Chapter Twenty-Six: Actually, I've liked you for a long time

"Leng Yan, you have to get better quickly, tell me about your past, I can accept whatever you say, as long as you are well, let me do anything..."

Xu is Murong Ran's words entered Li Luo's heart, she was indeed a little too strict with Leng Yanshuo, when people make mistakes, they can't be beaten to death with a stick.

What's more, his fault was not his initiative.

“…… That's what you said..."

The hustle and bustle of dust turns into nothingness in an instant. After a period of darkness, the dawn of my heart bloomed.

The blurred eyes, leaving those unknown phantoms, slowly opened, and the gaze fell back into the gentle morning light.

Leng Yanshuo woke up, his voice a little hoarse.

He raised his fingers a little weakly, trying to pull Li Luo's hand, but he had no strength and gasped for breath.

Li Luo was a little happy to see him wake up, and took his hand without thinking about anything, holding it tightly in his hand.

"You, you're awake, how are you feeling?" Li Luo asked nervously.

"I'm fine...... Can't die. ”

He replied as if nothing had happened.

"Sleep a little longer, you should rest more." Li Luo put his hands back in the quilt, propped his hands on the side of the bed, and prepared to get up and leave.

Leng Yanshuo used all his strength to reach out and grab Li Luo's wrist.

"Don't go, talk to me."

He spoke in a pleading tone, and there was a hint of pity in his eyes.

"You're too weak..."

"Luoluo, I'm sorry, don't be afraid of me... I was going to tell you, but I just didn't find the right opportunity. Leng Yanshuo interrupted her, wanting to explain to her that he didn't know that Murong Ran had already told her a lot about him.

He thought that Li Luo was in a hurry to leave because he was afraid of him.

"I'm not afraid, Rong Ran told me, before you... Those things weren't meant to be. Li Luo sat back beside Leng Yanshuo and looked at him and replied firmly.

"I, I've quit, and I can really promise you that I won't touch that dirty stuff again." Leng Yanshuo, who had just woken up, was a little tired after saying so many words, and his eyes were closed for a few seconds to calm his breathing.

"I believe in you. It's me who is not good, I should listen to your explanation, and when you have time in the future, you can tell me about your experience abroad over the years, okay? Just like when you were a kid, you share everything that happened to me. ”

Stars suddenly flashed in Leng Yanshuo's gray eyes, and he grinned reluctantly and smiled.

"Don't do it later, now."

Li Luo was a little amused when he saw him suddenly coming, and shouted at the door that he was awake, and everyone hurriedly rushed into the house to visit him.

"Big brother, you're awake, you're scared to death!" Murong Ran rushed to Leng Yanshuo's side and leaned straight up to give him a big hug, and he didn't notice that his hand was pressed on the drip.

"You've pressed me." Leng Yanshuo gritted his teeth and said to him.

"Ahhhh

Murong Ran hurriedly got up, touched this and looked, according to what the doctor said, he should not wake up until the middle of the night or the next day.

"Are you going to curse me to sleep here?"

Li Chen stood aside and was relieved to see him getting better, "I'm still in the mood to joke about it." ”

"Xiaoluo, it's time for you to go back and rest, don't you know what's going on yourself?" Li Chen planned to take her back to the ward, but her sister refused, and she suddenly became a little angry.

Murong Ran skimmed the message that Leng Yanshuo sent to him, turned around and pulled Li Chen and Ye Yiyi away, "Let's go, since he's awake, let's let them talk, this bed is so big enough for the two of them to sleep, let's go home and sleep!" ”

Before leaving, he smiled ambiguously at Leng Yanshuo, said hello and took away two oil bottles.

The door was closed, and Li Luo watched them leave, Leng Yanshuo moved to the side of the bed with great difficulty, making room for Li Luo and motioning for her to lie down.

Li Luo looked at the bed and him with some embarrassment, and remembered the picture of being drunk together that day, his face was a little red, although he always slept together when he was a child, but now that they have grown up, will it be a little strange.

"Just like when I was a kid, I couldn't do anything like this." Seeing that she was a little hesitant, Leng Yanshuo explained to her.

She felt that she might not be able to refuse, so she leaned slowly against the head of the bed, keeping a safe distance in between.

"Are you sure you don't need to sleep again?" Li Luo reconfirmed to him, after all, that sick appearance looked too weak.

"I've slept all day."

Leng Yanshuo turned sideways and took her hand again, she resisted a little at first, and then let him pull it.

"I ...... Those things scare you. ”

"Well, it's not the same as the one I know." She nodded, looking down at her knees.

"How were you calculated? What does it feel like to be on drugs? ”

"At that time, my college classmates had just learned to smoke, and I didn't understand those things, and the poison was mixed in the smoke, and by the time I found out, it was too late."

Leng Yanshuo played with Li Luo's fingers and answered Li Luo's question softly.

"Because of the pressure in foreign countries, many people looked down on me, and I found that the cigarettes I smoked brought me a sense of relaxation, and those friends always took me out to hang out and drink and hang out with girls.

During that time, I felt that school was not so important, so I began to give up decadently, and suddenly one day I woke up in my rented house to find that the money had been spent and the cigarettes had run out, and I felt very empty.

Then it gradually turned into pain, and that's when I realized that I was in a drug, and it was only when the addiction hit that I realized that something was wrong. But it's too late......"

