Lin Xiaowan grinned and grabbed Liu's arm, leaned over and looked at it: "Where is the nonsense, my mother is so good-looking, she should dress up more, otherwise it will be a pearl and dust." ”

Liu Shi was so amused that he nodded her forehead and said, "You, poor mouth." ”

Guo Chengling saw that their mother and daughter were talking, and they couldn't interject anything, so they took the initiative to stand up and lift the bucket to help carry water.

Liu looked at his son-in-law's back, and once again felt that he and Lin Zhen were not wrong.

This child is sensible and polite, and he is also a caring little girl, so they can rest assured.

After the laughter was over, Lin Xiaowan got down to business.

"Mother, where are all the pieces of land in our family, what kind of land are they?"

Liu Shi glanced at her strangely, "Why are you asking this, what kind of land can you have, just ordinary land, and it can't grow gold for you." ”

Lin Xiaowan choked, oh open, her mother has been good at kung fu recently.

I'm used to scaring people, and now I can do it invisibly, and sure enough, scaring people is addictive.

Lin Xiaowan sighed twice before explaining: "No, I want to plant something, but I don't know if the place is suitable or not." ”

"Grow something?" Liu looked at her suspiciously, "What are you planting?" Can you? You haven't even touched a hoe, are you planting a job? ”

Lin Xiaowan didn't blush at all and said, "Won't I still have you and my father?" ”

Liu laughed angrily at her righteousness.

"Oh? I gave birth to your father to collect debts just to work for you every day? The little one who has no conscience knows how to send us both one day. ”

Lin Xiaowan hurriedly remedied.

"No, no, no, those who can work more and those who can work more, I don't know, you teach me more with your father, I will definitely let you rest." Such a gentle and kind mother, I will feel distressed when I am tired. ”

Liu didn't eat her sugar-coated cannonballs, and rolled his eyes at her before he got up seriously and asked her what she wanted to plant.

Lin Xiaowan thought for a while and said, "I plan to plant tea trees and lavender." ”

"What is lavender?"

Liu Shi looked dazed, she knew the tea tree, but what kind of thing was this lavender, she had never heard of such a thing. It sounds like a grass, but what is Wanwan doing with grass? Isn't that a waste?

Lin Xiaowan was stunned for a moment before she reacted, there is no such thing now.

After thinking about it, she explained to Liu: "It's just a kind of flower, which can be used to make something to wipe your face." It's similar to the flower we picked last time. ”

Liu knew that his daughter's acne cream or something was very popular recently, but he still frowned disapprovingly.

"What are you doing with this, it's not good to plant a good piece of land, and it's not good to grow some food."

Her thoughts are still the thoughts of the old peasants now, living in the fields all their lives, and food is their life.

Lin Xiaowan could understand her mother's thoughts, and carefully explained to her why she planted this thing.

For the first time, she confessed to Liu about her future plans.

"Mother, I plan to make the ointment bigger and do a good job. I'm going to open my own shop as soon as possible, specializing in this ointment that I make. In this way, the amount of raw materials and medicinal materials needed in the future will only be more and not less. ”

"Most of these plants are wild, one or two are weird and troublesome, and if you don't grow your own, you can't keep up with the demand, so I just want to ask you and my father if we can find a suitable place to grow this. And I don't plant now, I think about it, wait for the summer harvest to be over, and then sow another season. During this time, see how this sales are, and if you can do it, then decide to plant it. ”

Liu was shocked by her daughter's idea, she never thought that her daughter would open a shop, so she closed her mouth for a while.

After thinking about it for a while, she didn't come up with a clue.

I want to persuade my daughter, but I feel that her approach seems to be the right thing, but if she doesn't persuade her, she has no bottom in her heart.

Liu Shi didn't know what to say after thinking about it, his mouth opened and closed, and he stopped talking for a long time before he said dryly: "I don't understand very well, when your father comes back in the evening, you can ask him." ”

Lin Xiaowan saw Liu's uneasiness and smiled to ease her heart.

"Mother, don't worry, I know it."

Liu nodded and didn't say anything.

She can see that her daughter has a big idea, but fortunately, she didn't do anything out of the ordinary, and Liu was a lot more relieved when she thought about it.

Liu Shi thought for a while, and then said seriously: "Wanwan, your father and I don't expect you to make much silver and buy us expensive things." Our family is safe and harmonious together, which is your father's greatest wish. ”

After a pause, he continued: "Silver is something that cannot be earned, and it can be spent enough." The two of us don't need you to buy us anything and give us anything, as long as you and Chengling are doing well, your father and I will be relieved. ”

Lin Xiaowan smiled and nodded, she understood what Liu meant, but Lin Xiaowan's thoughts were not quite the same as her.

