Chapter 64: Good to Me and Him
It wasn't until the day Bai Jinse entered the palace that Xuan Huaiyu found out that he had been fooled, and he couldn't get away because of King Xuan's serious illness and the mountains of twists and turns, so he sent someone to send letters outside the palace every day, telling Su Moyan to wait for King Xuan's condition to improve and the overall situation to stabilize, and then send her into the palace to meet King Xuan, begging his father to marry them, but the letters sent were stopped by the national teacher, and those letters were not delivered to Su Moyan's hands, and finally fell into the hands of Bai Shuangran.
That's why there was a scene where hoarfrost dyed on the day of the opening of Su Mo Rouge Shop, and she was deliberately angry with her.
The national teacher controls the government, and half of the ministers in the central government are only the national teacher, and the power of the national teacher should not be underestimated, and the news of his marriage to the archmage has spread throughout the entire Xuanguo overnight.
Xuan Huaiyu went to King Xuan's bedroom to beg, and knelt all night without changing King Xuan's mind, but used Su Moyan's life, his own life and Xuanguo's revenge plan to blackmail Xuan Huaiyu, and forced him 发️ to swear poison, if he refused to marry Baishuang, he would be spurned by thousands of people in Xuanguo, and his father and two elder brothers would not be at peace under Jiuquan.
Bai Jinse saw that Su Moyan was sick, so she hurriedly entered the palace to ask if the wedding between Xuan Huaiyu and Bai Shuang was true, and wanted to ask him face to face why he was so ruthless to Su Moyan, but when she entered the political hall, she saw Xuan Huaiyu's face full of sadness, haggard, and the whole person lost weight, so she couldn't bear it, and when she opened her mouth, it turned into a concerned greeting: "Brother Prince, what has happened in the past few days?" Why is everyone in the city rumoring that you and Frost Dye are about to get married? What about Sister Su? ”
Xuan Huaiyu has not closed his eyes for a few days and nights, the national teacher has controlled the government for decades, Mi Saguo killed Chu Yao with spiritualism, and Xuanguo and Jingguo had a bad relationship before, as well as those meticulous works that were secretly placed in the city, and now Xuanguo is already an internal and external trouble, if he insists on going his own way, he will suffer from the enemy on his back, and if he is not careful, there will be turmoil in the court, and then the thieves will take advantage of the situation and fall into the land of no return.
In front of him, the big wedding between him and Bai Shuang was not only who to marry as the crown princess, but also a national event related to the stability of the Xuanguo Dynasty. After a while, Xuan Huaiyu said in a hoarse voice: "Jinse, blame me, blame me for losing Rou'er." ”
Bai Jinse had never seen Xuan Huaiyu look so embarrassed, such a proud person, her words were full of helplessness at the moment, but she didn't argue, she just blamed herself, she was a little unbearable, so she asked softly: "I think the prince's brother must have a hard time, I think Sister Su will understand." ”
Xuan Huaiyu said again: "I don't ask Yan'er to forgive me, I have something to ask you, give this box to her, and take care of Yan'er for me." ”
Xuan Huaiyu seemed to have exhausted all his strength to say this, remembering that he and Su Moyan had experienced life and death together, remembering his promise to her, and hating himself for being useless, he could only give in to his father, the power of the national teacher, and the great plan of Xuanguo.
Xuan Huaiyu handed over the box in his hand to Bai Jinse's hand, and said slowly: "You handed over this box to Yan'er for me, I am sorry for her, and I am responsible for her." ”
They obviously love each other and miss each other, why don't they fight for themselves and each other again? Could it be that Brother Yu, as the crown prince of Xuanguo, the future king of Xuanguo will not be able to marry the person he likes and have the joy of ordinary people? Bai Jinse felt that she had to say something, if she had to give up the person she liked, what was the point of living, so she said to Xuan Huaiyu: "Brother Prince, do you know that Sister Su is sick, she has been sick for three days, and she has a high fever for three days, do you know that she is sick because of you?" You know she wants to see you every day. ”
"She's sick? Still have a high fever? Xuan Huaiyu hurriedly interrupted Bai Jinse's words and asked anxiously. After speaking, he thought that he had decided to give up completely, and changed his words: "Presumably she is no longer in the way, it is impossible for me and Yan'er to forget me, so it will be better for her." ”
"But Brother Prince obviously still cares about Sister Su, right? Giving up so easily, won't the prince's brother regret it? Bai Jinse was angry with Xuan Huaiyu and Su Moyan's attitude, the two people who obviously loved each other deeply, gave up when they said they gave up, Su Moyan was like this, and Xuan Huaiyu was like this, if they had to give up themselves, then they would no longer be possible.
