Chapter 378: Choice
After Sun's condition stabilized a little, Yu Bo instructed the nurses and other doctors to transfer him to the emergency observation room and perform surgery as soon as his vital signs were met.
"Stay, no matter how much hardship you endure, you have to stay. And after Sun Chengde heard the advice given to him by Yu Bo, he decided on his own treatment plan almost without hesitation. Without listening to any dissuasion and not listening to any advice from relatives, Sun Chengde drove everyone out of the emergency observation room, but only Tie Wei and Wang Ge were called in, and Lin Yanwu stayed outside the door.
"Old Sun ......" The iron-clad man saw Sun Chengde's weak appearance on the hospital bed, as well as the leg covered with sterilized gauze on the outside of the quilt, he couldn't help but have a sour nose and wiped a handful of tears. "Evil, how many such things have we seen, why did we put it on our own! God treats you unfairly!"
"Team Sun......" Wang Ge also came to Sun Chengde's hospital bed and held his hand. "You hold on. ”
"You can't die, it's a big deal, it's a disability, it's nothing. We all know in our hearts that life is better than anything else, and God spared me a life, which can be regarded as the accumulation of virtue by doing good deeds. Sun Chengde had an oxygen tube inserted next to his nostrils, his voice was very small, due to excessive blood loss, his face was pale, his face was bloodless, his lips were only trembling, and the plasma that had just been taken out of the blood bank was directly poured into his body after it warmed up slightly, and the taste was not very pleasant.
On the infusion pole next to the hospital bed, there are infusion bottles and infusion bags of different colors hanging on it, and his heartbeat, pulse and blood pressure are displayed on the vital signs monitoring equipment, which are dripping regularly.
"In fact, after the accident, the moment I woke up, I felt that my right foot was unconscious at first, and then it hurt badly. "Sun Chengde has been an ambulance driver in the emergency department for so many years, what kind of symptoms his body has, and what is probably the cause, he has basically seen it, and it is speculated that what happened to him is also accurate. But before the doctor made a conclusion, Sun Chengde still had a glimmer of hope.
"Even if I can keep my right foot, I guess I won't be able to drive for the rest of my life. Director Yu gave me the bottom line, the prognosis is not good, it is difficult to survive after repair surgery, and it is possible to have a second amputation. Even if the severed limb survives, it will not be as functional as it was before, and it will be limping when walking, let alone driving by controlling the accelerator and brake through the ankle joint. It meant the end of his career as an ambulance driver.
In a short period of time, it is very difficult for anyone to accept that they will be disabled for life and will no longer be able to work. Sun Chengde seems to be fine on the surface, but in fact, he is just suppressing his emotions and forcibly calming himself down, so as not to cause other troubles, it is not good to delay the operation later. He even asked Yu Bo to inject himself with diazepam to stabilize his mood.
"Take care of your body first, I have the things to do in the team. Tie roughly knew that Sun Chengde called him and Wang Ge in, and did not call others, that is, he could not worry about the operation of the team. "After so many years, I have learned a lot from you, you can rest assured that you can recuperate. ”
"With you, I don't need to explain anything. Usually put away the stinky temper, people joke with you and go around, don't always pull a face, it's all your brothers, there's nothing you can't get by, don't scold people at every turn. Sun Chengde said.
Tie roughly changed his previous mood, "Listen to you, listen to you." ”
But the king pigeon didn't understand it a little. He has never participated in the management of the team, and for Sun Chengde, he is only one of the many drivers, so what is the purpose of calling him over?
"Xiao Wang, although you have been in the team for the shortest time, your work achievements are obvious to all. It's been a year and a half, you've made rapid progress, I'm leaving the team soon, and if nothing else, Lao Tie will take my place. You don't have enough qualifications, and the vice captain probably won't be able to take his turn, but if there is anything in the future, you have to help Lao Tie keep an eye on it. These days...... Seeing that your mental state has not been very good, it will be depressing to do our business. It's a good thing to have a girlfriend, talk to her more, don't always hold it by yourself. Lao Tie is a rough man, and after I am not in the convoy, I am afraid that no one will tell you these words...... It's not easy, you have to persevere, don't forget your dreams. Sun Cheng took the hand of the king pigeon and said earnestly.
