00108 For You: Touch Alone
(Cat flutter Chinese) After Nan Jiyun finished speaking, it was as if his whole person was in a great sadness, and even the air condensed this grief.
"This man...... Always constantly change yourself, let yourself become what others like, only to find that even if you change your appearance, you can't change what others like. I regret wanting to go back to the way things were...... I also found that I could no longer find my former self. ”
A person is a child, there is no shape, and suddenly he discusses the truth of life, but it makes people speechless, maybe he has already understood life, and uses his most suitable appearance to face everyone in this world.
"He brought this on himself, who is to blame?" I don't want to see any so-called stars here, and I don't want to be an audience here...... This star is really not good-looking at all, all of this is his own fault, a person can't even protect his own essence, what qualifications does he have to fall in love with others? He can choose not to love, no one makes him have to die to love? ”
"What's the hurry, you always have to look at the stars, otherwise...... How can you be worthy of your heart like a dark iron? How can you be worthy of the harm they have done to you? ”
Finally, he laughed softly, as if laughing at me: "Didn't you push them down the river without hesitation?" How? Now because of a few words from the king of southern Xinjiang, his heart softened? Can't stand it? ”
What did Qiang Qing tell him?
He seems to know everything about me...... It's as if I'm deliberately trying to figure out everything about me.
Jiang Yihe was stunned for a moment, and coquettish: "What Brother Jiyun said, no matter what Brother Jiyun looks like, Yihe loves it, Yihe is not really afraid of pain...... I just want to make Brother Jiyun more gentle! ”
Jiang Yihe seemed to be afraid that Nan Jiyun would be angry, so he took his other hand and put it on top of his beautiful scenery, enduring a trace of pain: "Brother Jiyun...... Yihe really loves you, and he is not afraid of pain at all! ”
Nan Jiyun removed his hand, pillowed his arms behind his head, and the corners of his mouth outlined a trace of ridicule: "Do you love loneliness?" Then make a good voice and let your beloved listen, you can be very happy besides him! Let your loved one listen to you, and you'll be more than just screaming beneath him. ”
I looked at the end with some disbelief......
Finally pursed his lips and nodded, his peach blossom eyes burning, as if under this cynical look, he already knew everything that happened in this room.
It was as if someone had grabbed my heart and twisted my heart: "That's what they're for?" Is this the purpose of Nan Jiyun? "Tear open the wound, let people rub and tear the wound fiercely, and sprinkle a handful of salt on it with your own hands ...... ****, why is it so desperate?
Final chaos squinted and nodded again: "Otherwise, you think ...... Such a boring star, how could Brother Chao take you to see it? It's not because it's fun, it's rare to see, and in the end, my brother will take you out to wave without going to bed at night! ”
I...... I was really choked by the sadness that Nan Jiyun had just emanated, and I felt that the corners of my eyes were a little moist...... Uncontrolled wetting ......
knows that he is so hypocritical...... I can't help but be hypocritical......
Jiang Yihe's eyes flashed gloomily, his voice was soft, with a hint of refusal: "You and I have such a private matter, there is no need for a third person to know, the loud voice does not prevent Yihe from having a heart that loves you!" ”
"Lonely you don't love loneliness! Lone just wants you to prove it, how can there be love in this world that is not proven? If the love in this world is not proven, how can you know that a person loves someone? Just like Lone, Ai Yihe can't wait for all the people to know about it," Nan Jiyun became more and more indifferent, his eyes became more and more indifferent, and the old monk squinted at Jiang Yihe like a fixed look: "If Mrs. Yi is unwilling, then hurry back to the room, anyway, I was frightened by falling into the water today, since you are the king of Xiliang calculating you, then you should think carefully about how to calculate and go back, so as not to waste all your calculations to let Lone return to southern Xinjiang......"
Jiang Yihe's smile froze, and he tried hard to squeeze out a charming smile, and his slender fingers roamed Nan Jiyun's exposed chest, and then teased: "Brother Jiyun, Yihe is still serving you!" ”
Suddenly...... Nan Jiyun pushed Jiang Yihe with his hand.
