Chapter 85
When Zhong Ke returned to the guest house, it was already dawn. Someone was waiting for him.
Su Wu stood at the door of his room, leaning against the wall, his head bowed, his eyes staring at his toes, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting.
Zhong Ke's heart ached uncontrollably again, he didn't say a word, and walked over with a cold face.
Hearing footsteps, she looked up. When I saw him, my eyes lit up visibly, but they quickly dimmed again, and I bit my lip and lowered my head again, looking like a child had done something wrong in front of his parents.
Zhong Ke took out the key, opened the door directly, and walked in. He didn't call her in, and he didn't close the door.
Su Wu stood outside the door, his body a little stiff. She bit her lip again and stood on both legs, not moving.
After a while, a voice came from the house: "Come in!" The cold voice made her heart tremble.
She walked in slowly, closed the door, and called softly, "...... Zhong Ke. ”
"Sit casually."
There was only a table, a chair, and a single bed. Zhong Ke sat on the bed, and Su Wu walked over and sat down in the chair.
After a long time, neither of them spoke, and the room was a little strange for a while.
"What are you going to do?" In the end, Zhong Ke opened his mouth first, but his tone was indifferent and he couldn't hear a trace of emotion.
Su Wu slowly raised his head and looked at him.
Zhong Ke was looking at the gloomy sky outside the window, his face lines were tense, and his expression was very indifferent.
She knew that he was angry, still very angry, angry.
"I'm ......" Su Wu paused: "I didn't mean to hide your ......"
Zhong Ke didn't speak.
From Su Wu's point of view, she saw that the muscles on the side of his face were slightly agitated because of his gritted teeth.
“…… Zhong Ke, I really didn't want to hide it from you. She said again, "Me and Zhengyao...... We ......"
"Enough is enough!!" Zhong Ke interrupted her rudely. He turned his face to look at her, his eyes slowly turning red, "Don't tell me this! I'm not interested in knowing about you! ”
Su Wu's heart gradually sank, he bit his lip, and tears began to roll in his eyes.
Zhong Ke looked at the eyes full of water, and suddenly felt that his entire chest cavity was painful and tight, and he was about to lose his breath in pain. He stood up irritably, took out a box of unopened cigarettes from his trouser pocket, took one out, put it in his mouth, took out a lighter, lit it jerkily, and took a hard puff.
The spicy and pungent smell suddenly rushed into his mouth, nose, and lungs, and immediately choked him and coughed, and it took a while to stop.
Su Wu looked at him in surprise, then at the cigarette in his hand, his eyes full of disbelief: "You...... When did you learn to smoke? Didn't you hate the smell of smoke the most? ”
"Just learned." His expression was not moved, as if he was saying something inconsequential, "Just because I hated it before doesn't mean I hate it now." ”
“……”
Su Wu looked at him, sad and couldn't say a word.
After a while, the room became smoky. Zhong Ke coughed while smoking, coughing and smoking, as if he was competing with something, and his tears were choking out and still smoking.
Su Wu couldn't stand it anymore, stood up and grabbed the cigarette in his hand: "Zhong Ke! Don't smoke it! ”
Zhong Ke was silent for a moment, looked at her and suddenly smiled: "You care about me?" Why do you care about me? Who are you? ”
Su Wu was silent for a while, and his voice lowered: "...... We're good friends, aren't we? ”
"Huh...... Good friends......"
Zhong Ke repeated Su Wu's words, looking at the girl standing in front of him, one step away from him, looking at the glimmer in her eyes, and couldn't help but think of the scene he saw last night that made his heart ache.
He has guarded the girl for so many years, but he is willing to be crushed under another man...... Grief, unwillingness, sadness, and suffocating heartache...... Multiple emotions stirred through his chest, impacting his body, and a string in his heart suddenly broke.
He stood up, threw the cigarette in his hand to the ground, extinguished it with his foot, took a step forward, and looked down at the girl condescendingly: "Who wants to be friends with you?" Who wants to be your friend? I never wanted to be friends with you! ”
Zhong Ke's sudden ruthlessness startled Su Wu. The two of them were too close to each other at this time, and the light in his eyes was obscure, and she trembled when she saw it, and subconsciously retreated.
She explained as she retreated: "Zhong Ke, I know that you are angry with me, and I shouldn't hide it from you about me being with Zhengyao." But, on several occasions, I wanted to tell you. You always refused to listen to me. Every time I was interrupted by you, I didn't have the courage to speak again. Zhong Ke, I'll apologize to you now, can you forgive me? In the end, Su Wu wanted to cry, "In my heart, you and Wisteria are my best friends, both are very important people to me, I really don't want to lose you as a friend......"
"But I'm~ mom doesn't want to be friends with you!" Zhong Ke almost roared, "Su Wu! I want you to be my woman! Like Mu Zhengyao, I just want you to be my woman! Woman! Do you understand?! ”
Su Wu froze. Zhong Ke's words were like nine days of thunder, and she was on the spot. How could he have such thoughts about her? How can it be? This is something she never dreamed of.
"But...... But......" Her eyes widened and she couldn't say a complete sentence.
Zhong Ke had already grabbed her shoulders and asked with red eyes, "Why him?" How long have you known each other? What's so good about him? I've been with you for so long, why not me? ”
The more Zhong Ke spoke, the more excited he became: "Why can he hug you and kiss you, and even do something like that to you?" Su Wu, you sue me, why can't I? You tell me, where am I not good enough? Where is it inferior to him? Just because he's richer than me, isn't he? Yes?! Is it?! What do you say?! ”
Facing Zhong Ke's questioning, Su Wu bit her lower lip but couldn't say a word, only sat back in the chair and shook her head desperately.
Love is the most domineering and unreasonable thing in the world, and its occurrence is never based on the principle of first come, first served, let alone measured by money. Some are just love and dislove, like and dislike, and if something else is mixed in it, then love will no longer be pure. And she doesn't want to and won't change the appearance of love in her mind.
She likes Mu Zhengyao, that is, she likes him. Whether he was rich or poor, those were never in her consideration. Therefore, even now, she doesn't know what Mu Zhengyao does, and she always can't think of asking him this question.
Subconsciously, she never cared about things outside of her body. If she could, she would rather Mu Zhengyao's be a little more ordinary, so that there would not be such a big gap between her and him. She didn't like Cinderella's story. There is a good saying, if the crystal slipper really fits, how could it fall off in the first place?
Su Wu's silence made Zhong Ke's heart seem to be burning on the fire, and the scorching pain made his whole person even more manic. He jerked forward, his arms propped up on the back of the chair on either side of her body, and Su Wu even encircled the chair in his arms.
The originally clear and clean eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of white mist at this time, long gone, but with a gloomy horizontal energy. Then, looking at her, he leaned down and slowly approached.
After realizing what Zhong Ke was going to do, Su Wu was suddenly shocked: "Zhong Ke! What are you doing?! Are you crazy? ”
"Yes! I'm crazy! I just hate myself for not confessing to you sooner! I just hate myself for thinking too much! Now, I tell you, I like you and have loved you for many years! Far longer than you think, more than you think! ”
After speaking, he didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, bowed his head and kissed it.
"Zhong Ke !!"
With a crisp sound of "pop", Zhong Ke was stunned, and Su Wu was also stunned. After a slight flute, Su Wu pushed him away, didn't look at him again, and snatched the door.
Zhong Ke looked at the slender figure that ran out like a beast avoiding a flood, closed his eyes, slid down on the ground, and grabbed his hair with his head in his hands.
After a long time, he suddenly raised his head, raised his hand and slapped himself hard, but tears slowly flowed out......
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