214.Various Heart Knots (2)
But who is innocent?
Just like Xia Ying likes "Brother Xing", she doesn't ask for any response in the real sense, she doesn't even want Brother Xing to know about her, she doesn't want to be remembered occasionally, and she doesn't want Brother Xing to have her in his eyes when he looks back. If everything is as she first saw and stops, in the colorful dream she weaves, her star brother will always be her alone, and she has always been the beautiful woman who accompanies her star brother wholeheartedly, and will not be abandoned, seriously injured, or hostile.
Therefore, Xia Ying didn't care that her "Brother Xing" would have any reply, and she didn't plan to write again.
Xia Ying often said that her heart was less than one-tenth of Tang Yao's, and if she encountered something like Tang Yao, she would definitely not be able to last a week.
Tang Yao was thinking about whether it was time to start the second retreat, although the retreat would be delayed in receiving information, at least the whole body was pure, there was no temptation, and there was no strife. The bitter tea in the burrow can settle down without distractions, find a fruit tree and sit cross-legged, and think about the gravitational force.
But things are often not satisfactory, the boat of friendship will overturn, and time will return to Zhu Lingling's sentence "Why are you so swaying?" "At the beginning, although Tang Yao is a type who takes the initiative to do things, Tang Yao is lazy, in addition to studying, he basically never actively takes care of things, even if it is the position of the student union and the work of the radio station, Li Lifeng strongly recommends it, Tang Yao rejects the invitation of the third cousin's friend meaninglessly, and takes the job with the mentality of taking it. At that time, most of the students were two-point and one-line, there was no entertainment, and there was no private life.
In Tang Yao's dictionary, there is no such thing as "swaying", liking is liking, and if you don't like it, you won't pretend to like it, if this word is said by outsiders, Tang Yao won't care, after all, anyone who doesn't understand can say anything you don't do. But Zhu Lingling is different, she and Tang Yao have been classmates for more than eight years, and the two of them can be regarded as growing up together. When a friend who knows the bottom of the story said something that is not in line with reality, Tang Yao said that it was not sad, it was all false, it was all false.
"When did you really believe what you said outside?" Tang Yao asked rhetorically, there was still a trace of expectation in his heart, maybe it was just that the news was spreading, which really made people suspicious.
"Do you know that person has hurt you so deeply, do you still want to plunge into it?"
"I didn't."
"If not, why is the sea not water, and why is the clouds and rain in Wushan better than other places?" Zhu Lingling was more excited that day, probably because she also felt that Tang Yao was not angry, and she hated iron but not steel.
But Tang Yao didn't think like this, and her heart was a little sour. When Tang Yao was caught in the door of rumors, her friends were firmly around her, and they never gave up. Now after the rain and the sunny weather, the friendship has gradually changed, and it has become so blurry that people can't see through, and they are not sure whether their friends' sincerity is still there.
"That's just the need of the stage, and I also said a poem casually in order to cooperate with Gionee, without any inner and outer meanings, and without the ambiguous taste you think. It's just two lines of poetry, why does it change its flavor when you listen to it? ”
"You know in your own heart that if you don't have this mind, whatever song that person sings will be shit to you. You should stay away, don't occupy this pit and think that you are very high. ”
Zhu Lingling has never said Tang Yao so squarely, and every word now is like a small sword, and the sword pierces through the heart.