Jiang Yihe fell to the ground with his body, as if he had been hit hard, and his eyes turned red, "Brother Jiyun...... What's wrong with you? Since the last time...... You...... Why can't you get up ......?"
The ridicule at the corner of Nan Jiyun's mouth became bigger and bigger, he was dressed up, leaned on the bed, supported his head with his elbows, and tilted his head infinitely self-deprecatingly: "You also know that since the last time you were alone, why can't you get up?" As you can imagine, as you can see, Lone won't have any reaction to you! ”
The fear in Jiang Yihe's eyes emerged: "Brother Jiyun...... Yihe didn't mean it...... Yihe really didn't mean to, Yihe really just wanted to have a child, it must be okay...... Yihe believes that Brother Jiyun will definitely be able to do it......... We can try again...... Yes! ”
Nan Jiyun was as calm as Mount Tai, and his voice was dull: "It's useless, you are by Lone's side, you are in love with Lone, Lone can't help but think, in the cold palace of Southern Xinjiang, in such a dirty place, you can be crazy with other men, and then you tell Lone, you just want a child...... Lonely is wondering, why do you think that others have planted seeds in your body, and Lone has to take this responsibility? ”
"Yihe, how do you think that if you love you, you can bear all this?"
Jiang Yihe's eyes were gradually covered by fear......
Finally, he asked me with interest: "With your sister, there is not only one man in the king of Southern Xinjiang?" The hat worn by the king of southern Xinjiang ...... It's really a little ......" finally snorted and looked surprised, "No wonder, when I came to see it yesterday, I saw Jiang Yi and a person performing alone." At that time, I thought that the king of Nanjiang couldn't get up because he was sick. I didn't expect there to be this trick, this life, full of surprises and catching people off guard, it turns out that there is another reason for people to be caught off guard, it seems that I still can't read one-sided words...... What you see is what you do. ”
I lowered my eyes slightly, "Everything comes from a love word, it can't be broken, it has become what it is now, just like what you said, Southern Xinjiang has a love species, and this love species also scores many kinds, Nan Jiyun is one of them, more paranoid!" ”
After thinking about it for a moment, he squeezed his eyebrows at me and analyzed: "Actually, I don't blame him, you look at me, because I met a perverted big Situ, I became what I am today, the game world is a companion, and I just want to get drunk and fall into the arms of a beautiful woman for the rest of my life." In fact, the king of southern Xinjiang is also a poor person, he is the child raised by the regent of southern Xinjiang, the regent of southern Xinjiang...... It's also a little interesting...... According to the spies in our family, the regent of southern Xinjiang ...... Not a good thing. ”
"A child who is not brought up by a good thing, his character and heart must be paranoid compared to ordinary people. Just like me, it's a blessing that I didn't kill people and set fires to become a tyrant of a generation...... is like the king of southern Xinjiang, in terms of political achievements, this is how well he governs southern Xinjiang...... He ascended the throne at the age of nine, and became a politician at the age of fifteen... At the age of twenty-three, if he didn't love the wrong person, according to his previous methods, he would definitely be able to make southern Xinjiang reach a certain peaceful and prosperous era again! ”
"Oh, yes...... Your Highness, who brought you up? ”
In the face of the final chaotic questioning, I chose not to listen, and continued to look at the house, Jiang Yihe tried his best to suppress his fear, slowly climbed onto the bed little by little, and excitedly stroked Nan Jiyun....
Nan Jiyun's body should have changed, but there is still no trend of change......
