096 She didn't dare admit it
In the quiet night, there was no light in the room, Qing Xiran hugged Qing Yiyi one by one, and finally calmed down, the little girl was already nestled in her mother's arms, and fell asleep with tears in her eyes.
Qing Xiran lightly carried Qing Yi back to the bedroom one by one, undressed the little girl, and put it in the quilt.
Only then did he go out and take his mobile phone to text Xuyou:
[Qing Xiran: Are you free? I want to talk to you about it. 】
As soon as the message was sent, Xuyou's voice call caught up, let's talk? Let's talk.
said to have a good talk, but after answering the phone, Xu You didn't say a word, in the dark villa, Qing Xiran didn't turn on the lights, she could clearly hear the ambient sound on Xu You's end, and it was also the same as her here.
Suddenly, Xu You, who has always been talking and singing, gave Qing Xiran a very heavy feeling.
She was a little uncomfortable, and in the near-still light, she finally spoke, and asked a question that she had been wondering about,
"Sir Xu, we used to know each other?"
She has no memory of Xu You, but the first time she received a call from Xu You, Qing Xiran had a familiar feeling of his voice.
Although this sense of familiarity, as the relationship between her and Xu You gradually deepens, the disobedience is diluted, and it seems more logical.
But Qing Xiran has absolute confidence in her memory, and she will never forget the people she has met, not to mention Xu Ze's voice, when she first spoke to him, the first sentence he spoke, made her feel familiar.
But she couldn't think of Ozawa.
There was only one possibility of reverse deduction, the only time in her life that her brain went down, and all memories of the downtime were lost.
If you don't even have a backup, you can't get it back at all.
So Osawa must have appeared during her downtime.
Is it possible that she has teamed up with Xu You? Does Xu You know Qing Yiyi's father?
Or is there some other origin?
Qing Xiran frowned, her brain suddenly exploded and hurt, and the sound of bullets suddenly sounded in her ears, she seemed to be caught in a rain of bullets, these bullets snapped, and the sound waves seriously affected her cranial nerves.
Her brain was a little slow, and the processing speed kept her from thinking about anything for a while.
At this time, I just want to take a cotton to plug my ears.
Then, I didn't see Xu You's answer, but I heard Xu You's breathing on the phone, and Qing Xiran said blankly:
"Sir Xu, I'm sorry, my memory has always been not very good, if you really know me, can you remind me, I ......"
"Qing Xiran, you are testing me."
Xu You's cold voice rang on the phone, and he asked:
"Do you think this is a bloody drama? It's not that your memory is not always good, it's that you have amnesia. ”
In the dimly lit dormitory, with the smell of the age, Xu You lowered his eyes, held a cigarette between his long fingers, but did not smoke, and then fell silent.
After a long time, when Qing Xiran felt that Xu You would be silent forever, he opened his mouth and asked:
"Let's be honest, Qing Xiran, are you amnesia? Do you dare to admit this in front of me? ”
Qing Xiran didn't dare to admit that for a thoughtful and step-by-step person, admitting that he had amnesia in front of an unimpressed person was a big loophole.
People who have a heart will take advantage of this loophole to influence her decision-making, and people who are obviously not familiar with her will pretend to be very familiar with her, and people who have an enmity with her will cover their vicious heart and appear in her world as a friend.
Therefore, Qing Xiran didn't tell anyone, she had a two-month memory gap, and others asked about Qing Yiyi's father, and Qing Xiran also used Qing Yiyi's father's sacrifice as an excuse to fill in the origin of Qing Yiyi.
She didn't dare admit it because she didn't trust anyone.
Even if the other party is Xu You, the more people who give her a vague sense of familiarity, the more Qing Xiran dare not admit that she has amnesia.
But she didn't admit it, she tested Xu You, and in front of Xu You, her mind was exposed.
Because she acted too strange to him.
The relationship between the two of them is not a passing by of all beings, nor is it the kind of general acquaintance who meets and nods, they have obviously been so happy...... She looked at him with the eyes of a stranger.
There was no need for Qing Xiran to open his mouth at all, and when Xu You saw Qing Xiran again, he seriously doubted the possibility that Qing Xiran had lost his memory.
At first, Xu You thought that Qing Xiran wanted to break off relations with him and didn't want to have anything to do with him, so he didn't say anything thoroughly, and only observed Qing Xiran silently.
But soon, Xu You found that it was obvious that Qing Xiran was not pretending not to know him, but really didn't know him.
He suddenly wanted to know.
If Qing Xiran had a memory now, would she feel very ashamed? Shame on her, how did she have the face to ask such a thing? How did she have the face to tempt him?
She was covered in a body, where was there no place for him to set foot in?
What is she inside and outside that he is not familiar with?
In the dark villa, Qing Xiran's face was a little not good-looking, her brain was so chaotic that it was about to explode, and there was always the sound of bullets in her ears, she finally relaxed her vigilance, admitted it, and asked:
"So Sir Xu, you were the one who appeared during my amnesia? We know each other? Knew each other before? ”
"Yes, it's very familiar." Do you know how many times I've slept with you?
The second half of the sentence was swallowed back into his stomach by Xu You, and he was afraid that Qing Xiran would think too much about it when he put such a big piece of material at one time.
All things can only wait for Qing Xiran to doubt and confirm by herself, because her brain is too precise, no matter how much Xu You says, Qing Xiran will not believe it.
Maybe Xu You is deliberately close to her in order to get her brain.
Now, when Xu You finally waited to say this, he lowered his head a little happily, as if he had seen Qing Xiran on the other end of the phone, full of surprise and suspicion.
But I heard Qing Xiran say:
"Okay, I see, it's too late, I'll sleep first."
She couldn't do it anymore, her headache was at its peak, as if something was about to break through the ground in her head.
It's not okay to go without sleeping.
Very abruptly, Qing Xiran hung up Xu You's phone, with a pale face, with a head full of gunshots, staggered open the bedroom door, in the dark, Qing Xiran stood by the bed in a trance, and looked at the sleeping Qing Yi for a while.
Then he fell asleep.
Tonight, Qing Xiran didn't enter the world of data, she dreamed, a very real, very real dream.
is so real that Qing Xiran knows that this is the part of his lost memory fragment.