"Yunuo, here." Yan Yan stood on the side of the road and beckoned to Su Yunuo from a distance. Her face was cold, and she was wearing a black dress, which made her skin even whiter.

Su Yunuo felt very surprised every time, she was such a girl who didn't laugh or make trouble, standing quietly like this, you could also see the tenderness in her eyes.

No matter how cold she is to you, you can perceive the care she actually contains.

Yan Yan is such a girl who can see her gentleness in her bones.

Su Yunuo smiled and waved his hand at Yan Yan and slowly approached her. "Yan Yan, where is your studio?"

Yan Yan's place is the most prosperous and noisy area in the city center, and the place where she stands is the gate of a shopping mall.

"This is it." Yan Yan pointed to a building next to the mall, and when he saw Su Yunuo coming, he walked side by side with her.

looked at Su Yunuo with some surprise, and glanced at her lightly. "You seem to have any doubts?"

"Ah yes, I thought the environment for painting should be very quiet, but I didn't expect..."

Su Yunuo scratched his head with a smile, and then said, "But it may be that I don't understand, I'm just an outsider after all." ”

"A lot of people really need a quiet environment to paint, and you're not wrong. I also have a senior brother who remembers that he would not be able to paint without a quiet environment, even if his skills themselves are very high. ”

Yan Yan glanced around and shook his head.

"It's just that I'm different, I like this kind of lively environment, even if I'm not a person who loves to be lively, but I like to paint in this lively atmosphere, listening to the noise outside, so that I can enter a state, a state of selflessness."

"It's weird, I don't like the hustle and bustle, but I want the hustle and bustle around me."

Su Yunuo listened to her mockery of herself and shook her head. Half-serious, half-joking, he said, "People always yearn for what they don't have, but they are resistant to those things." So I often can't do it myself. ”

"The first time I saw you, I thought you were someone who understood my work. Sure enough, you know a lot of things, you must have been through a lot of things. Yan Yan said on the side.

Su Yunuo responded softly. "I've been through a lot of things, so I can understand some of your paintings, but in the same way, you must have gone through a lot of hardships."

Yan Yan took Su Yunuo to the elevator and pressed the 9th floor.

"Do you know why I opened the studio to the 9th floor?"

Su Yunuo tilted his head, "Nine, it has the meaning of a long time." ”

"It does mean that it will last forever, but at the same time, I also hope that I can coexist with him for a long time."

After Yan Yan's words were finished, the two of them went to the ninth floor. Su Yunuo was still thinking about the meaning of what she had just said, but in a blink of an eye, she was stunned by the studio.

The studio is made up of a large black and white painting formed by wallpaper. As soon as you enter the studio, you can feel a lonely and cold feeling surrounding you, and you are depressed everywhere.

But around the corner, a small sun appeared, which made Su Yunuo's originally depressed consciousness instantly find sustenance.

"This is my spiritual sustenance, my spiritual place." Yan Yan said lightly, "It's all up to him that I've survived until now." ”

Su Yunuo nodded, "The sun can always shine on us selflessly. ”

Yan Yan's eyes flickered slightly, but he just nodded. "This studio, you're the third person to come here. The first one is me. ”

"I'm so honored." Su Yunuo was a little surprised, and then burst into a big smile and said.

"The second is Song Jun." Yan Yan continued. Su Yunuo was stunned, she didn't expect that the relationship between Song Jun and her was really not simple.

So is it possible to come in by yourself, is it a blessing to get rid of Song Jun?

"After I said that yesterday, did he do anything bad to you?" Yan Yan's words were a little apologetic, "He always does things very excessively. ”

Su Yunuo shook his head and said softly, "No, speaking of which, I also took a day off because of this." "It's a blessing in disguise," she muttered silently in her heart.

Yan Yan didn't ask when she heard this, but when she looked at her expression, she knew that she didn't believe Su Yunuo very much, and just expressed her understanding.

Yan Yan poured a glass of water for Su Yunuo, and the two sat on the sofa and chatted.

"Yunuo, I don't know if you saw the picture before the corner just now."

Su Yunuo nodded, "A little boy is floating in the air. ”

Seeing Yan Yan nodded, she realized something, and raised her head sharply, "This is a story, isn't it?" This one is connected, right? Each frame immediately follows the next. ”

Yan Yan was stunned, as if she didn't expect her to guess so quickly, a little surprised, but still nodded.

"Yes, Yuno. My whole studio is made up of little stories, and they are connected together, which I don't want to look at..."

