Chapter 42: A World of Chaos

Su Qingtong looked towards the place where the sound sounded, a dazzling light floated from far to near, circled around her, and then stopped three meters away from her, appearing and disappearing, quietly flickering in the darkness, bringing her light, which was desirable.

Su Qingtong wanted to reach out and touch it, but he always couldn't reach it, so he couldn't help asking, "What are you?" How can you speak? ”

The light said, "I am you." ”

Su Qingtong was puzzled: "You are me, so who am I?" ”

"You're still you, and I'm you."

Su Qingtong didn't understand, but she wanted to figure out where she was now, she wanted to leave here, leave this suffocating black place, she was afraid that if she stayed any longer, she would become a part of this darkness, and there would be no her from now on.

"Where is this?" she asked. How did I end up here? ”

"This is the Chaos Realm, because you're dead."

"I'm dead? Didn't I come back to life? Why did you die again? ”

The light said: "This is your life, you get what you don't deserve, you have to pay the corresponding price." ”

"You mean my space?"

"It's not just your space, it's also that you're already dead and should start a new life, and you're going back in time because of your obsession."

Su Qingtong pondered and said, "But I just want to go back to the past, I want to live again." ”

The light jumped up and down and said, "Wouldn't it be good for us to start a new life again?" Forget everything in this life and manage the afterlife well. ”

"Will you be happy in the next life?"

The light suddenly stopped talking, what is happiness in the end? She didn't understand.

Su Qingtong suddenly understood the confusion of the light, and said: "I haven't had a good life in this life, what can I talk about in the next life, besides, my parents in this life have given me kindness, and I haven't repaid them well, how can I just leave." ”

"Now that you have given them back your life, what are you talking about repaying or not, they only have that kind of blessing in their fate, so you can go with them."

"But I'm about to succeed, I can change my life soon, and I can make my family live a good life, I don't want to start a strange life, I just want to live this life well."

Guangguang sighed, although she couldn't see her expression, Su Qingtong could feel her helplessness.

"The eight hardships of life, birth, old age, sickness and death, love and hatred, joys and sorrows, ups and downs, ups and downs, pain and loss, betrayal and displacement, do you really want to come one more time?"

Su Qingtong said: "In this life, I have space, and that's enough." ”

"If I knew this, I shouldn't have shared any more of your soul power, just let it go, in short, it's your own choice."

The light slowly became transparent, and then I don't know if it was gone or gone, and I could no longer hear the sound of talking, and I couldn't find a trace.

Su Qingtong was afraid of this endless darkness, she wanted to chase the light, but she couldn't see it anymore, she just looked for and shouted in the darkness, but no matter how far she ran, she found that it was still in the same place, no matter how she shouted, no one responded to her.

She was imprisoned in this dark world like a headless fly.

No matter how desperate the situation is, there is always a faith in her heart that she will eventually go out and see the light again, and it is with this hope that she slowly suffers in the darkness, endures, and waits.

I don't know how long this time has passed.

Suddenly, one day, she heard the crisp chirping of birds, and the sound of the wind blowing through the bamboo tops.

Su Qingtong opened her eyes suddenly, and then was pleasantly surprised to see the familiar room, the familiar roof, and the familiar windows, as well as the familiar bamboo forest outside the window, and the birds singing with wings in the bamboo forest, all this is a kind of redemption for Su Qingtong, she finally came back.

Su Qingtong wanted to get up, but found that his whole body was in pain and he couldn't get up.

She called out to her mother in a panic, but no one answered.

At this time, a familiar little face looked at her, and then Su Zitongshi's earth-shattering scream: "Mom, Mom, sister woke up, woke up, she woke up." ”

Su Zitong's scream attracted Wang Xuelian, Su Xiuqian and Su Tianhua, and everyone's faces showed expressions of relief, Wang Xuelian sighed with a smile and said, "I've finally woken up." ”

After Su Qingtong woke up, she knew that she had slept for more than a month, and she didn't come home from the hospital until yesterday, and the little money saved at home was all spent, not to mention that she owed a lot of debt, and there was really no way to pay for the medical bills, so she was taken home to take care of her.

Soon after Su Qingtong woke up, her uncle and grandmother came to see her, carrying eggs and an old hen, saying that it was for her to replenish her body.

Although Su Qingtong didn't know if she could eat this chicken, she was still very moved, although her grandmother didn't like her, she had the love she should have, which was the constant family affection.

