Chapter 1382: I don't want you to become who you used to be
"What about you? Why did you do it in the first place? Qin Chuan asked Jian Yiling rhetorically.
Creation and making people go, originally belonged to Jian Yiling's ending, but now it falls on Qin Chuan's body.
What Qin Chuan is experiencing is what Jian Yiling has experienced.
"I don't have a choice, you have." Jian Yiling said.
"I don't have a choice either." Qin Chuan said.
Jian Yiling should be the person who can understand and understand Qin Chuan in the world today.
Qin Chuan knew that she could understand his current mood.
It's just that in this life, she is rational and calm, and she no longer has any attachment to him, and she won't think too much about him.
"I'll do everything I can to save you." Jian Yiling said.
"Why would you want to save me?"
Qin Chuan's originally dead eyes were fluctuating because of Jian Yiling's words.
"I don't want you to be who you once were."
"Is it sympathy?"
"It's not." Jian Yiling denied it.
"What's that?" Qin Chuan wanted to know the answer to this question.
Jian Yiling couldn't answer.
Looking at her who was silent, Qin Chuan had an answer in his heart, he really shouldn't have anything to look forward to.
Qin Chuan smiled bitterly: "Yiling, it's not your fault that I have today, it's the fault of fate, you don't need to feel guilty for me." ”
"Just for your mother and Yu Fan." Jian Yiling said, "You should cherish them, they are your relatives." ”
Qin Chuan was moved.
If there is anything happier in this life than in the previous life, it is his mother and sister.
He has a family affection that he didn't have in his previous life.
Qin Chuan was silent for a while and then asked Jian Yiling: "Yiling, if there is no Zhai Yunsheng in this life, will you like me again?" ”
"No, it won't." Jian Yiling gave his answer without a moment's hesitation.
So decisive, so decisive.
Leave no room for error.
Qin Chuan smiled, but it was more bitter than crying.
He slowly closed his eyes.
There was silence in the room.
"You have a good rest, I will arrange your surgery as soon as possible."
Without giving Qin Chuan a chance to refuse, Jian Yiling turned around and left the ward.
Outside the ward, Qin Chuan's mother and Qin Yufan hurriedly surrounded them, and the two looked at Jian Yiling with the same eager gaze, but they didn't know how to ask.
"I'll operate on him." Jian Yiling said to the two.
Qin Chuan's mother immediately wanted to kneel down for Jian Yiling.
Jian Yiling stopped her: "Don't thank me, I hope he will be willing to undergo surgery." ”
After speaking, Jian Yiling went to the office with the dean and the attending doctor.
Qin Chuan's mother immediately returned to the ward and began to persuade Qin Chuan to accept Jian Yiling's surgical treatment and not to give up hope of life.
Qin Chuan couldn't bear to refuse his mother, but his gaze was still like a pool of stagnant water.
Qin Yufan walked over, raised his hand, and slapped Qin Chuan in the face.
"Smack-"
Qin Chuan, who has taken painkillers, will theoretically not feel pain.
But after this slap, he felt pain, a pain that penetrated deep into his heart.
Qin Yufan scolded Qin Chuan: "What are you like now? Playing bitterness? Isn't it just love? How can it be? I like Zhai Yunsheng, do I get it? I like Jian Yichen, do I have it? According to you, if you lose love once, you have to give up trying to survive, so should I die a few times? ”
"I don't know what's between you and Yiling, and I don't know what happened to you, I only know that only when people live can they have hope, and they are qualified to suffer, love, possess and lose!"