Chapter 114: I Want to Live
"What, thinking about him again? Chen Cheng? Do you really love him that much? β
Su Jiarui suddenly came back to his senses from his own world, he looked at the dilapidated skeleton in front of him with some horror, and felt more and more that this dream was really a little too weird.
"Su Jiarui, do you really believe in this man next to you so much? Do you really believe that he will love you as unreservedly as you love him? β
Su Jiarui clenched her fists slightly, but the pain she couldn't feel made her realize that everything in front of her was just an illusory dream.
"If that's all you want to say, then I don't have the energy to spend any more time with you, no matter who you are, I have to wake up from this nightmare as soon as possible, there are more important things waiting for me outside."
Speaking of Chen Cheng, Su Jiarui couldn't help but become much softer in his tone.
"Hehe, what you said is really beautiful, with a lot of affection, have you ever thought about it, did such feelings belong to you in the first place? Are you just a rat hiding in the gutter, running out and stealing food with impunity when your master is not at home? It's a shame that I trusted you so much, or did you have all the plans and intentions from the beginning, but in the end it was just my stupidity. β
The resentful words were like a spell on the body, and Su Jiarui even felt a little pain in his soul.
The woman in front of her seems to know everything about her life and all her experiences, but who is she?
She raised her head, knowing that for a while, I was afraid that this strange nightmare would not wake up easily, but since Chen Cheng was still by her side, she would naturally not be afraid of all the changes in front of her.
Sure of her thoughts, she looked straight ahead with great determination, as if she was swearing an oath, as if she was cheering herself up.
"Since you have an opinion about me, why don't we talk openly and honestly."
"Be honest? Hehe, the person who has been hiding from me, and even killed me, isn't it you? Speak such resentful words, aren't you afraid of going to hell after death? β
The "skeleton" on the ground suddenly let out an eerie laugh, and then stood up tremblingly, moving its body slowly, and slowly turned backwards.
"And you can't even hear my voice, do you know how hard it feels for me to hear you ask me who I am? After all, I died because of you. β
Su Jiarui frowned slightly, but after meeting the other party's gaze in the next second, he was as if petrified, stiffened on the spot, his lips moved, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.
If you want to say why, it is because, at this moment, the person standing in front of him is none other than his sister, Su Ru.
To say that she is Su Ru, Su Jiarui can't convince herself no matter what, after all, the terrifying scene in front of her is really too different from the Su Ru in her memory.
Besides, in her impression, Su Ru has always been the kind of gentle and soft appearance, like the spring breeze in March, how could she become the miserable face she is now, like a ghost?
She didn't want to believe it, and she didn't dare to believe it!
"How so? This...... How is this possible? I'm really dreaming, yes, none of this is real, it's impossible. β
Su Jiarui shook his head consciously and comforted himself, but in the next second, he met the other party's playful eyes.
"Hehe, be careful of the liver, what? Seeing you look so frightened, could it be that you only remembered me now? β
Su Ru, who had a terrifying face, moved her body and slowly approached Su Jiarui.
It's just that although her movements are slow, there is an invisible sense of oppression that is difficult to resist.
"Then I'm so sad, be careful."
Contrary to her almost seductive tone, it was the movement of her hand, only to see that she raised her hand and grabbed Su Jiarui's jaw fiercely, forcing Su Jiarui to raise his head and look at himself intently.
"Be careful, does it feel okay to sleep with my fiancΓ©?"
Almost a knee-jerk reaction, Su Jiarui actually trembled three times, Su Ru's words were like the tip of a needle crying blood, and she couldn't raise her head.
No wonder the figure in front of her before would talk to herself so weirdly, it turned out that she had dreamed of Su Ru.
As the saying goes, there are dreams every day, is it because she has been too happy in her recent life, so she almost subconsciously thinks of her sister?
After all, everything she gets now should have been Su Ru's.
As soon as she thought of this, Su Jiarui's original determination to resist also disappeared, and at this moment, she faced Su Ru with a coerced attitude, but she couldn't even use any strength.
She never thought that this terrifying figure without a human form in front of her would be her sister?
But maybe it is said that Su Ru in front of her is actually the embodiment of guilt in her subconscious.
Otherwise, how could Su Ru, who was so bright, look like this?