Yan Yan paused as he spoke, lowered his head a little sadly, and clenched his chest with both hands, as if he was a little out of breath. The good-looking eyebrows are pinched together.

"Yan Yan, it's okay, it's okay. If you don't want to say it, don't say it, it's over, let's just think about the bright future, don't dwell on memories, we're all fine. ”

Su Yunuo hurriedly comforted her, only hoping that she could calm down.

"It's okay, I have a heart condition, Yunuo. It's an old problem. Yan Yan gasped, took a bottle of medicine from under the table, took out a few, and swallowed it.

Su Yunuo didn't expect Yan Yan to have such a serious heart attack at such a young age. Hurriedly poured water for her, gently held her hand, and let her slow down.

After a while, Yan Yan finally calmed down, but he still frowned, looking a little depressed.

"Yunuo, I probably won't be able to tell you again today. I thought I was mentally ready, but deep down I was told that I wasn't. ”

Su Yunuo shook his head, "It's okay, I understand." Your illness is so serious, don't force yourself. We're friends, just tell me about it later. ”

In fact, she looked around the wallpaper and felt that she had guessed so much. Yan Yan's heart disease has been urinated since childhood, right?

Because there were no other clues, Su Yunuo didn't think about it.

It can be seen that the girl in front of her really regards her as a friend, maybe there are too few people who understand Yan Yan, or maybe she takes the initiative to make too few friends, in this case, she doesn't want to hurt the heart of this new friend.

Su Yunuo smiled and talked to Yan Yan about some gossip and interesting things. She watched Yan Yan's eyes slowly fill with vitality again, and after no longer being as dead and silent as before, she relaxed her heart a little.

"Yunuo, how long will it be before we meet?" Yan Yan's face was still pale, but the reluctance in her voice could be heard.

Yan Yan sent Su Yunuo to the place where she had just picked her up, and asked reluctantly when she saw Su Yunuo turn around and leave.

Su Yunuo turned his head, his eyebrows and eyes crooked, "Yan Yan, are you being coquettish to me?" Whether you admit it or not, I treat you as coquettish. ”

Seeing Yan Yan's stunned appearance, Su Yunuo burst out laughing, "Yan Yan, because I hope you can always maintain this and have the energetic appearance of a girl of this age." ”

Then she said seriously, "You should have a good relationship at your age, crazy in love with someone, even if you fall out of love, you cry a lot, happy, I don't mind if you find me to drink with me in the middle of the night." ”

"You should be energetic at your age, with collagen on your face every day and a smile on your face. It's beautiful. ”

Su Yunuo looked at Yan Yan with an expressionless face, as if he was indifferent, and shook his head helplessly.

"I'm very excited, Yunuo." Yan Yan looked at her, her voice soft, as if she was afraid of breaking a dream.

"I just can't do it."

Su Yunuo looked at the girl in front of her who was thin and thin, as if she could fall down when the wind blew, and felt a little distressed in her heart.

"Don't be afraid, I'll be with you. We're friends. ”

"If you have anything you feel you can't say or can't do, you can choose not to tell me, but you must vent your emotions and don't hold everything in your heart, so that you can only be wronged in the end."

"I can feel that there is a hurdle in your heart. If one day you are ready, you can tell me, and I will face it with you and cross it together. ”

Yan Yan nodded seriously, watching Su Yunuo walk into the distance, and gradually disappeared from his sight.

"You almost told her, didn't you?" A deep male voice rang out from behind her.

Yan Yan nodded, turned around, and looked at Song Jun expressionlessly, "Every time you appear, you don't make any sound." ”

"How can I let you, an amateur, notice my movements?" Yan Yan grinned, with the innocence that Su Yunuo was familiar with in his eyes.

"Yunuo is indeed a very good person to get along with, and it is easy for others to be guided by her." Yan Yan. Laughing and going upstairs, he said as he walked.

"But your situation is very special, you can't tell her."

"Why? This has been on my mind for a long, long time. Yan Yan said in a low voice with a calm face.

"Can you say it without getting sick?"

Yan Yan lowered his head, watched Yan Yan press the ninth floor, plucked up the courage and said, "I'm trying." ”

"I know it's unfair to you, but the family asks for secrecy, and it's unfair for you to say it. I know you've always been sensible, and I hope you can stay sensible. ”

Song Jun sighed and said when he stepped into the studio and saw the room full of black and white paintings.

Yan Yan has been silent, allowing Song Jun to teach her all the time. After pouring a glass of water for him, he said lightly, "Actually, I've always been curious about why I met you when I was at the height of my illness." ”

"If the sun is the light of my life, then you are the premise that I can feel the sun."