"The strangeness of Malt's mind: Hmph, your principle is like a seal.

Even I don't like it, so what do you like, Kinoro?'

Every night, I would accompany my roommate to the basketball court, just in anticipation of seeing him.

Until...... He hadn't been here for a week.

Malt came to the basketball court every day with hope, but he still didn't see him until after the end of the court, remembering that Senior Mangni once said that if the time was not very sufficient, he would not come here to play, so does this mean that Senior Mangni really has no time this week.....

I don't know why as long as I can't see him, I always panic in my heart, as if I can't find a place to go and can't find sustenance, but this situation has never happened before I met him.

"Alas," Malt sighed helplessly.

"What's wrong malt? Shouldn't you be unhappy because you haven't seen Senior Mangni in the past few days? Wang Er said with a smile.

"Of course not" This duplicity is too obvious, and it is not this kind of reaction when I see Senior Mangni on weekdays.

At this time, the heart is like chopping two small holes, one hole is the thought of grandma, and the other small hole is to urgently see the senior Mangni, even if it is just a quick glance, you will feel at ease.

"If you talk to someone about this kind of thing, maybe he will believe it, but you tell me that I won't believe it anyway, if you really want to see him, then there's no need to wait here every day, you can take the initiative to find him, by the way, aren't you in a community? You can go to the club! Wang Er said that the last time her roommate Malt taught her to confess, she didn't have such a twist and pinch.

After all, there is a law of truth in everything, and many truths are very effective when applied to others, but when they are used on themselves, everything loses its effect, just like the expired pill.

However, Wang Er is right about one thing, there is no need to wait for the rabbit here, he can go directly to the places he often goes, but the club has not been active for so long, and it will be Monday soon, will there be activities on Monday?

But I couldn't find Senior Mangni when I went to the library, which means that Senior Mangni is not busy with studying....

"Does he think I'm annoying, so he deliberately hides from anyone?" When I thought of this, I was inexplicably lost, and it turned out that Senior Mangni was also a person who would choose to escape.

originally thought that he had kept a safe distance from Senior Mangni, and accepted the principles that Senior Mangni said, and didn't want to disturb his life, just wanted to look at him greedily......

Shouldn't you stay away from him......

At this time, a message came from the mobile phone, which was sent by the community.

As shown above, there is a very important event in the club this Monday that must be attended by all members.

I don't know why, when I saw the news, Malt was always excited and timid, excited to finally be able to see him again, but what was timid was that if his life was disturbed because of the meeting with Senior Mangni, it was a scene I didn't want to see.

If you like someone, you should make him feel happy, instead of telling him that I love him in the way I love, maybe from the perspective of senior Mangni, I must think that such a girl is very annoying.....

Suddenly, I became hesitant, so should I participate in this club event?

"Malt, our club has an event on Monday, it's tomorrow, do we have to go an hour early?" Xinrou asked habitually.

That's right, Malt always likes to go there an hour before the club starts, as long as you can see him from afar, you feel very happy.

But this time, she hesitated.....

Seeing that Malt didn't speak, Xinrou walked over from the side, "What's wrong with you, Mai?" On weekdays, you are very positive when you receive this kind of message, but why didn't you receive a reply from the group today? Xinrou was curious, this is not what malt should do on a daily basis.

"I....", I don't know how to express this thought, but this feeling is not the unspeakable shyness that I showed last time, but a little self-reproach.

If Senior Mangni really didn't appear in the place he often appeared in on weekdays because of his own reasons, it just means that he really hates himself.....

It's really an extremely sad thing to be hated by someone you like.

"What the hell is going on? You don't usually talk like you do today," Xinrou asked.

Malt frowned slightly, biting her lip constantly, clearly blaming herself.

"Do you say that if you love someone, you should keep fighting for it?" Malt asked.

"Yes, you told us this before, and you are the love mentor in our dormitory."

Love Mentor ..... When you encounter your own love problems, everything becomes difficult to express, and there is no way to solve it, immersed in loss.

"Then when you love someone who doesn't love you, and that person chooses to escape, will you continue to appear by his side and bravely express your heart?" Malt hesitated, but this hesitation was not because he didn't like Senior Mangni, but because he liked it too much, so he was afraid of the position he occupied in his heart, if this position had made him difficult to accept, or he hated it, then maybe it would be a pain for him to appear in front of him again.

