Chapter 101: Frustration
closed the door, in order to prevent Li Xuemei from eavesdropping. Wu Xiangxiang pulled Jiang Xihong down in front of the windowsill in the bedroom again, and first took a heavy breath.
looked at Jiang Xihong's eyes sincerely, and said to Jiang Xihong very emotionally and helplessly, it was like a lot of unavoidable hardships, and the expression on his face was ever-changing.
Sometimes nervous, sometimes focused. Sometimes there is a look of unconfidence. This is no longer the Wu Xiangxiang that Jiang Xihong knew before. It's still deep, but it's not complacent. Suddenly, he grabbed Jiang Xihong's arm
"Xihong, look into my eyes, look into my eyes, please listen to me carefully. I, Wu Xiangxiang. There is absolutely no half-point, deliberately deceiving you.
The reason why I hid it was because I was afraid that if you knew who I was, I would have some scruples and stay away from me. It's the same with hiding my job position, and it's the same with hiding that I already have a family.
But it's all out of love, and it's a last resort. Because I care too much, I'm afraid of losing. That's what I feel for you. If you have a sense, you should be able to feel my fiery love for you.
Also, as for my relationship with my current wife, you used to be in the manufacturing department, and you should have heard that my relationship with my current wife is not good, and it is very bad.
My relationship with her has actually existed in name only. Otherwise, I wouldn't have had a home and not go back. I lived in this dormitory alone for several years. Moreover, I have been with her for a long time, and I have not been married to each other.
In his early years, his parents arranged his marriage. Because Riffin's father saved his father's life in the first place. Later they met and were very speculative. Later, he became a brother who had a very good relationship.
It just so happens that the descendants of the two have reached marriageable age. So the two elders were wishful thinking and brought the two of them together.
When his father mentioned marriage to him, he was very opposed from the bottom of his heart, and his father refused at the first time.
His father was also an enlightened parent, and when he learned that he had no interest in Griffin, he didn't force him, saying that he would find another opportunity to refuse.
Before his father could speak, Griffin's father suddenly became seriously ill. Rushed to the hospital. The doctor said that it was found too late and that it was sent too late. Now the cancer is terminal, there is no cure, and there is not much time left.
After everyone got it, they were all sad. It's as if a person who was fine yesterday has declared today that there is no cure and that his life is coming to an end.
In the end, everyone asked him what his wish was still unfulfilled. Her father said that there was nothing else to worry about, and the only thing he was worried about was his only daughter.
Riffin's mother died young. In addition, her mother married from another province. After a long time, my mother's family has stopped contacting. Even when her mother died, no one from her mother's family came.
And his generation is also an only child, and his parents are no longer alive. So when you think about your only daughter, you can't help but feel at ease. Worried that after his death, Fen Gu would be bullied by others.
So I want to see my only daughter before I die, and I can marry a good family. And Wu Xiangxiang happens to be the good family that Riffin's father chose in his heart.
Out of humanitarian concern and the virtue of repaying kindness. Take care of the descendants of your own life-savers. So his father changed his mind and said to him,
"Feelings can be cultivated slowly. It's like me and your mom. Before we got married, we hadn't met each other, and now it's not a good time, and one place is decades, and there has been no difference."
No, we grew up together, and we didn't have eyes when we met for the second time. Therefore, when they got married, the two had no feelings.
At most, out of gratitude to Riffin's father. Thanks to her dad for saving his dad at the beginning.
So, they agreed to marry her. But gratitude and affection are two different things. And the two have no emotional foundation. thought that feelings could be cultivated, but he found that he was very wrong.
Not only does there be no emotional foundation, but the values of the two people are too far apart. I tried to change her, but it didn't turn out as well. Not only did she not change, but she intensified... ”
"Brother Wu..., I don't understand, why are you telling me this. It's all your family business. You've never told me these things before. Now, you don't have to tell me that.
My feelings for you. I've mentioned it to you a long time ago. I know how good you are to me. So I hit the heart of it. Treat you as my dearest person.
I always call you "Brother Wu". Your place in my heart, like these three words. It is also to stay in the position of relatives. This was true before, and it will not be the same in the future. It won't change, it won't waver.
Let alone... You are a married man, you are a man with a wife. This is something that cannot be changed. Even if I had other ideas, it wasn't a happy thing for me. Instead, it will come at a heavy cost to me.
In this society, monogamy is practiced. You now have a wife. If I'm still with you. Then wouldn't I become a third party who destroys other people's families, commonly known as "little three".
If I made your junior. In the future, if you want to know, let your wife know. She will definitely not let me go, and she will definitely risk her life to come to me desperately.
Even if it is known to the group of "righteous people" in the workshop, they will not let themselves go. Will take the murder weapons in their hands, eggs, fruit peels, etc. to smash themselves...
From then on, I will be like a rat crossing the street. People see people beating people and spitting on people. When I think about that scene, I feel terrible in my heart.
Do you love someone just to get her hurt? Besieged by everyone? Don't dare to walk in the light from now on? Then your love is too unique for me to afford. ”
"What do you say, what do you think? How could I make you hurt. It's too late for me to protect you. You're like meat to my heart. No matter who moves me slightly, it will hurt my heart.
You just have me in your heart. I'll take care of the rest. I will never let you bear the infamy of Zhang San and bear the crime of destroying other people's families.
Since I'm going to be with you, I'm ready to break off with her in advance. When I marry you, I will definitely marry you back home in a dignified manner, so that you will not be wronged in the slightest. ”
"I've already expressed my thoughts. I have nothing but affection for you, and nothing else. What I just said is also an analogy, and it doesn't mean anything else. If it's because of my assumptions, you think too much. I'm sorry to tell you. ”
"Why, it's because I'm not good enough. Or because I'm not rich enough. Or because I'm not handsome enough. Or is it because I'm slightly older than you? ”
"You're mistaken again, it's not what you said. Feelings need to be eye-bound, and have nothing to do with external things. I'm not a money worshipper, and I'm not the president of the Appearance Association. So none of the things you said are for me. ”
Hearing Jiang Xihong say this, Wu Xiangxiang's mood plummeted. This time he miscalculated, he thought he was still excellent, but he didn't expect to be able to enter Jiang Xihong's beautiful eyes. Suddenly, I felt a strong sense of frustration melt into my heart.
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