None of us mentioned the incident that day, I didn't say it to Kangxi, and the fourth master didn't seem to mention it to anyone.

In the process of the bumps in the carriage and the horse race with the Thirteen Masters, the days gradually passed. The prince still doesn't give up and always stares at me, but every time I am unfortunately alone, the fourth or thirteenth master will always come to me or the prince by order. In this way, I escaped the prince's step-by-step forcing all the way.

However, as we got closer and closer to the capital, my heart became more and more unsettled.

On this day, I sat in a carriage with a book in my hand, but my heart drifted somewhere.

Suddenly, I was tapped on the shoulder, I was startled, and when I looked up, Kangxi Ye was staring at me.

"Girl, what's wrong with you? The book is reversed, staring at it motionless for a long time, and you didn't hear it when I called you? Lost your soul? ”

I smiled wryly and didn't speak.

Kangxi Ye stared at me for a long time, and suddenly said: "You can't be the old thirteen who likes me and was rejected, you have been abnormal since you rode with the old thirteen yesterday, it's too suspicious." ”

"What nonsense? I won't like your son! As I said this, I suddenly thought of a person and a pair of eyes...... Those pairs, warm eyes, those pairs, warm hands......

"What's wrong with my son? My old thirteen are both civil and military, known as the 'King of Heroes'! Why don't you like my son? "Kangxi Ye actually argued with me like this, but he forgot to punish me for the crime of disrespect.

"Your son is both civil and military, and he is handsome, but I tell you, I don't like it because it is your son! I don't want to like even your heir! Really, I thought your status was great! Just don't like the man you love Xinjueluo's family! "My stubbornness comes up, no matter who it is, I will not back down.

"What's wrong with the men of our love Xinjueluo family? How dare you be a stinky girl? I tell you, it's your blessing that my son takes a fancy to you! ”

"This kind of blessing is not uncommon for me! What's so good about you guys who love the men of the Xinjueluo family? Aren't all those who follow them all the life trapped in the capital? Isn't it the same ending with anyone? Locked in a cage as an ornament! What's so good? I don't want it! I definitely don't want to be locked up in the capital for the rest of my life! "I'm tired of bondage, and I don't want to get into a fight. I'm afraid, afraid that I will be involved in the dispute between the Kangxi Dynasty and the Nine Dragons; I was afraid, afraid that I would fall in love with someone and then get caught up in a group of women competing for favor.

I'm scared......

Perhaps, I was just afraid that I was gradually accepting the fact that I really lived here......

Kangxi didn't speak again, but I bit my lip, sat with my knees crossed, and was silent. Until Kangxi's hand, brushing my hair, said to me: "Silly boy, I said what's wrong with you, it turns out that it's because you're about to arrive in the capital, so you're afraid?" ”

I was speechless, only reluctantly nodded. yes, I'm just scared.

But for the capital, I just can't give birth to any intimacy. I've traveled to so many countries and so many cities, and I just can't have much love and affection for the Forbidden City within the walls for no reason. It is too magnificent, isolating people from the truest and purest emotions in this world, and enclosing how many cold lives and lives.

"Silly girl, you can enter and leave the Forbidden City at any time."

I raised my head, glanced at Kangxi Ye and said, "Don't coax me!" I know that the palace maid can't be released from the palace until she is 25 years old, and it is usually a capital crime to enter and leave the palace without permission. ”

Kangxi Ye smiled: "Let me tell you this, the identity I gave you is not a palace maid, but a court lady like a wife." I will give you a fortune every month, you have your own waist card and can freely enter and leave the palace at any time, and you can even buy a house in the capital and raise a few maids and servants. You're free! Won't be locked up! ”

I looked up at those sincere eyes, but still asked uncertainly, "Chrysostom?" ”

Kangxi nodded solemnly and said, "Chrysostom Yuyan!" ”

My heart seemed to be comforted suddenly, and the corners of my mouth finally stopped stiffening.

Kangxi patted my head and said, "Child, it still looks good when you smile!" ”

When he said this, he didn't know that I was planning to save some money, and then escape from the palace and go back to the grassland to ride a horse and herd sheep......

My idea, which was confirmed many years later, can only be an idea.