But obviously the purpose before this was to give him joy and happiness, but in the end it caused him pain, maybe this kind of love should not exist, and leaving is the best choice.

"Malt, how can you suddenly ask such a strange question? What's going on? On weekdays, Malt would never ask such a thing, not to mention that an inspirational love mentor would never stagnate because of a little frustration in the pursuit of love.

"Alas, I don't know what to say" If you can really see Senior Mangni in the club tomorrow, then you must make it clear to him that you will never pester him again, and let him live the life that should belong to him, and no longer be disturbed by himself, maybe it will be a relief for him.....

But although he had made up his mind, he kept asking himself in his heart: Are you really going to let go like this? But he has been in your mind for so long, and maybe he won't disappear in the future, are you really willing to do so?

I have to say that the little monster in my mind has reappeared, and it is two.

Little Monster 1: Malt, you are a person who never gives up on anything, let alone the person you like, although you haven't seen him in the past few days, it doesn't mean that the relationship between you will not change in the future.

Little Monster 2 expressed disbence: I don't agree with your point of view, since he hasn't appeared for so many days, and Senior Mang Ni is a person who likes to study very much, and he hasn't been seen in the library, which means that he must be running away, since this relationship is destined to be painful, then why not let it go in advance? Let both people have plenty of space.

Little Monster 1: If you choose to let go now, then there will be no possibility in the future, don't you really regret it?

Little Monster 2: If the future is destined to be painful, then it is not a relief to end it early?

The two little monsters in their minds argued endlessly, each holding their own opinions.

In the end, I couldn't come up with an answer, maybe some things still need to be explained in person.

I opened my eyes early on Monday morning, and unlike usual, this time I didn't wake up with an alarm clock, but woke up on my own initiative, in other words, I barely slept that night.

The name of Senior Mangni is a word that has been lingering in my mind since I went to college, and it will never be dispersed, if I really say that I will never think of this name again one day, maybe everything can really be put down, but it is by no means now.

"Maybe it's really time to make an end, give yourself a end, and give Senior Mangni a end, just let life return to the days before it!" When Mai Ma faced the mirror this time, he didn't have so many expectations in his heart, and he would no longer look at the mirror and wonder if Senior Mangni would be moved when he saw his makeup today, and he would no longer think about whether today's clothes could be the style he liked.....

I packed up my things very early, sat down in front of my chair, and had a copy of The Great Gatsby upside down on the table, still thinking about the name, the name that still didn't want to let go.

"Malt, you got up so early today, you didn't need me to call" On weekdays, Malt has to ask her roommate to help wake up before she can open her eyes sleepily, but this time is different from the past.

Malt smiled reluctantly, "I can't sleep a little, so I set it off" casually said an excuse, and didn't want others to get too involved in their own affairs.

originally thought that as long as he persevered, he would be able to capture his heart, but now it seems that it may be because of his appearance that he continues to disturb his life, which is not the ending he wanted to cause in the beginning....

"Let's go, let's go have breakfast, and then we'll be in the club an hour early," Xinrou said.

Can.... At this moment, Malt hesitated, "We don't have to go an hour early, so if you have breakfast, you don't need to be in such a hurry."

Xinrou just felt that today's malt was very strange, and even the tone of her speech was weird, not at all like the lively and cheerful her on weekdays.

"Malt, are you alright? Isn't there something you've been bothering lately? Can you tell me that I always feel that you are not in the right state lately, should I accompany you to the infirmary? Xinrou asked with concern.

Malt shook his head, this matter has nothing to do with whether he is sick or not, he is just cruelly cutting off his thoughts, he is fighting against his own heart, not a disease that can be seen on the surface.

"It's okay, don't worry, I just want to have a good rest today, I didn't sleep well last night," Malt said.

Xinrou felt a little strange, obviously she got up so early today and said that she couldn't sleep, but she said that she didn't sleep well last night, what happened to her?

Malt placed the book on the table in a corner of the book, and if he hadn't paid attention, he would never have seen it again.

If the beginning of this fate was because I met him by chance on the day of the freshman registration, maybe it would lead to today's results.

"What are you going to eat in a moment?".

"Both".

Malt has never answered so perfunctory about eating....