Everyone has shortcomings, it's not that they don't know it, and some people lie to themselves and don't want to admit it.

I'm pretty honest, I admit it. One of the many shortcomings is that when my girlfriend says to break up, or makes a decision to break up, I won't keep it.

As for the aftermath, when I miss it very much, I will ask for it back. I admit that this is a very unscrupulous practice.

After Zhang Yue said the words "what you can't get is always the best", I slammed the door and walked out.

A lot of women say they don't like men slamming the door after arguing, and I think everything is good or bad. Some people are simply angry, and some people just don't want to keep arguing.

When I went out, I didn't know who to look for. Couples must have quarrels like this, and the first time I go to my friends, my friends will be worried about persuasion. What about the second time? And what about the third time? ……

What's more, the reason for the quarrel is also quite difficult to say, and when others ask, I can't say that Zhang Yue betrayed me.

Maybe it's because I'm used to it, and I want to drink some wine when I have troubles, but I can't drink alone. Coincidentally, Cheng Gang called and said that I should go to the bar to find him.

I went there once when I was in high school, and I was looking for someone, and I didn't play much. At the time, I just thought it was noisy, and my ears were a little unaccustomed.

There are several bars at the entrance of the street, and I knew about them when I was in high school when I was studying art at WH University.

Cheng just came out of the bar to pick me up, probably because he was worried that I hadn't been in.

A scattered platform, in addition to him, there is also the girl who accompanies him in the Aegean Sea, called "Anzi".

At ten o'clock in the evening, it was the time when Chongtai was very high, and it was very noisy, so I loudly attached to Cheng Gang's ear and said, "When you come to the bar, you should call Liu Wu or Wang Dian." ”

The two of them drank well and loved to be boisterous, especially after I saw a bottle of Chivas Regal 12 and a dozen bottles of beer on the stand. I drank vodka once before, but the aftermath was so great that I fainted after not drinking much.

Cheng Gang told me that he wanted me to help him get an idea, and he wanted to transfer a guest house opposite a media school. Cheng Gang is like this, obviously he is very assertive, but in fact, he has already made up his mind in his heart, and he will still find a friend to ask for advice.

I said, "It's good, you like to be comfortable, but it's going to trap you, so I don't think you have much time to come out and play with us." ”

"It's okay, you can just look for me. There are five floors in total, and there are many rooms, so you can live as you like. ”

People in our circle usually hang out at Tian Li's place, and since he changed careers to sell computers, he has re-rented a three-bedroom house.

Contrary to Tian Li, I like to live a cohabitation life with my girlfriend without interference. Tian Li likes to be lively, and when he is bored, he especially likes to call his friends to play with him. I don't know what Lusha really feels inside, at least on the surface she doesn't care.

I said, "That's it, that's it, it's over on the phone, why bother asking me to come out and make a light bulb." ”

Anzi replied, "Doudou will come soon." Then he laughed and said, "You still have a big face, usually our sister asked her to come to the bar to play, and she can't say anything." As soon as I heard that you were there, I immediately agreed to go out, and I guess it's almost there. ”

As soon as I finished speaking, my phone vibrate, and it was a text message from Doudou: Are you in there? Come out and pick me up, I'm at the door.

Doudou is dressed in a refreshing dress and a light fine makeup, not at all like working at night, like a college girl with infinite vitality in her innocence.

When she saw me, she ran over and kissed me on the face, then put her arm around me.

To be honest, I was heartbroken, especially when I saw her differently. There is a feeling like I have just started a relationship, with a heart-pounding heartbeat.

No, it should be the heartbeat of stealing food, which is a bit exciting.

I said, "Aren't you going to work today?" ”

"We have three days off every month, except for menstrual holidays." Then he ran up to me, put his arm around my waist, looked at me and said, "You still owe me a gift, you have to give it to me next time." ”

"Gifts?"

"Even you didn't bring me a gift when you came back from the capital!"

I laughed and hugged her closely: "My carelessness, make up for it next time!" "This sudden move was not accidental, but I saw the hungry wolf-like eyes of many men at the door, which made me protective, possessive, and proud.

What makes the bar different from KTV is that it allows you to unleash your raw wildness under the paralysis of alcohol and the stimulation of music.

I was wild, even hi, I should say all four of us were hi.

Doudou said that my hi movements were beautiful, and I said that I wouldn't be hi, but I spent a week in a hip-hop training class in high school.

Does she really like me? I do not know. Tian Li, Cheng Gang and Liu Wu all told me separately: Don't be sincere, the girls in there will not be sincere to you.

That night, I crossed the exclusion zone, not to open the room, but to be in the bathroom of the bar.

The bathroom is unisex, originally Doudou was going to vomit, I went to take care of her, and it turned out to vomit.