"I'm sorry, sister, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to, I just wanted to survive at the time, I was so scared, I'm sorry."
Su Jiarui moved his gaze down and saw that the other party's hand holding his chin had dense needle eyes.
She knew that in the later stages of Su Ru's illness, she basically relied on infusion of various nutrient solutions in the hospital to continue her life, but the effect that those nutrient solutions could play was only a drop in the bucket, and what could really save Su Ru was to exchange her life.
And now, looking at the familiar and unfamiliar Su Ru in front of her, she almost subconsciously, recalling the bits and pieces related to Su Ru that had happened.
"Excuse me? Is a word of sorry enough? You're enjoying everything I'm supposed to enjoy up there, and I'm here every day I'm worse than dead, and these torments are in your mouth, just a fluttering excuse of sorry? β
Su Ru's words were right, but now, she knew that no matter what she said, what had happened could no longer be changed.
"Sister, I'm sorry, I was wrong, but at that time, I just, I just wanted to live!"
Su Ru in front of her obviously knew what she was thinking, but her smile became more and more rampant.
It's just that the more she laughs, the more weird her whole facial features become, because she is so thin and terrifying, like a skeleton trembling in the cold wind.
All this is a dream, not true, it must be because I have been too tired and tired lately to have this unrealistic idea.
No, it's not true, Su Jiarui, wake up! Wake up!
Chen Cheng is still waiting for you by your side, wake up quickly!
"Be careful, I never thought that you would be a person who will take revenge, after all, during the time you were in the Su family, even the subordinates were unwilling to look at you squarely, right? You entered the Su family as an illegitimate daughter, I should have been the most angry person, but why did you feel sorry for you when you saw me? On the contrary, it was you who did such a chilling thing. β
Although Su Ru had a smile on her face, it looked even more terrifying when she looked at the current situation and her almost sunken face.
"But you don't have to worry, you owe me, one day, I will personally go to you one by one, one by one, all of them will come back, whether it is Chen Cheng or status, it should be mine, you can't steal it."
Su Ru's slender nails slowly swept across Su Ru's clean side face, as if caressing, but Su Jiarui understood that it was a threat from Chi Guoguo.
Sure enough, it was she herself who had been immersed in Chen Cheng's gentle township for so long that she forgot that she didn't deserve everything in front of her at all.
There is a sentence, Su Ru said it well, she is a thief, a mouse hiding in the gutter, but after Su Ru left, she swaggered and entered the house, and what she got and used was all things that did not belong to her.
But I have to admit that she can't leave the environment she is in now, not to mention, she rarely has a relaxed relationship with Chen Cheng, in the case of covering up, she just wants a little more time and immerses herself in it.
"Don't, I beg you, don't!"
Su Jiarui trembled, clasped his hands together, almost pleading, and confessed to Su Ru.
She never thought that one day, she would be so afraid of life and death, afraid of losing Chen Cheng's fear.
Yes, she doesn't want to live in a world without Chen Cheng, if the world after death is destined to be such a white expanse in front of her, then she would rather live a few more days in that world full of deceit.
"Hehe, be careful, how can you let me forgive you?"
Su Ru smiled, but there was resentment in her eyes that was difficult to hide.
"When you ran out of the operating table in order to live for yourself, did you ever think about me beside you? At that time, I called silently, be careful, you don't seem to hear it. β
Because of Su Ru's words, Su Jiarui once again thought of everything that happened on the day she was pressed on the operating table.
Overhead, dazzling incandescent lamps adorned the doctors, wearing masks, examined the surgical instruments and looked at the numbers on the machines.
Su Jiarui is fixed on the operating table, looking like a crab about to be counted, and the operating room she is in, which is both simple and gloomy, is specially built to allow the hospital to engage in this kind of business.
In the VIP ward on the other side, Su Zhixin stood outside the ward, looking at Su Ru who fell into a coma with a worried face.
On the one hand, it is dark, and on the other hand, the sun is shining, and at the same time, Su Zhixin's daughter's treatment has long been very different.
Yes, Su Zhixin even arranges surgery, she has to be treated so differently, she is like a livestock waiting to be slaughtered, no one asks her opinion, and taking anything from her seems to be a matter of course.