The king pigeon had red circles in his eyes, and tears were about to fall. At this time, what Sun Chengde is worried about is not how to live in the second half of his life, not that he will have to be a disabled student for decades, but about the first aid mission, the ambulance team, these brothers, and his own mental state. He nodded vigorously and said yes.
"People's regrets are that they didn't fall at work. I'm still glad I didn't fall at work. Sun Chengde forced himself to laugh twice. If an ambulance driver has an accident while driving, the consequences can be described as very serious. "I had an accident myself, I didn't implicate anyone, it's already good, I have no regrets. ”
"Don't say too much, when is your surgery scheduled?" Tie glanced at the time, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening.
"If there are no unforeseen circumstances, it should be forty minutes later. Sun Chengde replied.
"You have a good rest, say hello when you have something, don't be afraid of trouble. Tie roughly tugged at the sleeve of the king pigeon, and walked out of the observation room without looking back.
"Team Sun, take care!" Wang Ge only left a sentence, turned back one step at a time, and left worriedly.
"Let's be busy, wait for the tasks on duty, go home and sleep after work, delay the work, Team Sun can't spare you!" As soon as Tie roughly got out of the ward, he immediately changed his expression, rigid and serious, and shouted at the ambulance drivers waiting outside the door, "It's all gone! It's Team Sun's order." ”
Everyone didn't say anything more or ask more, and left the emergency hall one after another to get busy with their own business. Respecting this job and respecting one's own responsibility is the greatest comfort to Sun Chengde, and everyone understands this truth. And Tie was roughly with Sun Chengde's relatives, guarding the outside of the ward, staring blankly at the floor.
Good fences make good neighbors. That's about the brotherhood of men. On the surface, they don't say many high-sounding words, but behind the scenes, they always rely on each other and support each other.
The conversation between Wang Ge and Sun Chengde did not last too long, as soon as Lin Yanwu saw Wang Ge come out, he quickly pasted it, grabbed his arm, and the two of them slowly walked out of the emergency hall, the night had come, and it was still a little cold outside. Spring didn't really come, and Lin Yanwu couldn't help but wrap up the driver's uniform jacket that Wang Ge put on her.
"How's it going?" Seeing that the king pigeon was in a bad mood, Lin Yanwu was also very worried.
"People are very weak, and after 40 minutes of surgery, the prognosis is poor, and joint fractures are not so easy to regain function. Even if you can keep your foot, you probably won't be able to drive a car. "The king's eyes were always red, but he couldn't help but let himself cry.
The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.
Sun Chengde has been an ambulance driver for so many years, and he can only do this, only drive. He believes that his meaning and value is to drive that ambulance well, to bring the doctor to the patient, to bring the patient back to the hospital, and to give hope to everyone.
"Although there is compensation for traffic accidents, can we compensate for a lifetime? What should I do for the rest of my life? He gave hope to so many people, and now he ...... But I don't even have the slightest hope. Wang Ge shook his head as he spoke, "Without this, this world should not be like this." ”
"The world is like this. There is pain, there is frustration, even torture. But we must always believe that good people are rewarded. Lin Yanwu whispered, "I believe it, and I think you believe it too." Captain Sun...... I guess I guess that's right. ”
"But reality always makes people ...... Can't believe it. The king pigeon casually followed, remembering all the things he had experienced before.
The heavenly realm, the human realm, the earthly realm, yang longevity, accidents, disasters.
Where else is there any truth?
God's laws, God's laws, are just nonsense.
The king pigeon closed his eyes and faced the sky, reality, what a fucking fuck.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't go to the movies with you. He whispered.
"No one could have expected such a thing to happen. And how can I blame you. Lin Yanwu said, "Can you send me back to school?"
The king pigeon immediately nodded, "Of course." "With that, I'm going to reach for a taxi.
