"I'm sorry for the 'jade' ice. Too much. I actually knew it that time. She stopped me from interceding with Huang Ama for you. There must be a reason for her. But I doubted her and questioned her. She was sad to be like that. But I ......"

Fourth Master. Fourth Master. Don't be upset...... Don't regret it...... Please. Don't do this. If I did die. How can I feel at ease if you're like this? Fourth Master. It's all gone. You love me so much. I understand. I don't blame you anymore. Don't blame yourself. Good no good.

"Fourth Brother ......"

The fourth master shook his head. And he said, "I said I loved her. But I hurt her so deeply. Didn't wait for me to apologize to her. Ask for her forgiveness. She fell unconscious. I'll wait. Wait. Wait until she opens her eyes. But she didn't wake up. It's as if all the souls have disappeared."

Fourth Brother......

"I was going crazy at the time. She didn't react to anything. Jia'er cried, but she didn't react. A year. She lasted this state for a year. I thought at the time.' Jade' ice. Why are you so ruthless?" Thirteenth brother. I'm sorry. I'm so ruthless......

The fourth master poured the rest of the wine into his mouth. "You know. On her return from Wutai Mountain. When you see me and call me the fourth brother. How happy am I? In memory. I never seemed so ecstatic. That's when I thought. Forget it, forget it. It's better to forget about the past. If you forget her, you won't blame me anymore. Forgot. I'll have a chance to do it all over again."

He choked. Panting for breath and trying to calm his emotions. After a while. He bit his lower lip and said, "She was always reluctant to put her hair in a good way. I asked her once. She said she didn't feel comfortable. At the time of the palace. I went to see her every afternoon. She always wears her hair draped. The hair that grew above the waist was black and shiny. It's like black 'colored' silk. Every day. She was dressed in plain clothes. Light pink, sky blue, goose yellow, pink green, silver white, moon white, pure white...... She always looks good in that look. Faint. On the contrary, she became more and more delicate, and she sat by the lotus pond. Reading. Play. Sometimes they simply moved a recliner out to lie down. You know Yinxiang. She's too lazy. I can lie down and never sit."

Fourth Master. I'm lazy. But I love it the most. Or leaning into your arms......

The Thirteenth Master smiled unconsciously. said: "Fourteenth brother. You don't know.' Jade 'Bing is the laziest and laziest person I've ever met."

"Ahh I can't see it." The Fourteenth Master was a little surprised.

"I'll tell you. The three of us have been working for two years in a row. Let's go to the outside of the plug.' Jade' Ice is fond of drinking. You know. That's why I broke the 'jade' ice. I always camp at night. Lead her to the steppe. The three of us drank. Chat.' Jade' ice is always enough to drink. He lay down on the grass. Never sit. I also use the fourth brother as a pillow every time. It is said that it is afraid that the grass residue will 'get' into the hair and it will be difficult to clean up. You talk about it. Is there such a lazy child?

Thirteenth brother. Wait for me. I'll be back......

"At the Imperial Palace. She wears a silver-white 'colored' 'Meng' robe. Jewelry wearing red coral. Singing and dancing on stage. So beautiful. It's so far away. As if I was at any time. Losing her at any time like that. The crown prince proposed to the emperor to marry her. She was so frightened that she pressed the apple in her hand into five holes. I sent her on the way back to the Golden Lotus Reflection Sun. She cried. Silently shed tears. It's distressing. Yinzhen. Do you know why the prince and the eighth child want to kill her?"

The Fourteenth Master frowned and said, "I still don't understand this."

"Because she's so special. Her golden blood and beauty. Everyone is known to be good at singing and dancing. He was also deeply favored by the emperor and the emperor's grandmother. They all have the same mind. Or marry back. Take it for yourself. Or kill. It's a hundred. The prince started with both sides. And the eighth. He knows with his situation. The family has the grandson of Prince Yue Le's 'daughter' Guo Luoluo. There is no way he can marry the Borzigit clan who thought he was of golden blood. And. Even if he wants to marry.' Jade' Ice will never marry him. When they first met.' Jade' Bing is 'exposed' to the emperor Ama Tho, and he can't wait to get as far away from the old eight as possible. So there is only one option left. Kill 'Jade' Ice. Kill 'Jade' Ice by any means. Such. No one can have her."

"But where will they know?" Jade Ice is probably the smartest 'girl' I've ever met. It's not the intelligence of ordinary little 'women'. It is for the wisdom of the talents. Her insight, her bearing, her mind. More meticulous than any other minister in the court. She is in this world. The most special one. in this world. The only ...... I love"

The fourth master's tears overflowed from his eyes. He covered his face with both hands. After a while, he raised his head and said with red eyes, "At noon on the day she left. I'll see her. Her first time. The first time she said to me she loved me. For the first time. But it also became the last ...... Last ...... If you don't have it. There is no Hiroshi. I really want to. And so I went with her...... It's better than that. Since then. Only lovesickness is left to live......"

Fourth Master. Don't do this...... Please...... You're going to be good. Live well. Take good care of yourself and those around you......

"Fourth brother...... "The thirteenth and fourteenth masters called him in unison. He waved his hand and said, "Don't worry.' Jade Bing will never agree to me going with her. I don't anymore. Never do anything to make her unhappy or go against her wishes again. She was there. I couldn't do my best to give her happiness. Now she's gone. I can at least let her rest in peace."

The fourth master got up and walked to the coffin. Look at me affectionately and tenderly. He muttered, "'Jade' ice. You see. You're still so beautiful. Do you know. These three days. I've been thinking about you. Thinking about you all the time. Think of your every expression. Every word spoken. Thinking about the first time we met, you probably only came to my 'chest'. to this year. You've grown to my jaw. When I first saw it. Your hair goes down about four or five inches below your shoulders. to this year. Your hair is long. Draped down to the big thighs."

He sighed. Missing. Recalled: "Forty-six years old. . . For the first time. You stand in front of me and call me 'Fourth Brother'. Your white 'colored' garments glow with the tenderness of the moonlight. You tilt your neck slightly. Look up at me. The eyebrows and eyes are curved like rainbows.' Jade' ice. If I had never met you. How good it should be. If you've never been here. How nice it should be."

The fourth master was almost crying: "If you have never been here. I won't fall in love with you. I wouldn't know. Originally fell in love with someone. It's so sweet and painful. Missing someone is so sad and happy. I wouldn't know. It turned out to be one day. I'm going to be so sad and hesitant like this. I wouldn't know. When you tell me...... When you tell me. When you loved me. It turns out that my heart will bloom too."

Fourth Master. My fourth master......

The thirteenth and fourteenth masters listened to his whispers. This sorrow is so heavy. It was so heavy that it almost overwhelmed them. They also shed tears.

"But 'jade' ice. If you've never been here. If I had never met you and fallen in love with you. What a sad thing that would be. I will never have a chance. Get the happiness you have given me. I will never have a chance. I know that my heart can be so whole."

The fourth master couldn't cry. Holding the coffin and biting his 'lip' for a long time, he stood there again and said: "'Jade' ice. It's okay if you're gone. This time. No one can hurt you anymore. They can no longer make you afraid. I can't drag you into this merciless battle anymore. I can no longer take advantage of you and calculate against you. But I have to go on. So.' Jade's ice. Please. Don't go too fast. Wait for me below. At least for the next life. Let me hold your hand all the time......"

Fourth Master. Wait for me to come back. Wait until I get back...... I will never leave your side again. Never let go of your hand again......