Jiang Yihe was so anxious that tears fell out...... Nan Jiyun gently wiped her tears: "Yihe, don't cry...... As soon as you cry... The lonely heart hurts! You should know how much Lone loves you, just like when you fell into the water today, Lone jumped into the water without the slightest hesitation to save you, Lone can angrily sprinkle all his anger on Jiang Li and won't hurt you at all. So don't be afraid...... Lone will not kill you, except that Lone can't give you the child you want, Lone's heart has not changed...... Love you...... As the original intention. ”
"Your Highness...... Who brought you up? In the end, he asked again: "Qiang Qing, who brought me up, tell me, save me from letting our spies go to investigate!" ”
I opened my mouth...... replied somewhat indifferently: "I grew up in the cold palace by myself...... We've let you down! ”
finally laughed, and suddenly realized: "Cold palace...... What a place, a good place full of resentment, self-cultivation, people who come out of it...... I don't want to go back, yes or no? ”
I nodded imperceptibly, Jiang Yihe shook his head in fear, crying and wailing: "No... It shouldn't be like this, don't you love me? I've already told you to apologize...... I've admitted all my mistakes...... Why are you still doing this to me? Is this how you love me? You keep saying that no matter what I do wrong, you will still love me? But where do you love me now? ”
The smile on the corner of Nan Jiyun's mouth was more ugly than crying, and his tone was cold: "Yihe, it's not early...... I'm going to sleep next door...... Sleeping next door, what are you doing here? Do you want to find two guards and see them serve you? ”
Jiang Yihe touched his cold eyes...... His hands unconsciously caressed himself...... I just want to make a small sound...... A deep groan sounded, as if it was about to penetrate the wall and fall into the ears of Qi Jingmu next door......
Jiang Yi and a person's performance, Nan Jiyun is the king who is high, a bystander who watches coldly, and a bystander whose heart is dripping blood and is speechless.
I muttered, "Leng Gong...... The clothes are not warm, the food is not enough, it is a great luck to be alive, and it took a lot of effort for me and my mother to come out of the cold palace, only to know that the palace outside is so gorgeous, and the clothing, food, housing and transportation can be so exquisite...... When you come out, you don't want to go back, and you can't go back! ”
Since the step out of the cold palace...... I couldn't go back to everything, no one asked, I wanted to go back if I wanted to, and no one was there waiting for me to go back.
What can I do...... Go forward, don't look back, until there is one who can live unscrupulously.
Finally, he sighed silently, reached out to touch my right ear, and patted my head inadvertently: "Then don't go back...... Some bad memories are all thrown out of the back of my mind, and I move forward, my heart is like iron, knowing what I want and what I want, I will march towards that goal...... There is always one, you will get what you want, and then live happily, life is like this, try to reach for what you like, and then keep it for yourself. ”
Jiang Yihe's playful voice...... It passed through the wall to the next door, causing Ning You'er to walk back and forth, as if she was in a very irritable mood.
Qi sat at a table in amazement, flipping through the books with a calm demeanor......
The final chaos followed my line of sight, the movements of his hands did not stop, and there was a hint of a smile in his words: "Actually, the Arctic princess is still a virgin...... There is no such thing as pregnancy! ”
I frowned: "Are you a dog's nose?" Are others virgins? You can smell it! ”
Finally said proudly: "I have read countless people, and I haven't ...... this ability yet." Can this country still sit firmly? It's not like you haven't seen my minister, and you're always trying to get me out of here! If I can't recognize people, I'll get out of here, okay? ”
I couldn't help urging the final chaos: "The virgin body is good, you use all your strength to seduce her." Love over time...... You go fishing, the Arctic princess is the daughter of a famous family in Northern Qi, and it is good for you! ”
Finally listening to Qi You'er in the next room, Wang Bazhi's anger overflowed: "Can you pull it down, I don't need a beauty to consolidate the country?" Just Xiliang, who is eight thousand miles north of the desert, who is rare and who takes it, and makes a person with a sad face enter the palace, is the life still passing? The days can't be passed, life is short, what fun is there! ”
Qi You'er is still a virgin...... It's nonsense to be pregnant......
No wonder she was pregnant for the first time, and Qi was stunned.
But she is not pregnant now, Qi Jingmu asked Jiang Yihe to find a way to get rid of this child...... Is the purpose really like Jiang Yisheng, because Jiang Yihe is going to be unfavorable to me, Qi Jingmu deliberately let Jiang Yihe transfer the target?
I took a deep breath, "Shouldn't we go?" ”
"What's the hurry!" Finally, I motioned to continue looking into the house, I didn't know if I didn't know, and when I saw the roast camel meat I ate, I could spit it out.
Jiang Yihe knelt on the bed, rubbing the beautiful scenery on his chest with one hand and picking at his ......... with the other Nan Jiyun's eyes became more and more gloomy......
