Chapter 46: The Child Who Died in Song
I choked up a little. Try to calm yourself and say, "I'm sorry. It's all aunts who are not good. Hongyun don't be angry with your aunt. You can punish your aunt however you want."
Hongyun pouted and said, "Then punish my aunt for hugging me."
I'll take a look at the fourth master. He nodded. I stretched out my hand and hugged Hongyun. Li suddenly shouted, "You let go. Don't let you, a fox 'elf,' hug my son."
The fourth master stood up." snap" gave her a slap in the face and said, "What do you want to do. I'm warning you. Pay attention to your identity. Don't mess with this king."
Lee stepped aside. I was a little stunned. The fourth master hit Li in front of Hongyun. Hongyun tugged at my sleeve. I looked down at him. He said to me, "Auntie. I have something to tell you."
"Baby Hongyun, let's talk about it. My aunt is listening right here."
"Auntie. I know somebody. You are the best and best person too. Hongyun knows. Except for Amma. My aunt loves Hongyun the most. My aunt loves me and Hiroshi. Just simply like us. Love us. There is no purpose. Blindly be nice to us. You've taught Hongyun a lot of things. Auntie."
I choked up and couldn't speak. I thought to myself with hatred: why. Why do you have to let me lose these children I love? Hongyun said to himself: "Auntie. I know. I can't. I'm going to find Uncle Eighteen. I dreamed of him just now. He said he would come and pick me up. He also let me tell you. He misses you so much. Let you take good care of yourself."
OMG. Oh my God. Let this kid go. Leave me alone.
"Auntie. I want you to promise me a few things."
"You say. Auntie will promise you everything."
"The first piece. Please take good care of Amma. Amma works hard every day. He's so tired."
"Good. Aunt agreed."
"The second piece. Can you help me take good care of Hiroshi. Teach him to be a good boy. Be a good and kind person. Someone like an aunt."
I nodded heavily. Hongyun smiled. And he said, "The third one. Aunt. You have to take good care of yourself. Protect yourself. Be happy and happy."
My tears finally burst the embankment. Hongyun raised his hand and 'touched' my face and said, "Auntie doesn't cry. Aunt. And one last thing. Before I go. Can you hold me all the time. Stay with me with Amma."
"Good. Good. Good. Aunt is holding you. I've been with you all the time." I put my right hand around Hongyun's thin body. The left hand gently stroked his smooth and full forehead. Then. Hiroshi suddenly burst in crying from outside the 'door': "Auntie. Aunt. What about my brother? Brother."
Hiroshi broke in. I saw a room full of people. I was stunned for a moment. I turned around and saw me next to the bed. Hurriedly ran over again, climbed onto the 'bed', sat down beside me, took Hongyun's hand and asked, "Brother. Brother. What happened to you. They won't let me come to you. And they won't let me come to my aunt."
I stretched out my left hand and put my arm around Hiroshi. I feel very uncomfortable. Hongyun opened his mouth to comfort him and said, "My brother is leaving. I'm going to find Uncle Eighteen. Hiroshi. Can you promise my brother one thing?"
"What did my brother say. Hiroshi agreed."
"Promise my brother. Listen to your aunt and Amma. Listen to them. Be a good boy. Be a good person."
Little Hiroshi. Nodding solemnly. I couldn't believe it then. His promise. It's really a lifetime. Hongyun suddenly said to the fourth master: "Amma. There were too many people in the house. Let them all go out. All I need is Hiroshi, my aunt, and Amma to stay with me."
The fourth master nodded. Say to the others, "Go out, all of you."
Li Shi said unwillingly: "No. The concubine does not leave. Why could she stay here?"
The fourth master didn't say anything yet. Hongyun continued: "Eniang. You go out. Hongyun can't do it anymore. You can no longer compete for Amma's favor. I can't help you strengthen your position in the province anymore. What are you doing here? I am tired. I don't want to see you again. Please get out. Originally. This is my room. Isn't it?"
I didn't expect Hongyun to say such a thing. Li didn't say anything for a long time. The fourth master said fiercely: "This king said it. Get out."
Nala walked over. Pulling the Li family, who was still in a daze, retreated. The fourth master hugged Hongshi on his 'legs'. Moved. Sitting next to me. Hongshi obediently sat on the 'legs' of the fourth master. The little hand is still holding Hongyun's hand. The fourth master stretched out his right hand and hugged me. The warmth of his palms penetrated through his shirt. Gave me unspeakable support.
I really don't know. After experiencing the pain of losing Yinxuan. How do I deal with the process of losing Hongyun. I hugged him tightly. Want to use my body temperature. Drove away the cold in his little body. Even though I know. At all costs. I'll send him off today. I'm still silently begging. Begging for mercy from heaven. Don't take him away so quickly.
Hongyun said softly, "Auntie. Sing me a song."
"Good. Auntie sings to Hongyun baby." What to sing. I didn't know what to sing to this kid. I spoke: "The dark sky is low. Bright stars follow. Bugs fly. Bugs fly. Who are you missing? The stars in the sky shed tears. The roses on the ground withered. Cold wind blowing. Cold wind blowing. As long as you are with you. Bugs fly.' Flowers' sleep. A pair after a pair is beautiful. Don't be afraid of getting dark. I'm just afraid of heartbreak. It doesn't matter if you're tired or not. It doesn't matter what the south, the south, the west, and the
"That's nice. Aunt. Sing it again." Hongyun's voice. It's getting lighter and lighter.
I choked up and could barely speak. But I persisted. And he began to sing: "The dark sky is low. Bright stars follow. Bugs fly. Bugs fly. Who are you missing? The stars in the sky shed tears. The roses on the ground withered. Cold wind blowing. Cold wind blowing. As long as you are with you. Bugs fly.' Flowers' sleep. A pair after a pair is beautiful. Don't be afraid of getting dark. I'm just afraid of heartbreak. It doesn't matter if you're tired or not. It doesn't matter what the south, the south, the west, and the
I sang. Seeing Hongyun smile and close his eyes, which were always shining with anticipation and mischievousness. My face was pressed against his forehead. I held his hand and pinched the pulse on his tiny wrist.
I couldn't feel his breathing. I couldn't feel his pulse. I'm just holding him like that. I don't know how long it took. Until Hiroshi cried on the side: "Brother. Brother. Brother, wake up. Amma. You woke up your brother. Aunt. You get my brother up."
I know. He's gone. I looked up. Tears fell big on Hongyun's smiling little face. My right hand is still holding Hongyun. The left hand 'touched' 'touched' Hiroshi and said, "Hiroshi is good. My brother is gone. Let him go in peace."
After speaking. I stood up with Hongyun in my hands. The fourth master also stood next to me with Hongshi in his arms. I put Hongyun on the 'bed'. I wiped his little face with my handkerchief. Leaned over and gently 'kissed' his forehead. Then get up. Took Hongshi from the arms of the fourth master. The fourth master leaned down again.' Touched' 'touched' Hongyun's little face. After standing up. He looked at me almost distractedly. Long. He reached out and hugged me and Hiroshi in my arms. I whispered in his ear, "Let's go."