0052 disgust: The heart is like a remnant sun

Chinese The words of the Queen Mother did not put any mark on my heart, but she was just a poor person who had the supreme power in charge of the lives of thousands of people, but a poor person who had nothing but power.

Even if you want me to die, you still have to make so many excuses... It can be seen that even if she achieves the position of queen mother, she can't live as she wants......

Test ...... It's just an excuse to want me to die...... An excuse for wanting my eyes.

I'm blind in these eyes...... It was Qi who admired the tribute of the Northern Qi national medicine that could not cure my eyes...... It's a matter of medicine......

If it is cured, the national medicine of Northern Qi has a miraculous effect, and it has nothing to do with the Queen Mother, she is just for the royal descendants of Jiang State.

The Queen Mother wants me to die, the princess, and the Internal Affairs Office will eventually register it, if it is directly punished without excuses and no reason...... The Queen Mother will be admonished......

After all, the emperor is really a thin heir, he only has four children, he and I are only four children, two sons and two daughters, whose emperor is like him, the heirs are thin and careless, the throne of this Jiang country will be replaced by other royal relatives.

So...... The Queen Mother weighed the pros and cons and had to find enough excuses. Even if she is in charge of the life and death power of the harem, what will it be?

I'm dead...... If Jiang Yiyan dies without a heart, I don't believe that she will give up this supreme position to other royal relatives......

At that time, this Jiang country will be Yisheng's, even if Yisheng does not have a powerful grandfather's family, but as long as he sits on this throne, the queen mother will not die...... With the Queen Mother killed and pierced my eyes, her life will definitely not be easy.

Yihe's desperate trembling and the Queen Mother's ruthlessness made her completely unable to see a glimmer of hope.

Qi admired and said: "The Queen Mother, Miss Qin'er, it's just Miss Qin'er, King Suqin has no heirs until now, hasn't the Queen Mother thought about why the deceased has no heirs?" ”

The Queen Mother smiled, but I saw the anger in her heart.

"Miss Qin'er is not just Miss Qin'er, she is now the princess of Suqin in Northern Qi!" The queen mother's smile seemed to be a little sad: "The palace of the Northern Qi Dynasty, the mourning family is standing outside the palace, standing at the gate of the palace as a minion, looking at the Northern Qi palace without high walls, the mourning family is thinking, this palace must be beautiful and warm!" The Queen Mother shouted in a hoarse voice, with unwillingness: "But all this! The beauty of the mourning family, the warmth of the mourning family! It's all someone else's, and it has nothing to do with the mourning family, the mourning family is now the queen mother of Jiang Guo, and in the supremacy of Jiang country, the mourning family no longer yearns for the so-called beautiful things, the so-called warmth. ”

In Qi's admiring voice, Li Yin finally came out: "Queen Mother, one life and one pair, just one life and one pair, the promise is still there, all the promises are still there!" ”

"Huh...... Hey..."

The Queen Mother laughed out loud, "One year old and one withered, one life and one couple, since you have chosen, don't regret it." After the past year, if it is really still there, how can the mourning family still be in the harem of Jiang Guo? Everything is just an excuse, and the mourning family is the queen mother of Jiang Guo. Which woman has the dignity of mourning now? Mo Ai's family only needs her eyes! The Queen Mother stared at me, and the murder in her eyes burned: "Even if the mourning family wants her life, no one can stop it!" ”

Jealousy, fierce jealousy that comes from the heart......

Which woman is noble here, the queen mother of a country, the emperor's mother, who can compare with her?

The Queen Mother's words made Qi's face look like ashes, and since Yihe was not afraid of death, she climbed to the feet of the Queen Mother, "Imperial grandmother, you can't go to Northern Qi, Yihe won't miss it, ask the imperial grandmother to fulfill it, fulfill Yihe, let go of my sister, my sister's face is ruined now, you can't ask for her eyes, if her eyes are gone, Southern Xinjiang will not let her be with her......"

Yihe pleaded with tears in her eyes, if I didn't get involved in my own interests, I would really be moved by her, but unfortunately, in the end, I just put my own interests first...... She didn't want me to be blind, she was still fighting the trapped beast, thinking that if she begged and begged, the Queen Mother would be soft-hearted......

