Chapter 161: I will definitely give you an explanation
"I miss you, for so many years, when I was in prison, I didn't think about it all the time, thinking about it made my heart hurt so much, and often it hurt so much that I couldn't breathe normally......"
Situ Mo sniffed, not bothering to wipe her tears, "I often think, can I not live like this, I am too tired and tired, this is simply a kind of torture......"
Saying that, Situ Mo looked at the photo on the tombstone, that young face, smiling like a flower, this is when she was just in college, she used the money from odd jobs to exchange for a new mobile phone, and the first photo she took after buying the mobile phone was this one.
"People say that Korean women rely on makeup, Japanese women rely on makeup, and we Chinese women...... Relying on the beauty camera, hahaha, this is the first time I have taken a beauty camera, I have to take one! ”
The girl's silver bell-like voice seemed to be remembered in her ears, as if it was still yesterday, Situ Mo raised his hand and pressed his chest and heart hard, as if this was the only way to suppress the pain, "To this day, I still can't believe that you are no longer there, Yunxi ......"
"I'm sorry for you, it's me who is soft-hearted, my weakness...... I'm afraid you won't be able to rest under the Nine Springs, you just saw it, this is human nature, this is the human heart...... I shouldn't have a glimmer of hope for her, I'll give you an explanation, trust me. ”
As he spoke, Situ Mo lowered his head, his eyes gloomily swept the quiet area around him, and a bitter smile overflowed at the corner of his mouth.
"You know, grandma is sick, she's been in the hospital since I was released from prison, it's all my fault, I didn't take good care of her to make her suffer. Now she can't speak, she can't communicate like a normal person...... So, when I was helpless, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know who to talk to, I hope you are still there, just like back then, there is something to talk to you......"
In fact, at that time, everything has changed......
"I went to City A the other day, and it has long been renovated, and our home is no longer there, it has become a commercial building, they say...... It was a birthday gift from the president of the Fu family to his daughter, don't you know, she has found her biological parents and realized her dream of being a princess...... With money, she can erase everything in the past, and she can transform the slums of the past beyond recognition, so that she can forget about it completely......"
As if remembering something, Situ Mo's eyes flashed, and a flash of light flashed, "Do you remember the Blue Bay we used to go to?" It's getting more and more beautiful, and Miyazan bought all the land around the wooden house and built it into my favorite......"
"By the way, Gong Zhanchuan, he said that was the place where we first met, but I was not impressed at all, and I always felt that I had lost something very precious...... If you're still around, you'll be able to help me remember, right? ”
Situ Mo leaned his head on the tombstone, looked at the black and white photo with gloomy eyes, and said all the words in his heart in a daze, the words that had been buried in his heart for many years, today, he can finally say it.
"It's good, I found you again, Yunxi ......" Although tears flowed, the corners of Situ Mo's mouth were slightly raised, and she raised her hand and gently rubbed the tombstone with her fingertips, as if recalling the good old days, and her dim eyes swept a glimmer of light.
In October, the days were short and the nights were long, but it was only six o'clock, and it was already dark, and only the dim lights on the edge of the cemetery shone brightly, and it was almost pitch black.
In this way, Situ Mo lay on the tombstone, tears sliding down, I don't know how long time has passed, until the strength of her whole body is used up, as if the blood of her body has been drained, her soul has been emptied, and her tears have dried up, and her eyes are staring blankly at the ground illuminated by the dim light.
After a long time, she stood up, her legs were a little numb, Situ Mo stomped her feet, and after being more comfortable, she wiped away her tears, turned to look at the black and white photos on the tombstone, she showed a shallow smile, "I will definitely come back to see you when I have time, you wait for me, I will definitely give myself and you an explanation." ”
After saying that, she sniffed, raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, and walked out of the cemetery with her feet raised.
When he came to the main road, Situ Mo looked at the passing vehicles, almost all of them were big trucks, just as the previous taxi driver said, it was not easy to take a taxi in this place at this time.
Finally, after waiting for more than half an hour, a taxi finally came, and she hurriedly reached out to stop it.
The car stopped in front of him, and the taxi driver seemed reluctant to stop, but the taxi company in Yuncheng had rules that could not refuse to ride.
He pursed his lips and looked at Situ Mo who was sitting in the car, his face was stained with tears, his facial features were delicate and moving, but there was no blood, he hurriedly looked away, his voice trembled slightly, "Miss, where are you going?" ”
"Dengwen Road, Lian Yayuan." Situ Mo said lightly, I'm afraid that at this time, Gong Zhanchuan is already crazy, right?
The taxi driver couldn't help but glance at Situ Mo from the rearview mirror, how strange it was to appear on the side of the highway in the cemetery at this time to stop a taxi.
He swallowed, pretending to be calm and holding the steering wheel all the way forward.
In less than an hour, the car arrived in front of Lian Yayuan Villa, Situ Mo got out of the car, and saw that it was dark in front of the villa, and suddenly, she felt a trace of loss in her heart.
Slowly walked to the door, found that the door was closed, and she didn't have the key, Situ Mo opened the bag and took out the mobile phone to turn it on, and saw that there were hundreds of missed calls, all of which were made by Gong Zhanchuan.
Her heart tightened, and she hurriedly called back immediately, and Gong Zhanchuan's eager voice came from the other side of the phone, even across the phone, Situ Mo could feel that he was gritting his teeth, "Mo'er!" Is that you? ”
Hearing his familiar and magnetic voice, Situ Mo realized how much she missed it, and all the uneasiness and pain in her heart that day collapsed in this instant.
She suppressed the sourness at the corner of her eyes, sniffed, and couldn't help but say, "Gong Zhanchuan, I miss you so much." ”
There was a few seconds of silence on the other side of the phone, and then a soft, helpless voice came, "Where are you, stand there and don't move, I'll go look for you." ”
Situ Mo glanced up at the garden in front of the villa, "I'm at the door of the house." ”
"Okay." Gong Zhanchuan answered and hung up the phone.
Situ Mo put the phone back in his bag, slowly walked to the stone bench in front of the villa and sat down, and ten minutes later, he saw the familiar Lamborghini driving over.
The car stopped in front of him, Situ Mo stood up tightly in his heart, his eyes were full of anticipation and surprise, watching the door of the back seat of the car open first, and the figure of the little milk bag appeared in front of him, he quickly pounced, "Mommy, Mommy...... Where have you been, I've been looking for you with my dad for a long, long time, I thought I wouldn't be Rui Rui......"