Hospital treatment is always proportional to the cost, and I thought, what else in this world is not proportional to money?

I didn't think of it at the time, but at this moment I did: the money in the hands of the rich, and his lifespan.

I didn't like to wait the most, so I definitely arrived earlier than scheduled without any special surprises. I don't like to wait for people, and so do others. So, in the end, I was waiting for someone.

Waiting for someone to wait for someone, just waiting for someone in the urology department, is an extremely embarrassing thing.

Maybe other people's eyes are innocent, but in my heart I still think it has color.

At noon, after spending nearly 2,000 yuan, she finally completed all her homework in the hospital, and there was a series of homework.

A big bag of all kinds of medicines makes people panic when they look at it. My panic is that these medicines may not be effective, and if Xuanxuan's willpower is not strong enough, she will still be unable to help it.

She is a house cat, and I am the family cat food.

Cats are different from dogs, and even if they starve to death, dogs will not steal from other people.

Do I have enough to eat? No, I won't give it to her at all.

The weather was gloomy and windy.

I guess it's going to snow, and I smell the smell of snowflakes.

When a beautiful woman is in company, it is a fragrance; The beauty is not there, only the aftertaste, which is the fishy smell.

On the way back, Xuanxuan was very silent, because the doctor who cleaned her was a man. She said that she was very shy, but after seeing others sneaking outside to take a deep breath, she felt disgusting.

I want to say that you should feel sorry for how hard it was for me last night.

I didn't want to comfort her, this kind of is not worth comforting, I need her to have a long memory and leave a lesson.

We've grown up, even if we're young. The passage of time, even the mottled leaves in the forest under the sun can't hide it, and the passionate blood can't fight the reality under the reincarnation in the end.

However, even if he was so emotional, he was reluctant to pay three months' rent.

Let's keep a long and slow distance, and a peaceful Christmas will always be passed.

…… ……

Lying in bed late at night, watching the snowflakes falling outside the window, my thoughts drifted away again.

Every festive season, I think of Zhang Yue in this Western festival.

His eyes were blurred, as if he saw Zhang Yue sitting at the end of the bed. With his back to me, his hands kept moving, as if he was knitting a scarf or something.

Suddenly sat up, a cold wind drifted by, the curtains danced, and the figure disappeared.

I looked at the window, it was closed.

"Are you there?"

"You speak......"

"Say something......

Can't help crying, crying for her, or for yourself?

There are no ghosts in this world, and the tuition fee for 17 years of study tells me that there are no ghosts in this world.

What's wrong with me.

My voice, my cry startled Xuanxuan.

She turned on the light and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I lit a cigarette and took a deep breath: "Nothing? You go out, I'm in a bad mood and don't want to talk. ”

Xuanxuan paused, turned off the light, glanced back at me, closed the door gently, and left.

She may have felt the change in me since I came out of the hospital, the silent and growing indifference.

The neon light refracted outside the window stretched the shadow of me standing at the window and smoking.

There was a neurotic downstairs shouting like Fan Jinzhongju: It's snowing, it's snowing!

Zhongju may only be held once in a lifetime, or there may never be one in a lifetime, so Fan Jin's madness is understandable.

What's the fuss you're up again? It hasn't snowed in any year.

I want to laugh, but there is an impenetrable melancholy in my eyes, and a smoke and dust in my heart that I can't shake off. Sorrow builds a fortress, strong and forgiving, and cold hesitation.

It's already eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, so let's go out for a drink.

Who to call together? Xuanxuan? No, she should be indifferent, and besides, she can't touch the wine. Xiao Wen, I can't get an anti-inflammatory shot. If you have a girlfriend, you can't call it, it's the time to warm the bed.

Office workers can't do it either, so they can only be alone.

It is said that disasters do not go alone, and emotions are the same.

I can still receive a call in the middle of the night, YW Li Ying opened the phone, she is pregnant.

I hesitated for a long time and didn't know how to answer, and she said that it was already a miscarriage.

Mother said that this kind of thing is the most detrimental to yin morality. I remember that when I fell in love with Zhang Yue in high school, I was also pregnant. My aunt is the attending doctor of the obstetrics and gynecology department of the town hospital, so I took Zhang Yue with me.

My mother happened to be at home at the time, and when she heard the news, she rushed to the hospital to see me without saying a word: "Do you know how painful it is for women to have miscarriages? Do you know how much damage it can do to the body? And in my heart, it's my own child. ”

At that time, there were no painless surgeries in the town, only drug flow, manual flow.

Li Ying will definitely not find someone to accompany this kind of thing, that is a person. I feel very guilty in my heart, but adding N squares to my guilt can't make up for the damage to her.

After holding it for a long time, I squeezed out a sentence: "I'm sorry!" ”

"It's okay, I just wanted to tell you and let you know. That's it, go to bed early, I'll hang up first. ”

Let me know what? We had a child and then because of my irresponsibility, he was gone.

I was going to go to a bar, but now my mood is really not suitable for going to a noisy place, it's too depressing.

