Chapter 268: My Fault?
I just need you to answer this question, is it actually all lying to me, I know that all these years, the way you and I get along has always been like friends, I can fully understand what you think of me, and if you don't show me that you still like me, I won't think about you again at all.
If the two of them mean the same way they got along before, I think I can suppress the thoughts in my heart and keep being ordinary friends with you. ”
Song Ziyu said a lot, Su Yunuo didn't hear it clearly, of course he didn't want to listen, he listened to it for so long and only heard one meaning from his words, he was blaming him, he really blamed him, he shouldn't show him that he still liked him, but he had been able to clearly feel that he really didn't like him before, and this time he once again had a little bit of this kind of good impression that was not like a friend.
This kind of thought is only recent, and it is only a little bit, is it wrong for him to have this little thought? The two of them were people who had happened so many things before, could it be that he did it wrong when he had this idea?
He didn't feel that he had done something wrong, on the contrary, she felt that the current Song Ziyu was simply unreasonable, Song Ziyu had to calm down, and not to say so much in front of him, he should go back to his own home after calming down.
Thinking of this, Su Yunuo didn't want to waste time with Song Ziyu here anymore, he walked straight to his home, "Song Ziyu, you don't have to say so much to me here, the most intuitive thought in my heart now is that you must calm down now, you are too emotional now, you know what?"
And a lot of your thinking now relies on your sensibility to judge a little, and you don't use rational thinking to judge, so what you say to me now, you may not think there is anything wrong with it, but it is really strange and nonsensical for me.
I'm thinking about it now for the sake of the two of us being friends, I don't have to worry so much about you, I also hope that I'll go back now, and you should go back and think about it quickly, whether you should do this or not, we all have our own things, and we have to go to work tomorrow, wasting a lot of energy on this kind of thing is not something we should do at all.
And the meaning of what you said made me angry, and it sounds like what you mean is, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have said so much to me tonight, and you wouldn't have done these things, right?
But even if I don't show it to you, if you want to do it, you will still do it, and I have made it clear to you, that little bit of liking has only recently risen, and it will soon be able to suppress it, and what I want most in my heart is to be an ordinary friend with you like now, just watch you marry Eva.
You are responsible for Eva, and you are also responsible for us, we are just ordinary friends, you don't have to blame me all the time, it doesn't make any sense to blame me, I didn't do anything to be sorry for you and Eva, I didn't seduce you and I didn't sow discord between the two of you. If you think I'm going to be friends with you and I'm doing something sorry for you and Eva, I can leave now, and I just hope you don't get caught up in that kind of thinking about yourself. ”
After saying these words, Su Yunuo didn't look back, and walked directly into his home and slammed the door, watching Su Yunuo's back gradually disappear from his field of vision, Song Ziyu didn't drive, and stayed in place.
He also knew that what he said to Su Yunuo tonight was a little irrational, and he clearly didn't drink and acted like he was drunk, maybe because it was now night, he didn't have to pretend like he was during the day, he looked at the direction Su Yunuo left, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a wry smile.
She's already let go of him and wants to be ordinary friends with her.
But he really didn't know why, he had to chase after him so much when he knew that he liked him a little, he was really trying hard to find clues that he liked him, he really didn't want him and Su Yunuo to be just ordinary friends, and he didn't want to let his life be bound to Eva.
Even if he doesn't hate Eva and treats Eva as a sister, family and friendship are different from love, not at all, and there is no way to connect the three.
He doesn't exclude Eva and really wants to marry him in the future, being a husband and wife for a lifetime with him are two different things, and there are some things that can't be avoided after marriage, and the two of them are a business marriage of the family, even if the two of them discuss it, it can't be avoided if they want to avoid it.
But for him, he felt like he had betrayed Su Yunuo, so he was unwilling, he wanted to fight at this last moment, he knew that if he didn't work hard at this time, he would really marry Eva.
Now Eva is his nominal fiancée, and their family has even sent him to him, in the name of cultivating a relationship between the two of them.
And the relationship between the two of them has been cultivated for so long, and the age of both of them is not too young, if it weren't for Xiaohong's incident this time, he thought he would have married Eva a long time ago.
But now Xiaohong's matter is about to be solved, it is impossible for him to hold Xiaohong's wedding with him, so if he doesn't hold a wedding with Xiaohong, he will always have to hold a wedding with someone, this person can't be Su Yunuo, it can only be Eva, but he doesn't want to.
He knows that this is a business marriage, and this is also the responsibility that these children born in a wealthy family should shoulder, but even if his heart is like a mirror, he just wants to resist, he has his own ability, he has his own talent, Eva is the same, neither of them is the kind of person who has no way to control his life in this world, the two of them are not vases that have no effect at all, if the two of them are unwilling, the business friendship has no way to help them.
Eva said to him that he had been very fond of her since she was a child, so she enjoyed the glory that the family brought him, and she had to give everything she could for the family.
He agrees with this, and he understands that the reason why Eva wants to be with him so obediently is only because of a business marriage, but it wasn't until they got along recently that he found out that Eva really had feelings for him.
So this is why he is so eager to find Su Yunuo likes him, if Eva has no feelings for her, he can really go to Eva and live with him for the rest of his life without any burden, anyway, Su Yunuo doesn't like him anymore, but now Eva has feelings for him, if he marries Eva, he will fail him.
Because he can't give him what he wants, and he can't get anything from him, in the end, the marriage between the two of them will definitely become a tragedy, a tragedy of sacrifice for the marriage of a wealthy family.
Su Yunuo thinks Eva is lively and cute, why doesn't he think Eva is lively and cute? Even compared to Su Yunuo, he still thinks that Eva is simple, such Eva, he really doesn't want him to live as a tragedy for the rest of his life.
This is not what he wants to see, because he doesn't hate Eva, he treats him as a sister, and naturally wants her to have a better life, instead of being bound to him, becoming a resentful woman in the future, and even becoming what he doesn't want to see.
Su Yunuo felt that everything he said to him tonight was simply unreasonable, and he had her embarrassment in his own heart, so why didn't he have it? He couldn't ruin Eva's life because of himself, and he couldn't let himself be left with regrets.
Song Ziyu sighed in the direction of Su Yunuo's departure, he knew that no matter what he tried tonight, Su Yunuo would not be able to come out to see him, and Su Yunuo would definitely be avoided by him tomorrow, and it would be difficult for him to communicate with him at that time, but now he has no choice but to go back and find a way to let Eva snuff out this seed that has developed a love for him.
Thinking of this, Song Ziyu didn't have it, and no matter how useless he was pestering Su Yunuo, he went directly back to his home, returned to his home, opened the door, and was sitting on the sofa as expected, and when she saw her come back, her eyes when she looked at him today were obvious, and it was a little different from the simple ones before.
Eva waited on the sofa for a long time, and was already sleepy, but the sound of the door opening suddenly woke him up, and he quickly got up from the sofa and saw Song Ziyu who had gone home.
Song Ziyu's return home made her ecstatic, and he hurriedly ran forward, "Brother Song Ziyu, you are finally back, tired, hurry up and rest, why did you send Su Yunuo for so long, you never sent him for so long before, did something happen between the two of you?" ”
Eva felt that although she was free and easy, and sometimes looked more lively in the eyes of others, like a little sister next door, but even if he looked like him, he was not so stupid at all.
So many things have happened between Song Ziyu and Su Yunuo before, as Song Ziyu's fiancée, although the two of them only say that they are just friends now, she must also have to take precautions, not to mention that Song Ziyu always seems to belittle him in front of him.