Chapter 111: Showing the Heart
Su Jiarui knew in his heart that staying any longer would only be a process of self-inflicted humiliation.
"I'm sorry, Chen Cheng. If my presence upsets you, I can move out tonight, I know that people will pay for their mistakes, and I know that you are not a philanthropist, and there is no need to accommodate me again and again. ”
After saying this, Su Jiarui's heart was gloomy.
Just as she turned around and wanted to pretend to leave easily, the man next to her finally moved.
Su Jiarui's slender wrist was held by someone who came, with the force of inexplicable words, as if he wanted to pull her into it alive, arrogant and unreasonable.
By the time Su Jiarui reacted again, her whole person had been pulled closer to Chen Cheng's room, and the whole person was pressed against the door by Chen Cheng.
At this time, there was only a dim light in the room, and Su Jiarui couldn't see his expression clearly for a while, but he could detect his restless mood at this time through rapid breathing.
"Chen Cheng."
Su Jiarui opened his mouth to call him again, but still did not get any response.
At this moment, Chen Cheng's arms were propped up on her sides, firmly imprisoning her between the door and his body, the clear breath of the mountain spring came to his face, and Su Jiarui could almost hear the rapid heartbeat from the other party's chest.
Su Jiarui knew that this time, I am afraid he was really angry.
She smiled bitterly, took the initiative to reach out and gently put it on his wrist, her fingertips touching his bony wrist bones, carrying the temperature she had longed for for a long time.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so willful, but I'm just too scared, every moment with you, I'm worried that it's just another dream that will soon wake up."
Although Chen Cheng expressed his heart to her, Su Jiarui never had a sense of reality.
In her eyes, the relationship between herself and Chen Cheng has never been out of balance, and such an imbalance has only brought her fear and uneasiness.
Because she knew that Chen Cheng would have a better choice if she was separated from herself. And in her life, she has met the brightest and most dazzling person, and I am afraid that there is only Chen Cheng.
With such an almost humble mentality, she regarded Chen Cheng's kindness to herself as a trick of the animal trainer.
Behind giving a piece of candy is the taming means of whipping, so she is more and more uneasy, and she wants to break through such a cage as soon as possible.
But it wasn't until today that she discovered that this was the most practical way for Chen Cheng to protect her.
"Chen Cheng, whether you believe it or not, what I say is from my heart, I have experienced too many things in the past few days, how much I can understand you now."
Even though the light in front of her was dim, she couldn't see the expression on Chen Cheng's face at this time clearly for a while, but after getting along for so long, she really knew every expression and every movement of Chen Cheng too well, so familiar engraved in her bones, as if it was a fate that she couldn't escape from the first time she saw Chen Cheng.
In her life, she has to live in a consistent admiration for Chen Cheng, but Chen Cheng occasionally gave her the right, but after all, she was blinded and confused, and the relationship between the two was gapped.
"I don't want to see you ignore me anymore, and now I'm standing in front of you, even if it's a little disgusting for me, but don't ignore me like air. I'm really scared, I don't want to go through it again. ”
It's like showing weakness, and it seems that I can't help but want to find that solid support.
Su Jiarui raised his hand and gently attached it to the man's chest, as if only by feeling the man's vigorous heartbeat could he confirm that the other party had not left him.
"Su Jiarui, you asked for it."
Finally, Chen Cheng opened his mouth in a hoarse voice.
Su Jiarui was sensitive to the fact that when he spoke, his voice, which was originally as beautiful and smooth as a cello, was faintly vibrato.
"You brought it on yourself."
He repeated his previous words again, as if he was telling Su Jiarui, but as if he was also telling himself.
Su Jiarui felt his heavy and rapid breathing, and before she could say anything more, the man suddenly lowered his head and sealed all of Su Jiarui's words with his lips.
Chen Cheng's kiss was the same as that of him, with unspeakable domineering and plundering like entering a no-man's land.
In such a fierce rhythm, Su Jiarui was breathing chaotically, and his originally restless mind was miraculously stabilized.
Such a kiss slowly transitioned from the storm at the beginning to the point of being warm and long, Su Jiarui finally adjusted his breathing and kept up with Chen Cheng's rhythm, but Chen Cheng's head moved back slightly, slightly widening the distance between the two people.
At this moment, Su Jiarui was just glad that the light above her head was not very bright, otherwise, Chen Cheng would easily see her flushed cheeks.
