Chapter 505: Disheartened
She burst into tears, prostrate at his feet, so humble, Ji Beihan has always been hard-hearted, and he can't help but feel sorry for her at the moment, but what should he do? He still can't agree, because he also loves Chu Ge so much, so he can understand her pain, but he can't help her.
"Get up, Miss Zhao, if this king has never been affectionate to anyone, he may be able to accept you, but this king loves a certain person like you, and loves you desperately, so he understands you, but he can't marry you. ”
Hearing him say such things, her heart was broken, and she cried and asked, "You mean Chu Ge, didn't she leave you?"
"Yes, even if she leaves this king, but in this king's heart, there is still only her. ”
"Why? Why do you love such a woman? and you are indifferent to me who loves you deeply?" Zhao Yanxi complained with tears in his eyes, like a beggar, begging others to give a little love.
Ji Beihan looked at her condescendingly, except for sympathy, there was no other emotion, "Yes, this king doesn't understand why, maybe, this is why you are so persistent! ”
Zhao Yanwang was completely speechless, and when she was stunned, Ji Beihan had already left.
"Miss Zhao. ”
The maid whispered, and Zhao Yanxi came back to her senses, and she was the only one in the living room of Nuoda, still kneeling on the cold floor.
She said what should be said and what should not be said, and what should be done and what should not be done, she also did it.
However, he still can't keep him, and in this life, he is destined to be unable to marry him and stay with him.
She slowly stood up, lost her soul and walked out, her mind was full of Ji Beihan, the first time she saw him, she was fascinated by him, and at that time she thought, how can there be such a good-looking man in this world? He is not only good-looking, but also elegant, noble, and extraordinary, at that time she thought, if she can marry him, it will be in vain.
So, she always deliberately came to Ji Chengchen and deliberately met him, but he always looked indifferent, she thought that he was the kind of reserved man, even if he liked it, he would not show it easily.
Later, I heard that he actually had a fiancée, and he was still a fool, she was sad for him, sad for him, she thought, no wonder he was always so indifferent, it turned out that his fate was controlled by the family, she thought, only by getting rid of that fool, can he regain his freedom!
Unfortunately, her plan failed, not only failed to kill the fool, but was also beaten by the fool, she hated herself for being incompetent, failed to help him get rid of the fool, and watched them get married.
She thought that after marriage, he would not be able to stand the foolish princess, and when the time came, he would definitely find out that she was good and come back to her.
However, she was wrong again, what she was waiting for was not that he disliked the foolish princess, but all kinds of rumors of affection between him and the foolish princess, she didn't believe that she lost to a fool, in order to kill the killer, she befriended the princess, flattered the queen mother, and tried all means, but the plan failed again and again!
Later, she found out that the fool was not stupid, even smarter than her, and the fool and he really loved each other, so she gave up, as long as he was happy.
Therefore, she agreed to marry Wang Fengol to help her father consolidate the power of the DPRK and China, but unexpectedly, the night before the wedding, someone suddenly gave her a letter and told her that Wang Fengol secretly raised a beauty.
She was furious, and she let go of everything before she made up her mind, how could she be trampled on like this?
That day, she looked for the address in the letter and saw the beauty that Wang Feng raised, what made her even more shocked was that the beauty was really beautiful, much more beautiful than her, her self-esteem was greatly hit, and she lost her mind and just wanted to kill that beauty!
However, when she took up her weapon, she was attacked.
When she woke up again, she had already missed the wedding, and she was thrown in the garbage, mixed with a sour smell, she was so angry, why didn't all men in the world cherish her? Is she that bad?
Angry, she rushed to the Wang family, and as a result, what made people even more speechless was that Wang Fengol was worshipping with that beauty!
She successfully ruined their wedding, of course, it was impossible for her to marry Wang Fengol again, what she didn't expect was that all this turned out to be Ji Beihan's arrangement, she naively thought that Ji Beihan actually liked her and deliberately didn't let her marry another man.
She fell into illusions about him again, and soon, the opportunity came, and she heard that his princess had suddenly disappeared.
Although she didn't know what had happened or what had happened between them, she firmly believed that this was an opportunity, and God was finally moved by her sincerity and gave her this opportunity.
In the three years that he lost the princess, she waited patiently, not wanting to be hated by him, so she never took the initiative to bother him.
Although he rejected it again and again, she never gave up, her mother broke her heart for her, in order to let her marry into the palace smoothly, and even through various relationships to tie up the concubine, accompany the concubine to chant Buddha, and she, in order to please the concubine, also went to cook in person, beating the back and legs for the concubine.
Finally, Huang Tian lived up to his wishes, with her unremitting efforts, the concubine finally persuaded Ji Beihan, when she learned that Ji Beihan agreed to the marriage, she was really ecstatic, and she couldn't sleep for a few days and nights, for fear that after waking up, it would be a dream.
A few days later, the two families began to officially talk about marriage, and the concubine asked for her birthday, but unexpectedly, she and Ji Beihan's eight characters did not match, and the concubine refused this family.
She had a dead heart at that time, crying and begging her mother to try again, and her mother said that this birthday was a combination of national teachers, and it was useless to try a hundred times, so she was persuaded to give up.
But can she give up? I finally saw hope, how can I give up? In order to marry Ji Beihan, she boldly changed the eight characters of her birthday, and begged her mother to say it again, but her mother thought that she was wrong like this, but she forced her to die, and her mother agreed.
The second time, it was finally closed.
Her heart was up and down, struggling with suffering, seeing that the marriage was decided, and as a result, something happened again, and that day, she personally sorted out her dowry, but the news of his death came!
She rushed out like crazy, and was stopped by her father, and she cried so much that she wanted to see for herself, and she didn't believe he would die.
However, everyone said that he was really dead, and everyone advised her not to see it, because she died too miserably.
She cried to death, woke up without eating or drinking, and just wanted to go to Huangquan with him, but her father sent someone to guard her and prevent her from doing stupid things, and she was the only daughter in the family, and she couldn't have any more accidents.
She regretted it, she felt that she had killed him, she couldn't get married if she didn't get along, and there must be a big deal when she got married, and the marriage she had just decided had become a funeral, which was all her fault.
She endured the pain and agreed to withdraw from the marriage.