Chapter 35: Not paying attention is the most important
"Nothing, nothing. It's just that we are jealous of Jin Bu's excessive cleverness, so we are laughing at him just now, although Jin Bu's grades are so good, but he doesn't look like a smart person. Shuangmu wants to use his language skills and chat skills to help Jin Bu get through.
"What are you thinking day by day, I don't know? Still pretending, continue pretending, haven't I ever read a book? Sister Hong didn't believe Shuangmu's rhetoric at all.
Then he glanced at the fish and sheep, and by the way, he also gestured to the golden cloth with his eyes. After that, he only explained the discipline problems for the next night, and told them to do a good job of dormitory hygiene tomorrow morning, and the school leaders should conduct random inspections. Finally, with a smile on his face, he went to check the rest of the bedroom.
"Why is Sister Hong coming to check on the bed today." Yu Yang was also stared at just now, and his back was cold, and he felt very uncomfortable being caught by Sister Hong with pigtails. But fortunately, the protagonists of everyone's discussion in the dormitory today are Gu Yue and Jin Bu.
"How do I know this, let's discuss these things after the lights go out in the future, it's too scary." Jin Bu came to his senses and gave advice to the big guys.
Now what Jin Bu can think of is probably because she and Yuyang have good grades in the class, so Sister Hong chose to turn a blind eye to the two of them. Eating the last piece of sushi that was left, Jin Bu slowly climbed into his bed.
It wasn't until the power was cut off in the dormitory for a short while that Jin Bu began to whisper tentatively again: "Sister Hong, let's go." ”
"I should be gone, I just watched her go downstairs while I was still brushing my teeth at the window." Shuangmu is the one who washes the latest.
"That's good, boss, let me ask you, will your Ah Ah mind if you play with other girls?"
When Jin Bu was just lying in bed in a daze, there would be all kinds of things that happened between him and Gu Yue in the past few days. I wanted to figure out the reason why Gu Yue refused to enjoy the small cake with me at night, and in the end, I felt that it could only be that I played Yu-Gi-Oh with Erdong and angered Gu Yue.
"I really don't know about this, I don't usually play with girls, but I guess I won't mind, you should be able to ask Xiao Wu about this." Yu Yang couldn't answer this question, so he recommended a suitable candidate for Jin Bu.
"Yes, Xiao Wu, have the girls around you talked to you about this topic?" Jinbu pinned his hopes on Shuangmu.
"I don't know, I guess I haven't discussed it, but you think about it from your shoes. If you had a girlfriend, would you like her to play with other guys? This kind of question needs to be discussed? Shuangmu was puzzled.
Jin Bu thought about it seriously, and he was really not sure if he would mind Gu Yue playing with other boys if he became a couple.
"Actually, if you really want to know, it would be nice to test it a little. When you go to sports tomorrow, you can follow Shuangmu and play with the other girls in the class for a while in front of Gu Yue. We help you observe if Gu Yue is very uncomfortable. "If you want to talk about who has the most ghost ideas in 215, it must be Mu Shui.
"I don't think it's good, if Gu Yue takes it seriously, I'm afraid that the fourth child will be single in this life." Chongwen complained while copying his homework, this person always picked something bad.
"Now the fourth child is not Gu Yue or anything, I think you can try. Otherwise, when we are really together in the future, it will be really troublesome to try this problem at that time. "Mu Shui has his own little Jiujiu, and he wants to watch the play.
"I'm annoyed, I'm talking about it tomorrow, go to sleep." Jin Bu didn't want to discuss the matter any longer, so he pulled up the quilt and put it on his head.
Chongwen and Mu Shui began to talk about the topic. Jin Bu in the quilt took out Gu Yue's mobile phone, put on headphones and wanted to listen to music for a while and prepare for sleep. There's another group in the music list: I want the group leader to listen to it. Jin Bu hid in the quilt and smiled. There were only five pieces of music prepared in it, and Jin Bu guessed that Gu Yue wanted to listen to one every night. He thought he could emulate Gu Yue.
In a flash of inspiration, Gu Yue's carefully prepared little surprise gave Jin Bu an excuse, and Jin Bu felt that now he had the capital to try this temptation. If Gu Yue was really too angry, as long as Gu Yue was given a suitable reason, he should be forgiven. The reason that Jin Bu thought of was: in order to share the most touching music with Gu Yue, he chose to let Shuangmu take him to the girl to ask questions.
Every Monday's morning self-study, Jin Bu felt that time passed very quickly, but this time he had already completed the weekly diary. When the bell rang for class, Jin Bu didn't wait for Gu Yue to go to the cafeteria first, he needed to go to the cafeteria early and flush Gu Yue and her own lunch boxes with clean water. Jin Bu lined up to make breakfast for two, and waited for Gu Yue while eating on the usual fixed seat. After a short while, Gu Yue was late.
"I listened to the music you want me to listen to last night, do you want me to share with you how you feel after listening to it?" Jinbu took a sip of the hot milk to help him swallow the egg in his mouth.
Gu Yue is now busy sandwiching the unsightly and unbeautiful steamed buns into the golden cloth lunch box: "Which one did the team leader listen to?" ”
Jin Bu took Gu Yue's egg and helped her peel the shell: "I'll talk about my feelings after listening to it first, and after you listen to my speech, guess which one I listened to is good." I think it's more interesting that way. ”
"Tell me about it, team leader, I'll listen." Gu Yue kept the egg whites, and squeezed the yolk into the golden cloth bowl.