"Su Jiarui, what you say yourself, I hope you will do what you say. Since you keep saying that you are sorry for me and want to make it up to me, then use your whole life to make it up to me. ”
As soon as Chen Cheng's words fell, he didn't give Su Jiarui any room to respond, so he leaned over and kissed her warm lips again.
Chen Cheng's whole person slowly pressed in the direction of Su Jiarui, and the strong possessiveness said that Su Jiarui was surrounded in an instant, but unlike before, this time, she had no intention of escaping at all.
Su Jiarui closed his eyes gently, hesitated for a long time, and finally slowly, stretched out his hands and gently hugged his back, as if he was conveying his will and determination to Chen Cheng with the help of such a small movement.
Chen Cheng.
Chen Cheng, Chen Cheng......
Su Jiarui called his name repeatedly in his heart.
This name, which had been firmly entangled with her entire youth since she was a student, finally has a so-called response, and she sees hope that would otherwise be impossible to see.
The man who wrapped her tightly in front of her was the embodiment of all the affections of her youth, the man she had longed to see every midnight dream.
Su Jiarui originally thought that all the joys and fantasies of his youth would gradually fade away with the passage of time at his fingertips, and all of them would become mottled years.
But until today, she found out that she was wrong, at least regarding the relationship between her and Chen Cheng, she still judged too easily.
Perhaps, from the first time they met, from the heartbeat after she looked down and saw Chen Cheng for the first time, the two of them were destined to be endlessly entangled for the rest of their lives.
When Su Jiarui was emotional, Chen Cheng also looked at the petite person in his arms for a moment.
In a trance, he realized that since the two of them reunited, until today, there was a short period of peace.
The bosom is warm to the touch, and the corners of the lips are almost addictively soft.
In a trance, Chen Cheng seemed to remember something a long time ago.
At that time, it was the first time he met Su Jiarui, and just like now, she was dressed up decently at that time, and suddenly appeared in a noble school, like an ugly duckling who strayed into a swan pond, dignified and ridiculous.
At that time, she was surrounded by that group of people and wantonly bullied.
He has never liked to pay attention to these boring idle things, but that day, he actually stopped for a moment because of Su Jiarui.
Knowing that he heard Su Ru's name from that woman's mouth, he more or less guessed the relationship between the person in front of him and Su Ru.
Saving her was just for Su Ru's sake, but after he really got close to her, perhaps out of instinctive pity and protection for the injured little animal, he actually made an unprecedented act of kindness that day that he had never done before.
He actually arranged a driver to escort the ordinary Su Jiarui back to her campus all the way.
At the moment of separation, he saw the sparkle in Su Jiarui's eyes flickering like thousands of stars.
At that moment, he admitted that he was attracted to such Su Jiarui.
Although she seems to have a significant gap compared to her sister Su Ru.
She is not as talkative as Su Ru, she has a quiet temperament, and she can even be said to be so restrained that it makes people feel funny.
However, Chen Cheng could easily find that the clean and pure temperament on her body seemed to match the feeling that Su Ru gave him at the previous glance.
Maybe there are too many beautiful things encountered, and occasionally when you see one or two things with broken corners, you will feel strange, Chen Cheng at that time was just comforting himself so calmly in his heart.
Whether he was curious or concerned about Su Ru, it was just a spur of the moment, just like meeting a dying puppy on the side of the road on a rainy day, and getting up casually out of kindness, which did not contain any other emotional factors at all.
Because no matter how special Su Jiarui is, she is not Su Ru, and she is not the person he saw downstairs that day.
Time flows like flowing water from the fingertips, since the two of them confessed their hearts to each other, the days have passed quite quickly in a calm atmosphere.
What shocked Su Jiarui was that she and Chen Cheng were clearly people from two worlds, both before and now, but recently the two of them seem to be more and more compatible, and even know that now, it seems that once she leaves him, she will rarely feel a little panicked in her heart.
It's just that she has her own goals and ambitions after all, and staying in the gentle country all the time is obviously not a long-term solution.
"What are you thinking?"
Leng Bu was interrupted by the people around him, Su Jiarui reacted in hindsight, but just now Chen Cheng said something to her, she had no impression at all.
"I'm sorry, I just got distracted."
The payee naturally couldn't admit that her biggest concern at the moment was the person in front of her, so she smiled and shook her head.
"Your body can't afford the high-intensity work, if you can't take care of it on the construction site, I can assign someone from the logistics department to supervise it, after all, it wasn't your problem last time."