The Queen Mother won't, her words will only make the Queen Mother's anger burn even more, and the Queen Mother kicked on Yihe: "Northern Qi? Do you yearn for the imperial palace of Northern Qi? You won't miss it? The Yihe mourning family tells you, don't even think about it in this life, your mourning family in this life is over! ”

What kind of hatred is it...... I don't understand......

I really don't understand...... I don't want to tell myself, I don't tell myself, I've understood, it's all because of love......... Because of love...... Because you can't get ...... That's why it's so heartbreaking, what you can't get, you can't enjoy it, and others don't even think about it.

Hearts of people...... It's all the same, only when others are in pain, will others know how desperate they were at that time, and will let others know how they are in despair...... Step by step, stepping on the blood and stepping on the corpse...... Go ahead...... No looking back...... Don't look back until you die.

Yihe lay on the ground and couldn't cry: "Grandmother Huang...... I'm your favorite grandchild! ”

Such moving words can't bring back a trace of the Queen Mother's emotion, and the Queen Mother still has a wanton killing intent: "Jiang, do you want to do it yourself, or let the mourning family do it, you must know that you do it yourself, you are testing the medicine for Concubine Yan, and you don't have this honor if you do it." ”

I wiped the blood on my cheeks fiercely, my bloody face must have been very hateful, I wonder if Feng Guifei and Yi Sheng will be frightened when they see me...... It's really a failure of calculation, and I can't get my face ruined back with my eyes that can see people's hearts......

I slowly stood up...... bent down to help Yihe, and said warmly to her: "The scenery of Northern Qi is thousands of miles...... The emperor's family is ruthless in the end...... I'm blind, push me into the pond next time, find a deep water, I'm afraid that if it's shallow, I won't drown, I can't get up, and I can't die! ”

Yihe laughed and scolded: "It's okay, you're blind, I won't let you fall into the water, there is a lack of nutrients under the plum tree in the palace, okay if I send you over?" ”

"Thank you!" I bowed my hand to Yihe: "Don't follow Yisheng, if you have to, just follow him, your sister doesn't want you anymore, she left the palace, and abandoned you and her mother!" ”

This palace...... If you don't have an eye, you might as well die......

Yihe nodded: "Okay, I can't go to Northern Qi, if you die, this princess will treat your Yisheng well...... He is really a good person, this princess is looking for a big jar and a beautiful big jar! ”

Yisheng...... My sister can't let you go, but her eyes are gone...... Instead of becoming a burden, it is better to die early, so that you will not have to be distracted to take care of your useless sister!

I'm dying, so naturally I want something in my heart, "Imperial grandmother, my grandson heard that King Suqin couldn't bear to be tossed by that son a few years ago, so she didn't have a child for so many years, I didn't believe it, but today I heard the envoys of the Northern Qi Dynasty and it was really true!" ”

The Queen Mother wants me to have a pair of eyes, and I give her a life, but before giving her life, I have to add a few more knives to her heart......

No...... One life and one couple?

Pitiful, she watched others live in a couple, and she stayed in this resentful and wanton Jiang Guo's harem...... Such a punishment is really gratifying!

The Queen Mother's face was instantly distorted because of my words, her eyes full of murderous intent, and her ruthless appearance was really beautiful...... I think...... When she was young, her eyes must have been better than mine!

I then said: "Grandmother Huang, what kind of feelings do you have, how can you love someone to such a state, your grandson really doesn't understand and yearns for it when he is young!" I looked at Qi with admiration and a smile in his eyes, and I let him know that even if he is a prince, he still has too much helplessness, and he still can't save me!

"You ......" the Queen Mother raised her hand and slapped her......

I didn't hide, I was angry, and naturally wanted to beat me...... The most noble woman here. Beating people and killing people has always been just a matter of lip service, but now it's really my honor to do it myself......

"Queen Mother!"

The Queen Mother's hand was raised in mid-air, and the declaration rain shouted, so that the Queen Mother's hand did not fall!

The atmosphere in the room dropped to freezing point again, and suddenly it changed, and no one thought of it, and I didn't expect that the declaration rain would help me......

"Queen Mother!"

The declaration rain got up slowly, and the red plum fell to the ground like a yard under him, the red was amazing, the red was shocking...... The red one is desperate!