I slammed my head, "In the end, my sister Huang Guixuan, golden branches and jade leaves, for the prince of Northern Qi to stabilize the Northern Qi country, it is really low to the extreme." ”
The final chaos said thoughtfully: "Do I really want to think about cooperating with the king of southern Xinjiang?" Beauty is so ...... The reason is that the king of southern Xinjiang returned to southern Xinjiang earlier and did not cooperate with me, and suddenly found that if I insisted on going my own way, would it make the beauty hold a grudge and never forget it for the rest of my life! It's really a sin like this, I can't bear to make a beauty sad the most, this is the basic principle of my life! ”
"None of this has anything to do with me!" I got up suddenly, and the afterglow swept into the room, and my ears were full of Jiang Yi and broken thoughts, and I moaned deliberately......
The whole courtyard ...... Just the loudest she screamed...... I'm afraid that others won't hear it, and I'm afraid that the next door won't hear it.
How deep Nan Jiyun loved, how much he hated now, he didn't let her die...... He's punishing her...... They were just a wall apart, and he wanted Qi to know that this woman was dirty...... Since it's dirty, there's no going back......
He asked Jiang Yihe to do some indiscriminate actions with shame...... Shameful to his beloved...... Is it to let her know...... The beloved is right next door...... If you are friendly with another woman, no matter how loud you scream, he will not be able to hear you.
He poured salt on his wounds again...... It was undoubtedly telling Qi Jingmu...... How much he loves Jiang Yihe...... He gives what he can't give......
This game ......
Who is the biggest winner in this mutual torment?
Finally, he stood up and shook his legs, and lowered his head in front of me: "Your Highness, are you not angry when you see this situation?" Why don't I understand the prince of Northern Qi, your heart is so hard! Where is your heart hard? That's it...... Your eyes are red until now, but your heart is still not hard enough, and you are not desperate enough to do things. ”
I smiled at him, my eyes cold: "It's not over yet...... As long as you are unsure about cooperating with the King of Southern Xinjiang, the matter is not over yet...... As long as Jiang Yihe is not sure to beat the child in Qi You'er's belly, the matter is not over yet! ”
"Wrong!" In the end, he was relieved, and shook his index finger at me: "Jiang Yihe hates you in his bones, and the county lord of Qi You'er can't wait to kill you and then quickly, the men they both like, their eyes are on you!" Strictly speaking, if you don't die, things won't be over! You're the one they want to do the most. ”
"Wrong!" My voice also became cold: "Why can't things be finished if I don't die?" They are dead, and things can be finished just as well, so why should I die? Why didn't they die? ”
Finally stunned for a moment, nodded and praised: "That's right...... Everything in this world is your life and death, whoever can fight to the end and laugh to the end is the winner in life, and winning at the beginning does not count. ”
I sneered: "It's not too early, King Xiliang should go back to rest as soon as possible, if you are calculating something, it is better to calculate it in your dreams, it means that delaying time is not a gentleman's doing, everyone's time is precious, and no one is here to accompany you." ”
The final chaos is completely familiar to me, reaching out to hug me, without a straight saying: "Childhood sweethearts, no guesses, is the best example of playing a house." Beauty, you're wrong, whether you cooperate or not, it's not up to me at all, I'm just going out for a walk around with nothing to do, how boring Xiliangcheng is, the ministers of Xiliangcheng are even more boring, I took the opportunity to run out, and when I've had enough, I'll go back. ”
I threw my elbow on his stomach fiercely, and finally immediately covered my stomach and wailed, the sound was so loud that Jiang Yihe's moaning stopped......
Qi Jingmu also looked up from the house......
"Murder, you... Do you dare to start lighter? He shouted at me.
I was a little stunned, my face was calm, and I said: "Don't be embarrassed here, your cry just now has attracted everyone's attention, are you afraid that others won't know that you are eavesdropping on the corner?" ”
In the end, a dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, patting his chest: "My Xiliang King is sitting upright, what am I afraid of, I am listening to the corner of the wall at the door of my own house openly, this river plug is my Xiliang territory, I have always been swaggering on my own territory, I have never eavesdropped, who have you ever seen who was judged to be eavesdropping at the door of my own house?." ”
Seeing that Qi Jingmu had already gotten up and walked out, I didn't pay attention to the final chaos, turned around and left......
