Then came the full load of work, continuous rotation, and finally broke out on this day.

I don't know how long later, when the sky began to get dark outside, Li Zi'an retracted his long legs slightly, and finally spoke, answering the question: "When she came back to me, you don't know how excited I was." ”

"When she left me, I regretted it every day, and every day I blamed myself for not being strong enough, so I let her follow Shen Wanyao abroad, I hated her again, and I wanted to make up for her twice, for fear that she would resist me, in the years she left, I didn't sleep a day."

"When I saw her again, my heart trembled, and there was only one thought, to let her come back to me, at all costs. Later, when we were together, I couldn't help but lose my temper with her, and then I saw her well-behaved and obedient, coaxing me, as if that was the case, I was the one who mattered. I think she can smile and do whatever she wants. You know, I really, never loved someone so much. The whole world revolves around her, and it's my fault for not letting her know how much I love her. ”

Li Zi'an leaned his head back on the sofa, his eyes were unwavering.

"I blame her, I blame myself, blame me for not protecting her, if I could be more sensitive, I wouldn't have let her be bullied by you, by Xiang Shiqing, and then these things would have happened!" I've never been so irrational to want a time machine, to go back to the past to stop everything.

Li Zi'an grabbed his hair, a big man, in front of his mother, for the first time since he was sensible, he showed pain and misery.

Because he has now discovered a fact, even if he sends more people to protect Shangguan Wanbai, maybe she will have to leave.

Zhuang Su's eyes moistened when he saw and heard, and he couldn't bear to look at it directly, at this time, he was full of guilt, "Zi'an, I'm going to book a plane ticket, I'll tell her personally, I'll kneel down for her, kowtow to her, you will be together again, ah......"

“…… It's useless, she doesn't want me anymore. ”

This man, who has frightened many people, is like an abandoned child at this time.

So she tried to comfort: "Zi'an, in this life, it is impossible to love only one person. ”

Li Zi'an closed his eyes fiercely, and when he opened his eyes again, he looked at the master bedroom upstairs, not daring to think back to the peaceful time they had had, nor to think back to how helpless and frightened she must have been when she was here alone in those days.

The history is as clear as yesterday.

When I think about it now, it's ridiculous.

It is impossible to love only one person in a good life.

There's someone else around her.

He loved her, so he could feel it.

Li Zi'an grabbed the cup suddenly and threw it aside, "Get out!" ”

Shangguan Wanbai was silent when he listened, Zhuang Su said that in the back, there was already a crying voice, no matter how much she raised Li Zi'an in the past, and how much Li Zi'an didn't take her into account now, the mother-son blood relationship can never be denied.

Shangguan Wanbai opened her mouth, but she couldn't speak, she didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, she had the impression that Li Zi'an was the pride of the sky, as bright as the moon, how could it be...... For her to be so decadent.

He was so indifferent to even give her a divorce agreement.

The corners of his eyes were moist, and tears slid down his hair.

The words were still cold: "There is more." ”

Zhuang Su saw that she was unmoved, and hurriedly said: "Another time, Yin Xi rarely asked for sick leave, and when Zi'an left Li's, he didn't call the driver, drove away by himself, and then ...... on the road."

It was already late, there was no one on the road, Li Zi'an drove the car to 180 miles, and on the road in the early morning, it was like dying.

The car crashed into the fence and he fainted.

The first person he saw when he woke up was a psychiatrist, Tang Tang looked at him complicatedly, "Li Zi'an, why are you torturing yourself so much?" ”

Li Zi'an's lips turned pale and slowly closed his eyes.

"I dreamed of her, she smiled at me in my dream, but when I opened my eyes, it was myself in a hospital gown."

He seemed to be crying.

Yes, the dignified Li Zi'an cried, he couldn't resist the heart-wrenching lovesickness, and it was not until the end that he realized that his love for her had already gone deep into his heart.

Tang Tang said sadly: "You are not happy. ”

Until the phone hung up, Zhuang Su was still repeating the sentence: "Just when I beg you, please take a good look at Zi'an, don't let him have another accident, Wanbai." ”

This night, Shangguan Wanbai did not fall asleep.

Li Zi'an is not happy, she should be happy, why is she sad for a while.

On the second day, Shangguan Wanbai asked for leave, but he didn't expect Li Zi'an to go to work, he was standing in the kitchen, with a bunch of ingredients at hand, which he personally bought.

"Are you cooking?" She's incredible.

Li Zi'an changed the knife neatly and smiled faintly at her, "Red wine and lemon flavored silver cod, I remember that you used to love to eat it." ”

Shangguan Wanbai always felt very soft in her heart when she faced Li Zi'an at this time, she frowned and mentioned with a wit, "You can try the fish raised in the pond in the atrium." ”

Hearing this, Li Zi'an laughed and took her to see, "These fish swim down the spring to the pond, if you want to eat them, I will make you lotus root crucian carp soup tomorrow." ”

Silver cod with red wine and lemon, crucian carp soup with lotus root. No matter how I heard Shangguan Wanbai, I felt that I wanted to eat the latter more, I liked this kind of environment where local materials could be used, and I also liked home-cooked dishes.

Li Zi'an kept the joy between her eyebrows and eyes in her heart, "If you like it, I can do it for you in the future." ”

She stared intently at the crucian carp swimming in the pond: "Okay. ”

Li Zi'an's movements froze, and Shangguan Wanbai didn't realize what an ambiguous topic she answered.

Shangguan Wanbai said to himself: "I went to inspect the cultivation base before, some flowers are planted in very remote villages, there are ponds in front of the door, behind the house is 10,000 acres of fields, in the autumn when the crops in the field are harvested, fill the fields with water, can reflect the whole sky, there are also wild crucian carp, and loaches. ”

She said, thought for a moment, and compared him to the size of a loach: "It's so big." ”

Li Zi'an listened carefully with a smile, she was willing to tell him about these experiences, he was very heartwarming.

So in a minute, he even thought about his future life.

"Do you like this kind of life?"

Shangguan Wanbai didn't know how to answer.

After the meal, Shangguan Wanbai didn't know how Li Zi'an did it, and many peach trees were transported from the yard, very small, and shouted to her out: "Wanbai! ”

When I came out to see it, I couldn't cry or laugh: "It's winter." ”

The man had already taken off his coat and was holding a small hoe in a decent manner, "I asked, you can feed it." ”

Since he asked, he must have asked the professional world.

Shangguan Wanbai thought about it, it was okay anyway, so he planted it on a whim.

Dozens of trees, all over the yard, and finally they watered them one by one, and listened to her: "When spring comes, there will be peach blossoms." ”

"Aren't you a flower seller?" Li Zi'an had a demonic face and said lightly, "Then I'll plant flowers for you." ”

Shangguan Wanbai straightened up and looked at these new beings who were about to survive the cold winter, and a sense of accomplishment rose in his heart.

March Fangfei, if it can be fed, it must be very beautiful.

She began to look forward to the new year.

I also have a little look forward to the days to come.