the father of this child, you have to send this child back! ”

"I wonder if Jiang Yisheng will die?" I asked. His eyes stared at Qiang Qing tightly, not letting go of the slightest change in his expression, Chu Longguo's life is alive, I am dead, so because I am alive with this child, what will happen to Jiang Yisheng?

"Shh Qiang Qing raised his index finger and said mysteriously: "Don't leak the opportunity, I have too much, I can only tell you that his starlight is flourishing now, as long as he wants, it is the wolf star who will meet him in chess!" But...... There will be exceptions to everything, and it is clear now...... He just wants to ask for your forgiveness! ”

According to his words, Jiang Yisheng and Nanxing have a battle to fight, and the reason is because of me.

My half-narrowed eyes: "Brother Qiang, knowing that I don't have anything to do now, I can also stop the king of Southern Xinjiang, Brother Qiang didn't do this, can I know why?" ”

Hearing this, Qiang Qing chuckled lowly. "Your Highness is so intelligent, and your words are so fast, how do you ask me to answer?"

"The rebellion of the four countries, the annexation of the western Liang? My first feeling is that this will be the case, I don't know if I can get Brother Qiang's approval? "Obviously he can stop it, but he doesn't stop the southward journey, and let him attack Jiang and Northern Qi, what will be the doorway for this? Disturbing Shikoku, Xiliang took the opportunity to annex ...... Although Qiangqing Xiliang does not have this ambition to dominate, the current spearhead is pointing at Xiliang's intention to annex other countries.

Qiang Qing stretched out his hand and flicked my forehead, "Fool, you should think like this, you have suffered so much in Northern Qi, and you have suffered so much grievances in Jiang Country, how can you let them be deceived in vain, it just so happened that the king of Southern Xinjiang attacked them and taught them a little lesson, and I also specially told Xiliang to let them secretly borrow soldiers and horses to supply grain and grass...... It's my responsibility that I have passed you, you are within my range, and you will definitely not let people be bullied in vain! ”

"Okay, don't stop these unhappy things, when you get better, I'll take you away, the matter between them, let them fight by themselves, what do you have to do?"

My face was slightly cold, and I reached out and rubbed his forehead: "Sitting on the mountain and watching the tiger fight, Xiliang's favorite thing to do, Brother Qiang, I can't talk about a good hand of cards!" ”

Qiang Qing shook his head and smiled, distressed......

Before I knew it, most of the wax moon had passed, and I wrote a letter and asked Qiang Qing to hand it to Nanxingzhi, informing him that the appointment was invalid, and there was no need to look for me again, and there was no need to fight for me!

I didn't see Qi Jingmu because Jiang Yisheng stopped him, Jiang Yisheng stood in front of my door every day and night, stubborn......

The sound of firecrackers outside sounded, approaching the New Year, hearing that the southern Xinjiang had withdrawn, the king of the southern Xinjiang rushed to the north day and night, it was a stubborn and dead-eyed child......

Looking at the heavy snow, I was really afraid to see that child...... I don't know what it's like to meet him......

Jiang Yisheng stood in front of the door with his hands and looked at me, Qi Jingmu looked at me not far away, I stood in the courtyard with the fox fur wrapped in my body, Qiang Qing stood beside me, I opened my mouth and said: "Take me away, I want to find a place to give birth to a child quietly, just like you said, what does the matter between their men have to do with me?" ”

Qiang Qing smiled, like a peach blossom in spring, good-looking: "Okay, Your Highness!" "It's as if he's been waiting for that, he's been waiting for me, come with him.

That night, I don't know what Qiang Qing talked about with Jiang Yisheng and Qi Jingmu...... Qiang Qing only told me that just wait, he will solve the other things, no one can stop his determination to take me away, no one can stop me......

So I don't know what they talked about...... I only know that in the early morning of the second morning, a special carriage stopped at the door of the pharmacy, and it was an acquaintance who drove the carriage, sword bean......

