Chapter 004: The Past Past
The pain of losing three relatives in a row is a torture that everyone cannot bear.
Lu Rongrong didn't know how she survived, she only knew that she had been lying in bed sick for the first year, and it was her aunt who was taking care of the children and herself.
The next year, when Lu Chenchen learned to walk and babble at the age of one and learn to talk and call her mother, she held the child in pain for a long time.
From then on, Lu Rongrong decided to work hard to come out of the shadow of pain. After that, she worked hard to make money, and her aunt took care of her children, until Lu Chenchen went to kindergarten at the age of four, and she entered the United Airlines Group by chance.
Since Lu Rongrong went to work, Lu Chenchen has slowly escaped from her aunt's care, and she has been taking care of her children while going to work to make a living.
Now, 10 years have passed.
Her life revolves around deer dust, no matter whether she goes to work or gets off work, there is only deer dust.
No matter when and where, she will not tell anyone that Lu Chenchen is actually her sister's child and not her own, because she has already invested everything in Lu Chenchen, and has always played the role of her biological mother.
The three-storey bungalow is surrounded by a three-meter-high red brick fence and a fingerprint electronic lock door stands tall. Overall, the security measures in this small bungalow are very well protected.
Lu Rongrong thought about it.
The child is getting older, and he is no longer being cared for by his aunt.
She herself socializes a lot in the company, and it is inevitable that she will leave the dust alone at home. So when Chenchen was six years old and in elementary school, she built a high fence around the house and installed a fingerprint electronic lock gate.
The front of the house was full of flowers and plants, and Lu Rongrong locked the door and went straight into the hall, just in time to see Lu Chenchen collecting his schoolbag.
Seeing Lu Rongrong coming back, Chenchen looked sideways at her and smiled: "Mom, you're back!" ”
Lu Rongrong rubbed Chenchen's head affectionately: "Well, is your homework done?" I remember that there was a math test today, how did I do on it? ”
Among Lu Chenchen's three courses, only mathematics was poor, so she asked.
"Mom, you have to believe in your son's abilities!" As he spoke, Chenchen took out the math test paper from his schoolbag and stuffed it to Lu Rongrong, and said busily: "I scored 98 points in the test this time, didn't let you down, right?" ”
Looking at the red eye-catching "98" score on the test paper, Lu Rongrong's face was full of relief. She raised her hand and rubbed Chenchen's head again, scratched his nose and smiled, "It's pretty good, keep it up." ”
"Of course!" Lu Chenchen shouted.
Cai Meiying lifted the curtain from the kitchen with a plate of dishes. looked at the mother and son who were talking and laughing in the hall, and immediately smiled and arranged.
"You two quickly clean up the table and start eating."
Lu Rongrong turned her beautiful eyes and called her aunt.
During the meal, Cai Meiying and Lu Rongrong kept picking up vegetables from the dust, urging him to eat more, and the two nagged like old mothers.
After eating about half of it, Cai Meiying suddenly put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked up at Lu Rongrong and smiled embarrassedly: "That Rongrong, are you free this Saturday?" ”
Lu Rongrong took a bite of food, glanced at Cai Meiying, and finally asked in a familiar tone, "What's wrong, aunt?" Aren't you going to arrange a blind date for me again? ”
When Lu Chenchen was four years old.
Cai Meiying's daily task is to find a partner for her niece and go on a blind date.
Now six years have passed, and the number of blind dates for Lu Rongrong has been as high as 98. If she goes again on Saturday and makes up the number 99, she feels that she can really be single for a long time.
For Lu Rongrong, who has been on a blind date 98 times and has not married himself, he has fully adapted to such a single life.
But after more blind dates, she became very numb, and even regarded blind dates as a pastime.
I appreciated my niece's helpless eyes that did not pass the approval.
Cai Meiying suddenly smiled, and began to infuse Lu Rongrong's brain with chicken soup like a matchmaker, and her hands also followed suit.