That night, she also knew why I was so crazy about drinking. She said: "It doesn't matter if you break up or not? Just don't forget me. ”

Is this love? If not, then I have a meat friend who Tian Li often says; If yes, then this kind of unrequited love makes me uncomfortable and uneasy.

It's late when the bar comes out, and there is a late-night food stall opposite the Quanye field.

I had a late-night supper, but I was still under the paralysis of alcohol, and I couldn't eat anything, so I wanted to drink soup and sober up.

Cheng Gang is single, and he will definitely open a house. And I, I can't, I can only send her back.

After crossing the exclusion zone, I was silent, just hugging her in the back seat. She asked, "Do you really want to go back?" ”

"I'm sorry, I have to go back, although I did something wrong......" I want to say that I did something wrong and can't go on, the word "wrong" is too unfair to Doudou.

Then I saw her tears, and I went to wipe them away for her in distress, but I didn't know what to say.

After getting out of the car, she cried again, and I could only hold her and let her cry on top of me.

She asked me if I looked down on her for working here. Do I think she's dirty?

She said that a year ago, she had only come to try it at the instigation of a friend, but she did not expect to be drunk by a guest for the first time.

She said that she was already very self-loving, and she didn't dare to get drunk after the first time, and she took antidote medicine several times in advance.

She said her boyfriend broke up with her late last year after he found out where she worked.

She said that if she went to college, she would be a junior.

She said that she was very insecure, and in order not to be taken advantage of, she was beaten by customers.

She was very confused, and I could only hold her and make her cry.

After I went back, I didn't go straight into the room, I walked outside, scared.

Fear of scent on the body, fear of hair on the clothes that I didn't notice.

When I entered the door, I realized that she was not there. Except for a few pairs of shoes, the rest of her clothes and luggage were missing.

I found a note on the keyboard in front of my computer: "Eve, I'm back to school." Maybe you're right, I can't play games anymore and I'll graduate next year. Actually I panicked, I found out that I didn't learn anything in school, I couldn't do anything. ”

"Every day, in addition to games, it is still games to numb my confusion. I will read your notes carefully and study them carefully. ”

"But, really, you are too tight with me, I am really restrained, so uncomfortable. Let's be apart for a while and think about it. ”

Relieved, I thought she was gone. At the same time, I'm also angry, am I in charge? I don't think so. I think that if you are in a relationship, you should be measured and grasp the space between yourself and other people of the opposite sex.

Maybe I'm too tight, because I'm not mature yet. I only saw the part of the note where she made me angry, but I didn't see her confusion.

Tian Li came to me early the next morning, and he rarely came to my place to look for me, and I usually went to his place.

"Quarrel again? Why the things are still moving! Is it divided? ”

"How do you know?"

"She called Sasha last night, let's watch you more, don't let you stay in the house."

"And then?"

"No, then I'll come and see you."

I didn't know how to say to Tian Li, I just said: "Dali, I don't want to say anything, I'm very annoyed." ”

"Don't bother, I'll take you to Lehele at night, and I'll be fine with some wine. Wang Dian found a competitive game 'Dynasty Warriors', which is said to be okay, and you will be okay today and Sunday. Go to my shop. While playing games, I also helped me assemble the computer when I was busy. ”

Yes, my matter has become an excuse for Tian Li to be happy, and at that time, Lu Sha believed in me and thought that I was a very sensible person.

Tian Li had already recruited two salesmen, except for installing three computers at the same time, the rest of the time I played the real Three Kingdoms he recommended in the store.

In the evening, Tian Li sent Lu Sha to let her and her classmates go to dinner on the pretext of drinking with me. Lusa's school is also next to this urban village.

Wang Dian and Liu Wu couldn't accompany their girlfriends, so they called Cheng Gang, who was far away and asked me to go first after eating.

During the meal I said, "Drink less, it's the same later, I have to go buy something." ”

"What to buy?" Tian Li asked.

"Buy some gifts for Doudou, she said I didn't bring her gifts when I came back from the capital."

"So serious?" Tian Li wanted to object.

"Okay, I'll be honest, I gave her to the bathroom of the bar yesterday..."Tian Li knew about yesterday, and he didn't go to the bar without finding a reason.

"That's okay, just get it, I'll buy a gift for you. Today, the net profit of four computers is more than 4,000, haha, don't tell Lu Sha about the store, otherwise you can't say where the money will be spent. ”

An agate bracelet of more than 100 is said to be agate, and we should also be agate. The packaging is very exquisite, Tian Li said let me quote five hundred, which looks more atmospheric.

When passing by the flower shop, Tian Li also took the initiative to buy a bouquet of roses for me. I said no, he said, "It's necessary, I don't know if you're divided or united, but you have to be accompanied by someone during this time..."

Well, I understand, I don't refuse.