Chapter 212: The Shackles of Humanity
"You Yi, why do you want to study biology?"
Bian Xiaoxi has been a student of You Changde for nearly a year at this time, and spends every spare time in the laboratory.
Bian Xiaoxi is indeed not a likable person, even if some people take the initiative to talk to her, she often ignores her. But You Yi's father, who is also a biology professor at this school, likes her very much, and everyone thinks she is a good hand at coaxing teachers. In fact, You Yi knows that her father only cherishes her talents, so he will look at her differently, she is also very hard-working, and she will grasp the opportunities given to her very well.
You Yi is almost the only one who will take the initiative to talk to her, but Ma Youyi is about to go to work in the research institute after graduating from graduate school, and today is also the last day to come to his father's laboratory to help, You Yi originally came to say goodbye, but he didn't expect Bian Xiaoxi to take the initiative to talk to her.
You Yi didn't actually think about this question, it seems logical for him to choose biology, his father is one of the best people in biology research, and his mother is not famous but is also a biology teacher. You Yi grew up playing in the laboratory, and when he was a child, his parents would let him do some simple experimental research, so he naturally cultivated his interest in this area, and then continued his studies and then chose a job in this field, which is very logical.
You Yi shook his head and said, "I never seem to have considered other options, and the influence of biology is ingrained in me. ”
Bian Xiaoxi didn't speak, and didn't seem to care too much about his answer.
"What about you?" You Yi asked tentatively, he used to ask Bian Xiaoxi some questions, after all, he was too curious about her, but most of the questions Bian Xiaoxi was silent, and over time, You Yi simply stopped asking.
It's just that this time it seems that Bian Xiaoxi is very willing to speak.
"I love the process of studying biology, it's like an exploration of myself, and it gives me a sense of being in control of my own destiny."
You Yi was looking forward to her answer, but when she heard what she said, there was always a sense of sadness.
"I don't need sympathy." Bian Xiaoxi said, "I'm looking for my freedom, and I will definitely find it." ”
Since then, You Yi seems to have been affected, and suddenly began to find the meaning of his own study of biology, which seems to have given his research a soul.
"You don't seem to know her very well." An Ju couldn't help but interject when she heard this, she thought that You Yi was looking for her lover, at least the person she liked, but it seemed that these two people were not on the same channel.
You Yi sighed helplessly, he thought that he should be the person around him who cared about her and understood her the most, but it turned out that he couldn't get into her heart at all. Otherwise, I wouldn't have understood the meaning of her words at all, and I wouldn't have been alert until she had been missing for a whole day.
That was the last time they chatted.
"You Yi, what do you think is the biggest constraint to human development?"
Bian Xiaoxi occasionally asked You Yi questions on a whim, and You Yi would feel that he was back in his student days, and suddenly felt a little nervous, but fortunately, Bian Xiaoxi never expected his answer.
"Did you know that the greatest shackle of human beings is human beings themselves, not the human mind, but the body that imprisons the mind. Why are so many talented people who can achieve better things, but they have to bear the threat of death, and why are those geniuses interrupted by death and disease before they get the expected results? Hemingway, Haizi, how many people, ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign, how many charming souls and thoughts have dissipated with the death of the body. ”
You Yi looked at Bian Xiaoxi like this and suddenly felt a little unfamiliar, as if he had met him on the first day, the strangeness made people feel a little chilled, as if he had never lived in the same world, the voice was ethereal and illusory.
"Think about it." Bian Xiaoxi suddenly seemed a little excited, "If we don't need to rely on the body, what kind of future will we usher in if we are above the body." ”
"I always thought." Bian Xiaoxi, who was squatting on the edge of the flower garden, suddenly stood up, and she didn't even pay attention to the whole pot of water that had been splashed into her beloved flower garden.
"I've been looking forward to biology for hopefully changing all that, and now I finally know that it's more than just anticipation. When we study biology, we study the human body, we study ourselves, we are breaking through the shackles of genes, and we can definitely break through, right? ”
You Yi had never seen her so excited, so she could only nod her head sneeringly.
"And then, she's gone the next day?" An Ying asked.
"Hmm."
"Aren't you supposed to like her? Why is she so slow to respond to her abnormal state! This girl is obviously quite paranoid! Because An Yi has seen many different types of people, she will soon grasp the characteristics of a person's human nature, but even if she doesn't have the ability to see people, with You Yi's attention to this girl, she should have found out that she has a problem.
"Uh, that, I didn't, no, I'm not." You Yi was a little incoherent, not knowing whether to explain his relationship with Bian Xiaoxi or to explain that he didn't notice anything abnormal.
Anjun waved her hand.
"Have a drink, I think you should ease up." Anju said as she picked up her glass and took a sip of herself. That posture is calm and elegant, and it makes people involuntarily calm down. You Yi also slowly served the wine in front of him, but he drank it all.
"This is my treasured good wine, just like that, be careful that the red wine is too strong!"
You Yi glanced at the wine bottles on the wine cabinet, they were all wines he had never seen, and in such a delicate and high-end wine cabinet, the wine must be very expensive.
Even though Anju said this, she poured him another glass.
"Tell me why you came to her in a game."
You Yi nodded, he couldn't taste the quality of red wine, but at this moment he felt that he really needed a little alcohol to relax his nerves, and after another sip, You Yi said what he had always suspected, which he didn't dare to tell the police, because no one would believe it, but he felt that An Yi would be different.
"Bian Xiaoxi is a person who has no hobbies." You Yi then recalled.
When she first came to the Institute of Neuroscience, although she was still unsociable, she showed great talent and enthusiasm, which made some people who have worked here for several years feel inferior.
But in January of last year, she suddenly used her lunch break to retrieve a game called Cloud Dream, and her concentration was the same as when she was experimenting.
Out of curiosity, You Yi secretly looked at her browsing history and found that she not only paid attention to the game Yunzhimeng, but also searched for information about the Scarlet Dream Company, and the search terms she used were very detailed, as if she wanted to get to the bottom of everything since the establishment of this company.