She's the more realistic kind of person.

Lin Xiaowan felt that she didn't want to worry about fighting rice and oil every day, to be a peasant woman who watched the weather sunrise and sunset, and didn't want to rely entirely on Guo Chengling to support this family alone.

Maybe it's because of her personality, she's a particularly insecure person.

There was no silver or money in her hand, so she panicked, afraid that if something happened, she would not have time to deal with it, she would not dare to buy anything, and at the same time she would feel inexplicably anxious.

Only when she has a career and savings will Lin Xiaowan's anxiety be reduced.

This seemingly somewhat pathological psychology is not left by the original owner, but is brought about by the soul of the modern age.

She was a child who was abandoned when she was a child, and it was not that she had not been adopted in the middle, and she was sent back in less than a year.

For those who have not felt warmth, the most terrible thing is not to be in the dark all the time, but that someone has taken you to see the light and pushed you back into the darkness again.

This feeling of being pulled up and then given up is so desperate.

After being sent back, when someone came to the orphanage to adopt a child, Lin Xiaowan always hid in the back, not wanting to be seen.

The same nightmare she didn't want to experience a second time.

Lin Xiaowan feels that most of the time she is actually a person who is very good at hiding her emotions.

In front of people, he always looks like a giggling pistachio, but only he knows how many things and how sad he is in his heart.

The way she vents is also very simple and rude, usually crying.

When the emotions accumulate to a certain extent, they will suddenly collapse, and then cry a lot, and it will be fine.

It's weird, and it's simple.

Sometimes thinking about it, Lin Xiaowan feels quite contradictory.

When something happens, she is as strong as a female King Kong, but once she is cared for and cared for, she can't help but feel aggrieved like a child.

It is never a hammer made of steel that breaks the hardest shell, but a silent care and love that moistens things.

It was what she longed for the most, and what she feared the most.

When she became an adult, Lin Xiaowan moved out of the orphanage and began to live alone.

Until she crossed over, she was alone.

She's a hedonist, but she's also a solipsist. All the time, your thoughts and feelings are the dominant one.

Life was enough for her to be wronged, and she couldn't wronged herself anymore.

The multiplicity of numbers on her bank card and the leisure after a busy day are almost all the sources of her sense of security and fulfillment.

Lin Xiaowan can almost be called a close friend, she is not a character who likes to talk to people, usually the party is to listen to friends talk about their life, feelings, and various situations at work, and never take the initiative to reveal their scars to others.

After passing through, she experienced the warmth of home and the love of her mother and father for the first time.

Although there is a troublesome grandmother like Zhou, and other best relatives.

But the Liu family is really good to her, just because of this blood relationship, he can give up everything for her, this feeling is amazing.

She also sometimes thinks that the original body is really too stupid to lose her name for a man like that.

Lin Xiaowan couldn't imagine how sad Liu and Lin Zhen would be if she hadn't come through.

And she won't meet Guo Chengling.

Lin Xiaowan often silently thanked God in her heart for giving her this opportunity to make up for her shortcomings in modern times, so that she had a selfless mother who loved her, and a father who still loved her despite being a little cowardly.

Also, the protector who spoils her unconditionally and protects her, Guo Chengling.

Thinking of these people, Lin Xiaowan's heart warmed.

So, even if it's for them, she has to work hard to make everyone live a prosperous life.

On the one hand, it is for herself, on the other hand, it is for her family, and another point is that Lin Xiaowan also wants to give full play to her skills and do something.

She has studied medicine for so many years, if it is really deserted, it is really a tyrannical thing.

In this career, she not only wants to keep doing it, but also wants to do it well and become stronger.

She and Liu's thinking is different, her mother is a typical good wife and mother-type housewife, after getting married, she concentrates on her husband and children, and can endure so many years of harsh treatment and oppression by her in-laws and concubines for her husband. If it was herself, Lin Xiaowan asked herself, feeling that she couldn't do it.

Lin Xiaowan can't, she hopes that she and Guo Chengling's status are equal. She believes that two people can only go on a long journey if they respect each other.

Lin Xiaowan didn't tell Liu what she was thinking about, she felt that even if she said it, Liu wouldn't be able to change this idea for a while.

Liu told her that it was from her starting point as a mother and for her good, so Lin Xiaowan smiled and nodded, not disagreeing with her.

Seeing her nodding, Liu thought she had listened, and then she was happy.

She suddenly remembered something, put down her things and went back to the house, and after a while, she came out with a money bag, handed it to Lin Xiaowan and said, "This is five taels of silver, Xiaowan, you put it away." ”