Xuanyu held the oleander that the emperor gave her in her hand, and walked towards the queen mother, still smiling, and glanced at me......

Walked to the Queen Mother...... With every step she took, the Queen Mother took a step back...... Panic appeared in the Queen Mother's eyes...... I can't care about beating me anymore.

I was stunned...... My heart softened and tears flowed...... I know I shouldn't be soft-hearted, but I ...... He softened his heart, and softened for the despair of Yihe...... Now the rain is soft again for the declaration......

"Queen Mother!" The declaration rain screamed to kiss the ground, and the oleander in her hand did not wind from the bed to the blood at her feet!

She touched her stomach with one hand and held the oleander with the other, and smiled poignantly: "Queen Mother, this flower is very beautiful!" The flowers sent by the emperor himself are not as beautiful as the ones sent by the Queen Mother! ”

The Queen Mother retreated to the wall, with no way out, holding on to the wall, as if no one in this room dared to step forward to support her, just as no one could stop the blood flowing from under the rain of the declaration......

The declaration rain seemed to be unable to see the fear of the Queen Mother, one step away from the Queen Mother, and her pale face ...... The blood fell all ...... "Queen Mother, the concubine body remembers that many years ago, the daughter of the concubine who died young, looks so cute that she will babble and call her mother!" ”

There was some verbosity in the Queen Mother's voice: "What are you talking about?" Concubine Yan, go back to bed and lie down, don't worry about anything, the mourning family will not let you die, mourning will let you give birth to the emperor safely! ”

"Gave birth to the emperor peacefully?" The green silk of the declaration rain shawl was beautiful because of her smile on her head, bright red blood swirled under her feet, and she tilted her head as if self-deprecating and asked: "Queen Mother, the daughter of the concubine even the emperor praised her for her good looks, and the concubine brought her physically and mentally to call her a concubine!" ”

"Queen Mother...... You like this child, this child has beautiful eyes, and you will give her a good name, but what? ”

The big eyes of the declaration rain, the big tears of the beans fell, and he was sad: "But what? The concubine is full of joy, but she looks at the Queen Mother...... I personally fed my daughter carp licorice soup, and she was still so ...... Blinking a pair of ignorant eyes, waiting to be fed, eyes full of trust with open mouths waiting for your feeding. You feed her with a smile, and praise while feeding, she has a pair of good eyes, she is so good-looking, she will definitely be the most beautiful woman in Jiang Country when she grows up! ”

"Queen Mother! The concubine just wants to ask you, is it that as long as anyone has beautiful eyes on their faces, you can't keep it! ”

With a pale face, the words passed through the eyes of the Queen Mother like arrows and guns, and passed through the heart of the Queen Mother, and the Queen Mother actually stammered: "Concubine Yan...... The mourners don't understand what you're in? What kind of carp licorice soup, the mourning family has never fed your daughter, your daughter occasionally contracted the wind and died young, what does it have to do with the mourning family?! ”

The rain of declarations came from so much blood out of nowhere, as if it was going to dye the ground in this house red, and blood was flowing all under my feet.

"yes!" The declaration rain hand touched the stomach, and the oleander flowers still released a delicate color, "The life of the concubine's daughter is big, the carp licorice soup is not dead, you will pick the flower as beautiful as this one to me, she will have to die, the concubine wants to ask the queen mother, she is your grandson, and you are extremely related to the blood, when you start, don't you feel distressed?" ”

The Queen Mother was startled, pushed away the declaration rain, and the declaration rain fell to the ground heavily...... He bit his lips and teeth with a muffled grunt, and he didn't let himself scream!

Standing a few steps away, back, back, I can only go back, I can't go forward, I can't bend over...... I can't squat, and I can't be soft-hearted......

As it is now... Keep it the way it is... Declare that Rain doesn't need anyone to save it...... The Queen Mother will not let me die now because of the fetus in the womb of the declaration rain...... My eyes are safe for the time being!

The Queen Mother raised her footsteps slightly, stepping in front of the declaration rain, the red soles of her shoes, soaked in blood... It's still as red as it was when it came.