The little uncle whispered to her: "Young girl, your life was picked up by my father, and it is also your life." ”

It turned out that my grandfather suddenly came to the Su family on a whim that day, he rarely went out before, but that day he wanted to come to the Su family to see his daughter and children as if he had hit an evil spirit, so he saw the unconscious Su Qingtong, and he lost his temper and scolded his daughter and son-in-law fiercely.

immediately called his son to send Su Qingtong to the Qingxi Town People's Hospital, Qingxi Town no longer accepted it, saying that if he wanted to save people, he would quickly send it to the big hospital in City C, otherwise there would really be no hope.

As soon as Ji Manye gritted his teeth, he asked his wife for money, and specially called a car to send Su Qingtong to the big hospital in City C overnight.

Su Qingtong looked at her grandfather next to her with emotion, it turned out that her grandfather saved her, how determined and courageous it was to send her to the big hospital in City C for rescue, at least money is a big problem, but my grandfather did it without hesitation.

At this moment, Su Qingtong's heart was blocked, a little astringent, this kind of thing had never happened in her previous life, she didn't know that her grandfather would value her so much.

In this life, her grandfather is her savior.

Su Qingtong didn't know that she was beaten by her father and hemorrhaged profusely after she fainted, and it is said that she broke several bones, and when she first entered the hospital, the doctor said that he had saved her, and she was afraid that she would have to be paralyzed in bed for the rest of her life in the future.

However, she is young, and these bones may have a chance to grow well, but she must take good care of them and take good care of them in the past few years, otherwise she will be powerless.

Only then did Su Qingtong understand why she couldn't move just now, it turned out to be like this.

After Su Qingtong woke up, many people came to visit her at home.

Ji Zhiyan next door also brought her stewed bone broth to drink, Ji Zhiyan's stewed bone broth is really delicious, but it is a little salty, but Su Qingtong drank it cleanly, and after Ji Zhiyan left, she asked for several bowls of water to drink, it is very troublesome for people who are lying in bed and can't move to drink too much water, because they always have to change diapers.

She slept in bed for more than a month, using diapers to cope with excretion problems.

Finally, when the visitors were gone, Su Qingtong tentatively entered the space.

What she was most worried about was that the space would disappear because of her physical injury, but it turned out that she was too worried, the space was still there, the ears of rice in the rice field were ripe and bent, the fruit trees were full of heavy fruits, the seedlings of watermelons were withered, but the melons on the seedlings had not yet grown, the fish in the pond were swimming like shuttles, and the grass was covered with eggs, all waiting for people to harvest.

After Su Qingtong woke up, Su Xiuqian rarely appeared in front of his daughter, because he was embarrassed and a little ashamed, and more because he was worried that his daughter would hate him, so he went to the toilet through the back door of the kitchen, not through the bedroom of Su Qingtong's sisters.

On Sunday morning, Zhou Ruohui and Zhou Aijun, who were playing big in the production team, came to see her, and the two didn't know that she was injured by her father, and they both thought she had fallen.

Zhou Aijun said pityingly: "Su Qingtong, you should pay attention next time, I heard my mother say that you almost fell to your death, it's really scary." ”

Zhou Ruohui also said: "I don't dare to run now, as soon as I run, my father said, don't be like Su Qingtong, I was so scared that I didn't dare to move." ”

Su Qingtong thought it was funny, it turned out that everyone was so cute when they were young, so he explained: "I didn't pay attention to it before I fell, you just need to pay attention next time, it's not so serious, and not everyone is as unlucky as me, by the way, are you about to take the midterm exam?" ”

Zhou Ruohui stopped talking, her grades were poor and she had been repeating grades, but Zhou Aijun said: "It's almost there, there is still more than half a month to go before the midterm exam." ”

Su Qingtong frowned and said, "I can't go back to school this semester, and I lie in bed every day and die of discomfort." ”

Zhou Ruohui said enviously: "Aren't you good?" I don't even want to go to school, and it's nice to lie at home every day and not do anything. ”

Zhou Aijun couldn't help laughing: "Then in exchange for you to be injured, are you willing to lie down and don't do anything every day like Su Qingtong?" ”

Zhou Ruohui hurriedly said, "Then I don't want to." ”

A few girls gossiped for a while, Zhou Ruohui was going to the toilet, and then she couldn't find something to wipe her butt and screamed there, Su Qingtong asked Zhou Aijun to tear up her homework book from last semester and send it to Zhou Ruohui to use, who knew that Zhou Ruohui didn't shave clean, and asked Zhou Aijun to send paper.