Daodou was very happy to see me, and bowed down to me: "Your Highness, let's meet again, I am very happy to see Your Highness!" ”

I squeezed out a smile at him, Qiang Qing helped me, and Sword Beans also came to help me......

"Ginger!" Jiang Yisheng stopped me behind me, and my feet just stepped on the horse bench, ready to get into the carriage.

Qiang Qing helped me down again, and made a look at the sword bean, the sword bean stepped back, and Qiang Qing was also a few steps away, and his white clothes seemed to blend into the snow......

Jiang Yisheng walked slowly in front of me, his long eyelashes trembled, and his eyes were fixed on me: "Jiang, I will wait for you to come back, I will wait for the child to come back together!" ”

I dodged his gaze, and my voice was as cold as water: "Yisheng, you are the emperor's life, and the queen in your life is not me...... I've been wrong all along, I shouldn't have let you be intimate with me, I don't love you, so don't wait for me! ”

Jiang Yisheng was stunned, even his breathing seemed to have stopped, he opened his mouth and said irrepressibly trembling: "You love me, you treat me differently from others...... Ginger, I was wrong...... Without you, I would be scared ......"

I sniffed fiercely: "Without me, you have a good life, now that you are the head of a country, no one can hurt you, you should live more unscrupulously!" ”

"No......" Jiang Yisheng's whole body trembled, trembling with fear: "I will wait for you, I will wait for you to come back, if you die, I will definitely die with everyone!" ”

"You're still pushing me?" My voice was high.

Jiang Yisheng shook his head, his eyes showing gentleness and anger, "You are the meaning of my life, without you, I can't see any light...... Ginger ......"

I twisted my head and gestured to leave......

"Ginger!" Jiang Yisheng suddenly knelt down on one knee in front of me and begged, "Can I touch him?" I'll just touch him, please......"

I lowered my eyes slowly and didn't answer......

Jiang Yisheng trembled and stretched out his hand to stroke my stomach, and the belly of almost five months had already bulged out......

The heavy dress couldn't stop it, and his hand on my stomach trembled more and more, his phoenix eyes were red, and his eyes were full of tears......

He knelt before me, as if he were performing some kind of righteous gesture, and the contents of my stomach, as if I felt his touch, kicked him hard in the hand.........

Jiang Yisheng's hand was startled and retracted...... I took a step back and got out of his hand.

He looked at his hands with red eyes, his lips trembled, his eyes were full of shock, red eyes, eyes full of tears, tears in an instant! Crawling all over the face......

My heart was sour, and I turned my head away, and my tears fell to the ground with the winter wind, in the snow all over the ground...... When the sun comes, it turns into water and flows into the sea......

As the carriage moved slowly, Qiang Qing asked me, "Do you want to take one last look?" Aren't you afraid that I'll take you away and fly away and never see him again? ”

Qiang Qing's hand gestured to lift the curtain, I shook my head and slowly closed my eyes: "Don't see me, I'm already pregnant with his child, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, the child is innocent, I know, but he ...... There's no way I'm going to forgive......"

Qiang Qing gently hugged me in his arms and put his hand on my back: "You are really a dead-eyed child, what are you doing so stubbornly?" Isn't it you who is so stubborn and uncomfortable? ”

The faint fragrance of medicine on his body made me hold back tears, as if I had decided to mention, "I want to forgive, but I can't, I really can't forgive him......"

He is the person I care about so much, and when he was enthroned, I pleaded with him bitterly, full of despair, and he was indifferent......

When I see him, I automatically think of that scene in my head, and I can't look at him directly, and I can't forgive him as if I didn't find anything to do it......

Qiang Qing sighed faintly, "It's okay, it's okay...... I'll take you away and fly high, we don't have to see him again, live our own lives! ”

I cried and laughed, like a snowflake falling to the ground, a gust of wind blew and moved him out of place, but the snowflake finally fell to the ground...... In this world, there is no such thing as flying away......

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