Bent her noble waist, twisted the oleanders, and the corners of her mouth curved: "The mourning family is not distressed, the mourning family has no heart, what does it hurt?" ”

Blood stained the undershirt of the declaration rain red, from the bottom to the top...... A few drops were splashed on her pale face, and the white and red formed a beautiful and bewitching beauty on her face.

"Queen Mother!" The declaration Yu Qingjin grabbed the Queen Mother's ankle with his hand: "The Queen Mother, the concubine has a stomachache, please ask the Queen Mother to come in..."

With a slight use of Taijing's feet, the declaration rain hand lost its strength and fell into the blood......

"Sister!"

A familiar shout...... I hooked the corners of my lips, and Concubine Xuan came.

Declaration rain doesn't know it hurts...... Concubine Xuan ran in from outside the house like crazy, ignoring the bloodstains on the ground, picked up the head of Xuan Yu and put it in her arms, crying: "Where is the person...... Taiyi ...... Doctor! ”

Aunt Yi came to the Queen Mother's side and said in a low voice: "Sister, let's go back, it's too late, it's time to chant the Buddha!" ”

The Queen Mother seemed to have strength again, and her eyes were awe-inspiring: "Come on, Concubine Yan will move the fetus, if the fetus in Concubine Yan's womb is not guaranteed, the people in Concubine Yan's palace and the imperial doctor will all go to the funeral!" ”

My subconscious feet often retreated, and the Queen Mother glanced at me and chuckled, and left with Aunt Yi.

Xuan Guifei held the declaration rain...... The maids of the imperial physician palace outside the door flocked to the door, and the room was crowded with people for a while.

Taking advantage of the crowd, I picked up the brocade bag embroidered with the word "Hehuan" on the ground and put it in the sleeve cage, and slowly retreated.

The face was stained with blood, and the hairpin was still milky white......

"Boom!" There was a loud thunderstorm, and it rained heavily in the gloomy air, and the rain was like a bead curtain.

Qi Jingmu stood next to me for some time...... Outside the house, kneeling and waiting for the palace maid to declare the rain.

Qi admired and said in a low voice: "Xuan Guifei was notified by you?" ”

I stretched out my hand.

The rain falling from the eaves fell on my hand, and I stroked my face, "I'm waiting for you to take me away, but I don't know what you mean by this!" If you don't want to take me away, don't give me any hope, I won't despair if there is no hope, I don't want to beg the Queen Mother like Yihe... Desperately begged the Queen Mother. ”

Qi's eyes flashed in amazement, and he sighed and promised, "Jiang!" I will take you out of this Jiang country, believe me, when the time comes, I will take you away openly, and never go back to this Jiang country! ”

I glanced at him, saw Yihe come out, and raised my voice slightly: "Then thank you to the envoys of Northern Qi!" This princess is waiting, don't let this princess wait too long. ”

When the words fell, Yihe came, and his arrogant appearance was still the same, and he said to the palace maids kneeling on the side: "Go to the house and kneel, anyway, you don't have a few days!" ”

The rain howled in the house, and the rain crackled and fell to the ground, and I glanced at Yihe and Qi in amazement, and plunged headlong into the storm.

My weakly ...... I can't withstand any wind and rain, but I'm lucky not to be blind today, what about next time? The look in the Queen Mother's eyes, the chuckle...... It's clearly with me, and the future is long, there is always a way to take my eyes and take my life!

The torrential rain was like a note, the thunder was deafening, and I ran on the long palace road, which was very long, and there was no end to it......

I ran into Wanzhong, Jiang Yisheng stood in the corridor with his hands in his hands, and his figure shone on me like a sun in this stormy day...... Let me see him...... I feel that my heart is warm.

"Yisheng!"

I called him softly, for fear of disturbing him, for fear that if my voice was loud, this warmth would be gone.

Jiang Yisheng raised his eyes and looked at me when he heard the voice.

I walked slowly towards him......

As he got closer, his brows furrowed tighter and tighter, like an old man with a serious white face.

The gaze stopped on my cheek, and when I was almost there, I was stunned that I had not stepped up the three steps, and was alone with him in the hallway, alone in the storm.

Long...... After a long time, he spoke: "There is really no one in this palace who is uglier than you now!" ”

I lost my smile, my face was full of water, I don't know if it was rain or tears, I opened my mouth, the water fell into my mouth, a little salty...... Somewhat astringent...... There is even some bitterness......