Su Qingtong remembered that she had bought straw paper for the toilet for her family, but she was afraid that now that she had run out, no one at home would buy it, and she also used old newspapers and waste paper to go to the toilet at this time in her previous life, but many families bought yellow straw paper and put it in the toilet for later use, and some people who were particular about it also bought that kind of soft white paper towel.

Zhou Ruohui finally came back, and complained a little: "Why don't you put a few pieces in the toilet?" I can't wipe it clean. ”

Su Qingtong said: "The pieces can't be scraped clean, next time I will ask my mother to buy some straw paper and come back." ”

Zhou Aijun said: "Our household is still a piece of bamboo (a thin slice cut out of bamboo, which is a substitute for paper towels in the toilet in the countryside with difficult conditions), which is not easy to use at all, and I was scraped and bleeding last time." ”

Zhou Ruohui said proudly: "I use straw paper in our family, my parents use straw sheets, my father is a craftsman, there are many pieces of straw in the house, no need to use them in vain, but I can't use them." ”

Zhou Aijun couldn't see her proud: "The last time I went to the toilet at your house, you only gave me a piece of straw paper like a golden baby, I thought you only used one piece of paper each time, who knew that you used five or six pieces of paper today, and your straw paper was not well bought, it was scraped like sand, it was better to use a piece of straw." ”

"Who doesn't use this kind of paper to go to the toilet, it seems that it is not as good as a piece of paper, and you can talk about it at home."

"Our family doesn't look down on that kind of paper, it's too rough."

"Then you see who doesn't use straw paper to go to the toilet? Isn't it possible to use silk? ”

"My godmother's house uses that kind of white and soft paper towel, which is comfortable to use and clean."

Su Qingtong deliberately asked, "Who is your godmother?" ”

Zhou Aijun said embarrassedly: "It's Song Meimei's mother, her mother accepted me as her goddaughter." ”

Zhou Ruohui stopped talking, and the atmosphere suddenly became cold, probably thinking weird, Song Meimei's mother has two daughters, and now she accepts Zhou Aijun as her daughter, is it true that she likes her so much?

Really speaking, it doesn't have much to do with whether you like the goddaughter or son, it's just a means to win over the relationship between the two families, and everyone hugs in a circle and plays a role in helping each other.

Su Qingtong actually knew in his previous life that Zhou Aijun recognized Song Meimei's mother as his godmother, and later Zhou Aijun and Song Meili had a good relationship.

At this moment, I feel funny when I look at a few little girls chattering around me, it turns out that girls of this age are so naΓ―ve, and even the paper towels in the toilet have to be envied, but at this time, these conditions are all like this, and toilet supplies are also a big thing for children related to themselves.

Su Qingtong skillfully enlivened the atmosphere and said: "Song Meimei has a good life. ”

Isn't she lucky? Later, she married a handsome little guy who loved her, and the two gave birth to two handsome and dashing sons, and her husband's business is getting bigger and bigger.

Zhou Aijun saw that she was envious of Song Meimei's good life, and seemed to think of something, and asked her in a low voice: "Su Qingtong, are your parents good to you?" ”

Su Qingtong looked at Zhou Aijun with a mysterious face in confusion and asked, "Why did you suddenly ask this question?" What's wrong? ”

Zhou Aijun looked at her with a complicated expression and said, "My mother said that you were beaten like this by your father." ”

Su Qingtong smiled and said, "My father was beating, but this time I accidentally fell and injured my head." ”

Zhou Aijun breathed a sigh of relief and said: "My dad said the same, if your dad beat you, how could he spend so much money to save you, I heard that your parents borrowed a lot of money from the credit union to treat your injuries, and your family doesn't know how many years it will take to pay it back." ”

Su Qingtong also heard that this time he was rescued in a big hospital in City C, and his vital characteristics were stabilized, but he spent a lot of money, but fortunately, the money owed by the family before was clear, and he left a few hundred yuan left by Su Qingtong in his hand, plus Aunt Ji Man helped borrow it, and finally Su Qingtong turned the corner.

Su Qingtong saw that Zhou Aijun was no longer entangled in the question of whether she was beaten or injured herself, so she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "My parents are willing to spend money for me." ”

After saying this, I always felt uncomfortable, and I didn't know why I was uncomfortable.