I woke up again in the early morning of the next day, the room was very quiet, should still be sleeping, I sat up quietly, but I didn't want to get out of bed, I didn't expect a little wife divorce trick to really make me physically and mentally exhausted. I don't have a relationship with that person, what I'm tired of is the relationship between people, even between my in-laws and uncles, I specialize in human nature, but I still lose, so what about those ordinary women? What about women who really love their husbands and children?

"Are you awake?" A deep voice, it was Shi Tong, I opened the curtain and he sat at the table, wearing the same robe as yesterday, but losing the high-spirited demeanor of yesterday.

"When did you come in?"

"After my parents-in-law left, I heard the doctor say from afar that you are too sad and physically and mentally exhausted to the point of temporary fainting, and you can rest for a while."

"Did Mei Niang cry?"

"No, I just don't talk and I don't eat."

I buried my head in my lap and didn't want to speak anymore.

"Am I making you so sad?"

I smiled, sighed, looked up, and glanced at him, "It's true to be sad, but it's not for you, it's Daddy." ”

He nodded, not at all surprised, not even disappointed, and looked at me, as if waiting for me to give me another detailed explanation. I thought for a moment and shook my head.

"I said it yesterday and I don't want to say it anymore."

"Is it just because they don't trust it?"

"What will happen to you if your emperor doesn't believe in you either? In the four years of the martial arts, I did my best, I always said to myself, my father and mother treated me very well, I want to be worthy of them, I regard them as biological parents, but I never thought that a few words from Sister-in-law Liu can make them lose confidence in me, if it wasn't for the return of the second brother, I really jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it. The first time, I thought they were because I missed my second brother, and I could forget it, but I had already explained to the two of you the reason for sending my second brother away, and I was afraid that they would have doubts, so I showed them all the account books, but I didn't expect to suspect that I had a personal relationship with my second brother. One is their biological son, and the other is their daughter-in-law who has been with them for four years, but they are so uneasy and distrustful, I still have nothing to remember in the martial arts family. ”

"Don't want to know what's going on with the Yang family?"

"The emperor gives the marriage, the princess marries, the cost of public coins, what a great honor." I smiled and looked sideways at him, so what else could I explain?

"The Yang family has entered the palace to serve the emperor!" He said lightly, and I looked at him incredulously. He smiled and looked at me, "You said it too, what a big honor." ”

"Why?" I still don't understand, Li Yuan's lust has never been a secret, can he keep his mistress in the minister's house?

"For many reasons, the concubines in the palace have their own factions, and the Emperor Taishang is heavily restricted, and if he wants to protect the Yang family and the fetus in her womb, he can only use extraordinary methods. Didn't you notice that my wedding with Yang was not long after the day you got married? Remember when I was urgently called back to the palace? I went back to marry her, and when I told him I had just married, he declared you dead. He sat across from me with a wry smile, could he speak at this point? I looked at his face.

"Now that he has abdicated, the concubines have been removed, and now the Yang family and her children are safe?"

"It's just Yang, those two children were born to you." He looked at me, and I suddenly realized, yes, how could Li Yuan directly rob the minister's wife, then the Yang family is a new concubine, and I am the 'Yang family', I buried my head under my knees again.

"Go find someone else, I'm tired." I said in a muffled voice, it is better to kill me than to let me live under someone else's name for the rest of my life, not to mention, I can't be a Yang family, I can't live a lifetime in the Tang Dynasty.

I felt him sit on the edge of my bed, reaching out to dig out of my covers, holding my face so that I had to face him.

"Come back with me, I'll go to Lizhou, and we'll be together as a family. I promise that I will never leave you again, and that my father and mother will never doubt you again. ”

"Why me, I'm already determined to leave, Shi Tong, it's been four years, I'm really tired."

"I won't let you be so tired in the days to come." He lifted my chin to make my eyes meet his, and for the first time I realized that he had beautiful eyes in addition to his pesky smile.

"Why me? Do I have to live under someone else's name for the rest of my life? Even if you don't even have your own name after death? I shook my head vigorously, shook the eyes and smile out of my head, and said with a hard heart.

He was silent, because this was a fact that he could not change, and after a while, he took a coat and draped it over me, "I'll go back, you can rest for a few days, and I will send someone to bring you Liniang." ”

"Li Niang?" I thought I misheard.