I smiled and asked, "Yisheng...... Isn't my sister the most beautiful woman in your heart? ”

Jiang Yisheng rushed down with a cold face, took my hand, dragged me to the house without speaking, and angrily took out the dress from the wardrobe and threw it on my body: "You look like this, you will only look good when you are blind, women are pleasing to themselves, you look like this, except for Yisheng and raising you in your life, anyone who sees it will dislike you." ”

I squatted down and reached out to hug him, he struggled in my arms, his chin rested on his shoulder, and choked: "Yisheng, my sister almost never saw you again." ”

Jiang Yisheng stopped struggling, pressed his hand on the back of my head, seemed to pat it gently, and asked, "Who moved the hand?" Dowager? Concubine Yan? Is it also a concubine? ”

I shook my head, "Why is Yisheng so smart?" Concubine Yan is dying, and the child in her belly is stillborn! ”

"Is Concubine Xuan late?" Jiang Yisheng patted my hand on the back of the head and paused slightly: "Concubine Xuan should not be too late, why is your face hurt?" ”

Xuan Guifei? Is Jiang Yisheng Xuan Guifei in his mouth?

Why did he know that Concubine Xuan would go to Xuanyu?

I talked to Xuan Guifei about how the twelve-character finger child came to be back then, she didn't express her position and was full of disbelief, could it be that Jiang Yisheng invited Xuan Guifei to come out of the mountain just right today?

I wanted to get up, Jiang Yisheng exerted his strength, I was still holding my chin on his shoulder, and there was some reluctance and unkindness in his tone: "Yisheng hates the way Jiang stands up, obviously weak and pitiful, but he is taller than Yisheng...... Yi Sheng can only be taller than Jiang if he squats. ”

The ass kid got angry......

I reached out and hugged him, "Then next time my sister and Yisheng will squat down, so that Yisheng won't hate my sister, okay?" ”

Jiang Yisheng was not only coaxed by me, but also pushed me away, I was fortunate to have the palm of my hand on the ground, otherwise I would have to fall.

I looked at Jiang Yisheng blankly, Jiang Yisheng was a little embarrassed, "You change your clothes first, Yisheng goes to ask the imperial doctor, your appearance is really ugly, people can see that the mood is as ugly as yours!" ”

Watching Jiang Yisheng run out of the house, I got up and walked to the bronze mirror, and saw his bones, about half a finger long, oozing fine beads of blood......

I hooked the corners of my lips, and the pear vortex smiled lightly, looking forward to the brilliance, swaying, not me...... I'm ruined now, that's what Yi Sheng said, there is no uglier person than me in this harem.

Changed the dress!

When he went out, he said happily: "Princess, Your Highness is cooking ginger soup in the kitchen, and Qianxia ran to the hospital to ask for a doctor. ”

Jiang Yisheng was sent to cook ginger soup, a seven-year-old child, not as tall as the pot, how to cook ginger soup?

I didn't pierce the joy, but reminded lightly: "You go and look at His Highness and bring him a bench, I'm afraid he won't be able to reach the pot!" ”

Joy was stunned for a moment, bent down and said, "The slave understands, the slave will go, princess, please!" ”

I glanced in the direction of the kitchen, it was still raining outside, the day was like dark, and the whole sky was foggy and gloomy.

I stepped into Feng Guifei's room, Feng Guifei had already gotten up, sat at the table, and saw the wound on my face, and her eyes were condensed.

He asked again and again, "Your face ......?"

I slowly knelt in front of her: "Concubine Feng, Jiang has something unclear, and please ask Concubine Feng for my mother's sake... Don't hesitate to teach! ”

"Who ruined your face?" Feng Guifei's face was solemn: "Jiang, tell me, who ruined your face?" Queen Mother? ”

I raised my eyes to look at Feng Guifei, this person who I once didn't trust and let me trust.

She always knew that the Queen Mother was thinking about me......

She always knew that the Queen Mother wanted my life...... Or maybe I wasn't her biological daughter, the Queen Mother already knew......

The Queen Mother is just waiting, waiting for a suitable opportunity...... Give us hope, let us die with a smile on our faces.

