Chapter 82: The Past
"But...... I didn't mean to, and I don't know how it could have been......"
As she spoke, Fu Zhilei raised her hands and held her head, the expression on her face was painful, her eyes began to moisten, and then tears slipped down, "I have never slept well, and I have been thinking about you all these years......"
Seeing this, a trace of pain flashed in Situ Mo's eyes, and he stepped forward to take Fu Zhilei's hands away, looking directly into her eyes, and his tone was full of deep despair and pain, "Do you think I am still the stupid Situ Mo back then, do you think I am still the Situ Mo who will believe you whatever you say?" If you really think about me, how come you haven't seen me once in six years? ”
Fu Zhilei looked at her dim eyes, as if she wanted to explain something, and an expression of weakness flashed on her face, "Momo ......"
"Have you been here once since I went in? Grandma said that you have recognized your biological parents and started acting to become a national goddess, and I am happy for you in my heart, but no matter how busy you are, if you really think about me, haven't you appeared once in six years?! ”
"Until later...... Grandma didn't come either, and every month when it was the day of the prison visit, I was extremely looking forward to it, and the radio sounded again and again to meet the notice, and I followed again and again from hope to despair, watching everyone else have relatives coming, but me, from morning to night, you didn't come...... Do you know this desperation? ”
As he spoke, the tears in Situ Mo's eyes could no longer be suppressed, "For more than 2,000 days and nights in prison, I have been pinching my fingers and passing the ......."
Situ Mo said while recalling the night and night of the past, tears rained down, originally she thought that she could go back to the past after being released from prison, but it was not until later that she found out that she couldn't go back......
On the day she was released from prison, no one walked out of the prison gate, not even her grandmother came, and even if she was overjoyed by the joy of regaining her freedom, it was as if she had been poured a basin of cold water.
After coming out of prison, Situ Mo returned to the village where he lived for the first time and returned to his grandmother, but he never expected that after returning home, he found that the people in that village had been relocated, and the house he once lived in no longer existed, and it was rebuilt into a commercial plaza, and the owner was Fu Group.
That village carries all her good memories, and later, she learned that Situ Zhilei is not only the national goddess of today's entertainment industry, but also has recognized her biological parents and changed her surname to Fu, and she is the daughter of the Fu Group.
That day, she squatted on the side of the road, where she used to be home, and cried bitterly, so many years in prison, in that environment, she couldn't cry, she couldn't show weakness, besides, she also wanted to cry without tears, so she suppressed it for too long, too long.
Later, Situ Mo happened to meet his neighbor and learned that four years ago, Situ Lan suddenly suffered a stroke and was paralyzed and recuperated in Yuncheng First People's Hospital.
rushed to the hospital and saw her grandmother's appearance, Situ Mo felt that the sky had fallen, she couldn't believe it, God would treat her like this.
But in fact, it was much more than that, and my grandmother was in a worse condition than she thought and had to recuperate in the hospital.
It is said that a well-wisher was paying for the high medical bills before, but after Situ Mo came back, he resolutely could not accept the other party's help, although the kind-hearted person was unwilling to disclose his name, but Situ Mo still wrote an IOU to the other party through the hospital, stating that it would be paid off within five years.
Although she was smart since she was a child and had a talent for jewelry design, no company was willing to accept her because of her criminal record......
Situ Mo has cried, hurt, and despaired, but for the sake of her grandmother, she must be strong and live well.
But she knew in her heart that she would never go back......
After being released from prison, Situ Mo often saw TV series or advertisements filmed by Fu Zhilei, and at that time she would think, does she hate this person?
Yes, she used to have resentment, although with the passage of time, she has let go of a lot, only some wounds, even if they heal, they will never scab.
Fu Zhilei's face was already moist, and the makeup she had just put on was already all flowered, and she choked up, "I'm sorry, Momo, I'm sorry for you......"
Situ Mo raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, her expression was sad, her sorrow was greater than her heart was dead, and a wry smile flashed across the corners of her mouth, "I'm sorry, can I turn back time?" Can you bring Yunxi back to life? ”
At the mention of this name, Fu Zhilei raised her hand to cover her ears and shook her head vigorously, "I beg you not to say it again, please ......"
As she spoke, she seemed to be physically exhausted, and her body slowly slid down the makeup counter, until she sat on the ground, she stopped crying slightly, "If she had a spirit in heaven, she would definitely not want us to be like this......"
Situ Mo snorted coldly, "Yes, but how did she ever think that we would come to this point?" ”
Fu Zhilei sniffed, finally stopped sobbing, stood up with her hands on the floor, looked at herself in her glasses with her eyes distracted, and said in a daze, "Momo, forgive me, okay?" Things back then tormented me all the time, but I wasn't happy......"
If Situ Mo had a hard time in prison, how could she have a good time outside?
Seeing the painful expression on her face, Situ Mo felt a little pain in her heart, as if her chest had been hit hard by something, but the expression on her face was indifferent.
"Why do you need my forgiveness, from that day on, we have already returned to the bridge and the road to the road, so there is no need for you to whisper to me, you are no longer the poor girl in the slum back then, but the daughter of the Fu Group, the goddess of many people, why do you need to be like this?
Hearing this, a few traces of hideousness flashed in Fu Zhilei's eyes, as if she understood, she raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, "So, I didn't guess wrong, right, you are jealous!" Is that why you stepped into the entertainment industry? Just because they want to appear in front of me, to take revenge on me, and not to make me feel better......"
Situ Mo looked at the determined expression on her face in disbelief, as well as the faint hatred, "You are simply unreasonable!" ”
Just like back then, when Fu Zhilei testified against her, she was also unbelievable, but Situ Mo still persuaded herself to understand her.
In the past few years in prison, Situ Mo has also silently endured this reality, and the resentment and hatred have disappeared, except for the guilt and repentance for Yunxi, where does the revenge come from?
Even though Situ Mo knew in her heart that she couldn't go back, she still felt a sting in her heart when she said such words from Fu Zhilei's mouth, but she didn't want to argue about anything because she was sadder than dead.