"Rongrong, look, if you add this blind date on Saturday, you are already on your 99th blind date, in fact, your aunt has been counting for you. But this blind date is different from the previous 98 times, and it will definitely be successful! ”
Lu Rongrong put down the dishes and chopsticks and asked seriously: "Why?" ”
Cai Meiying smiled and said: "This blind date is different, the person is very good-looking, just like the ancient Pan An, who is also quite Sven, is the CEO of a large company, and has been divorced once." The main thing is that he doesn't mind that you have a child, and if you get married, he promises to only let you be a full-time wife at home. ”
Lu Rongrong rolled his eyelids and said in a resolute tone: "Auntie, in the previous 98 blind dates, several of them said so, but none of them could accept Chenchen and promise my conditions when they really chatted, I won't go!" ”
She really doesn't want to go, there is such a play in the company today, she really doesn't want to get married, it's good to raise Lu Chenchen alone. In the future, if she is old, she will be provided by the dust, and she will be so confused in her life, which can be regarded as a beautiful thing.
Thinking about it, Lu Rongrong glanced at Chenchen.
Chenchen also happened to take a bite of food and looked up at her.
There was gradually a trace of self-blame on Chenchen's face, as if the self-blame was his own reason for not letting his mother get married.
Seeing that people refused to go, Cai Meiying was anxious.
She moved the stool towards Lu Rongrong and continued to nag: "If you don't go, you have to go, maybe you can succeed this time." Besides, if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about it for Chenchen, don't you want to find a father for Chenchen? Do you want to find yourself to rely on? ”
Seeing Cai Meiying say this, Lu Chenchen also coaxed: "Yes, Mom, actually...... I really want you to find me a dad, and let me experience what it's like to have a dad. ”
Lu Rongrong glared at the dust.
"Don't make a fool of the children, eat your food well!" After speaking, she added a piece of meat to the dusty bowl, and then hurriedly looked at Cai Meiying and continued: "Auntie, I know that you are thinking about me, I won't go anyway, you will go home and refuse this blind date in a while." ”
"How's that going to work!" Cai Meiying's voice became louder, and her face turned cold. She looked at Lu Chenchen, who had already put down the dishes and chopsticks, frowned and asked, "Chenchen, is this full?" ”
Lu Chenchen nodded: "Well, I'm full." ”
Cai Meiying hurriedly urged: "Then you take your schoolbag upstairs to read and take a shower, and you have to get up early to go to school tomorrow." ”
Lu Chenchen glanced at Lu Rongrong: "Oh, then mom, I'll go upstairs first." ”
Lu Rongrong nodded gently: "Go, I'll talk to my aunt and grandmother." ”
Lu Rongrong knew that her aunt was deliberately squeaking away the dust, and then started her Dafa of forcing relatives.
Without waiting for Cai Meiying to speak, Lu Rongrong said consciously: "Auntie, just say what she wants, now that the child is older, don't say anything you shouldn't say in the future." ”
"Now you're quite self-conscious! But I won't say much more. Cai Meiying sighed, looked at Lu Rongrong's bright eyes and continued: "You also know that if your parents are still there, you will not be able to take care of your sister with a child, nor will you not be 33 years old and have never been in a relationship, and you have not even touched a boy's hand......" When she said this, Cai Meiying's voice began to turn into a crying voice, "You said that if I suddenly go down one day, how can I explain it to your mother!" Woohoo......"
Cai Meiying wiped her tears as she spoke, "Your mother often talked to me when you graduated from college, when will Rongrong find a boyfriend in the future!" When will you get married? What kind of child do you have, but now ......"
Cai Meiying said all the words that pierced her heart, and Lu Rongrong could completely take it as the wind in her ears after hearing it. But every time my aunt mentions her mother's hopes for her, her weakness will be completely choked to death.
"Alright, Auntie! Don't say it, I'll ......" Lu Rongrong finally compromised.
