Three hundred thousand.

Maybe it doesn't mean much for those rich families, at most it's a car, a house.

But for a rural family like us, 300,000 yuan can't be earned in a lifetime, and even if there is so much money, it is a huge amount of money.

And now, these 300,000 can save Ding Li's entire family.

"Hao Shuai, can I trouble you with something?" Suddenly, Ding Li looked at me with red eyes.

I nodded.

"Can you not tell Li Xiang about this matter, I don't want to make trouble for him, and I don't want to cause trouble for you, I'll figure out this matter myself."

I can't understand Ding Li very much, although 300,000 yuan is a huge amount of money for us now, it doesn't mean that we can't raise it.

It's not a so-called trouble, it's just a tricky thing we're experiencing at the moment.

But Ding Li's attitude always felt that she was causing us trouble, and she had to resist everything by herself.

But in fact, the more she is like this, the more tired she will feel.

"I'm sorry, I can't promise you, unless you don't treat us as friends, from now on, you are you, we are us, then we will never care about this matter." I rejected Ding Li.

This left Ding Li speechless and didn't know what to say.

I lit a cigarette from my pocket, looked at Ding Li and said: "Ding Li, I don't care what happened between you and Li Xiang, but whether we are friends or not, since we are friends, you don't think so much, don't put too much pressure on yourself, as for money, let's find a way together, no matter how bad it is, isn't there still a drop of water now, now everyone is very kind, it must be no problem." ”

Later, after some persuasion from me, Ding Li didn't say anything later.

Sending him back to the gate of the community, a food delivery person got off the electric car.

"Ding Cheng."

Who would have thought that Ding Li would stop the delivery man when she opened her mouth, I frowned, and then I noticed that the two of them knew each other.

"Sister."

"Don't send it so late in the future, go back early to rest."

"I know, sister."

Then Ding Li introduced me to me and introduced me to her brother.

Ding Cheng doesn't look big, just eighteen, but he is already nearly one meter eight tall, he looks good, and he must be at the level of small fresh meat at school.

It's just that at this time, at the best age, he put on the clothes of a delivery man, and he always felt so pity.

"You go in first."

Ding Qiang gestured to me, turned around and entered the house.

This is a place that is incompatible with this new first-tier city, and it is a place that still retains the breath of life more than ten years ago.

A small alley, a large poplar tree, plus a small yard, looks very quiet.

"Shouldn't your brother be at school right now?" I snuffed out the cigarette butt in my hand, looked at Ding Li and asked.

Ding Li sighed deeply and said: "Since my father's accident, the pillars of the family have collapsed, my brother said that he, as the only man in the family, has to carry the life of the family, and my mother and I disagree, but when I see my brother crying and begging me, I really can't do anything." ”

I was silent, not knowing what to do to comfort her.

Compared with Ding Li, all of us are so lucky.

And she is now facing a life-and-death parting.

"But your brother still looks very young, isn't that ......?"

"I didn't plan to let him drop out of school, this year is the hardest year for our family, and when this year is over, I am letting him go back to school."

......

This night, Ding Li taught me a lot.

She made me really aware of reality and let me know what real life is.

Let me know that the so-called anxiety and fear of the unknown that I usually encounter are not worth mentioning.

When I returned to the rental house, I took out my mobile phone and found that Dong Biao had sent a lot of WeChat.

Roughly speaking, I am not righteous, if it weren't for Liu Xue and Kong Xue, his plan would have almost come to naught today.

I grinned, and I wanted to reply to him, but when I looked at the time, it was almost one o'clock in the morning.

I put down my phone, and in the darkness, a lot of the past came to mind.

This time of day is also the time when I can recognize myself the most, so I cherish this time very much.

I don't know what day this habit started, maybe it was a sleepless night on a certain day.

Yes, I never slept before eleven o'clock.

I'm a person who doesn't like to play games, but I didn't sleep before 11 o'clock in college.

I don't know why, I used to restrain myself from going to bed early every day, but when I lay in bed, my mind would keep thinking about things that hadn't happened and what had happened.

After graduating from college, not to mention, I lie on the bed in the rental house every day and flip through my mobile phone, and I don't know what I'm flipping through.

Sometimes chasing a variety show, after Haha University, I suddenly sat up from the bed and looked at the empty room, and I felt like I had failed.

I also thought about self-discipline and five kilometers a day, but when I actually practiced it, I couldn't stick to it.

And every day, the only thing that accompanies me is cigarettes.

......

When I came to the company the next day, I reported yesterday's incident to Qin Xue.

What I didn't expect was that Qin Xue actually agreed, and also put me in charge of this matter.

This surprised me, I have only been here for less than two months, and Qin Xue is so relieved to hand over the new project to me?

When I came out of the office, I told Dong Biao about it, and Dong Biao was quite happy for me.

But only I feel that I am not worthy of this project because of my current ability.

During the break, I was smoking in the toilet, and suddenly, the conversation between the two attracted me.

"I said, why did Qin Xue hand over the new project to that Hao Shuai to do, didn't he just come?"

"Hey, it's okay, it's okay, the society is sinister, you and I can do it, who doesn't know that Hao Shuai and Qin Xue have another leg, and the two are about the same age, isn't this right."

"But, what is Qin Xue's picture, you said that Hao Shuai, he is nothing, just look good?"

"Hey, you're really right, sometimes, this face is an invisible wealth, you are handsome, God will help you, you say you want to grow up, you are a cow, and in the end it is also a cow that cultivates the land."

Bang.

Suddenly, a loud bang rang out, and then Dong Biao's voice sounded.

"I said what are you two sneaking around, come on, come on, have the ability to say it in front of everyone, I said you two men are really good enough, hide in the toilet and say bad things about others, are you still men?"

Hearing this, I also pushed the door of the toilet pit open, and the scene became embarrassing in an instant.