Lin Yanwu hurriedly stopped him, "Don't take a taxi, it's expensive." Let's take the bus. And...... I want to stay with you a little longer. ”
Wang Ge smiled slightly, and the two of them came to the bus stop.
"I didn't expect that the first official date with you would be such a scene. Lin Yanwu said suddenly, "Before, I fantasized about many scenes. We went to see fireworks, went shopping, went to the movies, walked hand in hand under the stars, but we didn't expect ......" she sniffed the smell of the barbecue that remained on her body, "the first date, it was a smoky barbecue, and this kind of thing happened." ”
Wang Ge was silent, thinking that Lin Yanwu was blaming himself.
"It makes a lot of sense. Lin Yanwu laughed, as if she could maintain a bright smile under any circumstances, and her mood was always so good.
"I walked into your memories. I put on your clothes. I...... Witness your pain and suffering. I guess that's why I love you. Lin Yanwu said again.
"I'd rather you don't see the pain and suffering. Wang Ge replied, the bus heading to Hexi University Town in front of him slowly entered the station, Wang Ge swiped his bus card twice, and pulled Lin Yanwu to the back of the car.
The bus that missed the rush hour was empty, Wang Ge sat by the window, and Lin Yanwu leaned his head on Wang Ge's shoulder.
"I used to commute by bus, and there were quite a few couples, and the woman leaned her head on the man's shoulder and whispered. "At that time, I was very envious of them, to be with their beloved, even if it was to crowd the bus." I never imagined that I would have such a day. ”
"Now, you're the kind of person who makes others envious. Lin Yanwu said with a smile.
The two of them sat quietly on the bus for dozens of minutes, without talking or changing their movements, watching the people on the bus come and go, looking at the lights outside the window, Wang Ge kept sending Lin Yanwu downstairs to her bedroom.
This dormitory is within the scope of the Tianma Mountain Apartment of Nanhu University, and Wang Ge has been here many times when he was out of the car before, and he is very familiar.
"You know where I live this time. If you make me angry again, I will ignore you and wait for me downstairs! Lin Yanwu took off the driver's uniform jacket on his body and returned it to the king pigeon.
"Rest early, I'll send you a WeChat message when I get home. The king pigeon took the garment and put it on his hand.
"The girls' dormitory won't let you go up and sit. Although it is possible not to come back today...... But I don't think you're in the mood to mess around with me. Rest early, I should have told you. Don't think too much, Captain Sun will be fine, definitely. Lin Yanwu stood on tiptoe and pecked lightly on the lips of the king pigeon, "I'm leaving! Today's movie will be made up for me in the future!"
Wang Ge took advantage of this opportunity to quickly hug Lin Yanwu, and then watched her jump upstairs, and then was willing to leave from the apartment downstairs.
The old man whose shadow was pulled by the street lamp, Wang Ge touched the soul suppression card on his chest, and the number was not so important to him for a long time. Sun Chengde fell, but he hadn't fallen yet.
Tie Ju, Xie Guang, Xu Lin, Hou Changhe, He Sheng, Du Weiping...... More than two dozen brothers in the ambulance team of the emergency department of the Second Affiliated Hospital of Yaxiang have not yet fallen.
If you choose this industry, this career, this type of work, and can persevere, who doesn't have a flame burning in their hearts?
Wang Ge, who returned home, didn't mention this matter to his parents, but simply explained that his sister's school had been settled, so he hurriedly took a shower and lay on the bed.
"Are you home?"
The king pigeon quickly explained that it would take so long to take a bath. The two of them chatted without a word, from Wang Ge's work to Lin Yanwu's study, Lin Yanwu fell asleep first when he was sleepy, but Wang Ge was not in good spirits.
After watching Lin Yanwu say good night to himself and no longer reply, Wang Ge returned to his own conversation list. On the list, the chat window with Lan Xin is still stuck in that year, that day, that time, and it is still at the top.
Wang Ge sighed, long pressed the conversation window on the list, and after the dialogue was canceled, Lan Xin's avatar was instantly submerged after many WeChat messages for a year and a half, and he couldn't find it at all.
"People always have to ...... Forget the past to live, right?"