562 I can't see him living a good life
These days, Xu You always thinks about it, although he has killed a lot of people in his life, he has saved far more people than he has killed, even if sin and merit cancel each other, he still has a lot of merit.
So for a person like him, why does God torture him like this, making him lose his beloved again and again?
A few years ago, he lost his wife, which made him collapse, and a few years later, he had a wife and a daughter, and he was once proud that he was the happiest man in this last days, but he lost it all overnight, he is a good person, right? He's saved countless lives in his life, hasn't he?
Then why can't God see him live a good life?
In the faint light, Xu You took out his mobile phone, found his wife's phone number, and dialed it.
In the central region, although the mobile phone signal has been restored, Qing Xiran's phone has been unable to get through as always, and there is no miracle because he crossed the river.
Stationed in the front row of the jeep, disappointment swept up one by one, Xu You sat in the driver's seat, and his eyes shifted from the face of the little girl sleeping in the back seat of the car to the passenger seat, where there was a bee small schoolbag, which was a very precious little schoolbag of a sister.
Xu You's heart was like a handful of weeds, his fingers trembled slightly, and he took the small yellow bee schoolbag and held it in his arms.
His waist was a little stiff and opened the car door, and got out of the car with a sister's schoolbag, because he had not rested well, so he didn't stand firm when he got out of the car, tilted his body slightly, and then turned pale with a pale face, and opened the zipper of the first sister's bee schoolbag in the morning light.
Because of the fatigue of the past few days, Xu You couldn't hold himself up, and leaned on the front of the car with some weakness, and in the background of a city ruins, he found out the original price of the large stack of documents in the schoolbag, and looked at them one by one.
Qing Yiyi's birth certificate, Qing Xiran's birth certificate, Qing Yiyi and Qing Xiran's household registration book, are all in this pile of original documents.
As the original documents were opened by him, Xu You's eyes were a little teary-eyed.
These days, his wife and daughter are gone, and he relies on the original documents to comfort his pain.
On Qing Yiyi's birth certificate, her name, her date of birth, her birth hospital, with her mother's surname, her mother is Qing Xiran, the father column is empty, and her father is unknown.
On the personal file about Qing Xiran, Qing Xiran's father is called Shui Miao, her former name is Shui Ying, and Qing Yiyi and Qing Xiran have a household registration book.
Among these piles of supporting documents, there are also hospital certification documents from Qing Xiran Shengqing one by one, which proves that the birth certificate is genuine.
Of course, Xu You also saw the green channel procedure document of the Yongsan Safety Zone.
He hugged the pile of documents and sat down on the ruins, stunned, his heart ached, and his painful brain was blunted.
In the morning light, Xiao Longbao ran from a distance and shouted:
"Boss, what's wrong?"
Xu You touched the tears that flowed out of his face unconsciously, put away the pile of supporting documents in his hand, folded them, bent down into the back seat, looked at the sleeping little girl, turned back to Xiao Longbao and said:
"Send this child back to Xiangcheng along with the children who were saved before."
He is always like this, he heard the children crying from afar, although he knew that this timbre was not Qing Yiyi's, but he couldn't help but go up to see, it was like this that saved countless children along the way, handed them over to Xiao Longbao, and let Xiao Longbao arrange the garrison and send these poor children back to Xiangcheng.
Xiao Longbao sighed, supported the boss's rickety body, and said anxiously:
"Boss, can you rest for a while, get some sleep, maybe you will get up and there will be good news?"
"If you don't sleep, my sister and my wife are still waiting for me to save me, and if I am a minute late, they will both suffer for an extra minute."
Xu You waved his hand, broke free from Xiao Longbao's support, and looked down at the small bee schoolbag in his arms, his eyes were so gentle that they were about to drip water.
Dropping these words, Xu You carried Qing Yiyi's small schoolbag, turned around and got into the driver's seat of the car, and when Xiao Longbao carried the sleeping little girl out of his car, he drove the jeep out of the camp.
Outside this camp, there are many, many children waiting for him to rescue, maybe he can find a sister if he saves him?
This team crossed the river, and along the way, in addition to his garrison team, there were also many civilian teams in Xiangcheng that followed the garrison team.
The battle line was very long, and along the way, as Qing Xiran expected, every time he passed through a market town or city, some supplies were more or less collected along the way.
The civilian team that didn't know Xuyou's true purpose all made a lot of money, and the garrison also searched out many large warehouses one after another, especially from the Longshan Security Zone, the garrison and the six masters in the Longshan Security Zone should cooperate with each other, and move the materials hoarded in the entire Longshan Security Zone.
With so many materials, it is not a problem to feed several Xiangcheng cities in general.
The folk team is very happy, where will it care what Xuyou's mood is, as long as people are full of food and drink, survival meets the basic security, that is, the wife and daughter of the king of heaven are gone, in fact, it has nothing to do with them.
Looking at the outside of the garrison camp, those civilian teams camping anywhere, everyone had a happy smile on their faces, Xu You's heart was like numbness, naturally he couldn't care about Xiao Longbao's sighing expression, he walked around the city, as long as he heard the voice of the child, he went over to see it from afar.
If you meet an orphan, you will definitely have to save it.
Just waited for him to work all morning, went back and forth to the camp a few times, and at noon, he drove the car out of the Xiangcheng survivors' camp again.
Xu You came to a secluded ruin, took out all the documents in Qing Yiyi's small schoolbag, and looked at them carefully one by one again.
Repeated heartache, repeated tears, repeated thoughts.
Every time he looks at these documents, Xu You has a little more understanding and perception of the process of understanding him and Qing Xiran.
Shuiying didn't actually lie to him back then, Shuiying was Qing Xiran's alternate name, she met him when he was on a mission four or five years ago, and she used her alternate name.
The age of the first sister, Qing Xiran was pregnant for ten months, a very accurate time coincidence, these years, when there was no Xu You to take care of the two of them, how did Qing Xiran raise the first sister so well with a severe, non-existent headache all the time?
Looking at it, Xu You wiped the tears on his face, put on a straight face, took out the first sister's mobile phone from the bee schoolbag, and looked at the first sister's mobile phone for the first time.