"Yang's children, two very beautiful and well-behaved girls, I brought them back this time. But Mei Niang doesn't seem to like them very much, I know that I shouldn't send the children to my father-in-law's house, but my mother's side ...... Mei Niang only listens to you, even if you don't stay in the martial arts family anymore, please help me tell Li Niang and Mei Niang that they are sisters. ”

I looked at him, I wanted to cry, these three children have nothing to do with each other, but they are forced to believe that they are the same mother, at least Mei Niang will not believe it. I wanted to refuse, but looking at his tired face, if I thought it was impossible, the mother of his family was even more impossible. I nodded, and I agreed. I didn't watch him throw it, I buried my head in my knee again, I want to be an ostrich, in fact, it's not bad to be an ostrich.

After breakfast, I sat down in my parents' room, and they looked at me and laughed, "Really sick?" ”

I understand what they mean, how can a fake in-law and fake father-in-law really be stimulated. I smiled wryly, but I didn't reply, and I didn't know how to reply.

Isn't everything playing out according to the script I wrote? Why do I still faint when I leave the samurai family? Why did I harden my heart and force myself not to say yes when the samurai persuaded me to go home last night? Why don't I have any strength now? But I don't even want to think about it, I don't even have the right to be quiet. Maybe I don't want to be quiet, maybe I don't really want to think so clearly, I've been hovering between right and wrong these days, and I'm doing everything right? I kept asking myself, I was going crazy, I wanted to go back to modern times, I don't want to be a rootless woman with a confused identity.

"What's the plan?" The named lady sat next to me and looked at me.

"What does the old man want me to do? The incognito Yang family has been witnessing Wu Zetian as the emperor? Sixty years, will he survive then? I bowed my head and said angrily.

"It seems that the eldest young master has been here? What have you talked about? The nominal father laughed.

I retold the conversation between the two of them, leaned on the pillow weakly, and thought: "Sometimes I don't know whether history is reliable or unreliable? ”

"I think it's good, after all, some things can't really be recorded in history, so in the chronicles, it's not bad that there are not many mistakes. From now on, Wu Zetian's biological mother is the Yang family, which is true in history, but it is not said that there are three people in the Yang family. The nominee shook his head, he was quite satisfied.

I looked at them speechlessly, is this called reliable? So what does it mean to be unreliable? Wu Zetian's biological mother almost has three, and the Yang Yunniang who really gave birth to her; and Liniang, the Yang concubine who lives in the deep palace; After that, there is another Yang who is not Yang, which is also called reliable?

"What about you? What do you think? Do you want to be Young? The nominee didn't bother to ask about those official matters, she looked at me intently.

"I don't want to be involved in history, and more importantly, I don't want to be a widow one day in eight or nine years, I can't do anything, and I feel too cruel to think about it now." I feel angry when I say it, watching my husband die, but I can't do anything, and a bunch of people tell you that you are tampering with history, and more importantly, even if I successfully avoid it once, who knows if there will be another incident that will kill the man? How sad will I be when I think everything is in vain? I don't want to suffer this kind of pain, and I don't want to be the heroine in Aunt Poor's play, eating with tears.

The nominee lady was already lying beside me, squeezing me aside. She sighed beside me, "It's not difficult to be a widow, but it's hard to live another sixty or seventy years after my husband dies." ”

"What?" I jumped, I really didn't have any impression of this Yang.

"No matter who the Yang family is, she died at the age of ninety and died in the inner courtyard of the palace, and Wu Zetian personally ordered Wu Sansi to engrave a monument to commend her life."

"Kill me, right? Is it interesting to live alone to the ground? "I shook my head even more, my husband died, and my daughters were all worried, and they had to live to be 90 years old? I'm going to kill myself by hitting tofu now.

"So the old man said, this time you decide for yourself, if you don't want to go back to the martial arts, he will arrange for you to go back."

I'm really about to cry this time, this is because I was moved by the words of the nominee just now, I can finally go back, my TV, my computer, my Internet, I swear, I must talk about a vigorous love, I want to ...... When my head was full of pink bubbles, I was hit on the forehead by my named father.

"Don't be happy, let's mess with what is in front of you first."

Yes, I still have to ask Mei Niang to admit that Li Niang is her sister. A difficult and difficult task, it seems that Liniang is very romantic in the TV series, their mother and daughter and Li Zhi have a hand, it seems that Wu Zetian has never liked her very much.