The Queen Mother sees despair more clearly than anyone else, she knows how to make people hopeful, and then shatter this hope bit by bit...... Let you know that life is better than death...... Death is unwilling, and then life is better than death.

I pulled the corners of my mouth and said as if laughing at myself: "Concubine Feng, you know everything, why don't you tell Jiang?" Do you think that Jiang has not grown up yet, and needs more swords, guns, swords, and halberds to stab on his body and grow up in death? ”

I protect her and believe in her...... But she knew that the Queen Mother had been thinking about me and wouldn't tell me...... In an instant, I felt resentful, how could she do this to me?

Concubine Feng looked directly at me, and her solemn face was tight: "This palace has never hidden anything from you, today you went to see Xuanyu, this palace is thinking, it must have met the queen mother, otherwise with your princess respect, no one in this harem dares to touch you!" ”

In the end, you don't want to ......

I reached out and stroked my face to cover my eyes...... It was pitch black in front of me, and I asked, "Concubine Feng...... Who do these eyes of mine look like? Or my mother's eyes are not to save you at all, but the queen mother looked unpleasant and dug them out! ”

I couldn't see the expression of Concubine Feng, but I heard the melancholy in her voice that couldn't be hidden: "Jiang, it's this palace that I'm sorry for you... I'm sorry for your mother, but all this has nothing to do with your eyes! ”

My hand moved down, blinked his eyes, and smiled lightly: "Feng Guifei, do you know that the Queen Mother didn't want my life today... She wants my eyes, listening to my eyes like her old friend! ”

The melancholy in Feng Guifei's words suddenly turned into a lie: "Who told you?" The Queen Mother doesn't have any eyes like you at all, and your mother's eyes are blind because of this palace! ”

My lips moved slightly, and I leaned over and bowed: "This worship, Jiang thanked Concubine Feng for her cultivation in the past seven years!" ”

raised his head, and bowed again: "This worship, Jiang thanked Concubine Feng for the warmth she had given in the past seven years!" ”

raised his head again, leaned over and bowed: "This worship, Jiang thanked Concubine Feng for letting Jiang know what it was like to be stabbed by relatives!" ”

Feng Guifei's face was calm, looking at me as if she didn't know me, and I leaned over and bowed again: "This worship, worship Jiang and Feng Guifei's relationship, Jiang Li's future life and death have nothing to do with Feng Guifei!" ”

Feng Guifei's lips couldn't stop trembling, and I wanted to reach out to touch my face, I knelt down and retreated to distance myself from her, gritted my teeth before standing up, looked at Feng Guifei, and chuckled: "Jiang knows why Feng Guifei didn't tell Jiang Lao." ”

Feng Guifei's eyes were afraid, she was afraid of what I wanted next, seeing her like this, my smile froze slightly, and said, "Because the Queen Mother's surname is Feng ...... Wrong...... The Queen Mother used to be surnamed Feng, and later surnamed Lin. Princess Suqin of Northern Qi, her maiden name is Qin'er, and the queen mother's name is Xin'er! Yes and no? ”

"Bang!" Feng Guifei's arm on the table swept the tea set on the table uncontrollably, and her whole body seemed to be afraid of seeing a poisonous snake hell, "Jiang, who told you this?" Who told the Queen Mother that her surname was once Feng? ”

I said with a slight coldness: "Feng Guifei has some things that can't be hidden, I brought it up by you, your means, what you think, I can always figure it out." Why are you the only one in the Feng family? What crime did the Feng family commit? Only the great sin of destroying the nine clans will be left, but the great sin of exterminating the nine clans, my mother's eyes can protect you? Jiang Liao doesn't believe in Xiang, but Jiang Liao will find out. ”

Feng Guifei's expression was depressed, as if she couldn't slow down after being hit hard, I bowed to her again, resolutely, and coldly: "Feng Guifei, from now on, you are still Jiang's mother, but...... You're not the most trusted person in Jiang'......"

I am, if Feng Guifei has one, Jiang found out something, what will I do to you...... will also start mercilessly, and you will pile another wall on Jiang Zhi's cold heart. Let Jiang Liao become indestructible, and Jiang Liao will naturally have nothing that he can't do.

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