"When I listened to it last night, I felt that this song told a bad story, and the story in it seemed to be the same tone as the story described to us in "Butterfly", the melody in the middle made people feel joyful and cheerful, and the melody in the back seemed to be more helpless." Jin Bu talked about his emotions, and he was also lost.
"The team leader should have listened to "National Colors and Heavenly Fragrance" last night."
"Well, it seems that Gu Yue's understanding is not much different from mine." Jin Bu's tone revealed a little happiness again.
"Have you ever heard a poem from the group leader? There are swallows in the north ridge, the feathers are like snow, the wind is sad, the wings fly south, a fold of the feathers, if the helplessness, the wind is dignified, and it will never leave. The national color and heavenly fragrance are the expression of this poem. When Gu Yue shared this poem with Jin Bu, there was loneliness in her eyes.
"This should be the story of the winged bird, no wonder."
"Well, maybe it's the story of the winged bird. Team leader, don't you eat quickly, last week our group was the last in the group, and we have to clean up. Gu Yue tried to get around this heavy story.
"It's so annoying, I don't want to sweep the floor and I don't want to wash the dishes, why is there so many layers in a lunch box," Jin Bu leaned on the table and began to play scoundrel.
"Look at the situation that you have to clean this week, I'll wash it with you, just in the morning and afternoon, I don't care if you don't clean at noon." Gu Yue was very happy that Jin Bu could understand the music he had chosen, so he would indulge his willfulness today.
"Mmmm, I'll finish eating soon, you go to a place with a lot of water to occupy a place first." Jin Bu soaked the rest of the steamed bun in milk, and sent it into his stomach in a few bites like swallowing jelly.
Gu Yue was still walking halfway down, Jin Bu chased after him and snatched the dishes and chopsticks in Gu Yue's hand: "I'll wash it, don't freeze you in winter." ”
Gu Yue smiled so happily: "Then the group leader, I'll go back to the classroom first, don't put the wrong cupboard for you later." ”
"yes, got it. You go back first. ”
In fact, the lunch box for two people can't be washed for long. After a few glances, Jin Bu finished his task, put the lunch box away, first shook off most of the water left on his hands, and then wiped off the remaining water in the sleeve of his school uniform. Then I slowly returned to the classroom. There was an extra water cup on the table, and Jin Bu knew that this was Gu Yue's preparation for warming his hands. Unassuming, not hypocritical, ordinary and warm.
Towards the end of the semester, the new classes for each subject are almost over. The current class time is basically used for reviewing, doing questions, and talking about papers. There is no pressure on Jinbu to do this. Wandering in a daze during class is becoming more and more frequent. Kim Bu likes to wander around his own space.
So following Shuangmu to discuss music with a group of girls who are not very familiar with him, Jin Bu seems very restrained. There is no harm if there is no comparison, Jin Bu finally knows how rare Gu Yue is, even if the classmates around him have been studying together for nearly a year, but every time Jin Bu speaks, it becomes a self-talk to the end. I wanted to escape, but I didn't dare to flee.
Without Jin Bu to accompany the game king, Mu Shui could naturally only help Jin Bu, so he guided Gu Yue to the playground. When Gu Yue found the golden cloth in the crowd, Mu Shui's eyes instantly dimmed when he saw Gu Yue's eyes. After only a few seconds of froze, he turned around and left, and sometimes after a certain degree of disappointment, a flower would bloom, and the name of that flower didn't matter.
went straight back to the classroom, and Mu Shui also heeled back. Jin Bu just chatted with other girls, and sentimentality and loss took control of the whole brain. That feeling reminded Gu Yue of being at her mother-in-law's house when she was a child, watching the cherries turn red and full day by day, but one morning she saw that her favorite bunch had been taken by a bird.
A second ago, I was full of anticipation, like being pampered high in the sky. The next second was full of loneliness, like a fierce fall from a high altitude. Gu Yue's growth is the process of muting the cry. Her tears were only allowed to be seen by those she wished to find. Expectation because of dependence, disappointment because of expectation. Obviously, he had already warned himself last week not to rely on Jinbu excessively.
Mu Shui could only see Gu Yue's back. She sat there from the end of class to class. Mu Shui knew that his suggestion this time was really too much, and the joke was too big. Some things, once done, will bring harm to the person concerned, regardless of the outcome.
Mu Shui could only faintly feel Gu Yue's sadness. Jin Bu could feel more emotions that Mu Shui couldn't feel. After the physical education class, Jin Bu went back to the classroom to chat with Gu Yue, but Gu Yue had already shown love and ignored it. After a while, he found an excuse to say that he had something to do, but Jin Bu clearly saw that Gu Yue was simply in a daze in front of him.
Without Mu Shui to give Jin Bu a reaction to the situation, Jin Bu already knew Gu Yue's attitude towards playing with other girls. It's just that Jin Bu doesn't think there's anything wrong with this. Sometimes I don't care, but I care the most.
Now go and explain to Gu Yue, maybe Gu Yue will also feel that Jin Bu is prevaricating her. By the time the golden cloth gift was delivered to Gu Yue on Wednesday Christmas, the persuasiveness at that time would be much more useful than it is now. Judging from Gu Yue's performance yesterday and today, Gu Yue shouldn't have ignored herself for too long, so let her wait quietly.