Cai Meiying's voice stopped abruptly and looked at her.
"Okay then, I'll not talk about it." Then he began to pull his phone into his pocket, "I'll tell you the appointed time and place now, and you'll be there on time to meet him on Saturday," she cautiously said, "and see if you can go that way." ”
Lu Rongrong lowered his eyes like wood and nodded: "Got it." ”
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Love is one thing that every girl yearns for, including Lu Rongrong. My aunt said she had never been in a relationship or touched a boy's hand, but that wasn't the case.
Lu Rongrong had her first love, but that relationship died on the beach.
Ten years ago, she had a relationship with Qin Dongyang. But after only holding hands once, the nightmare began.
After the death of her parents and sister, Lu Rongrong has been living in grief, and the so-called first love has become more and more estranged. In fact, Qin Dongyang was like evaporating from the world that year, and he never came to find Lu Rongrong.
A year later, when Lu Rongrong officially came out of her grief and entered society, Qin Dongyang suddenly came to her inexplicably.
At that time, Lu Rongrong had a hazy sustenance for her first love, and she also wanted to start with Qin Dongyang again. But the reality is very cruel, because Qin Dongyang has Yan Lily by his side.
My junior year.
That is, after she and Qin Dongyang officially confirmed their first love relationship, Yan Baihe has been chasing him relentlessly, but Qin Dongyang is infatuated with Lu Rongrong, and Yan Baihe has become a bureaucracy.
How Qin Dongyang and Yan Lily got together later, Lu Rongrong didn't know. She only remembered that when Qin Dongyang came to find her in 2014, he held her tightly in his arms, and she saw self-blame and struggle on his face.
"Rongrong, I'm sorry, this year has made you suffer, let's start again, and I will take care of you and your sister's children in the future."
Lu Rongrong was moved when Qin Dongyang said these words that day, and cried in Qin Dongyang's arms for a long time, but at that time, Yan Lily suddenly appeared.
"Lu Rongrong, you slut! Now that Dongyang is my boyfriend, why are you still haunting him, and now that your parents are dead, do you want to find a backer for yourself so quickly? ”
Yan Lihe's words were like five thunderbolts, and Lu Rongrong pushed Qin Dongyang away. That kind of desperate grief and blow made her lose control and gave Qin Dongyang a slap.
"Why? Why did you come to me even though you already had Yan Lily, and what did you mean by what you just said to me? Is it ironic? ”
In fact, that reunion did not make Qin Dongyang give up Lu Rongrong, and Qin Dongyang did not give her an explanation directly.
Afterward.
Whether Lu Rongrong is at work and off work or on the way home, Qin Dongyang can always see her at the intersection.
"Rongrong, listen to me, I was just an accident with Yan Lily, the day your parents died, I drank too much with my friends, and then I had a relationship with her. I don't know how to face you after learning what happened to your family, so... So I stayed with her for a year. ”
Lu Rongrong looked at him coldly, "So this is what you gave me?" Unhappy with her and coming back to me? ”
Qin Dongyang was dumbfounded, and it took a long time before he said, "I'm sorry, I found out that the person I have always loved is you, so please give me a chance." ”
That time, Lu Rongrong did not agree to Chun Dongyang's request.
Later, Yan Lily became pregnant.
Later, there was news that the two were going to get married.
On Qin Dongyang's wedding day, Lu Rongrong was drunk.
In fact, she knew that even if she agreed to be with Qin Dongyang, according to Qin Dongyang's family background, she would not get the blessing of his parents, because her parents were no longer there. Moreover, she knows Qin Dongyang, his personality is too cowardly, if she is really with him, her life will only be a mess.
However, in the following years, as for her and Qin Dongyang, it may be her fault. The fault is that she shouldn't let him continue to pester herself, resulting in now making herself the object of ridicule in the company.
It's just that some things are not under her control, because the beginning of fate has made her life have many forks in the road.
No matter which path you take, there are thorns ahead.