"Don't say it...... Step aside. I'm tired...... "How could he not regret it, how could he not miss her, he had been thinking about her every moment since he entered the palace, since he decided to marry the white frost, he was afraid that he would regret it every moment, but he had no choice for the sake of Xuanguo, for the sake of the people, and for the sake of his father who was dying."
Bai Jinse saw Xuan Huaiyu's look of annoyance and remorse, and thought that if he had to give up, he would never be the extremely painful appearance in front of him, and Bai Jinse had to withdraw from the political hall with the box.
Su Moyan heard Bai Jinse say that Xuan Huaiyu was forced to make a poisonous oath, and knew that Xuan Huaiyu was not ignoring the feelings between them, but was forced by the situation to marry Bai Shuang, so he said to Bai Jinse calmly: "Jinse, I know that he has a hard time, I don't blame him." In fact, I knew from the beginning that we were not going to come to fruition. What is the ending of Xuan Huaiyu in the game, Su Moyan is the most clear, knowing that he is in love with someone he shouldn't love, but he still falls in love without hesitation, this is probably what the world says "I don't know what to do, I go deep", but I can't stop loving.
Su Moyan showed a bitter smile and opened the box with a calm face, there was only one letter in the box, and there were only four words in the letter: "Forget me." Su Moyan put down the letter, held back her tears, and thought that since this was his wish, then she would help Xuan Huaiyu achieve her wish, and since then she has forgotten him, as he said, this is good for me and him, so he forced himself to hold on to the pain of his body, and said to Bai Jinse: "Jinse, I'm tired, I want to sleep well." ”
"Sister Su, I'll accompany you." Bai Jinse was not worried about Su Moyan alone, and was afraid that something would happen to her, so he wanted to stay with her.
"No need, don't worry, I'm fine. I won't let Xuan Huaiyu worry, so I will do it, and this is the only thing I can do for him. After Su Moyan finished speaking, he was already lying on the bed and closed his eyes.
Bai Jinse had to push the door and leave, and when the footsteps were getting farther and farther away, and he couldn't hear it at all, Su Moyan covered his head and cried, tears wet the bedding, wet and dry, dry and wet. Although she knew Xuan Huaiyu's helplessness, although she knew that they were destined to have no part, she still couldn't help but vent her sadness and grievances.
Bai Jinse and Mu Qingyun were standing outside the house, she heard Su Moyan's crying, and said to Mu Qingyun on the side: "Sister Su must be very sad. ”
Mu Qingyun said on the side: "As long as she can cry, I think she will be fine soon." ”
Bai Jinse said again: "I hope so." ”
For several days in a row, Su Moyun slept with the door closed, and she didn't come out, and she ate a lot of three meals a day that Mu Qingyun sent in, so Mu Qingyun didn't bother her, but just ordered the people sent to deliver the food to change the tricks and add new dishes every day, and when she was free, she went to the river to catch some delicious crucian carp for Su Moyun to stew soup and drink, and on the fifth day, she finally stepped out of the door.
Mu Qingyun smiled and brought the stewed fish soup to Su Moyan's face and said, "Yan'er, drink it while it's hot." ”
"Thank you for the shepherd's troubles these days." Su Mo bowed and saluted.
Mu Qingyun hurriedly came to support Su Mo Yan and said: "Yan'er doesn't have to be polite, Yan'er can call me Qingyun, don't see me, friends are used to disturb, not to mention that I just have nothing to do and practice cooking." ”
Su Moyan took a few sips of fresh fish soup, the milky white soup was delicious and sweet, and she smiled at Mu Qingyun and said, "It's delicious." I don't know what else the shepherd wouldn't? ”
Mu Qingyun smiled softly and said, "If Yan'er likes to drink, I will make it for Yan'er every day." ”
Su Moyun smiled politely at Mu Qingyun again, Mu Qingyun is a gentle gentleman, and treats her sincerely, he has always treated her politely, never transgressed, and thought that if Xuan Huaiyu would definitely embrace her in his arms, she thought of this, she was heartache and annoyance, and she didn't understand why she had to ask for hardship, and she couldn't forget Xuan Huaiyu.
Mu Qingyun saw that her eyes were gloomy, and she knew that she remembered Xuan Huaiyu again, so she asked, "Yan'er, there is a lantern festival in the city tonight, would you like to go with me to have a look?" ”
Su Mo agreed, thinking that maybe he went out and saw some new and interesting things, and then he would gradually forget about him.