Finally chaotic shouted behind me: "Beauty, don't go...... I haven't finished reading the stars yet... Let's continue to look at the stars, the stars have fallen, what are you going, come and see, don't go! …”
I'm going in a mess...... His heart fell, and Qi Jingmu walked out of the room......
Under the stars and moonlight...... I quickly fled back to the room, Jiang Yisheng was still asleep, and when I saw him, my heart was calm and my anger was peaceful!
Lying in bed...... Everything that is happening now, makes the mind a mess, everything is out of your control......
Thinking about it, I slowly fell asleep in a muddy nightmare, although I didn't sleep very peacefully, and I had a dream...... I dreamed that I was still in the cold palace...... My mother is still alive...... Although she is blind, she always has a gentle smile on her lips......
He called to me, "Ginger...... Ginger ......"
In the script, where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, and where there are rivers and lakes, there are battles.
It's cold, and it always makes people nostalgic for the bed......
I deliberately delayed getting out of bed...... Nan Jiyun was cruel to me, and made me, the queen of a country, give me nothing except two changes of clothes...... Even the palace people who were serving were serving Jiang Yihe.
The sun rises in the east, the cold wind blows, and I squint at the breathtaking sun...... Sit on the edge of the hallway.
"Ginger!"
As soon as my hand was put down, Qi's voice rang in my ears: "Yihe is going to attack Qi You'er, won't you go and take a look?" ”
Maybe I have been looking at the sun for too long, looking at the shade...... There are many black and black dots in the eyes.
Qi admiration was not far from me, and my vision was blurred......
"What are you talking about, Prince of Northern Qi?" I said softly: "Just yesterday, you were still my heart, why is there a lively scene for me to watch today?" Still is...... Is this excitement prepared for me? ”
Qi sighed in amazement: "Why don't you believe me?" Did you count you once, and you didn't even give me a chance to forgive? I'm already there, and I don't count on you anymore! ”
I tried to squint my eyes, but I still couldn't see clearly, Qi was surprised, and chuckled: "What is this talk of the prince of Northern Qi?" What do you want me to do? Let me take a look at Jiang Yihe and go to Qi You'er's belly to prove that you never expect their child to be born? Or do you have no feelings for me, and you want me to see that all women are just pawns to you, and you are special to me? ”
Qi admired Bo Liang's voice mixed with a hint of expectation: "Jiang, everything is not what you think, Jiang Yihe has murderous thoughts on you, and You'er happens to be pregnant...... So ......"
I sneered in my heart, Qi You'er happened to be pregnant......
I happened to be pregnant...... Qi You'er happened to be pregnant......
Is it an error in the final judgment, or is there an error in Jiang Yisheng's judgment?
A good sentence is no longer calculated on me, how can he get this sentence? I'd rather him treat me openly, Jiang, because calculating you can let me ascend to the throne of Northern Qi, and let me have the rights I want to have, so at least...... He's a little more upright in my mind.
Now he came to me, Qi You'er happened to be pregnant...... Jiang Yihe happened to have murderous intent on me...... He happened to use Qi You'er to get rid of Jiang Yihe and protect me from Jiang Yihe's persecution......
I was so touched by his affection...... Aren't it enough for two women to die for him?
I rubbed my eyes with my hand, trying to make my eyes see more clearly, but I still couldn't see Qi Jingmu standing in front of me clearly, "So Brother Jingmu used Qi You'er to kill Jiang Yihe?" I admire my brother, you seem to have forgotten, but the king of Nanjiang has a deep love for her, and it is not so simple to kill her. ”
"Why not?" Qi looked into my eyes with long and narrow eyes that seemed to bend down in amazement......
So close...... I finally got a good eye on him...... His dark eyes were as black as the night, mottled, and he could no longer find the color of the night that he once had.