Leng Yanshuo's tone was very relaxed, as if he was telling someone else's story, but in fact he was stuck in painful memories.

"And then, you got angry and hit your friend?"

"Murong said a lot, I told you everything."

"Well, he also said you saved him."

Li Luo felt a little tired from leaning on the edge of the bed, so he lay down and also turned sideways to face Leng Yanshuo.

"Actually, I'm not just a businessman, I also have a darker organization, a protective existence.

Only Murong and your brother know about this matter, He Shengyu should also know, and now there are still you. ”

Li Luo listened quietly, brushed away his hair scattered in the corners of his eyes, and lay on the pillow to look at him, in fact, she was not surprised, she could guess something from Murong Ran's words, his identity was not so simple.

"Are they still in country M?"

"I transferred back a group of people, since you had an accident, I have dismissed the idea of going back, or you can go back with me, I dare not guarantee that I can protect you in China."

His forces are mainly distributed abroad, thinking that he will not stay in the country for a long time in his life, and these recent emergencies have also caught him off guard, so he had to temporarily transfer some people to protect him and Li Luo.

"I don't want to go... It's where I grew up, and there are so many... Things and people can't let go. Li Luo rejected him, there are a lot of memories here, she can't give it up immediately, she can't give up Ye Yiyi, and she can't bear Murong Ran, although there are also bad memories here, compared to how Shengyu, but she still needs time.

In Leng Yanshuo's view, this refusal is just that Li Luo can't let go of He Shengyu, there are their memories here, and there is their former love.

My heart suddenly hurts, and the heart of this girl lying next to her is occupied by others.

"It's okay, I'll do my best to guard you here." Leng Yanshuo smiled and replied to her refusal.

In China, it is difficult for him to let go of his hands and feet to do things because of many regulations, and He Shengyu also grasped this point and repeatedly provoked his bottom line, if this is left abroad, He Shengyu may not even be able to find the corpse at the moment.

"Leng Yan, are you tired? It's been hard out there all these years. ”

Hearing this, the man's eyes turned red, first his throat was dry, then his whole body trembled slightly, and finally tears could not be stopped.

Tears wet the pillow, Li Luo was a little helpless, these tears came so suddenly.

It's been a long time, too many years, Li Luo is the only one who asks him if he is tired, and the strings that have been tense for many years suddenly burst.

The grievances that had been accumulated for a long time erupted in an instant, and Li Luo covered his eyes with his hands, his face was icy, and his tears were hot.

Tears overflowed through his fingers, and Leng Yanshuo was like a child who had lost a toy at the moment, holding Li Luo's hand and crying for a long time.

Li Luo patted him on the back, and the man in front of him showed all his fragility and unbearability.

It was also the first time for him to open his heart and tell people about these past clouds, it turned out to be so easy to say, as if he was blocking a breath in his heart, and he spit it out heavily, which was much more comfortable.

"Leng Yan, I also want to tell you a secret.

You can't laugh at me, okay? ”

Li Luo has been thinking about it for a long time recently, but he has never spoken, and he has plucked up the courage to tell her the secret in his heart, and she should give him one back.

Leng Yanshuo wiped the corners of his eyes and snot with Li Luo's hand, and there were tears on his eyelashes, a little curious:

"I'm crying in front of you, what's the joke."

Li Luo didn't notice that Leng Yanshuo wiped her nose with her hand, but immersed herself in her secret.

"Actually, actually...... I've liked you before, for a long, long time. ”

Li Luo felt a little embarrassed after speaking, and covered his face shyly.

After listening to this, the man couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, and he almost fainted again with excitement, coughed for a long time, and adjusted his breathing and heartbeat.

Did she confess to herself?

She liked it, although it was before, but no matter how hard she tried, would she like herself again?

"You, you say it again?" Leng Yanshuo didn't believe his ears a little, he was a little skeptical that he also had a problem with his hearing, he had jumped too much before? Hard of hearing?

"I said, I've liked you for a long time! Satisfied! ”

Li Luo shouted at him with her face covered, and her neck turned red with shame.

Leng Yanshuo pulled down the hand that covered her face, pinched her chin and forced her to look at herself, but she didn't follow Leng Yanshuo's way.

Instead, he bit his thin lip and closed his eyes tightly and didn't dare to look at him.

"Open your eyes." Leng Yanshuo's words carried a sense of command, Li Luo opened his eyes gently, the man in front of him had a smile on his face, and his eyes were crooked, very good-looking.

"What did it mean to like me before? What now? Don't like it? Leng Yanshuo's face suddenly approached, and warm breath sprayed on her face, burning her.

"Later, then you left suddenly, and I couldn't contact you after a long time, and then I met He Shengyu."

Leng Yanshuo stared at her directly, and joy came from within.

Suddenly, he took the girl into his arms and hugged her tightly, ignoring the fact that the needle in his hand had been rubbed off, and blood was running down the needle hole.

"I'll make you like me again."

It was difficult for him to express his mood at the moment, the ups and downs of the past two days made him a little unbearable, and he suddenly thanked He Shengyu a little, if he hadn't done these things, I don't know when he would have been able to clarify these misunderstandings.

He Shengyu is just a man who temporarily took his place, he is not him after all, and it should not be difficult to regain Li Luo's heart.

After learning Li Luo's intentions, Leng Yanshuo made some decisions in his heart...