'08 was really not a good year, there were too many bad things. The snow that fell from the sky seemed to be blood-red. Was it the crying of more than 80,000 people in the earthquake, or Zhang Yue giving me an early warning, or Cheng Gang giving me a hint? I didn't know at the time that it was this snow, which was a disaster.

The phone rang again, I didn't look at it, I thought it should be Xuanxuan, but I didn't answer.

"Hey, hey...... Fei Xi. "The voice came from behind me.

Looking back, Wu Jing? The girl I met on the train, the girl who helped me drink.

Jeans, white boots, black woolen coat, white scarf, quite youthful. Standing in front of a barbecue restaurant, he kept waving at me: "I thought I was wrong." ”

"What are you doing here?" I walked over and asked with a smile, no matter how unhappy I am, I have to pretend to be happy.

"Xia Yao said she was in a bad mood, so I came over to drink with her."

When she spoke, I also saw Xia Yao sitting inside.

"You two know each other pretty well."

"That is, there are a few girls in this city who have only known each other, so let's rest assured that we will give ourselves to a boy I have just knew."

I don't even know how to take what I said: "I'm praising me as you." ”

"Of course I'm praising you, let's go inside, it's cold outside, let's eat together."

Xia Yao's eyes were red, as if she had just cried.

"Hey!" I say hello.

"Your eyes are red, haven't you just cried?" I didn't ask her, she asked what I was thinking.

"Oh, no, it's the same as you. The snow outside broke into the world of our eyes and was melted by our enthusiasm. "I opened my mouth to talk nonsense.

"Woo woo woo ......" Xia Yao actually lay on the table and cried.

Ahem, tsk, there's nothing wrong with what I said just now, and it's not a dirty word. This was embarrassing, and I looked at Wu Jing inexplicably.

"She went to a late-night snack with her classmates some time ago, got drunk, and was taken by her classmates to bully. It's annoying that he didn't admit it afterwards, and said that it was Xia Yao who asked for it. ”

"Whew......" I took a long breath and said, "That's good, I thought I was messing with ......"

"Ahem, I didn't mean that, I didn't mean that, I didn't mean it. I mean, I thought I made you cry! After looking at Xia Yao's sudden look up and looking at me viciously, I realized that my words were wrong.

Xia Yao drank the ...... in front of her in one gulp I'll go, Red Star Erguotou? only to find out that the two girls actually drank a five-six-degree two-pot head.

"It's you, it's you who made me cry, it's you who made me be bullied." Xia Yao changed her voice as she spoke, and she was about to cry again.

My aunt and grandmother, there are a lot of people here: "Sister, can you be quieter?" Everyone else is watching. ”

"Originally, if I hadn't helped you get drunk last time, where would I trust men so much. Woowoo...... Otherwise, he wouldn't have been ...... Woooooooo ”

"What's wrong with you in bed?" I asked cautiously, and at the same time aggrieved, why didn't I be a beast but still guilty.

"He said I was ...... in bed You...... Is there such a bully as you? "I raised my voice again.

Seeing the people at the other table smiling and looking this way, I quickly said, "Okay, okay, just kidding." ”

He added: "Well, there is a way to deal with such people." You pay 2,000 yuan, and I'll find someone to beat him up for you. ”

Wu Jing, who was sitting next to me, said with a look of contempt: "Why are you like this, and you still collect money?" You've seen all the bodies, don't think we don't know. ”

"Ahem, ahem, be quiet, little sister." I explained, "It's not that I want to collect money, it's that I get the rules of the way." Two thousand were beaten once, three thousand saw blood, five thousand broke their arms, and six thousand broke their legs. ”

"Why are legs more expensive than arms?" Wu Jing asked.

simply asked inexplicably: "In the face of life and death, someone threatens you with a knife, do you want a leg or an arm?" You can only choose one of them, how do you choose? Also, I don't mean the price, I mean that I have to pay for someone to make a person, and I didn't ask you for an intermediary fee. ”

Wu Jing asked again: "How do you know ......?"

Xia Yao interrupted her: "I'll give 10,000, I want the thing under him." ”

Ahem, cough, I'll go, women really can't be offended. I said in a panic: "I'm afraid this won't work, they are only out of stock, not supply." And then there's that thing, it's not on the menu. ”

Xia Yao was still a little drunk just now, but now she seems to be very sober. I'm afraid she's like me, and sometimes she's a precursor to drunkenness when she's sober.

"In that case, then a right hand and a row of teeth. How much does it cost to have teeth? Xia Yao's eyes were decisive.

"You're not kidding? Why don't I call right now? ”

"Of course not, you can ask now."

I was about to get up and go outside to make a phone call, but was stopped by Wu Jing: "No, you are fighting here, and you have to open the voiceover, what if you increase the price in the middle?" Can't let you get this cheap. ”

I couldn't cry or laugh, didn't I just look at your body? I wiped it for you for free, and I didn't pay for the service.

"Then you have to go outside, this kind of thing is not suitable for this kind of place."