"Why not?" Qi was amazed and mottled with a light of calculation: "If the king of Nanjiang is allowed to calculate you, won't I be allowed to calculate his beloved?" Even if the king of southern Xinjiang wants to sacrifice you to the king of Xiliang, won't I let him lose his love forever? ”
A good palatial reason, a good confession of affection......
It's a pity...... I already know that Qi You'er is not pregnant...... Yesterday overboard... didn't even announce a doctor, why did Qi Jingmu come to me directly today, he wanted to use Qi You'er to get rid of Jiang Yihe when she was pregnant?
Over and over...... Playing with applause isn't enough?
I slowly lowered my head, and my voice was also low, with a little reluctance: "Whether the king of Xiliang looks down on me or not, I will eventually return to southern Xinjiang, and the king of **** in my body has no cure." Waiting for me can only have children with the king of southern Xinjiang, this is my life, Jiang Yihe is dead or not, I accept my fate! ”
"No, ......" Qi admired a deep voice, as if with infinite temptation, "No, Jiang, the king of **** is not incurable, I have found someone to find out the witch clan of southern Xinjiang, there is a way to solve the king of ****, what I have to do now is to kill Yihe and make the king of southern Xinjiang and Xiliang and indulgence unsuccessful...... I know you came to my courtyard with King Xiliang last night...... The way you run away in embarrassment makes me feel distressed. ”
There was no feeling in my heart anymore, and the corners of my mouth hooked: "Then what did Brother Admiration ask me to do?" Can we ever go back in time? Can you go back to the cold palace and get acquainted with it for the first time? ”
Qi Jingmu stretched out his hand and gently pulled me into his arms, hugged me fiercely, and wanted to crush me into his arms: "I can go back... You can go back...... I'll definitely go back, I won't care about you anymore, Jiangshan...... The throne, King Suqin's right, all of this is not as important as you. ”
I bit the corner of my lip lightly and struggled for a moment, he was stunned, let go of his hand, his narrow eyes sparkled, and I smiled a good-looking amplitude: "Admire brother, then I want Jiang Yihe to die, can you let her die, in the most tragic way...... I'm going to let her die in despair! ”
Qi smiled and nodded heavily......
The joy of looking at him...... My heart still hurts.
"Admired brother, I don't like Qi You'er either, and I don't like the way you protect her, because I like you, so I'm jealous, because I like you, that's why she treats Qianxia like that, I really want her to live better than death, is there a way to admire my brother? Let her live better than die? ”
Qi smiled in amazement, and his smile was the same as when I was in Jiang Guoleng Palace...... The smile on his face when he got Jiang Yihe's attention was overflowing with ambition...... Beautiful and quiet.
"As long as Jiang Li doesn't like anyone, he won't like anyone, Jiang Li's wish and brother will do his best to complete it, Jiang Li will definitely live unscrupulously in the picturesque country of his brother."
The words like an oath smashed into my heart, making my heart bleed like a river in an instant, and I asked with a smile: "Isn't it my brother who admires, the country and me, now I am more important, after the king of **** on my body is solved, we are like King Suqin and Miss Qin'er, okay to be a fairy couple?" ”
Qi admired the smile still, "Of course, the king of Nanjiang is not good to you, and my brother is like a knife, wait for me to kill the person you don't like, and solve the ****, I will be in love with you!" ”
I closed my eyes slightly, covering up all the pain in my eyes, no wonder I ended up messing up, isn't my heart like a dark iron? If your heart is like iron, you should take revenge and go back.
yes, what am I doing!
Raising his eyes, his eyes were full of ecstasy, he pounced over, and hugged Qi Jingmu: "Amazing brother, don't lie to me again, don't have any country, no calculations, only you and me, you and I met in the cold palace, because I am both people who don't want others, you and you are the people who know me in the world, and I am also the person who knows you in the world, we don't want anything, we just need each other, okay?" ”
Qi admired and hugged back tightly, and his words sounded as good as an oath: "Kill all the people Jiang Li doesn't like, and after solving the ****, we will place our affection on the landscape and be a fairy couple." ”
The curvature of the corners of my mouth sneered again and again......
Good sentence, this Jiangshan Sheji has nothing to do with us anymore, good sentence, kill all the people Jiang Li doesn't like.
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